Stuntin like my daddy lyrics

So I joined this sub when I went into NC with my ex.

• BU January
• She moved out February
• NC March

I had to live in that house I never wanted (she did and I wanted an easy life, it was in a gangland/crime ridden/mice ridden area) for 2 more months until I could afford my own place moved out 2.5 weeks before the tenancy ended...today.
The day she moved out through her heavy tears she told me she'd be back to help with the painting and the cleaning up. 13 days later all hell broke loose (story on my profile for the details) so I had to do all the painting. After finishing work late I'd journey back over to the old place paint some more, journey to my new home and sleep. The only time her dad contacted me was to say when he'd pick up her stuff, I went back to finish painting the next day and saw scratch marks all over the walls...(her dad was obviously carrying bed frames and heavy wardrobe parts but still...) I took one look and thought, even if it was an accident, the paint can is RIGHT THERE.
Anyway, so apart from dealing with some passive aggressive crap I got finished the house. I did leave some wiping down for her family to do as i knew they'd (not the ex obviously) have to go back to collect the keys and drive them round to the agency so they'd want to do a once over so both sideget their deposits back.I'm all about doing the right thing but come on...I was dumped so obviously I'm going to say you're still pulling your weight here love!
Anyway, when the BU happened her parents were fucking awesome with me but as time got closer to today I was getting reactions to messages rather than messages from her parents (they would initiate first of course) so I noticed a change in their behaviour towards me, then I saw the amount of scratches all over the walls and thought...am I reading into this? But today I know for sure. Not a message from them. Nothing to say, "keys have been picked up"
So I'm (I know family always protects family BUT DAMN I WAS FUCKED OVER SO BADLY I THE BU) certain now I'm being made the villain.
The city was covered in the sun today so I went on a pub crawl with a book and I smoked a massive cigar to toast my longest relationship and my worst ever BU, I ranged my brother, told him all the above (my brother and I have a blunt relationship, we love eachother but we don't mince our words so I can always trust him) and he said, "Mate I love you, but fuck her. We all liked her, she WAS great. But mate, she honestly has shown just how emotionally immature and childish she is in handling this BU. It's a fitting end to know you've been made to be the cunt in this too. Thing is though, when she's ready to process the BU, she'll look back on this and want to fix it and by that I mean have no bad blood, she wouldn't be fucking stupid to believe that she'd have a chance with you again. Now it's upto you how you handle it but remember. - She told you weekly for 4 years she'd never leave you that you were "her future" - She left you - She silenced you about talking about the BU - She left you in that hellhole - YOU HELPED HER FUCKING PACK - YOU EXPLAINED TO HER PARENTS THE REASONS WHY SHE DID WHAT SHE DID AND THEY WOULDN'T HEAR IT YET 4 FUCKING PSYCHOLOGISTS ALL SAID YOU WERE RIGHT - She has been actively avoiding you in public and once you even saw her take a picture of you whilst she was walking behind you on the street - YOU DID ALL THE FUCKING PAINTiNG AND 90% CLEANING - There were marks all over the walls when you went back one more time - And not even a 'got your keys, thanks' from them? FUCK THAT FAMILY.
He was right.
I laughed and said, "want a laugh? (Ex) memory has always been so bad she didn't even tell her dad what things to pick up. When I went to do one last wipe down there was a bunch on stuff still in there EXPENSIVE SHIT TOO her dad probably thinks it's mine 🤣" We had a giggle and he said, "you did everything right in this BU. REMEMBER THAT. Now fuck off, I'm getting a pint myself"
So my brother is right.
A fitting end. A bridge truly burnt. A BU completely designed by her has made me into the bad guy. Backed up by her family. Shown through her and her dad's actions.
Cap doth'd. Bow taken. Chapter closed.

To whomever is reading this, I hope you're doing well and find the right person for your needs. That person may not be me-- I'm certainly not for everyone, but for the right someone? I'd like to be the last dominant, the last person, you'll ever want or need.
I've been in the lifestyle as a dominant for 14 years now. I am open to meeting IRL if we click, but I neither expect nor require it. I am 5'10'', 200 lbs, white, with short blonde hair and a full beard. You may or may not be into my looks. For the right girl, that would be completely secondary, because what I am, most of all, is intelligent, intense, and insatiable.
That could come across as arrogance or baseless bragging. So let me dig into it a bit and explain more what I mean. I am extremely psychological and cerebral in my dominance. Because of my hyper intuition and driven focus to dig into my partner, the connections I form can be deep in a way most aren't accustomed to, and, potentially overbearing. It has been reported that it can feel like my thumbs are pressing down on them or that they're being understood or seen in ways that they've never been before. Of course, this isn't a universal thing, but if we click, you may just notice a similar sensation as well. For better, and at times, for worse.
The main thing to understand is that I will *always* want more of you. More of your thoughts. More of your feelings. Sure, yes, more of your body as well. But not in isolation. It's always tied into other aspects of you. The right submissive will crave that attention. Find comfort and security in it. Addiction and dependency. The wrong one might find it toxic or panic inducing.
I could, truly, go on and on for a while now, but that would just take all the fun out of communicating via chat and other platforms and seeing how we work inter personally. So let me itemize the last few things you need to know before deciding to reach out or not.
-I am fine with all experience levels. I love to teach, train, guide, and condition. -I am find with most body types. Out right big girls usually aren't my thing, but I love curvy, thick, petite, almost everything. What I really seek isn't something artificially apparent, anyways. -My main kinks include: Humiliation, degradation, orgasm control/denial/conditioning, general conditioning, hypnosis, TPE, voyeurism, impregnation/breeding, and light to medium pain play. -I do require the willingness to share pics and verify. Not immediately, no. But in general, if you cant trust and submit to me in such a way, even with some reasonable restrictions or time to build that trust, then this just isn't for you. And that's okay. -I offer three levels of submission. Casual, Standard, and Full. I'm happy to go over them more in detail one-on-one and they aren't *completely* fixed designations. The important thing is to find a dynamic where *we both* can be happy, healthy, and satisfied with the structure and actual happenings that occur. From the lightest to the heaviest of protocols-- and the more the better. -I"m a gamer, a sports enthusiast, a weeb, a poet, an amatuer philosopher(ugh, right?), and someone who loves making people laugh. I am a dominant. That's not all I am.
Ultimately, I believe that submission is a choice. An intimate and incredible gift that is irreplaceable and to be treasured. I certainly have my dark and debatably abusive sides. But just as much if not more so, I am a bright, caring, and supportive person. I want to find someone I can help be the best they can be, just for me. All for me. I hope that's you. I hope to hear from you soon. Thank you for reading, and if you took the time to read it all, tell me three random things about you in your opening message to break the ice.

I’m just going to start posting the gamer tag names of every player that quits on my teams. “Exposedentrails” decided to go Kira offline, get shitpumped, vote to quit and when nobody else on the team wanted to surrender he quit the game. Seriously, start tracking these players that consistently quit on there teams and only put them in games with other quitters. See how they like playing 4v5 when they are the ones having a good game

I’m a 26(F) and I’ve been having a really hard time trying to put myself out there. My anxiety has consumed much of my life that today I don’t have a solid social circle of gal pals to turn to and it sucks so much. My social anxiety has prevented me from even trying to make friends and meeting new people. For context I’m from NYC, so I have no excuse in meeting people as there are a multitude of things to do but it’s just like I get scared in approaching anyone. Does anyone have any advice how they deal with making friends or attempt to make friends at all? Also any tips on approaching a cute guy (my anxiety and overthinking defaults to cute guys as having girlfriends) 🥹.

I’ll try to make this as short as I can while also portraying my thoughts and emotions as adequately as possible. I am 24F, and I live on my own, 13 hours from my parents, my hometown, and my siblings. I feel like I should be used to it by now, as I went to college 10 hours from home and have lived in my current city for the past 2 years. So the past 6 years of my life have been distant physically from family. I would consider myself to be a very independent and well adjusted person. Except, every time I leave my parents after visiting, I can’t control my sadness or anxiety. I sob like a baby. I can’t quite pinpoint why I get so sad, but I think it’s a culmination of 1. I love them so much, 2. It’s hard going months without seeing them, 3. I have a very big anxiety/fear of death so I think the mental “you never know the last time you’ll see someone” really hits me hard when I’m saying goodbye and 4. They are a big source of my support and comfort and it’s hard not having that physically with me. I love my life in my current city. I have a great job, a great home, and great friends. So idk why that isn’t enough to make me look forward to going back home, or enough to make me not sad about leaving my parents. It’s really upsetting for me because no amount of time with them is ever enough. Is this normal? And is there a way for me to avoid getting so upset/changing my outlook?

My wife and I recently upgraded from a Rhapsody Breeze King to the new split king Luxebreeze Soft (me) and Luxebreeze Medium Hybrid (wife). I have been sleeping on the Luxebreeze 2.0 Soft now for about 8 nights. I must say, I have an insane amount of shoulder blade pain on both shoulder blades.
Here are my deets:

• 195 lbs
• 5ft6in
• Side, back and sometimes tummy sleeper
• Wear a CPAP mask to sleep

For those folks who have the soft, what are your thoughts? Love it? Hate it? Am I not giving it enough of a chance? I feel like I lay down on the soft and I start getting dull back aches. I also bought the Tempurpedic Pro Mid pillow and feel like when on my back I wake up with cricks in my neck.
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Would appreciate any advice. I am considering using my swap out option with Tempurpedic (purchased through them) to the same bed my wife has. But wanted to ask the community first before committing to a decision.
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Thanks in advance!

Disclaimer: I made a post about this earlier. So I’m sorry to anyone seeing this post again.
I made the stupid mistake of introducing my friends to each. Now every time we hang out I’m ignored and basically third wheeling them. It’s like I watch them hug, compliment each other, hold hands, all that stuff and it makes my heart hurt because I’m the one being left out. I’m happy they became friends but why do I have to be kicked to the curb?
Yesterday I was hanging out with my one friend (28F) and she wasn’t too talkative to me. She didn’t talk to me at all and that really hurt because I don’t know what caused her to not want to be so talkative. Then when my other friend (24F) came along she then decided to be talkative. It’s just the horrible feeling that I’m being ignored and fear if they both stopped like me.
I’m so hurt by the both of them and I wish I didn’t even introduce them to each other. I know that’s horrible to say and I feel bad to even feel that way. But I really wish I didn’t because they make me feel like I’m being left aside. I don’t have many friends which is a heartbreaking feeling. By watching the two of them become so close and ignore me it causes so much pain. I don’t know if I should say something to either of them? I don’t know what to even do to help myself feel better in this situation

Everyday my cat will come up to me and use my leg like a scratch post? I don’t know how to best describe it but she comes up to me and does the motions of using a scratch post but it doesn’t hurt me at all. Like she will expose her nails but doesn’t pierce my skin if that makes any sense. Should I be correcting this behavior or is it a normal cat thing? This is my first time owning my own cat so I’m not sure.

hello, greetings to all. I would like to know if anyone has LabSolutions IR so I can install it on my computer. I'm working with ATR data analysis that I use in a partner laboratory, and I can't keep using their PC for my data processing. My lab is out of money to get the software license. Thanks in advance.

Hi everyone! I've always considered myself like a "not very stable emotionaly" type of guy, but recently things started to be really rough. I finished my school year 3 weeks ago and now im looking for an internship, without succes. I'm studying in a city which is very far from my family and most of my friends, but i need to stay there for the internship.
My sleep schedule is a mess: Im a very energic habitualy, but recently i feel sleepy everytime. Yesterday i slept at 19 pm, while usally it is around 2 am. 3 days ago i fell asleep at 17 and i woke up at midnight. Honestly, everytime I fall asleep is at some random hours, and everytime it takes me by surprise.
I started to eat one meal each day, sometimes even none, just because it takes too much effort to cook and i feel like eating takes wayyyyy to long. Litteraly EVERY action i do between when i wake up and when i go to bed is a struggle and this feels very tiring.
Im always trying to go out with friends etc, but recently i refuse to hang out to bars and parties etc, which i NEVER refuse normally. Yesterday i went to a museum because i needed to go out, but it took me 5 hours to go out if my home.
Thats all, i wanted to describe a bit more but i think i would have been too long (this is already too long xD). I wrote you this because i really feel strange nowadays, like if my life wasnt real anymore and it scares me honestly, like if my soul and my body were not connected. And i dont want to be an imposter and say that i'm depressed, because peoples are really struggling with it. Have a nice day and be safe!

I made a bid on a very lightly used Roofnest Sparrow RTT on eBay yesterday and ended up winning the auction. With shipping, the total cost came out to $400, which I think is a steal for this tent. When I went back to the posting to pay up, I realized that I placed a bid on the Roofnest Sparrow instead of it's larger version, the Roofnest Sparrow XL. Whoops.
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So, my question is, will the Sparrow be large enough for me (6'1, 220lbs), my wife (5'8), and our pup (70lb labradoodle) to sleep comfortably? How are you liking your Sparrow and how well has it held up to the elements?
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Additionally, as a new RTT owner, any tips/tricks for the easiest way to install it? Do you guys leave your tent on your rig year round, just the camping season, or do you remove it after each time you go camping? I'll be installing it on my 2015 Chevy Tahoe.
Thanks!!

I’ve been on testosterone injections for 9.5 months now and I’m just now getting acne along only my right jawline. Is it normal for it to be on one side? It started a couple weeks ago like a week after my top surgery. Doesn’t it usually start earlier

Driver Gloves Lunar Weave 0.081 b/o 4200 rmb Falchion Knife Autotronic 0.011 b/o 2950 rmb and more Hello, I have more items in my inventory (https://steamcommunity.com/id/B0JIk/inventory/) which are not listed, I only listed the expensive ones but feel free to check it out and don't be shy to send an offer because all of them up to trade! :D I am always looking for downgrades/upgrades as I said above I have lot of playskins so if you wanna downgrade/upgrade you can choose between them or if you just like some of them you can always send an offer for them! You can also add me on Steam but I can not promise you I am gonna accept you, so if you send an offer and then add me most likely I am gonna accept you or counter your offer! All my Buyouts for the listed items are in rmb, obviously looking for any items for mines buyout just because of the rules. Trade Link https://steamcommunity.com/tradeoffenew/?partner=213032782&token=7Pfu4d5j

Hiya! For now I have no objects at all to help with how I function daily. Am sometimes troubled (among others) by too much noise or displeasing noises, cars in the street for instance or my neighbours snoring. I tend to have crises at the supermarket because there are a lot of people, stimuli, different temperatures, colors, signs meant to attract my attention and horrendous music or ads as a background audio. I saw a lot of ads about noise-cancelling earbuds that look like this. A lover saw the ads too and thought they would buy me some. I guess some noise-cancelling might help me, but I feel dubious. Do these actually cancel noise or is it just dimming it ? If so, it's maybe not worth the price. What's the best product that helped you with your crises ? Sound-wise, is it best to buy earbuds or headphones ? Which ones ? Please don't hesitate to provide a link or name to the products you are talking about for more accuracy.
Thank you for any help !!

So I knew little about Xanax. Just that its helpful for anxiety and if you take enough, it puts you to sleep. I have a hard time sleeping in general. I especially have a hard time sleeping after rolling/MDMA.
I went to EDC and rolled all 3 days(Never will again.) Therefore, I took half a Xanax bar each night to put me to sleep. I also drank HEAVILY right before entering EDC.
Holy heck, by the end of the festival, I’ve felt depression like I’ve never felt before. Each day was gradually less enjoyable. Despite knowing that the artists and music were better each day. It was odd seeing my entire rave family love the whole thing, yet I hated my experience at EDC. Getting to the hotel by the end of the festival, I was uncontrollably crying and was stuck with the thoughts of suicide. It’s been 6 days and I still feel like I absolutely hate myself. I mean I never felt content with myself to begin with, but it’s horrible right now. I ended up making a ton of reckless decisions and my friends noticed. I bought a whole new car, cat, phone. All to try and make myself happier.
I thought this was just the result of rolling. I’ve felt post roll depression before, but not like this. I just now found out that stopping Xanax causes depression. This is the first time I’ve taken Xanax three days in a row. I’ve taken it once or twice every couple weeks the past few months. Same dose; Half bar
Is it HIGHLY likely that it’s just the Xanax making me depressed and I should wait it out? It was only three days in a row of dropping Xan… How long could the depression last? What should I do in the meantime?

I got out of a toxic relationship a couple of weeks ago which really damaged my self esteem. It is making me feel like there are other things I need to get in order before dating. BUT this person does seem really great and like we might be a good match.
The first date was an okay dinner but things picked up with drinking. Today we are going to a museum and then walking along the promenade there. I’m a little anxious about how it’s gonna go with us sober. I just think it helps with the nerves but I KNOW if I want to really decide if we are good together this sober date is necessary.
But then I get so anxious. I don’t have the greatest job (admin assistant but not paying a whole lot), I live with roommates who don’t like visitors, and I’m gonna go to one of those boot camps to change careers. I’m mid 30s but it all feels like something someone a decade younger than I would be doing. It makes me self conscious.
I keep trying to tell myself if he’s the right person this won’t matter both because he’s not a judgmental person and because he sees me for me.
I know my friend is just kind of an idiot, but I was telling her yesterday that my ex would call me “dirt poor” (he made a shit ton in my eyes) and she told me that I should get to a place where someone cant say that to me. I said why can’t I be where I am now but meet someone who wouldn’t dare say that to anyone ever. Again I think she’s not the brightest in certain things but it did bring me down as I know many people think that way. Trying to believe this person is different.
I’m acting like it’s an engagement proposal lol. I’m an introvert who’s not a fan of dating. I don’t like letting people see me or letting people in — I don’t know what to wear. Omg I’m so nervous lollll

I've been struggling with some issues on my pc lately like Desktop window manager and Client server runtime process utilizing almost 50% of my GPU and boosting it's clocks to the max, fps tanking and stuttering, videos lagging and overall slowness and crashes in my system
So I've pretty much tried every setting and fix I've found on the internet and kind of given up. I've reinstalled windows locally and from the bios usb and deleted everything from my drives. But nothing.
Is there a way to reset Windows and my hardware even further than this? My system is only a year old and I'd hate to start dumping more money into hardware if it's only a Windows issue after all. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Hi Everyone - I’m shopping for a drop in grill and have really grown to like the options of the Lynx L36TR. Does anyone have any experience with this grill? In particular, can one cook low and slow and smoke meats?
The sales materials stated that the trident burners can cook low and slow or all the way up to very high heat for searing. The grill comes with a smoker box that you can fill with wood chunks to smoke meats. This intrigues me since this will help declutter my backyard as I currently have a big green egg and an old pellet smoker that was given to me for free and a Weber gas grill. Seems as if I could do all in one with the Lynx. But before I pull the trigger I wanted to ask this great community if that’s possible? Thanks in advance.

Hi everyone and thank you for taking your time to read this
I was in the Marine Corps for five years, so I typically dream a lot of being back in the military or being back in uniform so that is not very uncommon. After getting out, I seriously thought about reenlisting, but because of my health issues, I could not do it. I think my dreams with me to be in the military again without actually having to be in the military in real life.
Saying this, I had a dream last night about being back in the Marine Corps, but this time I was having a talk with the commanding officer, because I had secretly in the past gotten in trouble in my dream. The commanding officer was trying to figure out what exactly I did, and eventually in my dream I was in a couple vehicle accidents, but I had fled the scene in both. In my dream I didn’t even remember those accidents but once the commanding officer brought them up, I slowly did remember them.
The commanding officer was very much on my side, and did not want to see me in trouble with the law, so he was trying his best to come up with a solution as for me not to get in trouble. I am not sure, but I believe in my dream I was about to get out or maybe I already was out of the military, but it seemed like the only way to not get in trouble with the law was to reenlist and pay my time back in military service.
In my dream I did not want that because it would take me away from my family and this time it was going to be for 10 years. I was very worried in my dream, but I knew I had to face the consequences and serve my time again.
I think I’m a way I really do Long and miss the military lifestyle in real life so I know that’s why I have a lot of military dreams. The part that I am confused about is the rest of the dream about being in trouble because of a couple hit-and-run accidents and having to reenlist again. Would anybody have any type of interpretation for this? Thank you very much for your time and input.