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2010.07.22 18:47 witewater Old Man
Richard Benjamin Harrison Jr., (also known by the nicknames The Old Man and The Appraiser) (born March 4, 1941), is a Las Vegas businessman and reality television personality, best known as the co-owner of the World Famous Gold & Silver Pawn Shop, as featured on the History channel series Pawn Stars. Harrison is the co-owner of a pawn shop with his son Rick Harrison, which they opened together in 1989. Harrison is usually referred to by his nickname, "The Old Man", which he earned at age 38.
2023.05.29 13:42 NachosandCoffee Falling apart after losing my dog
I had to put my beautiful rescue dog to sleep last week. She was a senior when we got her and got to spend 7 wonderful years together. She had a heart of gold but so many allergies and anxieties. I think because of her health issues we ended up so closely bonded and spending all our time together. I spent a lot of time researching to help her.
As an introvert she was my best friend and I didn't mind one bit that my life ended up having to revolve around her and what was best for her health. She was hilarious and soft hearted, she made me smile every single day and learn to live in the glorious moments in her presence. Anywhere I went she would join me. She would sniff under the door when I showered and run to greet me afterwards, she could've come in the room but she hated water. On her last few days she came in the room anyway and sat on the bathroom rug as I showered. We spent the most beautiful evening at the beach on her last day, I cuddled her and told her how much I loved her. She suddenly ran like a puppy that evening and seemed happier than I had seen her in a while. She ate more than she had for weeks but still not enough to sustain her longterm. She was getting dementia and forgetting how to eat and what she was doing.
I had to let her go, her health issues started piling up and once her appetite went I knew there was an issue, she has always loved her food and it was one of the few things she had left to enjoy. I couldn't let her suffer anymore, she deserved better than that. Yet I still feel guilt beyond belief. Choosing when their life ends is a horrible responsibility and yet I'm grateful she didn't have to suffer like many of my human family have at the end.
My lap feels utterly empty. My heart physically hurts from her loss. All these groups I'm on for dogs I'm no longer part of. I know people say get another eventually but I can't, this pain is intense, I have lost many pets before but this sweet little girl hit so different, I can barely breathe. I also don't really have any money to adopt any other animals and thats difficult too, I've always had animals in my life.
God I miss her. This pain is so deep and intense. I've dogsat for other people who needed help this week, and I love dogs, but I miss my sweet girl and her beautiful quirky ways. She was special in a million ways and I honestly am struggling to function now she is gone.
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As an introvert she was my best friend and I didn't mind one bit that my life ended up having to revolve around her and what was best for her health. She was hilarious and soft hearted, she made me smile every single day and learn to live in the glorious moments in her presence. Anywhere I went she would join me. She would sniff under the door when I showered and run to greet me afterwards, she could've come in the room but she hated water. On her last few days she came in the room anyway and sat on the bathroom rug as I showered. We spent the most beautiful evening at the beach on her last day, I cuddled her and told her how much I loved her. She suddenly ran like a puppy that evening and seemed happier than I had seen her in a while. She ate more than she had for weeks but still not enough to sustain her longterm. She was getting dementia and forgetting how to eat and what she was doing.
I had to let her go, her health issues started piling up and once her appetite went I knew there was an issue, she has always loved her food and it was one of the few things she had left to enjoy. I couldn't let her suffer anymore, she deserved better than that. Yet I still feel guilt beyond belief. Choosing when their life ends is a horrible responsibility and yet I'm grateful she didn't have to suffer like many of my human family have at the end.
My lap feels utterly empty. My heart physically hurts from her loss. All these groups I'm on for dogs I'm no longer part of. I know people say get another eventually but I can't, this pain is intense, I have lost many pets before but this sweet little girl hit so different, I can barely breathe. I also don't really have any money to adopt any other animals and thats difficult too, I've always had animals in my life.
God I miss her. This pain is so deep and intense. I've dogsat for other people who needed help this week, and I love dogs, but I miss my sweet girl and her beautiful quirky ways. She was special in a million ways and I honestly am struggling to function now she is gone.
2023.05.29 13:41 lilianasJanitor I want to connect a desktop computer to a Thunderbolt docking station that has two monitors connected
Hi. This is basically a re-ask of this question, two years later https://www.reddit.com/UsbCHardware/comments/mee1v6/connect_and_use_usb_c_docking_station_with/
Except with the added wrinkle that I have two monitors connected to the docking station. Obviously the laptops have a single USB-C cable that carries everything and life is good. I want to do the same thing with a desktop.
I know that most new video cards don't have USB-C out, and although a few do, I doubt they output multiple monitors through the USB-C.
I've built plenty of computers back in the day, but this is a new one for me. I *think* the best course of action is to
General docking station question: I've seen multiple sources say that if you take the video out from the video card and plug it into a docking station, it works, but what about keyboard/mouse? Does that also get sent across that USB?
I'm afraid of buying $1000 worth of components and have them not work together or not do the docking thing!
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Except with the added wrinkle that I have two monitors connected to the docking station. Obviously the laptops have a single USB-C cable that carries everything and life is good. I want to do the same thing with a desktop.
I know that most new video cards don't have USB-C out, and although a few do, I doubt they output multiple monitors through the USB-C.
I've built plenty of computers back in the day, but this is a new one for me. I *think* the best course of action is to
- Buy my favorite Thunderbolt enabled video card that supports two monitors well
- Buy something like one of these: https://www.gofanco.com/usb-c-mst-hub-to-2x-displayport-usbcmst2dp.html to connect the two Display Port outs from the video card into one MST USB-C Thunderbolt out and plug that into the docking station
- Make sure I have a Thunderbolt enabled motherboard just to be safe
General docking station question: I've seen multiple sources say that if you take the video out from the video card and plug it into a docking station, it works, but what about keyboard/mouse? Does that also get sent across that USB?
I'm afraid of buying $1000 worth of components and have them not work together or not do the docking thing!
2023.05.29 13:41 Lavaflow-Suspect47 I'm feeling quite unlucky in love
My entire adult life I've longed for romantic love. The first love was unrequited for 7 years, took me 2 years to get out it and I got better in mental health although anxiety has since replaced it. The second one was again a hopeful one and it would've been long distance but she took said she's got feelings for someone else, took me another year to get be fine. And since then moved to another country and thought I'll find someone there. And fuck! I did. The love of my life, the person who I'd the most chemistry ever, even more so than my best friends. I was on cloud nine, first week I was a bit cautious but it was too intense and I gave in. We're a couple in the second week and then third week, she realises she's not ready and doesn't want to see me anymore. And I was shattered. The happiest days of my adult life were immediately replaced my darkest hours, being away from family and friends was even more painful. I was really hurt and anxious. Therapy helped me a lot and ever since I'm trying to enjoy being on my own and I think lately I've been to enjoy my company and love myself more. I'm trying to be less pushy on myself. I've since started going out on dates but it's not great. At the end of the day I'm still happy on my own but hoping to find someone soon. Hope my bad luck goes away
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2023.05.29 13:41 clemV8 Need help with a weird issue on my 2009 Cooper D 1.6L HDi 110ch
Hello everyone, i don't know if it's the best place to ask for this but since i can't find anything that looks like my issue online i though i will try asking here
I'm experiencing a very weird kind of huge power loss that my car has, like it has a hard time going past 140 when usually it can go up to 160 and more without any probleme
The very weird part is that for the power loss to happen, two precise conditions are required (i did some testing), it needs to be more than 19°C outside and i need to stay at a speed of at least 120kph for some time, i can go as fast as i want without any probleme while at full throttle but if i stay at 120kph in 6th gear i have no power until i stop the car, wait a bit and when i start it up again it's back to normal until i get on the highway
i used my code reader while driving to see what is happening and i have code 4530 (charge air pressure control, small turbo control deviation) and apart form that every thing seems normal, nothing is overheating, the turbo seems to be working fine until the power loss occures where it goes from 1bar to 0.5bar max even tho the turbo actuator seems to be working as usual, the EGR seems fine too
i really want to point out that when the outside temp is below 19°C everything is working fine, i can drive for hours on the highway without any probleme
If you have any slight idea what it could be please tell me, i really can't understand what is causing this
Thanks for reading and sorry if my english is bad, i'm just a french man trying to understand whats happening to his little british car
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I'm experiencing a very weird kind of huge power loss that my car has, like it has a hard time going past 140 when usually it can go up to 160 and more without any probleme
The very weird part is that for the power loss to happen, two precise conditions are required (i did some testing), it needs to be more than 19°C outside and i need to stay at a speed of at least 120kph for some time, i can go as fast as i want without any probleme while at full throttle but if i stay at 120kph in 6th gear i have no power until i stop the car, wait a bit and when i start it up again it's back to normal until i get on the highway
i used my code reader while driving to see what is happening and i have code 4530 (charge air pressure control, small turbo control deviation) and apart form that every thing seems normal, nothing is overheating, the turbo seems to be working fine until the power loss occures where it goes from 1bar to 0.5bar max even tho the turbo actuator seems to be working as usual, the EGR seems fine too
i really want to point out that when the outside temp is below 19°C everything is working fine, i can drive for hours on the highway without any probleme
If you have any slight idea what it could be please tell me, i really can't understand what is causing this
Thanks for reading and sorry if my english is bad, i'm just a french man trying to understand whats happening to his little british car
2023.05.29 13:41 XzYnOsboi Game very laggy and has frame drops in cities alone........ Everywhere else is fine.
I dunno what is causing the problem cuz up until 3.5 it was fine, then suddenly after that the game is losing a lot frames as soon as I enter a city.
Like near the Timmy bridge i get 60fps but the second i get close to the Mondstadt Arch gate, it drops straight to 30-40 (ig, but very low fps).
I dont know how to fix this, so if any of you guys with the same problem have fixed this pls tell me on how to do it......
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Like near the Timmy bridge i get 60fps but the second i get close to the Mondstadt Arch gate, it drops straight to 30-40 (ig, but very low fps).
I dont know how to fix this, so if any of you guys with the same problem have fixed this pls tell me on how to do it......
2023.05.29 13:41 malak_jewelers_info 3 Types Of Famous Judaica Jewelry..!!
The art of jewelry making has been practiced for thousands of years. Sparkling and colorful gems and metals are cut and designed into gorgeous pieces of jewelry to make a statement to your overall attire. Today, you can also opt for jewelry appraisal near me to create magic with the existing jewelry you own. Among the various kinds of jewelry, Judaica jewelry has gained popularity over the years.
Judaica jewelry is a beautiful and meaningful expression of Jewish culture and tradition. It is a testament to the rich history and heritage of the Jewish people, with roots dating back thousands of years. Throughout history, Jews have used jewelry to express their faith and identity.
Today, Judaica jewelry remains a popular way to connect with one's Jewish roots and show pride in one's heritage. From Star of David pendants to Hamsa bracelets, Judaica jewelry offers a wide range of options for you to embrace your Jewish identity through fashion.
Judaica jewelry has a long and rich history that can be traced back to ancient times. In fact, the earliest examples of Jewish jewelry can be found in the Bible, where many apex figures are described as wearing jewelry as a sign of their wealth and status. For example, King David was said to have worn a gold crown, while Queen Esther wore a silver scepter.
Over time, Jewish jewelry became more intricate and meaningful, with each piece often telling a story or conveying a message. So here are the top three Judaica jewelry pieces that you can opt for apart from wedding bands in Charlotte, NC.
Chai Necklace It is one of the most popular Judaica jewelry pieces. The word "chai" means "life" in Hebrew, and this necklace is often worn as a way to celebrate the gift of life. The chai symbol is typically displayed on a pendant or charm and is often combined with other symbols, such as the Star of David or the hamsa hand.
Mezuzah Necklace The mezuzah is a small parchment scroll that is placed on the doorpost of a Jewish home as a reminder of God's presence. The mezuzah necklace typically features a miniature mezuzah pendant and is often worn as a way to bring God's protection and blessings with you wherever you go.
Evil Eye Necklace The evil eye is a popular symbol in many cultures and is said to protect the wearer from harm. The evil eye necklace typically features a small pendant or charm that is designed to ward off negative energy and protect the wearer from the evil eye.
Judaica jewelry is not only a way to celebrate Jewish culture and heritage, but it is also a way to express one's faith and connect with God. Whether you are looking for a traditional piece of Judaica jewelry or a modern and contemporary design, there are many different options available to suit your style and taste. So why not explore the world of Judaica jewelry and find a piece that speaks to you and your connection with Jewish culture and tradition?
Malak Jewelers is one of the best jewelry stores offering a massive range of Judaica jewelry. Apart from that, they can also be the solution to your jewelry repair near me. Visit their website to know more about the products and services offered by them.
Original Source:
https://malakjewelersnc.blogspot.com/2023/05/3-types-of-famous-judaica-jewelry.html
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Judaica jewelry is a beautiful and meaningful expression of Jewish culture and tradition. It is a testament to the rich history and heritage of the Jewish people, with roots dating back thousands of years. Throughout history, Jews have used jewelry to express their faith and identity.
Today, Judaica jewelry remains a popular way to connect with one's Jewish roots and show pride in one's heritage. From Star of David pendants to Hamsa bracelets, Judaica jewelry offers a wide range of options for you to embrace your Jewish identity through fashion.
Judaica jewelry has a long and rich history that can be traced back to ancient times. In fact, the earliest examples of Jewish jewelry can be found in the Bible, where many apex figures are described as wearing jewelry as a sign of their wealth and status. For example, King David was said to have worn a gold crown, while Queen Esther wore a silver scepter.
Over time, Jewish jewelry became more intricate and meaningful, with each piece often telling a story or conveying a message. So here are the top three Judaica jewelry pieces that you can opt for apart from wedding bands in Charlotte, NC.
Chai Necklace It is one of the most popular Judaica jewelry pieces. The word "chai" means "life" in Hebrew, and this necklace is often worn as a way to celebrate the gift of life. The chai symbol is typically displayed on a pendant or charm and is often combined with other symbols, such as the Star of David or the hamsa hand.
Mezuzah Necklace The mezuzah is a small parchment scroll that is placed on the doorpost of a Jewish home as a reminder of God's presence. The mezuzah necklace typically features a miniature mezuzah pendant and is often worn as a way to bring God's protection and blessings with you wherever you go.
Evil Eye Necklace The evil eye is a popular symbol in many cultures and is said to protect the wearer from harm. The evil eye necklace typically features a small pendant or charm that is designed to ward off negative energy and protect the wearer from the evil eye.
Judaica jewelry is not only a way to celebrate Jewish culture and heritage, but it is also a way to express one's faith and connect with God. Whether you are looking for a traditional piece of Judaica jewelry or a modern and contemporary design, there are many different options available to suit your style and taste. So why not explore the world of Judaica jewelry and find a piece that speaks to you and your connection with Jewish culture and tradition?
Malak Jewelers is one of the best jewelry stores offering a massive range of Judaica jewelry. Apart from that, they can also be the solution to your jewelry repair near me. Visit their website to know more about the products and services offered by them.
Original Source:
https://malakjewelersnc.blogspot.com/2023/05/3-types-of-famous-judaica-jewelry.html
2023.05.29 13:41 Born_Bug_4784 Character Idea (time traveler)
Maybe someone do it before, I don't know if my idea is original.
I think lasombra its the best clan I can chose for this character, because they always want "the best of the best".
Time traveler:
Im making a new character, a Lasombra ones.
I will resume its history fast:
My sire raided my village around 1600 AC.
I survived.
Found my sire on another city, I tried to revenge, I knew he's a vampire.
I fight with him, he embraced me, put a stake on my heart and bury me.
I woke up 100 years later, Without no more knowledge about vampires than they die at sun.
I grew up, learning new culture and languaje to survive and find my sire.
I turn into one of the most important vampires of the city, got all kind of information.
Found my sire, confronts him, he stake me at the heart again saying hes proud of me.
He was surprised that I survived.
I woke up 50 years later....
This cicle will repeat 3 times, I had to learn tons of new information (new cultures, languajes, technologies). But It always end in the same tragedy.
In the fourth last confrontation I killed my sire and diablerized him in a frenzy cold revenge state.
Now he's in my head saying hes proud of me.
I'm ready for all.
I turned into torpor myself for the fun and challenguing myself of waking up 100 years later.
Its 2023, hello guys!
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I think lasombra its the best clan I can chose for this character, because they always want "the best of the best".
Time traveler:
Im making a new character, a Lasombra ones.
I will resume its history fast:
My sire raided my village around 1600 AC.
I survived.
Found my sire on another city, I tried to revenge, I knew he's a vampire.
I fight with him, he embraced me, put a stake on my heart and bury me.
I woke up 100 years later, Without no more knowledge about vampires than they die at sun.
I grew up, learning new culture and languaje to survive and find my sire.
I turn into one of the most important vampires of the city, got all kind of information.
Found my sire, confronts him, he stake me at the heart again saying hes proud of me.
He was surprised that I survived.
I woke up 50 years later....
This cicle will repeat 3 times, I had to learn tons of new information (new cultures, languajes, technologies). But It always end in the same tragedy.
In the fourth last confrontation I killed my sire and diablerized him in a frenzy cold revenge state.
Now he's in my head saying hes proud of me.
I'm ready for all.
I turned into torpor myself for the fun and challenguing myself of waking up 100 years later.
Its 2023, hello guys!
2023.05.29 13:40 AmuroRayOfHope This completes me 😂Definitely best anime this season
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2023.05.29 13:39 onetimeataday How should I approach relationships with extended family in a situation of past abuse, from a place of abundance?
Hi, I've been thinking about a situation with my extended family that confuses me a lot regarding the following topics: abundance vs lack, revision, and the "old story."
I grew up in a very abusive situation and I can totally see how even moving away did not really change the situation because I was still badly mentally scarred by it all. The abusive family members affected how I see other people very deeply. Now, I've never known any other people who were abusive to me like the two family members, but I've also lived alone my whole life and avoided relationships a lot.
When my mom died, I got back in contact with a lot of extended family that I'd only avoided because I'd been programmed to believe I'm worthless, no one wants me, family would just attack or abuse me anyway. And when I got back in contact with cousins and aunts and uncles, I experienced a wave of love from them.
But then the situation quickly reshuffled as I guess my limiting beliefs came back into effect. I'm now in a situation where they are in contact with my abusive sibling and parent, and all the mutual extended family are distant, acting like well they couldn't possibly comment on what has become a he said, she said.
It's weird, because in the past these same cousins and aunts and uncles have expressed disgust and disapproval of the abuse my mom and I went through. But somehow it was never enough to stop it, and I can feel that the damaging beliefs I picked up in those years of abuse are still in there, influencing what I feel I am truly worthy of. Consciously I know I deserve better than this, and my body has come a long way towards feeling abundance and worthiness day to day, but when it comes to distant family, I'm not feeling it so much.
Look, if I could have exactly what I want, it would be to stop living in fear and living alone with this old story. The abusive family members are basically manifesting that they never abused me. So then... why did I live for decades with PTSD? Why do I have photos of the scars they left on my body? I don't want to revise away the old story, I had to live through it painstakingly in the 3D with consensus reality beliefs for decades.
What I WANT is for my extended family to hug me and tell me they're on my side, 100%. What I want is to never see or hear about the abusers again. I don't WANT to pretend all the BS didn't happen, after I spent years learning about trauma and painstakingly pulling all these dark ugly feelings out of my body, largely with the help of Neville's teachings.
What I want is for my abusers and the extended family to acknowledge what happened, and to accept me anyway, and tell the abusers to buzz off. If I literally have to revise that all this didn't happen, then I don't ever want to see any family again.
Part of the reason I feel this way is because back in the day growing up with my family, they would literally tell me to revise their abuse against me. Literally. They would literally say that I should just pray to god to make it so they didn't abuse me, but like... I don't have to pray to god to make the cashier at Starbucks not throw a hot coffee in my face.
Any thoughts on how to approach this? Because I feel like if I revised that none of this ever happened, now, I'd basically become psychotic and lose grasp on reality. On the other hand, it feels really isolating that in the current configuration, all my extended family is distant, won't acknowledge anything, and acts like they're playing some weird Game of Thrones politics game. In the current configuration of things I feel no upside whatsoever to maintaining relations with people who are possibly siding with my abusers. I already did the work of learning to make it on my own, I'm inclined to just keep going.
This has been an ongoing problem for me for decades, and I thought when I found Neville's teachings that this should be the end of things for good, but I just don't know how to approach it because every time I visualize and affirm to resolve this situation, the abusers immediately act like we're best buds again and I don't want to see those creeps again. But on the other hand it's the classic "anger is holding a hot coal and hoping the other person gets burned" situation. I know this is a karmic lesson but I just am not big enough to truly forgive them. There is not enough of me in this lifetime to reopen relations with those people. I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakthrough on this subject but I just don't know where to start. Any advice, or similar experiences?
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I grew up in a very abusive situation and I can totally see how even moving away did not really change the situation because I was still badly mentally scarred by it all. The abusive family members affected how I see other people very deeply. Now, I've never known any other people who were abusive to me like the two family members, but I've also lived alone my whole life and avoided relationships a lot.
When my mom died, I got back in contact with a lot of extended family that I'd only avoided because I'd been programmed to believe I'm worthless, no one wants me, family would just attack or abuse me anyway. And when I got back in contact with cousins and aunts and uncles, I experienced a wave of love from them.
But then the situation quickly reshuffled as I guess my limiting beliefs came back into effect. I'm now in a situation where they are in contact with my abusive sibling and parent, and all the mutual extended family are distant, acting like well they couldn't possibly comment on what has become a he said, she said.
It's weird, because in the past these same cousins and aunts and uncles have expressed disgust and disapproval of the abuse my mom and I went through. But somehow it was never enough to stop it, and I can feel that the damaging beliefs I picked up in those years of abuse are still in there, influencing what I feel I am truly worthy of. Consciously I know I deserve better than this, and my body has come a long way towards feeling abundance and worthiness day to day, but when it comes to distant family, I'm not feeling it so much.
Look, if I could have exactly what I want, it would be to stop living in fear and living alone with this old story. The abusive family members are basically manifesting that they never abused me. So then... why did I live for decades with PTSD? Why do I have photos of the scars they left on my body? I don't want to revise away the old story, I had to live through it painstakingly in the 3D with consensus reality beliefs for decades.
What I WANT is for my extended family to hug me and tell me they're on my side, 100%. What I want is to never see or hear about the abusers again. I don't WANT to pretend all the BS didn't happen, after I spent years learning about trauma and painstakingly pulling all these dark ugly feelings out of my body, largely with the help of Neville's teachings.
What I want is for my abusers and the extended family to acknowledge what happened, and to accept me anyway, and tell the abusers to buzz off. If I literally have to revise that all this didn't happen, then I don't ever want to see any family again.
Part of the reason I feel this way is because back in the day growing up with my family, they would literally tell me to revise their abuse against me. Literally. They would literally say that I should just pray to god to make it so they didn't abuse me, but like... I don't have to pray to god to make the cashier at Starbucks not throw a hot coffee in my face.
Any thoughts on how to approach this? Because I feel like if I revised that none of this ever happened, now, I'd basically become psychotic and lose grasp on reality. On the other hand, it feels really isolating that in the current configuration, all my extended family is distant, won't acknowledge anything, and acts like they're playing some weird Game of Thrones politics game. In the current configuration of things I feel no upside whatsoever to maintaining relations with people who are possibly siding with my abusers. I already did the work of learning to make it on my own, I'm inclined to just keep going.
This has been an ongoing problem for me for decades, and I thought when I found Neville's teachings that this should be the end of things for good, but I just don't know how to approach it because every time I visualize and affirm to resolve this situation, the abusers immediately act like we're best buds again and I don't want to see those creeps again. But on the other hand it's the classic "anger is holding a hot coal and hoping the other person gets burned" situation. I know this is a karmic lesson but I just am not big enough to truly forgive them. There is not enough of me in this lifetime to reopen relations with those people. I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakthrough on this subject but I just don't know where to start. Any advice, or similar experiences?
2023.05.29 13:39 joevdb Car stereo installers?
Is there anyone in the Kzoo area that does car stereo installation? Best Buy website is saying they do not offer installation on the model I want to buy--which makes me think they don't do it for any models. They say no sites within 250 miles. A web search turns for "Kalamazoo car stereo"up no business with a clear car stereo install focus. Lots of 'remote start' installers. I don't want to trust this to someone who does it rarely, and I don't want to do it myself.
Is this another disappearing service?
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Is this another disappearing service?
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2023.05.29 13:38 justwantedtosee I think I may be going to hell for this
I had to make a really quick and sudden trip across the world to try to see my grandfather before he passed away (24 hours on planes and buses of travel only). I left my two kids with my (very capable) husband.
I expected to miss my kids more than anything. I knew this was a massive ask of my husband but he was so happy to do it for me (he’s honestly the best).
I’ve been FaceTiming the kids everyday, sometimes twice if I can get them before they go to daycare.
This is the absolutely terrible, horrible thing.
I don’t miss parenting.
I love and adore my kids. My husband and I are split 50/50 parenting time, we both do chores. But I don’t miss being a mum at all.
I’m here for a funeral now and gone for another two-ish weeks, but I have a taste of the child-free life and I never want to go back.
Told you I was going to hell.
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I expected to miss my kids more than anything. I knew this was a massive ask of my husband but he was so happy to do it for me (he’s honestly the best).
I’ve been FaceTiming the kids everyday, sometimes twice if I can get them before they go to daycare.
This is the absolutely terrible, horrible thing.
I don’t miss parenting.
I love and adore my kids. My husband and I are split 50/50 parenting time, we both do chores. But I don’t miss being a mum at all.
I’m here for a funeral now and gone for another two-ish weeks, but I have a taste of the child-free life and I never want to go back.
Told you I was going to hell.
2023.05.29 13:38 bakedrefriedbeans Okay. Someone explain how this makes sense/happened?
 | I try to keep my team low for Feud and i was told that 22k is when you start to risk seeing 6SB as your opponent as 22k is the lowest a 6SB can be, so for every 22k you have you have more chances of seeing more and more 6SB. submitted by bakedrefriedbeans to WWEChampions [link] [comments] Alright, I get that, during feud i was using a team that was at around 25k talent and i got 1 or two 6SB ( Clubber) So i finished my 50 mil grind and went to just..y'know grind some "quick" wins out (for League tasks) Considering for this feud you are REQUIRED to bring at least 5 wrestlers and 3 of the slots are loot locked (or in this case needed the Faction contest Apollo and Rocky) and the other requires a legend Acrobat 5SB+ (Aka GB Cena) AND one must be Mr T and/or Legends Striker i filled my team with the lowest fodder i had and brought my 5SB Edge at 7k to quicky get the wins, my talent is 15k, BELOW the 22k "danger zone" but even if i got a 5SG Edge would probably be about to Sub lock him out And this is what the game "matched" me with https://preview.redd.it/392vqmj5br2b1.png?width=391&format=png&auto=webp&s=038a03ff8ef11ab473281ca7d6910339d14d664f My team of One 5SB One 4ss and then some 3SS and lower all under 10k talent were matched with a SIX STAR BRONZE at 23k a Five star bronze at 15k and 4SG at 13k and a 4SS at 12K...oh theres a 4SB at 3k so "phew" What is this logic? what happened? how is this a match? the team is over 4x my talent and every single one is greater in stars and/or Talent than mine. how did i get a 6SB when i'm nowhere near the 22K? how did i get two five stars+ to "balance" out me using one 5SB Did i just get astronomically unlucky or is the "at 22k you risk seeing a 6SB" just wrong and it's just a case of "the game will match you with whoever it finds" or is this some kind of "anti speed?" where i game look at your lineup and goes "ok...yeah you just filled it with fodder to try and get an easy/quick win..." and it matches you with a higher player to "stall you" Info anyone? |
2023.05.29 13:37 raoulduke007 2005 4runner/Alpine ILX 507/Amp & Setup Recommendations
My intended install is in a 2005 Toyota 4Runner Limited. All I can seem to find is information on the 6 speaker or 10 speaker systems. I have 8 speakers (no rear tweeters), including sub and rear amp. The Nav Unit says JBL on it, so my exhausted conclusion is that it's just not the full JBL "Synthesis" system and the speakers would be the same specs as the JBL system but I'm really not positive and not really sure that matters much at this point.
The factory sub blew out and I've removed that. My intention is to upgrade the head unit to an Alpine ILX-507 (seems to be the best fit for this unique situation if it can be done). I would like to put a multi-channel amp in and upgrade all of the speakers but I'm at a standstill. I don't want to install an amp outside of the current location (in the rear passenger-side behind panel). The factory amp that is in there is about 9 1/4" x 1 5/8" x 6". That space has a couple inches to work with and I think I could fit something in there i.e. Clarion XC2510. The question is, if I were to go that route, I'm worried that something multi-channel and higher power would be restricted hidden behind paneling, as the factory unit is much lower power. Should I just give up this idea and install a mono amp for replacement sub?
Which brings me to my last question. Suppose a 5-channel amp is feasible. From what I can gather, I know I'll lose the front center tweeter. I think the harnesses that bypass the factory amp would maintain functionality of the right/left front tweeters. I'm kind of under the impression that I could just install a replacement sub and run the factory speakers of the harnesses for now, and at a later date run new speakers through the other 4 amp channels and into the head unit RCAs. At this point would I be losing the right and left front tweeters as well or can they run on the same channel as the other front speakers?
Thank you for any feedback and apologies for any stupid questions. I've messed around with head units, speakers and home audio quite a bit before but amps in vehicles are new to me. Will also take sub and alternative head unit suggestions if anyone thinks something might be better.
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The factory sub blew out and I've removed that. My intention is to upgrade the head unit to an Alpine ILX-507 (seems to be the best fit for this unique situation if it can be done). I would like to put a multi-channel amp in and upgrade all of the speakers but I'm at a standstill. I don't want to install an amp outside of the current location (in the rear passenger-side behind panel). The factory amp that is in there is about 9 1/4" x 1 5/8" x 6". That space has a couple inches to work with and I think I could fit something in there i.e. Clarion XC2510. The question is, if I were to go that route, I'm worried that something multi-channel and higher power would be restricted hidden behind paneling, as the factory unit is much lower power. Should I just give up this idea and install a mono amp for replacement sub?
Which brings me to my last question. Suppose a 5-channel amp is feasible. From what I can gather, I know I'll lose the front center tweeter. I think the harnesses that bypass the factory amp would maintain functionality of the right/left front tweeters. I'm kind of under the impression that I could just install a replacement sub and run the factory speakers of the harnesses for now, and at a later date run new speakers through the other 4 amp channels and into the head unit RCAs. At this point would I be losing the right and left front tweeters as well or can they run on the same channel as the other front speakers?
Thank you for any feedback and apologies for any stupid questions. I've messed around with head units, speakers and home audio quite a bit before but amps in vehicles are new to me. Will also take sub and alternative head unit suggestions if anyone thinks something might be better.
2023.05.29 13:37 SabotageMachine123 Gf broke up with me— can’t focus on exams and finals week haha
My (ex)girlfriend is spiraling out of control. She feels as if there's nothing she can do anymore in her life. She doesn't care if she drops out or dies. She said the meanest things to me and said that she regretted being with me. She has a lot coming up, exams and all that, and she came back from the hospital. It's so confusing because we were just telling each other how much we missed each other last night and how much we loved each other and then we had a minor fight this morning due to me not replying and then just like that— we're done. I am so heartbroken right now and can’t focus on anything. I was so madly in love with this woman who have been my best friend throughout my first year.She has said so many mean things to me and I’m so hurt that she could be like that. What’s worse is that I don’t care if I’m called like that, I just don’t want to leave her alone because I know her mental health is not well and she has lots of schoolworks coming up and missed exams which are just added stress. :( I don’t want to push myself to her anymore but I really don’t want to leave her, especially knowing what’s coming ahead of her. I can’t focus on doing anything, I’m just crying like some pathetic mf here.
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2023.05.29 13:37 gone-hikin Some Reassurance, Please
Hey y’all, day 57 here. Mental symptoms are still seemingly ever present. I should note I am on an antidepressant and have been for years. I know it helps me a lot but I just am still not anywhere near baseline it seems. I would really appreciate some reassurance that it will get better soon. It’s tough thinking it could be another 80-100 days before I’m really feeling okay.
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2023.05.29 13:37 RLlovin Data structure question
This makes sense in my head, but I don’t know if it’s going to work as I thought.
I work at a production plant. We have multiple production lines. All of those lines use 10-20 different raw materials. I want to see what the most used materials are per line. And I have an excel document with every usage dating back as far as I want. It’s individual usage, like per pallet.
My idea is to for loop over every line in the document, if an unique material number and (production) line number show up on the same document line, concatenate those into a key. Then loop back over an add the usage per line/material to the values. I just don’t know how to write a condition that understands the new key structure.
I only know basic Python syntax, if there’s a better way to do this I’d be happy to learn it.
Please refrain from giving me the answer in code :) Trying my best to figure out this syntax stuff!
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I work at a production plant. We have multiple production lines. All of those lines use 10-20 different raw materials. I want to see what the most used materials are per line. And I have an excel document with every usage dating back as far as I want. It’s individual usage, like per pallet.
My idea is to for loop over every line in the document, if an unique material number and (production) line number show up on the same document line, concatenate those into a key. Then loop back over an add the usage per line/material to the values. I just don’t know how to write a condition that understands the new key structure.
I only know basic Python syntax, if there’s a better way to do this I’d be happy to learn it.
Please refrain from giving me the answer in code :) Trying my best to figure out this syntax stuff!
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