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2023.06.02 17:05 Fabulous-Ad-8866 I (36M) think my fiancée (33F) is being unfaithful but I can't prove it and I don't want to lose her.

Strap in. It's a long one, and may be a bit NSFW. I'll start with the background, could be important. We've been together 17 years, and obviously there have been highs and lows.
We're both bisexual but I don't think that really has any bearing on the situation.
Up until about four or five years ago, I had a somewhat insatiable sex drive. To the point where it started to feel like I might have a condition or an addiction. Often it would feel to me like I was pestering her for sex. At the time she was working long shifts in nursing, I can understand that she would be tired and maybe not interested in sex. Eventually (like I said, four or five years ago) I managed to control my urges and started initiating sex a lot less. Things got good, we were intimate when we both felt like it, and the sex was good. She got a new job in IT, working from home when the covid thing happened. And her sex drive suddenly went through the roof. A complete 180, now it sometimes felt like she was pestering me. I struggled to keep up honestly and it showed. She told me it felt like I was just "going through the motions". I got a new job after the whole covid thing, now I was (still am) doing 12-14 hour shifts daily, coming home absolutely shattered. Add to this that I've put on a fair bit of weight, and the guys at work like to joke about that kind of thing, with not being able to satisfy my fiancée in the bedroom, it's safe to say I feel like I'm at my lowest point mentally. I have never felt this depressed.
Things came to a head in April this year, around the time of our anniversary. We booked a week away in a nice little cabin. There was a hot tub, it was secluded. She packed a few toys and nice lingerie she had bought especially for the occasion. But on the first day I struggled to bring her to climax, not a thing that happens a lot, but has happened more than I would like recently. We had a chat and I confessed that the stress of work and how I don't feel great about myself right now has kind of killed my sex drive. She said she understood but I could tell she was upset. Understandable. We enjoyed the holiday overall and we were intimate a few times, one of which was the best we'd had in a long while. Now, we had discussed a few times in the past the possibility of introducing another person in the bedroom. And even the possibility of seperate "playmates". While on the holiday, I suggested it again. She laughed and said she wouldn't want to, as she thought it might make things worse for me in my current mental state.
One reason we discussed seperate "playmates" is because there are fetishes that we don't share. To the point where she expressed interest in something in particular that turned me off so much I flat out said "go and find someone else to do that for you"
So. About a week after our holiday she came to me and said she had indeed found someone to indulge in her fetish with. Now I must preface that this fetish does not involve penetrative sex. We had a discussion and set some boundaries. Those boundaries being no penetrative or oral sex. Anything else is on the table, go and have fun. She told me who this other person was, and it's a male friend she has told me about before. They met on a discord server for people with "deviant" sexual tastes (I think. I'm not entirely sure of the actual purpose of the server, it started when another server (one that revolved around sharing NSFW/risqué pics of goblins, that I was also a member of) kind of went to shit). Now I need to make it clear that I'm not some kind of prude. I have my own deviant tastes, just some things aren't to my taste. This friend she had met up with once before. She told me it was for drinks and there were other people there. She also went on to tell me that he was a shy type that had no real friends and was lonely. She hung out with this guy one on one a few times afterwards and told me that she felt sorry for him because he was lonely and had no friends. When we discussed her meeting up with this guy to indulge in her fetish, she added that he was not her type and that she wasn't even sexually attracted to him.
On the day she was going to meet up, she left very early, a lot earlier than I had assumed she would. But it is like a 3 hour bus journey, so I thought nothing of it. The whole day I worried. We had agreed that she would share her location with me in case anything happened. But she shared it for an hour and then nothing the rest of the day. At about midnight, she messaged me saying she had missed her bus and could I come pick her up from the station in that town. Of course I agreed. When I picked her up I asked her how it was, and would she be doing it again. She said it was "alright" and might do it again. She also mentioned that she had tried to give the guy a "happy ending" but that he couldn't keep his erection. I don't know why she felt the need to tell me that but thought nothing of it at the time.
I will say that after that day, I don't know if it's jealousy or some kind of fetish I didn't know I had, but my sex drive has started to improve. This is important for later I think. About a week later she told me she would be going to hang out with him again, but just to hang out. The next morning I went to work, and found that I had gone in too early as they had put me on a later shift and I failed to check the rota board. So I went back home. Bearing in mind this was between 7 and 8am. When I got home my fiancée was nowhere to be seen. I admittedly panicked a little. Something snapped in me and I tried to call her. She didn't answer 3 times. Then she called me back about 15 minutes later saying she was on her way to her friend's place and that he had messaged her the night before and asked her to hang out, and that she could work from his house. I noticed that it sounded like she was indoors, not on a bus or train. It was like she was in a hall that echoed.
I went on with my day, but couldn't stop thinking about her and what she was doing. She was out until midnight again and I really started to worry then. I actually broke down crying. Shamefully, I also tried to access her computer to look at her discord conversations with her friend. I found that the pin she usually uses does not work on he pc and her discord password no longer works on our shared tablet. When she got home she apologised for not telling me. I told her her how it made me feel and that I had tried to get into her discord account and she said she hadn't changed her passwords then she apologised again and said if I wanted she would stop hanging out with him. Of course I said that wasn't necessary and I was just being silly, but she does need to tell me when she's going and how long she's going to be.
The latest thing, the one that has cemented my thoughts that she's not sticking to those boundaries we set happened last Friday. She said on the Tuesday that she was gonna meet her friend on Friday for "a meal and drinks" to celebrate her birthday which was on the Sunday. Now I assumed that a meal and drinks would mean an evening thing, right? On the Thursday night she showered and did her hair. Putting in a LOT of effort. She's quite meticulous with her appearance, but this just struck me as a lot. Then on the Friday morning, I left for work. She messaged me at 10:30 letting me know she was on her way. I asked why so early and she brushed it off saying its a 3 hour bus ride. So I thought okay, maybe she plans to come home earlier.
When I get home I find a few things out of place that concern me. The first is that in the shower, there is her douche. It's normally kept in the cupboard and she only ever uses it when she plans on doing some "butt stuff" (this also includes what she did with her friend, that I admit I've been considering trying in an attempt to remove him from the equation). The second thing was that the draw of my end table next to the bed was open. I normally keep condoms and lube and some toys in this draw. There is one particular lube we have exclusively for butt stuff. That bottle was not in the draw. I lost my cool. I got very angry and punched a wall. I may have damaged my hand. I left it and stewed in my own bile for a few hours. Then at about 10 I messaged her and asked about the douche and lube. After an uncharacteristic pause (with the "typing" bubble appearing and disappearing a few times) She brushed it off, has no idea where the lube is and douched because she was worried about a smell down there due to her period.
At half past midnight she still hadn't texted me to tell me she was on her way home. Cue another bout of anger and more tears. I messaged her asking if she was coming home. After another uncharacteristic pause, She said she was on her way and would be 40 minutes, but would get an uber from the station. Now I know for sure she would have missed her last bus and it takes about 40 minutes to drive from her friend's town, so I instantly thought she was lying. I waited outside to see if she had in fact got an uber. As far as I can tell she did. But maybe from her friends place instead of the station. We had another long discussion and she reiterated that she didn't know where the lube was and that she wasn't having any kind of sex with her friend. I told her I thought she made a lot of effort for just a meal and drinks and she just said I was being ridiculous and it's the normal amount of effort she would make. She offered to show me the contents of her bag so I could see she didn't have the lube with her. I gave up and said that wouldn't be necessary, my insecurities were just making me paranoid. I even told her exactly what I thought was going on. Basically accused her of cheating. The whole time she didn't get angry or even look upset in the slightest. I asked her about it and she just said she understands how it looks and she's not angry or upset.
We celebrated her birthday over the weekend, we didn't have sex, which is a little unusual, but considering what happened on Friday, I can understand. On Wednesday however I was tidying up before going to work, and I accidentally knocked her bag off of the sofa. The contents spilled out and as I was picking them up I found the missing bottle of lube. Now this was a new bottle when I last saw it, still had the plastic seal over the lid, we hadn't used it yet. But when it fell out of her bag and I picked it up, there was no seal. I tried to forget it and go to work. Maybe she put it there when we went out the weekend before? But unfortunately on the way to work I started to panic. I couldn't focus on anything but that bottle and I started shaking and my chest felt tight. So I told my boss I had to go home.
When my fiancée woke up I confronted her with the bottle. She said she had no idea it was in her bag. She even said why would she tell me to look for it if she knew it was there and was trying to hide it. I broke down. I ugly cried, huddled in a blanket, shaking. I pleaded with her to tell me the truth. And the whole time she remained calm, I even thought emotionless. She's normally a very empathetic person, doesn't like to see people cry, and has said on multiple occasions that men crying really gets to her and makes her upset.
At this point I can't help thinking something is definitely going on. But I can't get any proof. I don't want to push it with her, I don't want to ask her to show me her discord conversations. I just want to forget the whole thing. I love this woman, and she says she loves me too. I wish I could just go on like nothing has happened. But whenever I get a moment to myself I have thoughts that she's going to leave me. She's just waiting for something. I don't know what. Both of our birthdays are within two weeks and I'm worried that after mine, this coming Tuesday, she's going to drop this huge bomb.
Sorry for the long post, any help on how to put it out of my mind would be great. TLDR is in the title.
Edited for formatting because I guess this is why I always see people saying sorry for posting using their phone.
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2023.06.02 17:04 PM-ME-STEAM-KEYZ Situation got even messier, so I left

About a month ago, I moved home to help take care of my eDad, who has lymphoma, and grandmother, who just needs a little help now that she’s getting older. When I came home, I moved into my grandmother’s house about 15 mins away from my parents.
I had thought that the biggest risk I would be facing would be from my BPD mother going absolutely fucking insane. The reality was that it was all of them - my mother has enmeshed my dad, my grandmother, and my brother. When it came down to it, I was made out to be a liar, manipulator, selfish, ungrateful, etc.
Context: My SO and I have known each other since we were kids. We grew up at pen pals, because he lives in the UK and I live in the US. There’s no crazy age gap or anything worrisome; we had an excellent friendship for a long time and it has been wonderful. Flash forward to our twenties, we decided to give the long distance thing a go and kept doing it. I’ve been planning for a few years now to immigrate to the UK.
When we got engaged, my parents were all over the board on whether or not they would go or wanted to be involved. We said fine, but pretzeled ourselves trying to make it so that they would want to be involved. We tried to offer everything we could, but plans A-M were rejected, circled back on, and rejected again. It’s been a nightmare of a year trying to plan anything. For whatever reason, this all culminated into them saying that they would give us money for a wedding and to start our lives after failed attempts to book churches/venues/dress shopping.
We did not ask for it, but they promised us $20k. Then they kept talking about it saying they were paying for the wedding. Okay…. I finally told them a month later that I can’t put deposits down on words. They wrote a check for it. I accepted it and said “please, if you’re going to take this back, I’d rather just not have it at all”. They assured me the money was ours to do with as we saw fit. They told us if we eloped or did anything like that, NOT to tell them. That was in January of this year.
So my partner and I made plans to have ceremonies in both countries for both families, since that’s what seemed fair and went with everyone else’s wishes at the time. We also decided in April, during his last visit over, to start the legal process and get legally married, which we did with the two of us and an officiant in a small park. There was no fanfare, it was about a 20 minute thing.
We did this because my family would NOT travel, made it clear they had no interest in it whatsoever. It was too much to ask his family to travel, because of finances. We didn’t want half of our family to be absent, so we cheaped out on the legal bit so we could throw two really awesome celebrations. Made sense to us. We had also decided to put off immigration until my dad was stable enough with his treatment, which likely meant me being here for a year despite being ready then to go through with the application and whatnot.
Now skip forward to a few days ago, I explained to my parents what we had done so far, because they changed their minds again saying they we should only do a UK wedding. Dumbstruck.jpeg
As soon as they found out that we are legally married, they flipped their shit. I kind of get it though, and they aren’t wrong to be upset that they missed the “moment” and weren’t told.
My dad said he felt “raped” of the chance to walk me down the aisle. My mother said I was dead to her and wished that it had been her that died instead of my best friend’s mom in highschool. I mean, it was just bad. I tried so hard to reconcile, to make things better, to try to facilitate an understanding, but no. No one was open to even hearing out the reasoning, and they just kept saying that we had ruined everything. Then they also asked for all of the money back, saying they aren’t getting the wedding they paid for.
Fine. I pull everything out of my checking account, give them their money back. I ask them “guys are you sure this is what you want? You don’t need to just consider me here, but also your relationship with my SO.” They say they don’t give a shit about him. I tell them they might want to rethink that, because he will be the father of any grandchildren they have. Phone call ends.
Later I try again, still talking to a brick wall. Still being called a liar and manipulator, told that I have ruined my family. Phone call ends.
One last call later to my mother. Honestly, it was a quiet conversation and I thought maybe we were getting somewhere. I had put a deposit on a dress and have had to cancel the dress order since I won’t be able to afford the rest when it’s ready next month. I told her that we are still going to do a wedding in the future. I’ll need a new dress, maybe she could help me pick it. Idk, I was trying to offer an olive branch. I know it was stupid.
I found out just how stupid when I went inside a few minutes later to find my grandmother laughing on the phone. I heard my name, and got curious, so I picked up the other line to be nosy (I’m not perfect either. Fully acknowledged.)
It was my mother, brother, father, and grandmother laughing and having a grand ol time talking about how they will spend the money instead, and how funny it is that I think my mother would help me pick a different dress.
It will take us 2 years now to save that money back up where we were ready then to put everything into place. I try to save my relationship with my parents and then get laughed at behind my back.
I don’t have a label for what I’m feeling right now. Either way, I packed my car that night and left. I got to a friend’s place the next morning after driving through the night and am on my way to another friend’s today. They have a rental unit I can stay in for a steep discount for the moment while I figure my shit out.
Thank goodness for wonderful friends, and thank fuck they showed me how they felt so that I had the courage to leave.
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2023.06.02 16:56 foolsbrains69 Posted this guy's rank progression a few months ago. Had a look again and saw this. Is this a legit rank progression?

Posted this guy's rank progression a few months ago. Had a look again and saw this. Is this a legit rank progression?
The last major incline was 300mmr increase in one day at the end of February.
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2023.06.02 16:50 Professorplumsgun Everything belongs to America

Then everything belong to America. People often ask me what it means to be an American. I tell 'em it's triumph. Triumph. Triumph when we nuke our enemies. Triumph when our flag flutters in the wind on the moon. Triumph when we peer down from the moon and laugh heartily at Russia. Triumph when we depose one dictator after another. Triumph when we break into the homes of terrorist kingpins on the other side of Earth and shoot them in the face. Triumph when we use flying robots to bomb other terrorists in Afghanistan. Triumph when we were the main reason the Nazis were defeated in WWII. Triumph when we freed Europe twice. Triumph. Triumph. Triumph. But it's not just the the big things, see? It's the way I can set up lawn chairs at my friends house on the Texas Rio Grande and share a toast to freedom while watching Mexicans charge into gunfire to enter my country. It's the way an Italian cabbie sits up straight and floors the gas when he hears my accent. It's seeing the wide eyes and bead of sweat running down the forehead of a German customs agent when he opens my passport. It's the way a French waiter hangs his head when I refuse the wine and ask for Coke instead, in English knowing full well he understands me (and that they have it). The way an Aussie blushes and leans into the urinal next to me in the bathroom, or the scowl that meets my smirk when I tip an English waiter in US dollars covered with Washington's face. The way small mobs of Canadian school children follow me from a distance to see what a free man looks like, or how heads timidly rise and women gather when my accent stops the music in the clubs of Amsterdam. Triumph. Every bit of it, triumph. That's what it means to be an American.
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2023.06.02 16:49 PritchettRobert506 [HIRING] 25 Jobs in MS Hiring Now!

Company Name Title City
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Jackson
Sunnybrook Dentistry & Braces - a Benevis company Registered Dental Hygienist Biloxi
Encompass Health Rn Gulfport
Sunnybrook Dentistry & Braces - a Benevis company Orthodontist - Unlimited Earning Potential Jackson
Sunnybrook Dentistry & Braces - a Benevis company Dentist - Unlimited Earning Potential Tupelo
Saitech Inc Application Developer Bay-Saint-Louis
Channel Control Merchants Human Resources Coordinator - Recruiter Blue Mountain
Channel Control Merchants Warehouse Associate - Shift A Blue Mountain
Channel Control Merchants Forklift Driver Blue Mountain
Dirt Cheap Store Assistant Store Manager Carthage
Crown Health Care Laundry Services CDL A Driver Columbia
Zensar Technologies L2 Network Engineer Columbus
Sunnybrook Dentistry & Braces a Benevis company Dentist Guntown
Grand Bank for Savings Contact Center Supervisor Hattiesburg
Unspecified Weekend Warehouse Pricer Hattiesburg
Warehouse Assistant General Manager Hattiesburg
Georgia-Pacific Production & Forklift Operator Hattiesburg
Rite-Hite Products Corporation Production Trainer Horn Lake
Rite-Hite Products Corporation Maintenance Team Leader Horn Lake
Rite-Hite Products Corporation Production Team Leader Horn Lake
Brambles USA Inc Jackson, MS Location Jackson
Georgia-Pacific Maintenance Mechanic Monticello
Georgia-Pacific Electrical & Instrumentation (E&I) Technician Monticello
CenterWell Home Health Licensed Practical Nurse, LPN Starkville
A-Line Staffing Solutions Registered Nurse Home Health Case Manager Starkville
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2023.06.02 16:41 Thingstodo919 Things to do this weekend!




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2023.06.02 16:39 Under_the_Radar7659 AITAH for Telling an Old Man in the Nursing Home “Hell No?”

I am (F33). In my previous post, I discussed how an old man who shares a room (Melvin M75) always vies for my attention when I go to visit my dad in the nursing home, is super creepy, and always asks me for my number. To summarize, no one ever visits or calls him (2 ex wives, 2 sons - no one), he’s always hitting on the young female nurses, and sits up to listen to my conversation whenever I come by.
My dad is soon to be discharged and I still go and visit him everyday. On my last visit to see my dad, as I am walking out of my their room to leave, Melvin follows me to the elevator to ask me if I can still come by and visit him sometimes when my dad goes home. Then says, “it’ll be worth my while.” 🤢🤮
I immediately said, “HELL NO! I don’t think so.” And walked into the elevator. I felt bad because I don’t ever want to be rude to my elders. But this guy is so creepy!
I take care of both my parents, work full time, am finishing my masters degree, and travel quite often for work, so I don’t have time to visit this creep anyway.
AITA for telling him “Hell No?”
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2023.06.02 16:37 CISO_Series_Producer Top cybersecurity stories for the week of 05-29-23 to 06-02-23

Below are the top headlines we’ve been reporting this whole week on Cyber Security Headlines.
If you’d like to hear and participate in a discussion about them, the CISO Series does a live 20-minute show every Friday at 12:30pm PT/3:30pm ET. Each week we welcome a different cyber practitioner to offer some color to the week's stories. Our guest this week is Howard Holton, CTO, GigaOm.
To get involved you can watch live and participate in the discussion on YouTube Live or you can subscribe to the Cyber Security Headlines podcast and get it into your feed.
Here are some of the stories we plan to cover:
Amazon Ring, Alexa accused of privacy violations by FTC America's Federal Trade Commission on Wednesday charged, via the US Dept of Justice, two Amazon outfits with various privacy snafus. The Ring home security cam subsidiary was accused of “compromising its customers’ privacy by allowing any employee or contractor to access consumers’ private videos and by failing to implement basic privacy and security protections.” The FTC also took on Amazon over its Alexa devices’ data-retention policies, stating, “Amazon retained children’s recordings indefinitely—unless a parent requested that this information be deleted,” adding “even when a parent sought to delete that information, Amazon failed to delete transcripts of what kids said from all its databases.” (The Register)
Gigabyte firmware update system insecure Researchers at the security firm Eclypsium published finding that 271 motherboards from the computer OEM Gigabyte include a UEFI firmware update utility that runs on bootup. This system can go online and download updates without any user notification or authorization. However the researchers say this update system doesn’t properly authenticate code, often sending over an unencrypted HTTP connection, letting it be easily spoofed by a malicious actor. It also looks for updates available from network attached storage, which could easily be intercepted by an attacker on the same network. Eclypsium said it notified Gigabyte and the company plans to fix the issues. (Wired)
Leading experts warn of a risk of extinction from AI On Tuesday, AI experts issued a dire warning saying, “Mitigating the risk of extinction from AI should be a global priority alongside other societal-scale risks such as pandemics and nuclear war.” Sam Altman, CEO of OpenAI and Geoffrey Hinton, also known as the godfather of AI who recently left Google, were among the hundreds who signed the statement posted on the Center for AI Safety’s website. The call for AI guardrails has intensified as companies have rushed to adopt new tech. This point was underscored Tuesday when chipmaker Nvidia briefly became worth over $1 trillion dollars after share prices surged due to its AI advances. (NPR and BBC)
Attackers use encrypted RPMSG messages in Microsoft 365 targeted phishing attacks Researchers at Trustwave have observed threat actors using encrypted RPMSG attachments sent via compromised Microsoft 365 accounts in a phishing campaign aimed at stealing Microsoft credentials. RPMSG files are used to deliver emails with Rights-Managed Email Object Protocol enabled. This protocol controls e-mail access and usage permissions. Instead of a plain text, e-mails via RPMSG files are sent with content encrypted and stored as encrypted file attachment. The recipients can read the encrypted messages only after being authenticated with their Microsoft account or obtaining a one-time passcode. The message attempts to trick recipients into clicking the “Read the message” button to decrypt the protected message. Upon clicking the link, the recipients are redirected to an Office 365 webpage with a request to sign into their Microsoft account. Once authenticated with the Microsoft service, the recipients are redirected to a page displaying the attackers’ phishing email. The message contains a “Click here to continue” button that points to a fake SharePoint document hosted on Adobe’s InDesign service. (Security Affairs)
Lender OneMain fined $4.25 million for cybersecurity lapses OneMain Financial Group, which specializes in issuing loans to people with “non-prime” credit histories, will pay a $4.25 million penalty in New York state for cybersecurity lapses found during a government investigation. The DFS investigation found, for example, that the company allowed local administrative users to share accounts and permitted those accounts to use the default password that users got when they were onboarded. The department also noted, it used a non-formalized project administration framework developed in-house that failed to address certain key software development life cycle phases, it did not assess third-party vendors properly, despite having a risk policy in place, and further failed to appropriately adjust several vendors’ risk scores even after the occurrence of multiple cybersecurity events. OneMain has responded by saying it has “long since addressed” problems found in the investigation, which examined its policies from 2017 to early 2020. (The Record)
The human factor fuels industrial APT attacks Kaspersky has issued a report identifying the primary factors contributing to advanced persistent threat (APT) attacks in industrial sectors. The first is the absence of isolation in operational technology (OT) networks which can allow attackers to better manage malware traffic. The report also highlights disgruntled employees and contractors as well as those accessing OT networks without adequate attention to information security measures as a significant driver of cyber-criminal activities in industrial settings. Finally, the report asserts that outdated, misconfigured and unpatched systems contribute to exacerbating the spread of security threats. (Pair with Kaspersky iOT APT discovery) (Infosecurity Magazine)
The dangers of Salesforce “ghost sites” Researchers at Varonis sounded the alarm on these so-called “ghost sites.” These can occur when an organization sets up a Salesforce “Communities” service, where customers, vendors, and other partners can collaborate within an organizations Salesforce environment. If an organization migrates from Salesforce, often these Communities remain online. This can occur when organizations point DNS records to a short convenient URL, and then migrate that to a new service. Since Salesforce also supports autonomous dataflows into Communities, these can continue to receive fresh data, potentially exposed to anyone with the internal domain. Varonis warns that organizations should delete these sites entirely, not simply ending URL redirects. (Dark Reading)
Amazon Ring, Alexa accused of privacy violations by FTC America's Federal Trade Commission on Wednesday charged, via the US Dept of Justice, two Amazon outfits with various privacy snafus. The Ring home security cam subsidiary was accused of “compromising its customers’ privacy by allowing any employee or contractor to access consumers’ private videos and by failing to implement basic privacy and security protections.” The FTC also took on Amazon over its Alexa devices’ data-retention policies, stating, “Amazon retained children’s recordings indefinitely—unless a parent requested that this information be deleted,” adding “even when a parent sought to delete that information, Amazon failed to delete transcripts of what kids said from all its databases.” (The Register)
BlackCat claims the hack of Casepoint The BlackCat ransomware gang has added the company Casepoint to its list of victims on its Tor Dark Web site. This discovery was made by cybersecurity researcher Dominic Alvieri. Casepoint provides a legal discovery platform used by several US agencies, including the SEC, FBI, and US Courts. The gang claims to have stolen 2TB of sensitive data, belonging to lawyers, SEC, DoD, FBI, police and more. If this breach is verified, the ransomware group may have compromised sensitive and possibly classified information. (Security Affairs)
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2023.06.02 16:33 SchlesingerMindy323 [HIRING] 25 Jobs in FL Hiring Now!

Company Name Title City
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Fort Myers
Surgery Center of Aventura Operating Room Nurse PRN Aventura
Gulf Coast Surgery Center PACU Nurse PRN Bradenton
Countryside Surgery Center Operating Room Nurse PRN Clearwater
Nicklaus Children's Hospital Physician/Attending - (PICU) - Naples, FL (Full Time, Day Shift) East Naples
SIm10Consulting B737 Contract Instructor Marion County
Nicklaus Children's Hospital Physician/Attending - Palliative Care (Full Time) Miami
First Vehicle Services Diesel Mechanic - Miami Springs Miami Springs
Asd East Fl Ops Support PRN Float OR Nurse Miramar
North County Surgicenter PRN Endoscopy Nurse Palm Beach Gardens
First Transit Automotive Technician -Pinellas County Pinellas Park
Brambles USA Inc On-Site Manager Alachua
Trustco Bank Customer Service Coordinator- FT Day Shift-Altamonte Springs, FL Altamonte Springs
Icc Field Sales Representative Altamonte Springs
Trustco Bank Part-Time Customer Service Coordinator - PM Shift Altamonte Springs
Strategic Staffing Solutions Construction and Engineering Project Manager Apollo Beach
Orangepeople Sr Business Analyst Bay Lake
RAYUS Radiology X-Ray Technologist Boca Raton
Konica Minolta Business Solutions Field Service Installer Boca Raton
Konica Minolta Business Solutions Field Service Technician Boca Raton
Ushealth Junior Account Manager Bonita Springs
Beverage Manufacturing Company Warehouse Forklift Operator Bradenton
CenterWell Home Health Home Health Licensed Practical Nurse Bradenton
HCA Florida Blake Hospital Registered Nurse Med Surg Bradenton
Allied Universal® Security Officer - Armed Lobby 1st Shift PT Bradenton
Hey guys, here are some recent job openings in fl. Feel free to comment here or send me a private message if you have any questions, I'm at the community's disposal! If you encounter any problems with any of these job openings please let me know that I will modify the table accordingly. Thanks!
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2023.06.02 16:33 PritchettRobert506 [HIRING] 25 Jobs in MO Hiring Now!

Company Name Title City
Bayer Mass Spectrometrist Chesterfield
Bayer Data Science Analyst Chesterfield
Bayer Senior Data Scientist Chesterfield
Bayer Veterans Preferred - Senior Quality Engineer Independence
Bayer QA Engineer Kansas City
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Kansas City
Bayer Veterans Preferred - Senior Quality Engineer Kansas City
Bayer Biomolecular Mass Spectrometry Analytics Senior Scientist O'Fallon
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Saint-Louis
Amazon Warehouse Picker Packer - Flexible Shifts Available Harrisburg
RPC-Cass Regional Medical Center Registered Nurse Geriatric Psych Harrisonville
Centerpoint Ambulatory Surgery Center Operating Room Registered Nurse PRN Independence
Professional Case Management Registered Nurse - RN- Home Health Kansas City
Research Psychiatric Center Registered Nurse RN Psych Senior Adults Kansas City
Research Psychiatric Center Registered Nurse (RN) - Hiring Now! Kansas City
Milan Laser Company Licensed Practical Nurse Maplewood
Amazon Warehouse Amazon Package Sorter (St. Peters) Saint-Louis
Milan Laser Company Licensed Practical Nurse Springfield
AEG Vision RCM Billing & Collections Specialist Alton
KinderCare Education Teachers at Woods Chapel KinderCare - Be Part of a Great Team, Excellent Childcare Discounts Blue Springs
RAYUS Radiology Xray Technologist 2,000 SIGN ON BONUS Bridgeton
Copart Tow Truck 2-Car Driver Bridgeton
Cargill Farm Worker California
Cargill Farm Labor California
Cargill Production Worker California
Hey guys, here are some recent job openings in mo. Feel free to comment here or send me a private message if you have any questions, I'm at the community's disposal! If you encounter any problems with any of these job openings please let me know that I will modify the table accordingly. Thanks!
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2023.06.02 16:31 No_Competition4897 [HIRING] 25 Jobs in SC Hiring Now!

Company Name Title City
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Charleston
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Columbia
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Greenville
Professional Case Management Registered Nurse - RN Case Manager Barnwell
Intrepid USA Registered Nurse / RN - Home Health - Full Time - Hiring Now! Charleston
First Vehicle Services Traveling Automotive/Diesel Technician Columbia
Walgreens Pharmacist- Sign-On Bonus Available - Walgreens Florence
CareNow Licensed Practical Nurse PRN Goose Creek
Taylor Maid Residential Cleaner Lexington
Colleton Medical Center ER Clinical Nurse Coordinator Walterboro
Shaw Industries Maintenance Reliability Tech Night Shift Aiken
Curana Health Physician - part time, flexible schedule Aiken
Georgia-Pacific Maintenance Millwright Alcolu
CKE Restaurants Holdings, Inc. Fast Food Restaurant Shift Manager Anderson
CKE Restaurants Holdings, Inc. Fast Food Restaurant Shift Manager Belton
Crown Health Care Laundry Services Production Supervisor Bishiopville
Crown Health Care Laundry Services CDL A Driver Bishiopville
Crown Health Care Laundry Services Production Operator Bishiopville
EMCOR Group Commercial Maintenance Technician Charleston
Ushealth Junior Account Manager Charleston
Copart Tow Truck 2-Car Driver - 197 Charleston
Walmart Warehouse Worker Charleston
Continental Resources Outside Sales Account Manager- Test and Measurement Charleston
Walmart Retail Team Member Charleston
INSPYR Solutions Security Technician Charleston
Hey guys, here are some recent job openings , feel free to comment here if you have any questions, I'm at the community's disposal! If you encounter any problems with any of these job openings please let me know that I will modify the table accordingly. Thanks!
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2023.06.02 16:13 Different-Opinion234 Typical far left response when they lack a counter argument.

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2023.06.02 16:04 SchlesingerMindy323 [HIRING] 25 Jobs in DE Hiring Now!

Company Name Title City
United States Secret Service Criminal Investigator Wilmington
First Vehicle Services Diesel Mechanic - Wilmington Delaware Wilmington
Berry Global Machine Operato Entry-Level Production Technician Middletown
Berry Global Production Manager Middletown
Alpha Consulting Corp. Animal Technician Millsboro
AHN [email protected] Home Health Registered Nurse, RN NEW CASTLE
Cai Care Manager New Castle
Apria Healthcare Respiratory Therapist - RT New Castle
RTI International Field Interviewer - NSDUH Wilmington
INSPYR Solutions Training and Development Coordinator (Financial Services) Wilmington
DuPont Business Development & Account Manager fof BioPharma Processing New Castle
Fresenius Medical Care Clinical Manager Wilmington
Kraft Heinz Company IBT9 Palletizer Operator POST 2019 DOVR Dover
Premier Inc. Vice President, Supply Chain Management Dover
Food Lion FT Receiver Dover
Big Lots Retail Store Associates and Stockers - 5333 Dover
Ferguson Warehouse Associate Lewes
Mountaire Corporation Sales Manager - Export Millsboro
Core & Main Seasonal Warehouse Associate Milton
The Boston Beer Company Packaging Tech (Full-Time) (Milton Brewery) Milton
Integrity Staffing Solutions Warehouse Inventory Associate New Castle
FedEx Ground Package Handler- Switcher PT New Castle
Alsco External Counter-Sorter - Production Worker - up to $15.05 an Hr. New Castle
Macy's Retail Receiving Support Associate, Christiana - Full Time Newark
Nordstrom, Inc. Seasonal & Regular Retail Stock & Fulfillment - Christiana Mall Newark
Hey guys, here are some recent job openings in de. Feel free to comment here or send me a private message if you have any questions, I'm at the community's disposal! If you encounter any problems with any of these job openings please let me know that I will modify the table accordingly. Thanks!
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2023.06.02 16:02 Rich_ApplicationBank whats the point of all this therapy when all I face is pain mgmt & medcaid level horror show nursing homes?

so at that statement nothing about a couch or bed matter anymore. so that's over with in my mind and heart. i don't care. I'm housed.
too ashamed after 90 days to ask homeless reddit for help. because I'm still failing.
i prepped that wall of text for some issues to leave you with. its all good, happy, but its not for everyone to read. id suggest you can read it provided you are my friend. pple that seek a lolcow in this next message will be upset or tearful at the data I present next. it will be located in comments of a previous post.
most posts or all posts are deleted after a while.
on another note I miss you capitola consequences. it will always shatter my heart that pple I used to know side with those who did 1/6. keep up the victory updates and its ok to not be liked for saying the truth. 16 can happen again and it likely will due to the various angry, rage, denial and fear half the nation or the nation endures coast to coast.
back to the initial main health is failing so I'm posting final data here at reddit caresenoghtotpostblahblah. hey, whatever I can do to make you laugh or smile with pictures of me in this world for the last decade or two of my life. archive what you want. the picture of my obit online because my family wont have one for me if I stay in aermica. i might have to be gone from the US by 12/23. I just cant sustain myself here. I'm disabled and crying from pain everyday
agape, snoo or LP or Rich App.
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2023.06.02 15:57 h34tst I saw the fetus... has anyone else seen theirs? (13w)

Ive had one other medical abortion before, but that was really early, so i even got to do it at home and there was really nothing to see.
This time i had to do it in a hospital, i had no complications and i dont regret it. At all. But right after i saw it i just broke down. I had it in the toilet and called for the nurse. When she came i wanted to show her so i took a step forward and it was still attached to me. It was in a tight fetal position but when i moved i saw it limb fall due to gravity (still attached, just no longer in the same position).
I felt awful. I just started crying, and i cried for some time. We had names picked out and all, we were about to find out the gender, but there was a change of plans. Thats why i did it so "late". I feel like a faliure. I had no emotional connection to it until i saw it. It was mine and it was my job to protect it. And i failed. I just wanted to hold it but my partner told me that that may just make it worse, and adviced against it. So i just got like 3-4 looks at it. I want to call in and ask for the nurses number so i can ask her what it looked like.
I know that there are people i can talk to, but i want to talk so someone who has also seen it, not just someone who has heard other people mention it.
But again: i dont regret it. It was the right choice. Its really hard but ill get through this.
Has anyone else seen theirs? What was your experience? Is it okay if i message you?
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2023.06.02 15:54 Pandemonyum13 My story

Hello everyone, today I want to write my story (22M) because those of others were very useful to me when I learned that I had a brain tumor.
It all started in February 2023 when I started having headaches in the morning, severe fatigue and a certain loss of appetite, but that didn't alert me more than that at first. For about a month and a half then I had these symptoms then at the end of March the headaches (which I could qualify as the worst pain I have ever known) appeared as well as vomiting. Thinking that it was going to pass, I then waited a few days and then came a moment my mother told me that it was not normal at all and took me to the emergency. WhenToCop? I arrived to the emergency my case was not really taken seriously. I then have to wait 2 hours and I am finally taken care of. The doctor asks me a few questions and examines me but for him nothing abnormal, my symptoms are probably due to stress or fatigue but he still wants to do a CT scan. I then pass my CT scan and directly I am asked if I have really had a headache for « only » 2 weeks, I answer them yes. I was then brought back to the room where I had been examined and the doctor arrived very quickly, telling me that I was going to be transferred urgently to another hospital because I have a mass in my brain. At the moment, I do not realize too much, I told myself that I was going to be treated quickly and that it should not be much. I was then transferred to the other hospital and I was told that I was going to be operated on the same evening because I had hydrocephalus. The operation takes place at 1 a.m. and goes without any problems. I then spent the night in the recovery room, then they made me go directly to an MRI before going back to my room. Quickly I am asked to get up and there I have an ataxia that I did not have before thaïs operation which puts a big blow to my morale because I could no longer walk normally. At the beginning of the afternoon of the same day my surgeon came to see me and he explained to me that the second operation to remove the tumor is planned in 9 days. He explains to me that the tumor is located in the IV ventricle of the brain and that it is undoubtedly benign but he found it atypical and could not put a name on it just with the MRI. After a few days they then let me go home to wait for the second operation. The week of waiting before the second operation was probably the worst of my life, I could no longer walk normally, I had no appetite and the urge to vomit was constant. It is also at this time that I started to think about the future that can be very dark, about what I leave behind. In addition, trying to keep busy during this period was very complicated since you think about this tumor and everything that comes with it 24 hours a day.
Finally the operation arrives, it will have lasted 8 hours and will have been a success. When I wake up in the recovery room I remember the neurosurgeon talking to me and me vomiting directly, I went back to sleep after that. On the second awakening I saw double and blurry, I had very sore neck and legs. This night has been endless, with the noise of the machines, the nurses constantly waking you up and the absence of the notion of time. Once morning arrived, I went to do an MRI right away, which went very well despite the fact that it was just after the operation, then afterwards I was taken up to my room. The first two days were very hard, I had little appetite, always had the urge to vomit (my surgeon told me it was normal because they had touch the ventricles) and especially very tired. The second day they asked me to get up, which I accepted, unfortunately as soon as I got up my heart rate accelerated and my blood pressure dropped (I didn't go far from being unwell) I I then had to go back to bed. Second attempt the same day and this time it was good I was able to get up and start to be "autonomous" again. It was also at this time that they removed my urinary catheter. I then stayed a few days in the hospital, of course I spare you that sleeping in the hospital is not very nice but every day I felt better. After 6 days I was able to go home, I could walk alone, eat, speak normally, no memory problems or paralysis, my ataxia had greatly reduced, overall I can say that the job had been done well by my surgeon.
The first days at home were fantastic, I had regained my appetite, I no longer had these abominable pains in my head, overall I was fine. Then a kind of anxiety set in while waiting for the results of the tumor analysis. My surgeon until the last day could not tell me the nature of my tumor or at least the idea that he could have (I think he had an idea but in order not to give me hope he preferred not to say anything so as not to give a positive prognosis when this one could have been negative). It is then that the climate before the second operation re-establishes itself where you say that yes the operation has passed but what is waiting for me after. Radiotherapy? See chemotherapy? Or worse then something that cannot be treated? This kind of unknown future was consuming all my attention and energy, I couldn't distract myself or do any other activity, I was only thinking about it.
After almost 3 weeks I am called by my neurosurgeon who tells me that he has the results. He starts the appointment by showing me the MRIs (which I had never seen before) and there I discover a tumor that seems huge to me that was compressing my cerebellum, really at the time I had a hard time telling myself that was my brain three weeks ago. The moment comes when he tells me the nature of the tumor. This one is benign and is called Pilocytic astrocytoma, he tells me that for him he removed everything during the operation and that despite a risk of recurrence normally I should be quiet. I can't explain the relief to you at this time, after a month of waiting I finally learn what I have. He then explains to me that I should be monitored regularly, probably for life, but that for the moment I do not need any additional treatment and that I just needed rest. For the moment my story does not have a continuation but I hope that this one will be positive.
These weeks of waiting would have been long without my family who knew how to support me and accompany me in this special adventure.
For the people who read this story I wish you the best in your life despite what you may be going through.
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2023.06.02 15:50 Various-Ad-8131 Growing In shady area

Growing In shady area
Hello I have 5 outdoor plants in my back yard. My property is surrounded by trees. The sun does get through the canopy and there is light. But it moves around alot. So I'm constantly playing this game of catch sun with my plants. If I were home all day this wouldn't be a problem and they'd be moved with the sun. But if I'm not I try to put the plants in a area where I know they get at least 10 hrs of sun. So I guess the question is how hardy is cannabis and will 10 hrs do the trick?
P.s. indoor grow not possible for me NY climate 3 Blue cheese, 1 northern lights, 1 critical mass 1st time grower
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2023.06.02 15:49 Constant_Sun_7223 TW: Domestic Violence with Children- Need advice

I am a victim of domestic violence. I stayed with a man for six years and had three children with him. During this year I endured physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. A neighbor called cps on us claiming that we abused our children. I lied to protect myself and my children, saying he never abused us. After this, I became depressed; I lost fifty pounds in three months. I became suicidal because I was in a terrible situation and didn't see a way out. I noticed I would lose my life to this man and wanted to go out on my terms. Either way, I knew I would die. I could not go through with it, however. I had four children (one from a previous marriage), and I didn't want anything wrong to happen to them after I was gone. I decided I needed to get off all my anti-depressants, mood regulators, and the like. My psychiatrist at this time was piling on the medication so I could cope. I was taking close to twenty pills a day. The side effects were horrendous. Once I quit all that, I could pull myself out of the brain fog I had been under all those years. It was at his insistence that I needed medication. Now I see it was just another way to control me. I got a job and put my money back. It was a text that finally sent me over the edge. He talked about how he was tired of me. Tired of my depression, of my pain, all of it. Of all the people in my life...he was tired of me. I decided to leave him at that moment. He found out, and shit hit the fan. He pulled a gun on me one evening, trying to convince me to stay. The more adamant I was about leaving, the more out of control he became. One day, I came home from work early, and he had already taken the children and hidden them. He started getting angrier and angrier, destroying the house, breaking my phone in my hand by crushing it and my hand. He refused to let me leave without writing up some custody thing. I tried to leave, but he caught me each time. Eventually, I sat at the computer, started typing out what he wanted, and bided my time. When he went out the back door, I went out the front and escaped. I ran to my best friend's house, the next street over, and called my sister from their phone to rescue me. I felt guilty about leaving my children but thought I would lose my life. I attempted to go to the police, but they wanted nothing to do with it. C.P.S. did not want to get involved. I tried everything. He did not allow me to see my children for nine months (except my oldest, I threatened to get him for kidnapping, and he reluctantly handed her over). I started over in another county and moved in with my sister. I came out of the closet and healed myself while fighting to get my kids back.
I was granted temporary visitation nine months later. We, through mediation and the lawyer I had, had me convinced that I would not get custody of my children because of my mental health history. I was in a lesbian relationship and had a medical marijuana certificate. I caved and handed custody over because I was convinced I would not win. Four months later, my children came to my house on the weekend, bruised and beaten. I called the police; I let cps know to investigate. I got an EPO, then a preliminary, and now it got moved to the city I used to live in, where the children had been residing with their father. I filed a motion to amend custody and asked for an emergency hearing.
The judge declined and instead wants to send us to mediation to "work out our differences" I am terrified of what will happen if I lose this and my children have to go back. They were being abused by their sitter both physically and sexually. (the other kids that are there were sexually assaulting my older boys) C.P.S. will not do a thorough investigation, and no one will take my calls, including the detective supposed to be investigating. No one will help me. I am getting a lawyer, but that is over four grand, and I already work three jobs to keep afloat. This is easily the hardest thing I have had to do, and I do not know what other resources to contact. If anyone here can please help me or point me in the right direction...
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2023.06.02 15:48 flippenphil (Offer) Dr. Seuss 5 film collection (Request) The Menu, Amsterdam, Babylon

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