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Lies are so polite. Honest people have no friends. Nobody wants the truth, not when the lies are what make them happy.
And when the truth, the rude truth, dispels those safe and happy lies, there is a very special kind of horror. I experienced it as terror, as I was forced to learn all about the truth of the real world.
I've spent years as a therapist, delving into the depths of the human psyche and trying to help those burdened by their own demons. My practice has seen its fair share of troubled individuals, but none quite like the three patients I currently attend to. Each one possesses a unique darkness that sets them apart from the rest of my clientele.
First, there's Thomas, a middle-aged man whose words cut through the air like a razor-sharp blade. His brutally honest nature spares no one, as he revels in frankness. He spews forth his bitterness, never holding back his cruel rudeness. It's as if he derives pleasure from watching others squirm under the weight of his words.
Then there's Emily, a woman of few filters and even fewer boundaries. Her honesty is a double-edged sword, slicing through the facade of social niceties with surgical precision, with scathing candor. She has no qualms about revealing uncomfortable truths, making every session a tense dance of revelations and discomfort.
Lastly, there's Jacob, whose coldness could freeze the warmest of hearts. His icy demeanor and calculated words chill the room whenever he speaks. He thrives on manipulation, using his intellect to exploit vulnerabilities and leave emotional wreckage in his wake.
These three patients have tested the limits of my own resilience, forcing me to confront the darkest corners of the human psyche. Little did I know that soon I would encounter a terror beyond anything I had encountered within the confines of my therapy office.
In the dimly lit room of my therapy office, I listen to the unsettling confessions of my three patients. As their therapist, I've grown accustomed to their brutality, their unfiltered honesty. But it's in the aftermath of my aunt's funeral, on that fateful night when my car stalled in the desolate darkness, that I would come face to face with a horror beyond comprehension.
The funeral of my beloved aunt weighed heavily on my heart as I made my way back home, the clock ticking past midnight. Exhausted and emotionally drained, I navigated the winding roads that cut through the barren countryside. The night wrapped around me like a suffocating shroud, and a sense of unease settled deep within.
Suddenly, my car sputtered and came to a halt. Panic coursed through my veins as I desperately tried to restart the engine, but to no avail. With a sinking feeling, I realized there was no cell signal in this desolate stretch of road, leaving me stranded in the oppressive darkness.
I stepped out of the car, the chill of the night embracing me like an unwelcome companion. The moon cast an eerie glow on the silent landscape, emphasizing the desolation that surrounded me. I had no choice but to abandon the safety of my vehicle and venture forth on foot in search of help.
As I walked, the world around me transformed. The familiar countryside gave way to an unfamiliar path, lined with gnarled trees that seemed to whisper secrets in the wind. The air grew heavy, laden with an otherworldly presence that sent shivers cascading down my spine.
After what felt like an eternity, I stumbled upon an exit sign, its rusty metal gleaming faintly in the moonlight. With a mix of trepidation and hope, I followed the arrow, hoping it would lead me to some semblance of civilization.
As I passed through the exit, a peculiar town emerged from the shadows, shrouded in an unsettling silence. The streets, devoid of life, stretched out before me like a labyrinth of forgotten dreams. Inky pools of darkness clung to the corners, stubbornly resisting the feeble rays of the rising sun. It was as if the town itself had been tainted by a sinister force, refusing to surrender to the light.
I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a cracked storefront window, and a shiver shot down my spine. The glass distorted my features, twisting them into a grotesque mockery of myself. Before I could fully comprehend the sight, whispers reached my ears—inhuman voices murmuring in the shadows.
Words like "truth" and "bringer" slithered through the air, chilling me to the bone. It was as if unseen entities were aware of my presence, aware of my role as a dispenser of truth in my profession. The weight of their attention pressed heavily upon me, filling me with a sense of foreboding.
As I cautiously explored the desolate streets, I encountered a townsperson—a perfect mirror image of one of my patients. Seeking assistance, I approached a townsperson who bore an uncanny resemblance to Thomas, my patient known for his brutal honesty.
With a polite smile adorning his face, the townsperson greeted me. "Good day, sir. How may I assist you?" His words dripped with an unsettling charm, a stark contrast to Thomas's usual abrasive nature.
"I'm in need of help. My car broke down, and I require a tow truck or a mechanic," I explained, trying to maintain my composure despite the growing unease within me.
The townsperson's smile remained unwavering as he replied, "I'm terribly sorry to hear about your predicament, but unfortunately, our town is quite isolated, and the services you seek are not readily available. You see, there's no mechanic around, and our tow truck is currently out of commission."
His response sent a chill down my spine, for I knew that Thomas would never shy away from speaking the unfiltered truth. The stark contrast between the patient's brutal honesty and the townsperson's polished lies made the conversation all the more disturbing.
Undeterred, I pressed on, determined to find a solution. "Is there a place nearby where I can make a phone call to seek assistance?"
The townsperson's expression remained placid as he nodded. "Of course, we have a public phone booth just around the corner. However, I must warn you, the line seems to be down at the moment. Perhaps you can try later."
A sense of unease gnawed at me. The deception in his words was palpable. I couldn't help but wonder if this facade of politeness was merely a thin veil concealing something far more sinister.
Growing hungrier by the minute, I decided to inquire about a place to grab a bite to eat. "Is there a restaurant or a café nearby where I can find some food?"
The townsperson's smile widened, his eyes gleaming with an unsettling glimmer. "Ah, I'm afraid all our dining establishments are currently closed for renovations. You won't find anything open at this hour. I apologize for the inconvenience."
Every word he spoke felt like a twist of the knife, the pleasant tone mocking my desperation. It was as if the entire town conspired to deny me even the most basic assistance.
As I ventured deeper into the enigmatic town, my desperation intensified. Seeking aid for my stranded car, I approached a townsperson who bore an uncanny resemblance to Emily, my patient known for her scathing candor.
She greeted me with a disarming smile, her eyes glinting with a deceptive warmth. "Hello there, stranger. What brings you to our humble town?"
Feeling a sense of unease, I mustered the courage to explain my predicament. "My car broke down, and I'm in need of assistance. Is there a mechanic or a service station nearby?"
Emily's smile remained fixed, her voice dripping with saccharine sweetness. "Oh, how unfortunate. I'm afraid our town is quite secluded, and we don't have any mechanics or service stations here. It's such a pity, isn't it?"
Her response sent a shiver down my spine, for I knew all too well the biting honesty that usually emanated from Emily's words. The stark contrast between her usual cruel rudeness and the townsperson's polite deceit heightened the unnerving atmosphere.
Undeterred, I decided to probe further. "Is there a place nearby where I can make a phone call to seek help?"
Emily's eyes gleamed with a chilling delight as she nodded. "Why, yes, there is a phone booth just around the corner. However, I must warn you, the line has been acting up lately. It seems luck is not on your side today."
A knot tightened in my stomach, the realization of their collective deception growing clearer. This town had woven an intricate web of lies, and each encounter served to deepen my unease.
Growing weary and famished, I sought information about a place to satisfy my hunger. "Are there any restaurants or cafés where I can find something to eat?"
Emily's smile widened, revealing a hint of something unsettling beneath the surface. "Ah, I'm afraid all our dining establishments are closed for a private event. They won't be open to the public for quite some time. I apologize for any inconvenience this may cause."
Her words sent a chill coursing through my veins. The townsperson's demeanor was an unsettling reflection of Emily's uncensored honesty, twisted into a sickening semblance of pleasantness. It was as if the town reveled in tormenting me, taunting my helplessness with their deceptive charm.
As I continued my journey through the mysterious town, a sense of foreboding weighed heavily upon me. Seeking aid for my broken-down car, I approached a townsperson who bore an uncanny resemblance to Jacob, my patient known for his cruel rudeness.
A twisted smile spread across the townsperson's face as our eyes met. "Well, well, what do we have here? Another lost soul in need of help?"
My heart skipped a beat, for the malicious glint in their eyes mirrored Jacob's usual sadistic pleasure in causing pain. The contrast between his usual brutal demeanor and the townsperson's chilling charm sent a shiver down my spine.
Summoning my courage, I explained my predicament. "My car has stalled, and I require assistance. Is there a mechanic or a service station nearby?"
The townsperson's smile grew wider, revealing rows of unnaturally sharp teeth. Their voice took on a sinister tone as they replied, "Oh, dear traveler, how unfortunate. Our town is quite isolated, you see, and the mechanics here have a penchant for breaking more than they fix. It's best to avoid their services, if you value your life."
A surge of unease swept through me, the words sinking deep into my core. The townsperson's perverse enjoyment in my misfortune left no doubt that they relished in the suffering of others.
Refusing to succumb to fear, I pressed on. "Is there a place nearby where I can make a phone call to seek help?"
Their laughter, low and menacing, echoed through the empty streets. "Ah, a phone call, you say? How quaint. Our town isn't one for modern conveniences. The phones here... well, let's just say they have a mind of their own. They tend to connect you to places you never wished to reach."
A chill ran down my spine, the revelation leaving me trembling. It was as if the town itself conspired to keep me trapped, severed from any means of outside assistance.
Growing increasingly desperate, I inquired about a place to find sustenance. "Are there any restaurants or cafés where I can find something to eat?"
The townsperson's eyes gleamed with a sinister delight, their voice dripping with malice. "Ah, food... sustenance for the weak. I must warn you, stranger, our town's cuisine is... unique. It caters to more peculiar tastes, if you catch my drift. But fear not, for we have delicacies that will make your skin crawl."
My stomach churned at their words, the realization that this town reveled in the macabre sinking in. The contrast between Jacob's cruel rudeness and the townsperson's wicked charm only served to heighten the pervading sense of horror.
With every interaction, I could feel the town's grip on reality loosening, and the true nature of its inhabitants unveiling itself in unsettling ways.
With a sinking feeling, I realized that the veneer of politeness in this town concealed something far more malevolent. The contrast between my patients' cruel candor and the townspeople's twisted facades served only to deepen the sense of dread that hung heavy in the air.
Questions burned within me, demanding answers. I demanded honesty from these townspeople who insisted on politely lying about their inability to help me. Their deceit extended beyond the realm of car repairs and basic necessities—it seeped into every corner of this enigmatic place, where even the simplest requests were met with pleasant but false assurances.
Driven by my thirst for truth and growing frustration with the townspeople's deceptive façades, I delved deeper into the heart of this enigmatic place. With every step, the atmosphere grew heavier, and an air of impending doom seemed to hang in the murky shadows.
Unbeknownst to me, my relentless pursuit of honesty had begun to unravel something dark and ancient. Ominous portents manifested in the form of flickering streetlights and whispers that danced on the edge of my consciousness. The town itself seemed to pulsate with an unseen energy, as if it were a living entity responding to my unsettling inquiries.
As I caught glimpses of my reflection in broken glass and shattered mirrors, my own visage twisted and contorted. It was as if the very act of seeking truth had tainted my soul, leaving visible scars on the surface. Each crack in the glass seemed to mirror the fractures within my own psyche.
The inhuman voices that had whispered before grew louder, their words filling my mind with their sinister presence. They spoke of a bringer of truth, a harbinger of revelations that could shatter the delicate equilibrium of this town and unleash untold horrors upon its unsuspecting inhabitants.
I was drawn to confront the townspeople once more, hoping to break through their veneer of politeness and unearth the hidden truths they guarded so fervently. However, as I ventured deeper into their midst, a chilling realization took hold—an entity lurked within the shadows, feeding off the collective denial and deception of this town.
As the day wore on, the sun began its descent, casting elongated shadows that danced upon the desolate streets of the eerie town. Doubt and unease gnawed at the edges of my sanity, but I refused to succumb. Determined to find a way out, I continued my search for assistance, unaware of the horrors that awaited me.
Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye, I caught sight of a figure approaching. As they drew nearer, a cold sweat broke out across my brow. The person who stood before me bore an uncanny resemblance, mirroring my own visage. It was as if I were looking into a grotesque reflection of myself.
I stammered, my voice trembling with disbelief. "Who... who are you?"
The doppelgänger grinned, their eyes gleaming with an otherworldly light. "Ah, my dear visitor, it seems we share more than just an appearance. I am but a fragment of the truth you seek."
Confusion gripped me as I struggled to comprehend their cryptic words. "What truth? What do you mean?"
They leaned closer, their breath chilling against my skin. "This town, this facade, it is a sanctuary. A sanctuary that hides a truth so abhorrent, so unspeakable, that the collective acknowledgment of it would grant it unimaginable power."
My mind reeled, the fabric of reality fraying at the edges. Was this some twisted delusion or a glimpse into a sinister reality?
Refusing to believe their words, I clung to the remnants of my sanity. "No, this cannot be true. You're just trying to deceive me, to keep me trapped here!"
The doppelgänger's grin widened, their eyes devoid of empathy. "Believe what you will, but know this: by revealing the truth, you risk damning not only yourself but all who inhabit this wretched place."
A chill wind swept through the town, whispering haunting melodies that seemed to echo the doppelgänger's words. Shadows swirled, tendrils of darkness creeping closer.
Fear and desperation mingled within me, tearing at the fragile threads of my sanity. I had ventured too far, dared to seek answers that were better left unspoken.
Before I could react, the doppelgänger was engulfed by the encroaching darkness. Their form contorted and twisted, morphing into a grotesque, malevolent version of myself. The horrors I had encountered in this town had taken physical shape, manifesting as a twisted caricature of who I once was.
As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting the town into a suffocating gloom, the other townsfolk emerged from the shadows, their distorted visages revealing the true extent of their malevolence.
Driven by their anger at my disruption of their carefully constructed facade, they advanced toward me, their polite words of harmlessness contrasting grotesquely with the weapons they brandished.
Terrified, I turned and fled, the haunting cries of the mirror versions of my patients echoing behind me. The town had rejected me, casting me out into the night, a lone survivor grappling with the lingering doubts of my own sanity.
Days later, when a kind soul finally stopped to help me on the desolate road, I searched for the town on maps and GPS, but it had vanished without a trace. A chilling realization settled upon me: the town existed beyond the realms of conventional reality, a dark pocket where truth and sanity intertwined, forever questioning the limits of human comprehension.
As I drove away, the memories of that nightmarish encounter etched deep within my mind, I vowed never to speak of the town again, burying the chilling secret deep within the recesses of my soul.

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My boyfriend and I have been together for 1 year, and I would like different perspectives on the issue. We want to stay together and fix our problems rather than parting ways.
Last year, we both travelled but with our own families. He was away for 1 week with no time difference, 2 months into our relationship (it was booked before we became a couple). 2 weeks after that, I travelled to Europe with my mom to visit my family after 5 years of not seeing them. At this point, we were together for 2 ½ months.
When I travelled last year, I was gone for 3 weeks and it was harder on him than it was on me, meaning that he had difficulty with the distance and 6 hour time difference. He didn't feel that connection we have when we are together and closer.
This year, my boyfriend and I were supposed to take the same trip to Europe together, to visit my family again, but because he works during the summer, he can't go. We talked about this several months ago. The problem is that I still want to go. I would be going alone and staying with family once I arrive. I haven't purchased my tickets yet.
Fast forward to now. When I spoke to him on the phone on Thursday night (since he was at work) about my plans to travel, he became annoyed. He says I took my decision to travel without including him in the decision-making process. I explained to him that it wasn't the first time I had talked to him about travelling during the summer, so it was nothing new. He says that if it were him, he wouldn't travel without me and that he wouldn't have gone on vacation with his family last year if it wasn't booked in advance. He believes that I shouldn't travel without him because you're just not supposed to do that in a relationship.
Basically, we should travel together wherever we go. He feels betrayed that I want to go on a trip alone to visit my family and that I should make a sacrifice by not going (since he won't be able to go). He also wants me to save my money for our future plans, so if I go, I will be spending money rather than saving. We plan to have a future together, so we are saving what we can. I said to him that I won't put myself in debt by going on this trip and he says "of course, because you don't pay have bills to pay." The thing is, I live with my parents and I only pay for gas (car), some food, physio, etc., as I am a full-time student and work part time. I have enough money saved up to travel. On the other hand, he lives with his parents and he has to pay his phone bill, car, food, rent, and basically everything else on his own, whereas it is the complete opposite for me. So in his eyes, I have it easier than he does, which is why I can travel.
Our goal is to eventually purchase a house together. He feels pressed for time because he will be 30 in 3 years and he doesn't have much money saved up (<10k).
He doesn't want me to go. I want to go. The only way for him to not be sad and/or annoyed is that I listen to him by not going on the trip. He says that he's allowed to not want me to go on the trip, and that his boundary (couples should travel with each other and not without) is valid because that's what he's asking for in a relationship.
After some more talking and arguing, he says I could go on the trip IF I want to, but I will have to live with the consequences of my actions when I get back.
I'm just at a standstill... I understand that he believes couples shouldn't travel without each other, I just don't agree with it, and I want to visit family. While I'm away, we will be texting and calling each other often.
What are your thoughts? Honest opinions are welcome.
TL;DR my partner and I were supposed to travel to Europe to visit my family for 3 weeks. He can't come because he works but I still want to go. He doesn't want me to travel without him. He says "you shouldn't do that in a relationship," and that I should be saving money for our future plans.

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I usually try to stream on Sundays to Fridays: -Sundays I stream survival games from 8am MST and I usually just end when I feel like it. -Mondays are basically a community day where I play multiplayer games from 8am MST to whenever I decide to end. -Tuesdays are basically for games that don't fall into the other categories and start at 3:30pm MST, ending at around 8pm MST. HOWEVER, my partner likes to hang out with me on these days, so I will advise on whether or not I will be streaming. -Wednesdays I like to play games (or stream something) I find silly/wacky and also allows me to do stuff that don't apply to the other days, 3:30pm to around 8pm MST. -Thursdays I play horror games, these go from 3:30pm to around 8pm MST. -Fridays are for fighting/fps games, also 3:30pm to 8pm MST. -Saturdays are my day off. (NOTE: I have a lot of things going on in my life, so chances are I might have to cancel or stream later than usual for whatever reason)
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I played games since I was a kid so I'm pretty good at a number of them (pretty certain games from certain consoles that existed around 2003 onward). I have a lot of hobbies, but streaming, video editing, and art are a few of them (I am relatively self taught, but otherwisedo take any advise I come across). I have many interests, but aviation is a major interest.

Me and 3 of my buddies were planning to go to bonnaroo and suddenly 2 of them had to cancel so pretty much all of our costs doubled for the 2 of us remaining.
We’re going from Ft Lauderdale to TN and we have to rent a car. We’re about to have to cancel but we’re turning to here for help.
What have you found that could work for getting us there for cheaper?
Any help would truly help.

He told me "I just stuck his B**** ass". I think that means he punched him. The lady and guy left their stuff in my car when the guy ran out of my car to go fight the guy again and I got just to be on the safe side. I was concerned the guy his fighting may come back shooting thinking I'm with them and not an Uber and I have my Glock CC in always readyfire because of armed carjackings in our city.
Dashcam below. When we got on freeway I also saw a lady that wanted to be roadkill as she was walking to our left on a narrow strip next to our lane that doesn't protect her from cars coming up behind her.
https://youtu.be/vthLUpijh-U
City I live/drive in isn't even big like Chicago or New York and yet I always encounter bizarre stuff. Nothing surprises me anymore.
I also previously drove a rich dude who owns a company and he told me he has two large mansions in addition to one I picked him up from and also 5 super luxury cars. I was dropping him off to a restaurant in the rich areas of our metro and he also told me he has no kids and every lady he tries to pickup ends up leaving him. Something was off on his personality and ladies were getting discouraged. He said his nephews will inherit his wealth and guy looked late 30s and not even old.

One member said that everyone in the group chat sounded miserable and that if they weren’t going to do anything about it they should give up and kill themselves. I reacted and told they that they sounded like THEY were the ones that needed to get a life, that it wasn’t appropriate to encourage suicide.
I went on to talk about how I’ve tried everything for my PTSD, biofeedback hacks, therapy, pills, etc. and if anyone had advice that I’d appreciate it.
The next user, a different user, told me that if I’m that miserable I should kill my self.
I had an awful relapse of self harm and suicidal ideation last night.
I’m not going to but I feel this awful fear and tightness in my chest.
This is not the first time in my life other People have told me to kill myself. I could really use some support.

The truth is worse than nihilism. What I mean is that nihilism is right, but not complete, just as atheism is right, but not necessarily the entire truth. The real, complete truth is truly depressing, and I wish I never came to realize it. Let me explain. First, let's start off by listing the "layers" of truth.

1. Religion: Pure delusion, the opposite of the truth.
2. Irreligion: Not being religious due to having not been raised religious. It's a bit semantic with atheism but anyways,
3. Atheism: The belief that god doesn't exist, but not necessarily believing that life is meaningless. Typically people who call themselves atheists have grown up in an environment with religion, and call themselves atheists to distinguish themselves, which is a bit absurd, kinda like sane people having to call themselves non-flatearthers.
4. Nihilism: The belief that life is meaningless.

But what could come after nihilism? Nihilism, in itself, it actually not depressing, it is liberating once you realize you don't have to conform to societal pressures, you don't have to do all those things you really don't want to do. But nihilist still believe in themselves, the may not believe in a soul, but they have a sense of self, something that feels like a soul, something that feels like a single tangible point they could grab, stored in their brain. This sense of self is what gives nihilists the will to live, life may be meaningless, but they clearly exist, and can do whatever makes them happy.
But this sense of self is an illusion. "You" only exist at this very instant in time, not before, not after. The person you remember yesterday? That wasn't you, it was a near identical copy of you who you have memories of, but not you. If you've ever been under anesthesia, you would know. Anesthesia is no different from death, whatever your brain does to make you, you, doesn't exist when under anesthesia. The only thing you remember are the moments before you sleep, and then instantly waking up as if time didn't exist. Clearly there is a lapse where "you" didn't exist, just as when you die, yet somehow you wake up with all your memories, feeling like the exact same person. This is the most clear and obvious example of how sense of self is an illusion. "You" are recreated every moment with your memories, but "you" are not continuous throughout time. So the ultimate truth is not just realization that life is meaningless, but realization that "you" don't exist, sense of self is an illusion.

So me and my girlfriend have been dating for over a year (both in college). I’ve known her for a while and we were friends with benefits before I asked her out so we’ve been close for a while. In the beginning it was really nice, the typical honeymoon stage, but as time goes on I find myself to be really unhappy. Not that she isn’t a great person, she’s been through so much and always puts everyone first ahead of her and is genuinely just a very sweet and nice person overall. However, with me, she ALWAYS acts like an overprotective mom…I feel like she thinks that she NEEDS to take care of me and do things for me cause I’m too “dumb” or “guy-like” to do so? It could be simple things that I am more than capable of doing myself, but she insists on doing then and then bragging to me later that I always need her help? Also I feel trapped sometimes…whenever I’m hanging out with my friends, she expects me to text her EVERY single time we do something or go somewhere, even if we’re just hanging for an hour to two. Even today, I hung out with some of my boys and one of them got a new car so we drove around the neighborhoods for a bit and she tracked my location and found out and texted me super passive aggressively. I called her after and she was crying to me about how I keep “breaking her trust” and do such a terrible job of communicating with her. This happens all the time, and frankly I’m tired of it. I kid you not, EVERY TIME I’ve gone out with my friends and without her she always finds some way to cause a fight…even if I go on road trips with my friends she gets mad at me for not texting her every HOUR even when I tell her I’m probably not gonna be on my phone cause I’m with my friends? I just wish she would understand
Another thing is that since we’ve been dating, she’s cut off almost all of her friends, so I’m pretty much one of the only people she has to talk to which is why I’m sure she gets upset when I don’t text her as much as she should like. My only problem is, I tell her I’m not gonna be on my phone and she gets so pissed at me for still not texting her because I’m not “respecting” her when I just want to be off my phone and with my friends. Sometimes I take naps without telling her and when I text her after she gets mad at me bedside she “doesn’t know if I’m safe” even though she has my location (that she checks religiously btw) and it says I’m at home?
Idk….I just been thinking about a lot and I’m not sure if this is worth it for me right now. I’m so young, I’m not sure if a relationship, especially one like this, is something I want to get involved with at this moment. Can anyone PLEASE offer me any advice?

The day I first made contact with Hecate I saw a dead raccoon on the side of the road. The day after I made my first offering I saw two within an hour and asked to be shown another as a sign.. The raccoon appeared but it didn’t even look like it had been hit by a car, it was just collapsed in the middle of the road. When I saw this raccoon my whole body got chills and I felt like crying, something inside me told me to go the cemetery and make an offering. I asked Hecate to show me a dead bird if she wanted me to go to the cemetery tonight and, I can’t stress this enough, seconds later I came across a dead rodent, not a bird. Very confusing. All together today I have probably seen almost 10 dead animals. Is it possible I am not communicating with Hecate but some other spirit that is trying to trick me and take advantage of my beginner knowledge? I’m new to witchcraft and working with spirits in general, I want to be careful but I also want to work with Hecate.

Nice to feel like you never existed and that you never ghosted me for someone else you can spin it however you want to facts are facts I'm not delusional.i know you betrayed me so deep that you are never going to be in my energy again but yet you will watch as I rise like you would never believe in your face that is going to happen because you don't get it , spirituality and my self reflect exactly what you will see. I know all your plans and spells and everything believe me I do denied it doesn't hurt me I know. See your life is going for a bit of a turbulent spot and it's going to continue to get worse I can assure of that. You call me everything that you are not I'm honest I am a great guy and im no fool God protected me and the guy you fucked my life up for how's that working out for ya and your baby I'm glad for you I hope all works out I'm sad that you used me and my baby as a joke and that you destroyed my faith in you and talked to all my friends on your smear campaign you know I didn't deserve anything..so know I wish you equal justice for the scales to be balanced and you go through what I had to endure because it's coming and I really don't think you can make it . See you thought your plans would work but God has different ideas so you you will see me and I will not know you .........

Your new name you chose tonight, or maybe you were chosen by it... It seemed to resonate. I felt a spark when I said it out loud. I felt something connect and I saw your eyes light up. I saw you come to life in a new way. I saw you hide afterwards too.
I know you're scared. I know this is scary, but I promise you can make it. I promise you'll do just fine. You are who you say you are, and I believe in you. And I love who you are and who you will become.
I know at this phase you are still unsure, but from where I am standing, I already see you, and I know it's just a matter of time til you catch up. I know when you do it will be a biblical event — something that deserves it's own scripture. I'd be happy to be your ghost writer, telling the story of you as you grow.
Let this post be the first of many to come; I hope in time I can show you these messages and you'll understand just how loved you are. You are incredible and brave, and I am proud to be yours...
P.S.: take it slow and easy. It's a step by step process to self discovery. We're all eagerly waiting for you to become. Me most of fall.