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2011.04.09 09:34 oneisnotprime Blockchain built and run by the EOS network DAO

The EOS Network is a 3rd generation blockchain platform powered by the EOS VM, a low-latency, highly performant, and extensible WebAssembly engine for deterministic execution of near feeless transactions; purpose-built for enabling optimal web3 user, developer experiences. EOS is the flagship blockchain and financial center of the EOSIO protocol, serving as the driving force behind multi-chain collaboration and public goods funding for tools and infrastructure through the EOS Network Foundation.
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2015.03.06 20:40 Trevor_Skies General Info of AZ the Comedy Scene

Arizona has been a growing place to do stand-up with plenty of places to get stage time as well as many alternative comedy shows for those seeking a new writing perspective in general. This subreddit is for those willing to graciously share new sign-up-and-go open mics in the area or any show in general. If your brave enough post your set and ask for critiques. Personally I'm not a fan of taking it too seriously but maybe thats hubris.
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2013.07.25 14:18 Open Rights Group

The Open Rights Group is the UK’s leading digital rights organisation. We work on privacy, surveillance, free speech, net neutrality & website blocking in the UK.
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2023.05.30 12:31 Ok-Anxiety7957 Skills boost impact on gameplay is crazy.

I am playing this game for like 5 months and I have build really good team and I'm not f2p player I have invested good amount of money in this game and finally made good squad but rn in vs attack or head 2 head I am match against players who's cards are like low tier compared to mine but 4 times high skills boost than me performed much better compared to mine and they are so quick. I can't even scored goal sometimes because there defenders are so quick specially only happen when skills boost is high. If I get same skill boost player I don't have any problem but high skills boost player are nightmare to play against. If I knew skills boost had this much impact in game I could have never open packs,buy passes etc. Only brought skill boost. This is insane.
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2023.05.30 12:31 MelodicMelodies Player looking for group (offline) (ideally dnd)

Well met, folks!
26, they / she with a 9 to 5, introverted enough to struggle to make friends (happily I found this sub), nerdy enough to have actually played in multiple dnd campaigns. I'm also blind, which I bring up less because it's relevant and more because I can't be bothered with anyone who is uncomfortable around disability. (you're allowed to ask questions and be curious! You're not allowed to infantilize me just because you don't understand). Have only ever played online, so I've never used physical dice, but listen--I made my own accessible character sheet template, I'm sure we can figure it out.
Live in central Austin (on Burnet), and don't necessarily mind traveling? With our public transit though, I'd be more apt to see if I could hitch a ride from a fellow player with some gas money :)
Outside of work, open and free (for now). (Starting a part-time msw soon, unsure what internship will look like next year, but that's a way off).
Please let me know if there's other info I should provide, otherwise hope to hear from someone :)
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2023.05.30 12:29 DaScheuer How much did it hurt to leave your parents?

My Ndad's biggest fear and therefore my biggest fear is of our family collapsing.
Whenever I act passive-aggressive with him and say something along the lines of "ok, I do't need you to do that for me" he threatens me with "if you do that, you will destroy this family!"
When he says that, I feel absolutely terrified because I've spent my entire life dependent on them and only recently learned about narcissism and how my personality is built around his abuse.
I am afraid to make any sort of decision and suffer from CPTSD.
I have decided that this year I will become emotionally independent from my parents, whatever the cost. If the price for freedom is everything, so be it.
I live abroad but will be returning "home" after 5 years because I realized everything I've "achieved" was a lie and all of my accomplishments were things I did to receive my dad's approval and recognition, which I'll obviously never get. Returning home will gve me the ability to process a bunch of the pent up emotions that have been stuck for my entire life of abuse so that I can exhaust all of my energy trying to fix them and finally let go of them.
Here's where my question applies.
Leaving them would subconsciously mean them leaving me. Since my dad's fear of the family crumbling was projected onto me, if I tell him in an apologetic tone that I' leaving them, I'll feel heartbroken because I'll feel like it would be them leaving me and apologizing to me for abandoning me.
It's this inverted dynamic that ahs fucked up my entire life. The endless projection of their fears onto me left me stuck in a cage where I only act according to what they tell me to do. They get mad when I say sorry and they never say sorry when I get mad.
What I want to know is: since he will never accept either me leaving them but he will also never let me go, will I have an open wound for the rest of my life where I never got closure or could this heartbreak (me leaving them) be the ultimate pain I need to suffer for my body and mind to believe I am now finally free, as if mourning the death of my parents?
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2023.05.30 12:29 SnooBooks2248 Rabbits scared of me

So my girlfriend and I recently adopted two lion head rabbits about a month ago and they’re a year and a half old but they’re absolutely terrified of me. Obviously they’re adoptions so we don’t know what they’ve been through with previous owners I.E handling I just wondering if anyone has any advice on how I can get them to trust me and like me, I’ve been trying to just sit with them in their pen everyday offering them treats/carrots etc and they will come out and eat out of my hand but the minute I move to stroke them or pick them up they just bolt. It’s gotten to the point where sometimes when I even open the door they bolt. One of them makes loads of snorting almost pig like noises whenever I try to pick her up. I appreciate they’re still new and have to get used to me but I was wondering if anyone had any other ways I can help them to be calm around me.
Thanks!
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2023.05.30 12:28 shesnotokiii I’m not okay (TW: Anxiety and Depression)

3 weeks. I’ve been down for 3 weeks and every day just feels like I’m surviving. TLDR, I’ve been running away from my feelings ever since the pandemic started. I knew I developed some sort of uncontrollable anxiety nung 2020 but I did my best to erase it and run away from it. Fast forward to a month ago, I had an annual physical exam in school and I was dumbfounded when my school doctor gave me a note to go meet with a psychiatrist for exhibiting symptoms of anxiety disorder. I had no way out, I needed to get it done cause I wouldn’t be cleared if I didn’t go.
One quick trip to the guidance and it’s like I crashed down. Simpleng “How are you?” made me cry and I just had a rush of uncontrollable thoughts in my head. Yung tinago at pinilit kong ibaon for two years, ayon, sumabog. I was left unmotivated to do anything, just crying in bed and dealing with the consequences of my actions. Dami kong sinisi— sinisi ko yung doktor kasi “okay naman ako” why did she have to bring it up, sinisi ko yung magulang ko kasi they don’t believe in mental health, pero I realized this was gonna happen sooner or later. So right now I’m just accepting it and learning everyday how to deal with all of these overwhelming feelings.
Honestly, akala ko dati this was just mental. Hindi pala, mas mahirap pala kasi I exhibit so many physical symptoms. My left arm aches so bad, my muscles get tense, I have no appetite to eat, I get dizzy, my acid reflux is worse. Nakakapagod. Yung general anxiety ko naging health anxiety, naging social anxiety lahat na nahawa. I want to seek professional help, I’ve asked around my friends and sadly, lahat may bayad. Coming from a household na sobrang closed off ang usapang mental health, alam kong hindi rin option mag open up sa magulang ko.
On thursday, I plan to go to a doctor to check if all the physical symptoms I’m feeling are caused by anxiety, kasi honestly kahit doon nagwoworry na ako. Hopefully it is. Here’s to the silent battles that we face, my sun hasn’t shone yet but in time, I know I will be okay. Konting tiis, babangon din ang araw. Sending hugs to all who need it right now.
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2023.05.30 12:28 Rahwish Seeking friendship across the globe

Hi I am looking to make new friends from different parts of the world. In an increasingly interconnected world, I believe that forming connections and fostering friendships with people from diverse cultures and backgrounds is a wonderful way to broaden our horizons, expand our knowledge, and celebrate our shared humanity. It is in this spirit that I'm reaching out to you.
Whether you're from the bustling streets of Tokyo, the charming towns of Europe, the vibrant cities of South America, the stunning landscapes of Africa, or anywhere else around the globe, I would love to connect with you and learn more about your experiences, traditions, and perspectives.
I'm open to engaging in conversations about various topics, including culture, language, hobbies, music, travel, and much more. We can exchange stories, share our favorite books or movies, discuss current events, or simply talk about our day-to-day lives. I truly believe that friendships can blossom when we embrace our differences and find common ground.
If you're interested in embarking on this friendship journey with me, I would be delighted to hear from you. BR rah
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2023.05.30 12:28 Nostalgink [For Hire] Personal Use Cartoon commissions

[For Hire] Personal Use Cartoon commissions
Hi I'm currently unemployed and trying to get food and tend to stuff around the house and I am struggling to get commissions anywhere else right now.
It would mean the world to me if you checked out my commission offers.
The link takes you to the info about my commission, and at the very bottom is a button that takes you to my jotform. The form just helps me keep track of your request and keeps things sorted so the process is smooth and I don't have to ask what you ordered 1 million times lol.
Currently there are 3 slots, then if I think I am able I plan on opening 3 more. I don't frequent reddit, so I'll be putting the updates on open slots in a thread below since I'm unsure if I can edit the original post.
Thank you so much for reading and I hope my work peaks your interest! Through my Carrd you can also find my socials, so if you're interested in my portfolio I implore you to look there!
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2023.05.30 12:27 Excellent_Engine_716 Write Better Headlines TODAY

After all if your emails are left unopened, your email won’t get the recognition it deserves so stick around! We will discuss the science behind how email subject lines attract the consumer.
Urgency
Creating a sense of urgency by communicating the start and end date or adding a phrase like “limited time offer” leads to fear of missing out (FOMO) in the consumer’s mind, increasing open rates.
Curiosity
Including open loops in your subject lines, which drives the consumer’s brain to want to seek out some sort of conclusion, increases open rates.
Although you’re coming across as vague, make sure the subject line still fits in with your brand.
Offers
Naturally people love bargains, so having free stuff or discounted items in your subject lines encourages the consumer to open your email.
Personalization
One subscriber is different from the other with different motivations, goals, and frustrations. Make your email more catered to the individual by including their name to directly address them in your headline.
Relevance & timeliness
The reason people subscribed to your email list is to stay informed about your brand, so it makes sense to do that.
Name Recognition
Social proof is a powerful way to build people’s trust with your brand. Including celebrities names in your headline will compel people to click and find out more.
Stories
An effective way to increase open rates is to have an allusion to a story in your headlines which the consumer must open the email to read the rest of it.
Conclusion
Hope that helped, feel free to PM me.
Thanks,
Riad
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2023.05.30 12:27 Arula777 Added Warpstone Weaponry to my DnD Campaign Need Advice

WARNING THIS POST IS VERY LONG!!! EDIT: FORMATTING! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
So I added Warpstone to my 5E game. For the uninitiated its the Warhammer equivalent of Uranium/Weapons Grade Fissile Material. Was it a mistake... perhaps. My players procured it, rolled to refine it, and then paid a substantial amount of gold to have it fashioned into weapons. Currently I have 1 fighter and 1 barbarian that possess these weapons. As it stands whenever the Barbarian Rages, or the Fighter Action Surges, they must roll on the "Warpstone Weapon Table" as detailed below.
The weapons are only +1, but as you can see they have a little more "umph" than your typical +1 weapon. The players are lvl 7, and the ultimate culmination of the weapons table results in a "Wish" (Scroll to the bottom to see effects)... currently, this is what I have (plus some more, but it exceeds the post length).
I need your help to tell me just how badly I screwed up... or if I can make this work. If this seems like something I can manufacture into a table, and if it gains traction within the community I will post a link to the google doc, otherwise... here it is in its bastard glory...
  1. Warp Explosion: The weapon overloads with chaotic energy causing a massive explosion. The Weapon is destroyed in the process. Roll a d100, This is the radius of the explosion. Every creature within the radius must roll a DEX Saving throw DC 18. Full damage on a failed save, half on a successful one. For each level of the Wielder roll 1d20, this is the damage caused by the explosion. Any creature caught in the radius of the explosion that fails the DEX save may choose to roll on the Warpstone Weapon table to take half damage instead.
  2. Corruption: The wielder's flesh begins to mutate and warp, causing physical deformities. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. Roll 1d6, 1= R leg, 2= L leg, 3= R arm, 4= L arm, 5= Torso, 6= Head. If a leg is affected Speed is reduced by half. If an arm is affected the wielder has disadvantage on attack rolls. If the torso is affected the wielder rolls an additional d10 and their max HP is reduced by that number. If the wielder's head is affected they roll 1d6: on a 1-2 the player is blinded, on a 3-4 the player is deafened, on a 5 the player is muted, and on a 6 their nose falls off. If the player's nose falls off only Greater Restoration may reattach the player's nose to their face. If the number of hours before a player's nose is reattached exceeds the number of hours this effect impacts the player, then then the player's nose disintegrates and the player takes a permanent -2 to persuasion rolls, and -2 to perception rolls involving smell, the player gains a permanent +4 to intimidation rolls. If a player's nose suffers disintegration the only way to restore it is through a wish spell.
  3. Mind Warp: The weapon's influence seeps into the wielder's mind, causing hallucinations and delusions. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. During combat, at the beginning of their turn the player rolls a WIS saving throw DC 19, on a failure they may only use an action, reaction, bonus action, or movement. On a success they may take their turn as normal. While out of combat the player has disadvantage on all perception rolls until the effect ends.
  4. Taint: The wielder's presence becomes repulsive, attracting malevolent entities and causing social ostracism. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. Player has disadvantage on all CHA rolls and NPC's will treat them with disdain.
  5. Soul Erosion: The weapon gradually drains the wielder's life force, weakening them over time. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. On effect, and at the beginning of each hour, the player rolls a CON saving throw starting at a DC 18. On a failure the player may choose one of the following: roll a hit die and lose max HP equivalent to the die roll, roll 1d4 and reduce their STR ability score by that much, or take 2 levels of Exhaustion. On success the player suffers no negative effects and the DC for future saving throws is reduced by 1.
  6. Warp Madness: Exposure to the weapon's energies drives the wielder to madness, resulting in erratic behavior. Roll 1d100, this is the time in hours the player is affected. Roll an additional 1d100 on the long term madness table. If the player rolls a 1 or 100 at any time they must roll an additional 1d100 on the indefinite madness table. If the player's rolls result in indefinite madness roll the only cure is through a Wish spell.
  7. Uncontrolled Mutation: The wielder's body undergoes uncontrolled and unpredictable mutations, leading to physical instability. Roll a STR saving throw DC 17. On failure the player Rolls 1d6, 1-2= Leg, 3-4= Arm, 5= Torso, 6= Head.
- If a leg is affected Speed is reduced by half.
- If an arm is affected the wielder has disadvantage on attack rolls.
- If the torso is affected the wielder rolls an additional d10 and their max HP is reduced by that number.
- If the wielder's head is affected they roll 1d6:
- 1-2= the player is blinded.
- 3-4= the player is deafened.
- 5= the player is muted
- 6= their nose falls off. If the player's nose falls off only Greater Restoration may reattach the player's nose to their face. If the number of hours before a player's nose is reattached exceeds the number of hours this effect impacts the player, then then the player's nose disintegrates and the player takes a permanent -2 to persuasion rolls, and -2 to perception rolls involving smell, the player gains a permanent +4 to intimidation rolls. If a player's nose suffers disintegration the only way to restore it is through a wish spell.
  1. Chaotic Feedback: Wielding the weapon causes chaotic feedback, resulting in random magical effects on the wielder. Roll 1d100 on the Wild Magic Surge table.
  2. Psychic Instability: The weapon disrupts psychic abilities, causing psychic powers to become unpredictable or uncontrollable. The player rolls 1d10, this is the time in minutes the player is affected. The player rolls 1d100, this is the radius of the effect in feet.
The player becomes a psychic lightning rod, any psychic damage that is dealt within the radius of effect is instead redirected towards the player.
  1. Warp Sickness: The wielder experiences chronic illness and weakened vitality due to prolonged exposure to the Weapon's Warp energies. The wielder must succeed on a Constitution saving throw DC 15 or take 4d10 radiant damage, suffer one level of exhaustion, and emit a dim, greenish light in a 5-foot radius. This light makes it impossible for the creature to benefit from being invisible. The light and any levels of exhaustion caused by this effect end when the affected player takes a long rest.
  2. Reality Fracture: The weapon creates temporary ruptures in reality around the wielder, causing unpredictable and dangerous phenomena. The player must succeed on a Wisdom saving throw, DC 14 or it can’t take reactions until the effect ends. The affected target must also roll a d10 at the start of each of its turns; the number rolled determines what happens to the target, as shown on the Reality Break Effects table.
1–2 = Vision of the Far Realm. The target takes 2d12 psychic damage, and it is stunned until the end of the turn.
3–5 = Rending Rift. The target must make a Dexterity saving throw, DC 15, taking 2d12 force damage on a failed save, or half as much damage on a successful one.
6–8 = Wormhole. The target is teleported, along with everything it is wearing and carrying, up to 30 feet to an unoccupied space of your choice that you can see. The target also takes 2d12 force damage and is knocked prone.
9–10 = Chill of the Dark Void. The target takes 2d12 cold damage, and it is blinded until the end of the turn.
At the end of each of its turns, the affected target can repeat the Wisdom saving throw, ending the effect on itself on a success.
  1. Dark Resonance: The weapon resonates with dark energies, attracting malevolent entities and increasing the risk of possession.
Roll a d20:
- 1 = the Mists of Ravenloft appear and the DM determines the dread realm the party is transported to. - 20 = a portal to Avernus opens and the DM determines if a hellish host erupts from it, or drags the party in.
- 2-9 = Summon Lesser Demons (the demons are hostile to everyone).
- 10 = Summon Greater Demon which is hostile to everyone.
- 11-19 = Summon Fiend which is not immediately hostile.
If a summon effect occurs roll an additional d10 to determine the level of the casting. Any number below the spell's level; causes the spell to fail. Otherwise it is up-cast to the appropriate level. If the spell is 10th level it is to the DM's discretion what comes through the warp.
  1. Curse of the Warp: The weapon carries a potent curse that brings misfortune and calamity to the wielder and those around them. If the Remove Curse spell is used, as an action, the player may become unattuned from the weapon and the curse's effects will diminish. Otherwise the weapon must be destroyed.
- Roll 1d12, this is the number in months the player is affected by the curse.
- Roll 1d10 to establish one of the following effects:
1: The victim has disadvantage on attack rolls, if an effect would grant the player advantage or add to their roll it instead has the opposite effect.
2: The victim can’t communicate using language, whether through speaking, sign language, writing, telepathy, or any other means.
3: The victim gains 3 levels of exhaustion that can’t be removed while the curse endures.
4: When the victim finishes a long rest, they must succeed on a DC 15 Constitution saving throw, or their hit point maximum is reduced by 1d10. If this reduces their hit point maximum to 0, the victim dies, and their body crumbles to dust.
5: When the victim takes damage, they take an extra 1d10 necrotic damage. This effect can’t happen again until the start of the victim’s next turn.
6: A monster hunts the victim relentlessly. Even if the monster dies, it rises again or a new one takes its place 24 hours later.
7: The victim gains vulnerability to one damage type.
8: The victim’s Strength, Dexterity, or Constitution score is reduced to 3, and the victim can’t be raised from the dead while the curse lasts.
9-10: The victim gains a Dark Gift.
  1. Warp Addiction: The wielder becomes addicted to the sensations and power granted by the weapon, leading to reckless behavior to satisfy their cravings. Roll 1d100 on the indefinite madness table 3 times. A greater restoration spell or more powerful magic is required to rid a character of indefinite madness.
  2. Haunting Whispers: The weapon whispers sinister thoughts and temptations to the wielder, gradually eroding their moral compass. Roll 1d10, this is the time in minutes the effect lasts. Upon being afflicted, and every minute, or at the beginning of each turn if in combat, the player must Roll 1d100 on the short term madness table. The character must then roll a CHA saving throw DC 10 or suffer the effects of madness as well as count the saving throw as a failure. On any success all madness effects are ended and any failed saves are removed. The character is deafened for the remainder of the effect's time. On a Failure they begin to become corrupted by evil forces, after three failed saves their alignment shifts to chaotic evil.
  3. Soul Corruption: Wielding the weapon corrupts the wielder's soul, staining it with dark and malevolent energies. Roll 1d100 on the short term madness table. While affected the character must roll a CHA saving throw DC 18. On a success the madness effect is ended. On a Failure they are corrupted by evil forces and their alignment shifts to chaotic evil.
  4. Energy Feedback: The weapon unleashes bursts of chaotic energy upon striking, causing harm to the wielder as well. On a hit, roll 1d6 to deal additional force damage to the target. Half of any damage dealt by the weapon is redirected to the wielder in the form of force damage.
  5. Power Drain: The weapon drains the wielder's own strength and vitality with each strike, making them weaker over time. On a hit the player rolls 1d4 losing an equivalent amount of STR and Max HP. These are restored at the end of a long rest or by Greater Restoration.
  6. Reality Deterioration: Prolonged use of the weapon causes the wielder to lose touch with reality, leading to confusion and disorientation. The wielder is affected as if under the effects of the confusion spell.
  7. Ethereal Binding: The weapon binds itself to the wielder's soul, making it difficult or impossible to part ways with the cursed weapon. The character is gradually consumed with a paranoia surrounding the loss or destruction of the weapon. If the weapon is lost, unattuned to (via remove curse), or destroyed, the player rolls 2 hit dice and their max HP is reduced by the amount rolled. Only greater restoration may restore the lost HP.
  8. Warp Consumption: The weapon consumes the wielder's essence, eventually turning them into a twisted servant of Chaos. Roll 1d100 on the short term madness table. While affected the character must roll a CHA saving throw DC 19. On a success the madness effect is ended. On a Failure they begin to become corrupted by evil forces, after three failed saves their alignment shifts to chaotic evil.
  9. Corrosive Touch: The wielder's skin becomes corrosive, causing anything they touch to dissolve or decay. Roll 1d10, this is the time in minutes this effect lasts. Any items the player is currently wearing begin to take damage. A player may use their turn to drop their gear. At the beginning of each turn the player rolls a d20. On a 1-5 any armor, weapons, or gear the player is still touching, rapidly disintegrate into a pile of goo. The player has advantage on rolls to grapple, a grappled creature or an object the player interacts with takes 6d6 acid damage.
  10. Painful Paralysis: The wielder experiences temporary paralysis and intense pain, making movement difficult or impossible. Roll 1d10, this is the time in minutes the player is affected. At the start of each turn the player rolls a CON saving throw, DC 12, or they become paralyzed. A player may choose to fight the paralysis by rolling a hit die and taking an equivalent amount of damage, but their speed is halved and they have disadvantage on any attack rolls made while affected by the paralysis.
  11. Rotting Flesh: The wielder's flesh begins to rot and decay, emitting a foul odor and attracting disease-ridden vermin. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. The player has disadvantage on stealth rolls or attempts to hide. At the start of each turn roll 1d20. If the roll is less then 10 roll 2d4, that many diseased giant rats are summoned. They are hostile to everyone and always attempt to bite the affected player.
  12. Fractured Bones: The wielder's bones become brittle and prone to fractures, causing constant pain and limited mobility. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. The player has disadvantage on STR and CON saving throws and ability checks that use those modifiers. Additionally, the player has vulnerability to Bludgeoning and Force damage.
  13. Warped Nervous System: The wielder's nerves become erratic and hypersensitive, resulting in chronic pain and involuntary muscle spasms. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. The player has disadvantage on DEX and INT saving throws and any ability checks that use those modifiers. Additionally the player has vulnerability to Lightning and Psychic damage.
  14. Cursed Blood: The wielder's blood becomes toxic, causing sickness and weakness when exposed to others or ingested. When a player is damaged they may use their reaction to cover an opponent within 5ft with their blood. The player may also cut themselves as an action and throw their blood at an opponent. Upon being hit with the player's blood the affected creature must roll a CON saving throw DC 15 or suffer disadvantage on any attack rolls.
  15. Deteriorating Vitality: The wielder's life force weakens, leading to fatigue, decreased physical endurance, and overall diminished health. Roll 1d4, this is the time in days the player is affected. While affected the player has disadvantage on attack rolls and STR and CON saving throws and ability checks that use those modifiers. At the start of each day the player must make a CON saving throw DC 12. On a failed save they roll half of their hit die and take an equivalent amount of damage. If the player doesn't have enough hit die to roll they instead take 2 points of exhaustion that cannot be removed until this effect ends. A greater restoration spell ends this effect.
  16. Uncontrollable Tremors: The wielder experiences uncontrollable shaking and tremors, impairing their coordination and precision. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. The player has disadvantage on DEX and STR saves and any ability checks that use these modifiers. The player also stutters when they speak. Any spells that use verbal or somatic components are subject to a a DEX save equal to the player's spellcasting modifier. On a fail the spell does not occur.
  17. Warped Sensations: The wielder's senses become distorted, leading to constant migraines, sensory overload, or loss of sensation. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. The player has disadvantage on WIS and INT saving throws and any ability checks that use those modifiers. Additionally the player has vulnerability to Thunder and Psychic damage.
  18. Necrotic Aura: The wielder emits a malignant aura that withers nearby plant life, causing wounds to fester and heal slowly. Roll 1d10, this is the time in minutes this effect lasts. Roll 2d10, this is the size of the aura in meters centered on the warpstone weapon. Any creature that enters or starts its turn in the aura, must make a CON saving throw DC 12 or take 2d6 necrotic damage. While in this aura any attempts to heal or stabilize someone automatically fail.
  19. Tainted Aura: The wielder's presence causes discomfort and repulsion in others, resulting in social isolation and rejection. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours the player is affected. While affected the player has disadvantage on CHA and WIS saving throws and any ability checks that use this modifier.
  20. Darkened Vision: The wielder's eyesight becomes compromised, causing impaired vision, night blindness, or distorted perception. Roll 4d6, this is the time in hours this effect lasts. The player's vision is reduced to 10 ft and if they have darkvision or truesight it is disabled. The player also has disadvantage on perception rolls.
  21. Slowed Metabolism: The wielder's metabolism drastically slows down, leading to weight gain, sluggishness, and reduced physical performance. Roll 1d12, this is the time in months the player is affected. While affected the player only needs to eat the equivalent of one day's food per 10 day.
  22. Uncontrolled Growth: The wielder's body experiences abnormal growth spurts, resulting in disproportionate limbs or excessive height. Roll 1d12, this is the time in months the player is affected. Upon being affected and at the beginning of each month roll 1d6, 1= R leg, 2= L leg, 3= R arm, 4= L arm, 5= Torso, 6= Neck. Then roll 1d6, add an equivalent number of inches to the affected body part. These changes can only be reversed by a greater restoration spell after duration of the spell has occurred.
  23. Depleted Vitality: The wielder's life force drains rapidly, leading to chronic weakness, pale skin, and a fragile constitution. Roll 1d10, this is the time in minutes the player is affected. At the start of each turn roll a CON saving throw DC 12, on a success roll a hit die and take an equivalent amount of damage. On a failure, do the same thing, but reduce your maximum number of hit die by 1. If the player has no hit die remaining, whether by depletion from the effect or if their hit die pool is reduced to zero, they must instead roll 1d4 and subtract the result from their CON score. Any of these effects can be reversed by Greater Restoration.
  24. Inflammation: The wielder's body becomes chronically inflamed, causing joint pain, swelling, and reduced range of motion. Speed is reduced by half. If the player uses the Dash, Dodge, or Disengage action they must roll a CON saving throw DC 12. On Success they may move their full speed (it cannot be doubled as with the Dash action), or take the respective action, but they will take one point of exhaustion. On failure the player takes one point of exhaustion.
  25. Searing Burns: The wielder's skin is prone to painful, blistering burns from even the slightest exposure to heat or sunlight. Roll 1d10, this is the time in minutes the player is affected. The player takes 2d10 radiant damage when it starts its turn in sunlight. While in sunlight, it has disadvantage on attack rolls and ability checks.
... I have place holder descriptions for every value after this one, but I wanna fast forward to the ultimate...
  1. Wish of the Warp: The weapon transmutes into a dense bead of unstable bright green chaos energy. Although the weapon is lost in the process, the wielder may make one wish. This effect only lasts for a single round, if a wish is not made during the round of combat the energy is unleashed and a chaotic explosion occurs. The wielder is the only creature not affected by the explosion.
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2023.05.30 12:26 Excellent_Engine_716 Write Better Headlines TODAY

After all if your emails are left unopened, your email won’t get the recognition it deserves so stick around! We will discuss the science behind how email subject lines attract the consumer.
Urgency
Creating a sense of urgency by communicating the start and end date or adding a phrase like “limited time offer” leads to fear of missing out (FOMO) in the consumer’s mind, increasing open rates.
Curiosity
Including open loops in your subject lines, which drives the consumer’s brain to want to seek out some sort of conclusion, increases open rates.
Although you’re coming across as vague, make sure the subject line still fits in with your brand.
Offers
Naturally people love bargains, so having free stuff or discounted items in your subject lines encourages the consumer to open your email.
Personalization
One subscriber is different from the other with different motivations, goals, and frustrations. Make your email more catered to the individual by including their name to directly address them in your headline.
Relevance & timeliness
The reason people subscribed to your email list is to stay informed about your brand, so it makes sense to do that.
Name Recognition
Social proof is a powerful way to build people’s trust with your brand. Including celebrities names in your headline will compel people to click and find out more.
Stories
An effective way to increase open rates is to have an allusion to a story in your headlines which the consumer must open the email to read the rest of it.
Conclusion
Hope that helped, feel free to PM me.
Thanks,
Riad
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2023.05.30 12:26 lvl_c_mech New to mountain biking!

I’ve been stalking this reddit for awhile, I’ve finally decided to jump in and grab an entry level MTB, went with the trek marlin 5, did a 23 mile ride my first day out, besides a sore butt it went great! Excited to get into more technical trails near me.
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2023.05.30 12:26 Unique_Ad4358 Relation ruining my life : Please Help Someone

So i added this guy (24, M) on instagram ( he's from my city ) while he had a casual girlfriend back in Sydney and he was open about not looking for being serious with anyone but wants to be in a casual relationship as he was heartbroken by his first school girlfriend. (I confirmed his love for his ex by his enemies as well so he wasn't lying or faking it.) We soon started having sexting and he was only interested in a hookup with me. One day, while us texting to plan a place for hookup, some things happened that made him think of me as childish and I was 18 years old. Apparently, he found me cute and innocent. Now he's a fuckboy and i very well knew it beforehand. One day he removed me from every social media account he had and i was shocked because he never does that - he'a a extremely extremely friendly person who even adds and talked to random strangers on the internet In 2021, he proposed me infront of his friend circle and told his family about me. The only THING THAT DID NOT GO WELL WITH ME WAS HIM INTRODUCING ME TO HIS FEMALE BESTFRIEND ( 24 , F) WHO HE DATED FOR A WHILE AND I ASKED HIM TO BLOCK HER IF HE WANTS TO MARRY ME. I could ' take the emotional stress of having a husband with so much body count and a female bestfriend he has sexual history with. Everyone abused me for breaking his heart and he was literally crying over the call. Some people even warned me not to believe him but i myself saw him crying and talking to me all day which he never does with anyone. I was scared of him being disloyal in future and rejected his proposal due to his reputation of being a FUCKBOY. I can't stand my husband being friends with an ex he fucked. This is not me being narrow minded and My family also WARNED ME NOT TO DATE HIM. Am I being Reasonable? It's been 2 years but he has not moved on. He is addicted to alcohol and not being placed after completing his MBA FROM USA.
Am I being Reasonable? It's been 2 years but he has not moved on. He is addicted to alcohol and not being placed after completing his MBA FROM USA. He is just travelling and hooking up to avoid the breakup pain. Please help me guys I tried contacting him but he keeps blocking me and i can't decide if he's a good guy or a fuckboy indeed. I stalked his instagram account and he has liked many sad emotional breakup post from the past two years which he never does.
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2023.05.30 12:26 Psychological_Toe_65 Exhausted and in a way Overwhelmed With Life (M22), Feeling like my Relationship (F22) is Holding me Back

I'm going to state it exactly as I feel it. As the title suggests, I'm exhausted because of my lifestyle. I'm a master's student doing a lot of things on the side, along with my main studies, I won't tire you or try to brag about anything. That's not the point of the sub. I have a relationship of 2 years, back then I didn't have nearly as many responsibilities. Things are moving fast and as harsh as it sounds I think my loved one is holding me back from my bigger purpose. Although I feel like that bigger purpose involves her, I'm afraid at the same time she is holding me back. I just question if this relationship is worth continuing or I'd be better off cutting ties. I love her, I really do, if I didn't I wouldn't be writing this and thinking about it so hard, but at the same time, if anything has to go, maybe I'd be better if that was it. What's everyone's opinion on my matter? Thank you everyone for your time.
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2023.05.30 12:25 Excellent_Engine_716 Write Better Headlines TODAY

After all if your emails are left unopened, your email won’t get the recognition it deserves so stick around! We will discuss the science behind how email subject lines attract the consumer.
Urgency
Creating a sense of urgency by communicating the start and end date or adding a phrase like “limited time offer” leads to fear of missing out (FOMO) in the consumer’s mind, increasing open rates.
Curiosity
Including open loops in your subject lines, which drives the consumer’s brain to want to seek out some sort of conclusion, increases open rates.
Although you’re coming across as vague, make sure the subject line still fits in with your brand.
Offers
Naturally people love bargains, so having free stuff or discounted items in your subject lines encourages the consumer to open your email.
Personalization
One subscriber is different from the other with different motivations, goals, and frustrations. Make your email more catered to the individual by including their name to directly address them in your headline.
Relevance & timeliness
The reason people subscribed to your email list is to stay informed about your brand, so it makes sense to do that.
Name Recognition
Social proof is a powerful way to build people’s trust with your brand. Including celebrities names in your headline will compel people to click and find out more.
Stories
An effective way to increase open rates is to have an allusion to a story in your headlines which the consumer must open the email to read the rest of it.
Conclusion
Hope that helped, feel free to PM me.
Thanks,
Riad
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2023.05.30 12:25 Aliebthinf I’m a disgusting girl

I am such a degenerate disgusting girl, sometimes I feel like I’m a neckbeard in a girls body.
I’m unattractive (as much as I try to look good) like my eyes have absolutely 0 soul in them. There is nothing behind my eyes, nothing.
I’m lazy as shit and all I do is sit in my room thinking of disgusting things.
Im not sure if it’s because my dad used to abuse me or cause I was severely bullied or something or what but I spend about 99% of my time in my room thinking about this weird man I fancy and how I want to do disgusting things to him, like I want to hurt him and stuff. I’ve been like this for a long time. I’m not doing well mentally either and my breasts are literally covered in injected wounds inflicted by myself. I’m trying to stop the self harm but it’s all I have.
In my head I’m still eleven years old to the point I talk like I’m eleven and do stupid shit like bounce and fingerpaint and stammer my words like a kid when I’m out and talk in this high pitched voice and rock back and forth, spelling words wrong and I even start crying and wondering why everybody bullies me cause I can actually get into that weird childlike state where I’m still being kicked at school, it’s fucking odd.
I don’t feel human either, like am convinced I’m a alien or something . Indigo child idk.
I don’t go outside ever either, my diet is shit, I am vegan and try to reflect that with everything I do yet I haven’t touched a vegetable in so long. I’m scared of vacuum cleaners so my room is a shit tip too.
I was a ‘gifted’ child growing up but I’ve become dumb. I have no friends, no interests but wanking, crocheting, watching videos of nonces getting caught and Chris chan on YouTube and listening to dogshit music like throbbing gristle. I’m diagnosed with depression and autism and some shit called egomania but now I’m having mental assessments for fucking bipolar and psychosis and ocd and all this shit I don’t want but my nasty genes gave me anyways cos everyone in my family is ill.
I started self harming at 10, cutting chunks out of my hands and I still do it now cause there’s no other way to feel better anymore. But I’m also so up and down, I can go weeks without sleeping and bashing my head against the wall from pure fucking ecstasy because I’m gods gift to humanity or something. Then the next day I’m slicing my nipples open and sticking needles in myself and crying and planning my suicide for another few weeks soooooo.
I’m on antidepressants and they taste like shit too. I dread waking up to take them. I just feel numb on them.
All I want is young Genesis p-orridge from the 70s-80s. I’m like those men that have Waifus but for him, he’s my perfect scapegoat for all the nasty shit I want to do to men like I spend about 12 hours a day thinking about raping him, I’m also secretly into necrophilia and cannibalism but I would never tell anybody. It’s not even an edgy thing like I struggle with these thoughts, I can’t just like guys normally. Help I’m such a coomer
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2023.05.30 12:25 devin_tige Anyone with 9 to 5s have dreams of a more exciting and potentially dangerous job?

(Posted on careeradvice as well)
I (23M) am an engineer and I do my job well. I’ve been out of college for less than a year and I’ve gotten rave reviews from the two bosses I’ve had in the industry so far, to the point where my former boss, whose company I politely left for my current, has been recommending me to colleagues who have open positions that I’m not even qualified for. I left that company after my college internship because I hated nonstop desk work. My current job has some desk work, but I get outside about 25% of my work week. Even though this field work has been great, it’s still not really satiating my desire for something more exciting. I see dangerous jobs like those in the military, navy, on cargo and fishing ships, tour guides in dangerous places, etc and get envious. I know the risk and stress is large, but I would love the adventure. My hobbies are running and mountain biking, I love being on the move. There are parts of a mundane life that I know have major benefits. I have a girlfriend that I’m pretty serious with, she’s an engineer too. Neither of us are big fans of engineering but excel in the field. She would definitely not have the appetite for excitement that I do, however, she has other career needs that aren’t met by engineering. Has anyone on this sub made the jump from a regular job to a very atypical job and loved it or regretted it? Tell me about it if so.
Tl;dr: engineer wanting to hear other’s stories about switching from a regular 9-5 to a wild, dangerous, or atypical job and how it panned out for them..
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2023.05.30 12:25 Excellent_Engine_716 Write better headlines TODAY

After all if your emails are left unopened, your email won’t get the recognition it deserves so stick around! We will discuss the science behind how email subject lines attract the consumer.
Urgency
Creating a sense of urgency by communicating the start and end date or adding a phrase like “limited time offer” leads to fear of missing out (FOMO) in the consumer’s mind, increasing open rates.
Curiosity
Including open loops in your subject lines, which drives the consumer’s brain to want to seek out some sort of conclusion, increases open rates.
Although you’re coming across as vague, make sure the subject line still fits in with your brand.
Offers
Naturally people love bargains, so having free stuff or discounted items in your subject lines encourages the consumer to open your email.
Personalization
One subscriber is different from the other with different motivations, goals, and frustrations. Make your email more catered to the individual by including their name to directly address them in your headline.
Relevance & timeliness
The reason people subscribed to your email list is to stay informed about your brand, so it makes sense to do that.
Name Recognition
Social proof is a powerful way to build people’s trust with your brand. Including celebrities names in your headline will compel people to click and find out more.
Stories
An effective way to increase open rates is to have an allusion to a story in your headlines which the consumer must open the email to read the rest of it.
Conclusion
Hope that helped, feel free to PM me.
Thanks,
Riad
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2023.05.30 12:24 Odd_Squash535 Balance blocked

Hey people,
I have a small issue that I hope can be solved in a short period of time. Long story short, I opened my account back in 2021 and didn't use it until today when I wanted to receive some money from Fiverr. When I opened my account the first thing I saw was the "Balance blocked" message... Can someone say me what that means and am I still able to receive funds from Fiverr or not? If not, how can it be fixed?
Thank you!
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2023.05.30 12:24 stupidGenius82 should I be worried? possible scam?

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2023.05.30 12:24 Super_Foundation_799 How do you heal after finding out your ex is a pedophile and SA?

I need to get this hurt, anger and pain out. I'm destroying my new relationship because I'm so traumatised.
It has been nearly 8 years since I fount out, and I've still not fully healed. I listened to a podcast earlier who mentioned how you should speak out about it to be able to heal so here I am...
I'd also appreciate anyone who has been through this to tell me what you did to help to heal.
I met my ex husband when I was 20 he was 26, first red flag was the age gap but being 20 I didn't think it was a big deal, next red flag that I thought was a compliment was when I asked why he liked me he said, "you look so cute and innocent" wasn't until I got older and everything came out how I remembered that comment and was shocked at how naive I was.
You hear alot of people who have never been in abusive relationship say "why did't you just leave them sooner" their not like this from the get go! If they were then yes people would leave, but their charming, loving, it's all a big act, they then wait until they know you've started to fall inlove with them then slowly manipulate you and gaslight you, then when you pull away they love bomb you again, so you learn to second guess yourself, believe them that you're the crazy not them.
My ex (lets call him J) was very manipulative, a smooth talker, an alcholic and constantly cheated on me, then when I found out he cheated it was always "get over it" "stop nagging me". I didn't know back then that I had ADHD and RSD (Rejection sensitivity disorder) back when I was little you were told only boys had ADHD, I was just told I'd always have a mental age of a teenager because girls didn't have ADHD. So now looking back I realise why I missed all the red flags, why I put up with the cheating, why the rejection made me run towards him and why I stayed so long.
He then had this friend (will call him C) visit who I had never met before, J mentioned how other's would bully C so me being me opened my home to him, I felt sorry for him, C told me how he was apparently special needs (looking back I think this was a cover up). The first time he travelled to come stay with us he seemed okay at first, a little odd but I didn't think much of it until his friend accused me of being attracted to him because "I was nice to him" I said "I am nice to everyone, doesn't mean I'm attracted to anyone?!" I was shocked but put it down to him being special needs, maybe he didn't quite understand. He then kept giving me the look throughout his stay and I felt so uncomfortable he looked at me like I was an object to be had. The odd thing was my ex would tell me how much he couldn't stand the guy, his friends our family would ask why does he hang out with him and he'd never have a good answer to why (later it makes sense).
I then had a young family member come over (I want to protect this kids incolved so I'm saying family member) staying over again this comment didn't add up until after it all came out. J was on the phone to C and put him on liyd speaker as J and my young family member were play fighting, I then said to the little family member "get your butt out of J's face" as a joke because the way they were play fighting he was climbing over J. C obviously hears and said "but J would love that" straight away I was like wtf?! I was totally confused. My ex looking shocked at me and then shortly after he got off the phone with C. I told J how much I didn't like his friend, usually I'd never tell someone to stop being friends with someone but I just kept getting a bad vibe from him plus he kept telling me how much he couldn't stand him himself. Then J decided to tell me the night before that C was coming over to stay the following day for a week (I think it was), I begged him not to let him, reminded him how he kepts saying inappropriate things to me, C even asked J "what would you do if I made out with your wife?" J said "I'd punch you" C then said "why it would be HER fault". That was the final straw for me and I wanted nothing to do with him, I then thought he made up this special needs card to get away with his disgusting behaviour. But then J tells me C will be coming back over to stay, I was told this the night before. I cried and begged J not to let him stay, he wouldn't listen, I had nowhere else to go or money to even stay elsewhere or any friends. I begged J to atleast make sure he was home after work before he arrived to which he agreed (stupidly I believed that, I am also on the autism spectrum again didn't know, everything is very black and white and I always expected others to be the same as I knew no different) C arrives and J is nowhere to be seen, I'm ringing and texting him constantly and I'm being ignored. J finally arrives home drunk. For the next few days is where I constantly get SA by C infront of J I keep shouting at C to stop rubbing himself up against me, stop staring at me like I'm a peice of meat, stop towering over me, stop refusing to move out of doorways in my own home so I have no choice but to squeeze past, stop touching me inappropriately (I didn't realise any of this was SA until later as I thought I was being over dramatic as by ex would constantly tell me I was when I fount out he cheated once again so having thay drummed into your head does make you second guess yourself alot) I begged my ex to help me to his response was "come on mate just stop" he didn't even sound bothered, there was no stern voice and C continued constantly. I truely believe if J wasn't there C would have eventually [email protected] me, each night I would push a chair between the door and our bed just incase. I was completely destroyed, I had depression before and bad anxiety because of my ex and undiagnosed ADHD and RSD that I had no idea about. This was when I finally learnt to hate my ex and preparing myself to leave him.
When C went out with J I decided I would snoop on C's ipad (I know I shouldn't have but I had this gut feeling he wasn'ta good person) I found a bunch of emails to police from him harassing his ex wife (later on found out he [email protected] her and had a police report against him I think he got away with this but I'mnot sure). I also found pre-teen prn I have no idea if it was legal or what but they looked like kids, I was shaking, felt sick and crying and couldn't look, I flipped my sht. I finally stood up for myself (I think it was the fact I felt protective over what looked like children, I no longer cared about myself but only them) I packed C's things, told J what I found and that C isn't staying and put his bag outside, C begged J to stay and I rang the police and reported it, it was then I told the operator everything from the p*rn to him groping me and saying inappropriate things to me, she then said she'd have an officer come over from (I think she called it) [email protected] and SA department. In my head I was like wtf is going on how on earth has that anything to do with the video's I saw on his history?! Wasn't until the officer sat me down said someone else had gone forward about him and exsplained what I said gone through was SA, I felt so stupid, I felt like what she said wasn't real that I was just being over dramatic and she was wrong.
I did try to leave J after this had happened, then he did an overdose and I was guilt tripped into staying with him, he then later on laughed and said he had googled first to make sure the pills he took wouldn't actually hurt him. A couple months later when I completely checked out emotionally I tried to leave again and he said he'd OD again if I left (this was after I found out he was cheating) so I stayed, I didn't want someone else's blood on my hands. Then finally 6 months of from the first OD I finally walked away!
I self healed, worked hard on myself learnt to love myself and fount an amazing partner who is so caring and loving and helped me heal deeper. I was about 1 year into my new relationshie when a very brave family member of mine came out about how J had been touching them since she could remember (so a toddler up until pre-teens) also turned out she wasn't the only one but also her friend. Alot of the weekends I'd have the girls come over for sleepovers, we'd watch movies, bake, crafts, play games, go out on day trips etc. I was really close to them and her friend decided to call me her second mum. But I had no idea, nobody had any idea, I said I'd do all I could to help them with their case, there was very little evidence but not enough to pin him for what he did, he got pulled in for questioning but that was.
Some of my family needed therapy, I needed therapy. It completely and utterly distroyed me, I was so angry at myself for not noticing, I remember reading this kind of stuff or seeing it in the news thinking how the heck do you not notice this? I held so much guilt even though both the girls said they never blaimed me and my family never blaimed me, but I still blaimed me. I had intrusive thoughts on how I must be a pedophile too or how else didn't I notice anything was going on under my own roof, I wanted to end my life. I felt sick with myself for sleeping with a pedophile and I felt so dirty. I was angry how he got away with it all, how the evidence given wasn't enough! How those poor girls had to relive it all. Angry how he distroyed two kid's childhoods and my family and he gets to walk away like nothing happened.
A few years ago a family member saw he was engaged and messaged J's new partner to warn her, unfortunately their still together as far as I know. I know all to well how manipulative he can be so I partly get why she has stayed. I did find huge peice in that she was atleast warned so (hopefully not) if any more children come forward she'll remember that message that was once sent to her and not try to protect him. I sometimes think to myself I bet she's so kind and loving like I was, always thought the best of people, because that's the type of people who end up in these bad situations, we get taken advantage of they see our kindess and we're easy to manipulate.
It made total sense now why he was friends with C as just before I left J I snooped on his phone and also saw pre-teen p*rn on his phone, it was on PH he kept telling me how it was an add and I was crazy even though it clearly was a video half watched then the second guessing myself rolled in. But I truely believe C knew J was a pedophile hence the comment about my nephew and J knew C was hence why he wouldn't drop his as a friend.
My now partner has been incredible, listened to how I was feeling, didn't once judge me or my intrusive thoughts and picked up all the peices. I was now battling from the SA then this ontop, it took me about 2 years to finally agree I needed therapy. I felt better for a little while but then the panic attacks came more regularly, the constant running around my head repeating what happened, had mentally blocked and partly forgotten alot of things then memories would come back. Then finding out I have ADHD was a shock that I'm still trying to deal with. I don't feel the therapy helped all that much, it did make me see that I was nothing like the moster he was, I would never ever do anything to a child, it was never my fault, I never made J do those things, I never asked C to do those things to me, I didn't lead him on, I didn't have to blame myself for being too nice anymore. But that's all I got out of therapy.
I feel I do better to self heal alone. It has been long enough now that I have suffered for things others have done. I am distroying myself and my good relationship because I keep snapping and I'm filled with such anger and pain, I am now here to try move on and change that. I deserve to be happy and free from this. I am partly worried sick about posting this, as I have such bad anxiety but I know I need to talk about it and get it off my chest and I know this platform has helped me alot in the past and I use my own trauma to help others. Not enough people talk about being on the other side of this as fear of judgment but we didn't do anything wrong here! They did!
If you read this far thank you! I hope that this may help someone not feel so alone now.
How did you overcome the anger? Did talking about it help? I feel the trauma has made my ADHD symptoms much worse which I know can happen after trauma. My anxiety is awful I constantly. I want to heal enough is enough they get to walk free and ruin other people's lives, whilst I suffer still. I would never do anything to hurt someone I don't deserve this.
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2023.05.30 12:23 MEGALOMANIAC-XXV Bow and Arrow games?

I really like bows and arrows but in most games I've played they either aren't present or are made completely irrelevant by guns.
As for games I've played, I played the first horizon zero dawn but wasn't really into it. Nothing about the gameplay really clicked for me. Played both the most recent Zelda games, and the bow was more of a utility than a primary weapon. Played RDR2 and never found any reason to use it past the smallest game, despite really wanting to like it. Risk of Rain 2's huntress has a bow and although it doesn't feel a whole lot different from any other gun in the game, her mobility makes me feel like a nimble archer, which makes up for it a lot. Splatoon 3's bows didn't do a lot to win me over. Might give it another shot soon.
Weirdly, the best bow I've ever had was in Dying Light. The ranger bow was everything I wanted in a bow. It's in its own league, rivaling guns due to the sound and ammo pool, I can recollect my arrows, I can control the draw speed and distance, and it's overall just so cathartic to use. I think I could marry it.
Since bows are nowhere near as often represented as guns or swords, I thought I'd ask you. I'm aware Skyrim has one, but I try to avoid Bethesda games. I heard Destiny has some, but I'd rather not sink that much time into it.
Many thanks in advance, and apologies if I've eliminated all the good options already lol
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2023.05.30 12:23 faeflake Orange hair dye on platinum blonde hair...Is it possible to remove it? Please help

Okay so, I've been platinum blonde for 4 years now.
Last time I experienced with crazy colors was 2 years ago on halloween, I dyed it bright orange using semi-permanent hair dye (crazy color brand) and it washed out to my platinum blonde in 2-3 weeks easy, so I just had that color for the holiday as I wanted.
Now, I wanted a temporary change again and I loved that orange, so I went to the hair dresser and asked for that color, I didn't want to do it myself this time. I showed her the pictures of the bright orange I had 2y ago, asked her if I should get the crazy color hair dye, she said ''No, I got the exact same color!'' And showed me the catalogue, and I choose that bright orange.

The results were devastating - It turned into a light brown, with a slight orange tint and it was very dark compared to the picture I showed her. I got out of the salon and held my tears and I cried for the next two days. She even told me she used a permanent hair dye, and told me I should say goodbye to my blonde hair.

After some time I calmed down, washed off her hair dye with head & shoulders shampoo, and it got brighter. I still wanted the bright pigmented orange and so I put the crazy color on top and finally got what I wanted.

Now, it's been 2 weeks, and the color is still there and it's very orangey-yellow. I asked different hair dressers if it's possible to get back to blonde and all of them said it's practically impossible. I want to note that I live in a 3rd world country and we don't have color professionals here and I feel so bad for trusting my hairdresser with this.

I really want to get back to blonde hair but I'm afraid I can't.
Is there something I can do? Is it even possible to wash this color out? I would wait months honestly, I don't want to damage it I just want to get it back to my old platinum blonde base even if it takes months. Please any tips and advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm open to traveling to different countries to more skilled hair professionals and get my old color back, I'd really do anything.
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