For context: I’m a international student. I live in the college dorms because I don’t have a car. The FWB is a girl that I matched on Tinder a little over a year ago. We met up a few times and made out. She told me at that time that she and her ex just broke up and wasn’t ready for a relationship.
Personally, I was fine with being just FWB since I was trying to get back to “normalcy” after the relationship with my ex girlfriend of 2 years. I had met my FWB around 6 months after the breakup. We paused the thing between us because she moved to another part of the state for work.
A year later, she told me she was moving back here. I waited around 1-2 weeks to meetup with her because she was tied up with her new job and busy finding a place (and moving). I did my part of giving her space and time as I didn’t want to make her feel pressured.
The past week, she had sent me multiple flirty texts and even asked me to come over yesterday. I was busy with my college assignments. So, I communicated that I’ll see her the very next day (today).
Today, I cleared my schedule and spent most of the day texting her. Around 7-8pm, she told me she needs to meetup with a female friend that’s leaving town for an hour or so at a bar. She said she’ll text me around midnight with the details of the address and stuff.
Around 11pm, she started sexting me again for 15-20 mins. She told me she can’t wait to see me tonight.
Then, she stopped responding.
At 1am, I messaged her and asked her if she still wanted me to come over. She then replied that her friend puked all over her car and she was allowing her to crash at her place for the night. She then sent a NSFW pic as a “apology”.
At that point, I was kinda frustrated and told her that she should communicate better and let me know ASAP that there was some issue instead of making me wait hours after sexting me (even until the last moment).
Then, she got mad and proceeded to tell me that I’m not really her type and that she’s only been talking to me because I was “cool” to her and that she had fun the last time we were together. She also pointed out that the fact that I didn’t own a car and that me living in the dorms were 2 big negatives for her.
Honestly, a part of me was relieved that I finally got the truth from her. But I gotta admit that I felt like crying because it’s demoralizing and hurtful to have someone say that you’re not attractive to your face and I just hate myself for being an idiot and letting this girl play me like this.
I did my best to keep my composure despite hearing this from her and told her that I’m not interested in doing anything with someone that doesn’t find me attractive. I blocked her a minute later.
tl;dr My FWB stood me up last minute after making plans with me and told me to my face that I’m not her type (as in she’s not attracted to me) and she just wanted to hookup because I was “cool” to talk to and because she had fun the previous times we were together. Proceeded to degrade me for being a college student living in the dorms and not owning a car.
I could some words of encouragement. Please…

(Trigger warning for having a friend commit suicide)
I've been reading these posts all night and I've never felt so seen before. I've honestly been crying because I never knew how to explain emotional neglect to people. I feel like telling this story because I've never able to tell it to anyone... I'm 24 and this happened when I was 17, and the older I get the more angry I become about it.
When I was in highschool I had a friend who didn't come to school on Monday or Tuesday. On Wednesday two of our friends were in the counselor's office and no one would tell me why, which pissed me off because I wanted to be able to be there for them. That night I'm up until 1 or 2am doing homework in the kitchen and I get a text that reads "[blank] hung herself yesterday morning. She's in a coma and if she wakes up she'll be paralyzed from the neck down."
I remember running up to my room and sobbing as loud as I could. I grew up in a SUPER emotionally neglectful household. I cannot name one, single time that my mom comforted me. I remember crying from grief and shock with no worry of waking my mom up, because I thought finally, this type of pain will warrant comfort. She'll wake up and come comfort me. Except she didn't.
I woke up for school the next day and said nothing about it-- I was in a lot of shock, and I didn't even know how to bring it up. I always say that my household had no emotional infrastructure. There were emotions but no road for them to travel on, so I learned from a very young age that there's no feasible way (or a reason) to communicate them. So I just threw on clothes and said nothing in the car to school and went to my first period english class. The teachers all knew but the students (except my friend group) only knew that "something happened." I was waiting for class to start and they were all whispering and wondering what happened, and it felt like such a bad fucking teen movie because I was sitting there and knew exactly what happened. Then the english teacher goes "I want to be sensative so we're not going to follow the lesson plan today, we're going to read this poem about death." Which I'm still honestly pissed about.
I remember meeting up with a friend to walk to our next class together, except we both could speak without crying and she left to cry in the bathroom. I sat in second period for about 5 minutes listening to people whisper before just getting up and leaving. I walked to the front office where most of my friend group was with our favorite teacher, and the office people had cleared out a classroom for us to sit and cry in. Eventually they call our parents to come pick us up.
My mom awkwardly rubbed my back while we sat in the parking lot and she goes "what...what happened?" and it's so cheesy but I never understood the phrase 'the words were caught in my throat' before, except they were, and I had to force them out. Then she goes "why didn't you tell me this morning?" and I still can not even comprehend the gaul she had to say that, because how could I have told her??
She bought me a smoothie on the way home as my "comfort".
I go home and cry in bed. I get a text a few hours later that says "she's dead." I go downstairs and tell my mom that she's dead. And that was it.
A couple days later her family invites my friend group to see her body at the hospital before they take it out. The 5 of us, delirious, in-shock teenagers who can barely drive, drove 2 hours to the hospital with no adults. We almost got in a car crash because the driver turned onto the highway wrong and we were facing the cars.
I had to buy my own funeral dress. I had to get a carpool to the funeral.

So I made a post 23 days ago about being officially off Lexapro for a week, with some crazy side effects that ended up being covid haha.
I want this to be an honest update for a lot of people struggling while on or off of this medication.
After I recovered from covid, I genuinely wasn't too bad in terms of anxiety. My sleep was still pretty consistent.
My transition off of this was admittedly a lot better than most, but I was also on the lowest dosage of 10mg.
I was able to take a big trip last week, as the driver, to a horror convention several hours away, and managed it beautifully. It was a great time, and I wasn't panicked or uncomfortable.
However this week I've definitely noticed trouble getting to sleep earlier, and after a complete failure trying to get my student loans refinanced today, I can't sleep.
It's currently 4AM, and every time I get settled, it feels like my adrenal glad spits out something as soon as I think about anything.
Now, before being on medication, I had my sleepless nights that usually evened themselves out.
However, I just feel like my body is reacting to some stressful news with such extreme prejudice. I don't want my body going into panic mode at every minor or major life inconvenience.
Also guys, I'm just fucking tired. I love sleep. I love a comfortable bed and the relaxed feeling you get when your body finally shuts off your muscles. I hate being robbed of that because I had one stressful day, ya know?
What's even more annoying is I'm very self aware of it all. It feels more like an adrenaline shot, and less like mental panic/anxiety. I'm sure we can all relate to that feeling of your mind racing in an unfocused manner? Well I feel pretty clear headed, and I know exactly what the stressor is, but I can't tell my body to shut up haha.
However, despite this rough night, I don't know if it's worth calling up my doctor and going back on Lexapro for a life inconvenience. I just love my sleep though, and I hate being robbed of it.
I stopped Lexapro to lose weight, and I've noticed a lot more energy at the gym, with the libido stronger than ever. I haven't noticed crazy debilitating anxiety or panic returning either. I'm in such a better spot in my life, compared to the start of the pandemic.
Is there anything that can help me just with getting to sleep at night? Would a low dose of melatonin work? Does anyone here take like 5 or 2.5mg doses of Lexapro? Like some sort of really really low dose just to take the edge off?
I might give a 2 or 3 month update on my progress. It's so tough with my internal battle to not use this as a crutch for normal life events and inconveniences, but I took Lexapro since 2020, and I genuinely felt pretty damn good on it. The weight gain was just insane.

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Ok, so this is my first reddit post, so please excuse any confusion. Recently, while watching YouTube, I stumbled upon a list of 10 alternate/parallel universe stories. I have believed in the theories of alternate universes forever...I mean literally, for as long as I can remember, and I have good reason.
I am a woman, almost 50 y.o, who has always had these "dreams". In my dreams, I am someplace else, but with full memories of ever part of my life when in the dream. I wake up at least 5x's/night, with full memories of the dream I had just had. I tried keeping dream logs, but, with the amount of dreams I have a night, along with the details remembered in each dream, I don't have the time to write down each dream. If i were to write them, they would be complete stories, not dreams. I almost wish I had someone who could write them for me.
The majority of my dreams are all in the same world. I call this world "The Land Of Nod", Don't ask me why I call it that, I started calling it that when I was about 15 and it just stuck.
My earliest memory of having repetitive dreams and dreams of this other world, was about when I was either 4 or 5, but I am sure I have had them my whole life, unfortunately, our brains don't start storing memories until about that age. My earliest memory of this life, was when I was approx. 3-4 y/o. My parents tell me that as a baby, I had colic until I was 9-months old, that's pretty late for colic, considering it usually subsides by the time a baby id 3-4 months old, I truly believe that it was not colic that kept me awake all night instead of sleeping, I believe I was having these dreams even then. At that young age, and I believe i was so confused, about what to believe and what not to believe, kept me up, crying, trying to stay in in world. Now, I know this is just a guess, but if you had experienced the things I have experienced thru-out the past 49 years of my life, you would understand why I feel this way. My friends and co-workers ask me everyday about my dreams the night before. Sometimes I tell them, sometimes I don't and sometimes i can't, because in "The Land Of Nod", there are creatures that don't exist here. There are everyday animals sold in their pet shops that don't exist here, on this plane, and most importantly, there are colors that don't exist here. They are impossible for me to describe, and although I will vividly remember the colors I see for several days after the dream, the memories slowly fade with time. But one thing I am sure of, they were there.
I compare it to how different animals, can see different colors due to the cones in their eyes. They say dogs only see in black and white, yet some insects can see different colors on the color spectrum, like ultraviolet,that our human eyes can't even imagine. Well, you can think I'm insane all you want, but it's true. There are amazing, marvelous, beautiful colors, both light and dark, shimmery, yet not opaque, indistinct, yet comprehensible, all at the same time.
When i say I wake up 5x/night,I am not exaggerating, in fact, I am lowering the bar. There have been times when i have woken up 9-10x/night due to these dreams.
Like I said, the majority of the time, I go to the same world when i dream. I know the whole town so well, I could draw a map. I know where the movie theater is,the mall, the train stations and the houses.
While some of you are probably thinking that I have taken bits and pieces of the real world and introduced them to create "The Land of Nod", i assure you, that is not the case. These are places, I know I have never seen, with people, most of who I have never met. Sometimes different people in my family will be there, and other times, someone entirely different would be my mother or father. On these occasions, I remember that whole entire life, clear as day. All the memories are intact, Sometimes, I am me, but younger, or older and other times, I am someone completely different. I have been a black woman in my dreams (I am a white woman in this dimension). I have been a Chinese male, and a Chinese female. For some reason, I have been Chinese more than any other ethnicity,
Now don't go getting up in arms over race and sex....I have no control over my dreams in the past, or even who I will be tonight.
A common theme with most of my dreams is the world ending. I have dreamt about this more times than I could begin to explain. 9 out of 10 times, in my dreams, the world ends due to floods and tsunami's. On occasion, I have been in the thick of it, trying to save people and get them on boats. But most of the time, it's after the fact. The damage and destruction. The haunting shapes of twisted metal from where skyscrapers use to be. I will say this: all of the dreams about the tsunami catastrophes appear to be far in the future. I can tell by what has been left over. The remnants, even of the twisted skyscrapers, are nothing that even remotely looks like this century.
I have not only had dreams of the end times, I have had dreams where I have lived a whole lifetime, grown up, fell in love, got married, grew old and relaxed with my old, true love, on a raft, in a makeshift lake that was inside a giant spaceship, where we could look up and see the clear dome, at least a 100 feet above us, showing all the stars. I remember the peace I felt in that moment.The peace of knowing I had a good life, with a man I love and being ready to accept death.
I have had movies that were complete movies. I( watched them fro beginning to end. They don't exist here in this dimension...believe me, I have searched. I have dreamt of musicals, one I remember i call "Stomp", because it was a horror, comical musical, of this band of gypsies, that floated from town to town, killing people, by stomping their heads while circling around them singing. I remember all these and more, vividly.
I have seen giant insects like 4 feet long spiders and 12 inch bees, whose abdomens were completely transparent, so much so, that I could see the intestines, both blue and green, inside the liquid sac of their abdomen.
I don't know why, after all these years I am talking about this.
I believe, honestly in my heart, that these are different dimensions that are out there, but we are unable to see or touch them, at least I can't when I'm awake,.
One more thing I would like to mention. When i crawl into bed and drift off to "The Land of Nod", i almost always find myself waking up there. I go to sleep here and wake up, still drowsy, in a different bed, but knowing where I am and who I am.
This was just a quick synopsis of my dream world and how i believe it relates to parallel dimensions. If anyone is interested, I have dreams and stories from the other side that could last for days. Do the math: between 4- 10 dreams a night, every night. Almost always remembering every detail. I have a lot written down, but more in my memory, stored, hoping someday to possibly write a book, or one of the movies or musicals I saw in the other world.
I would like to do a sleep study someday, but I wouldn't know what to say as to why. It's not really a medical reason, so insurance wouldn't cover it. I wish there was a scientist out there, studying dreams and other dimensions. If there was, I would be the perfect candidate.
Until then, if anyone happens to find my dreamworld interesting, amusing, or has had similar occurrences, Please let me know.
Sleep well. Don't fear. Namaste.
I certainly have no shortages of dream stories to tell....I just don't have enough time left on earth to tell them all.
Good night all...I'm off to "the Land of Nod" again. Hopefully I will only visit the other world no more than 5 times tonight......it takes a toll on my waking life.
I have never written about it before,maybe the fact that you are all a bunch of strangers that can't judge me helps me to speak my dark into the light. I've gotta be at work in a few hours, and I have an extremely tough job, being an SUD counselor for addicts in a recovery home, so I have to be on-point. Thanks again for listening to an old lady drag on about nothing and everything at the same time. I appreciate all of you. There is purpose, both in this life and the next, I can promise you that!

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I'm gonna save time and cut to the chase: I haven't kept up with H3H3 at all since I stopped watching Idubbbz/Filthy Frank in 2017 (Think Tana Mongeau era). I didn't even really watch H3H3 back then either because of personal tastes and preferences. Despite not watching, I had a whole host of opinions that I held about Ethan with nothing to back them. I'd love to be corrected so I can at the very least have valid reasons to like or dislike him.
My completely evidenceless thoughts I'd like fact checked by people who actually know this person lol: -doesn't necessarily bother with PCness when it comes to slurs/pronouns. -says offensive(non-PC) things like he's doing a bit? -right wing? doubting far right, but assuming conservative. -I saw his big ass vape with Oliver Tree. I don't know quite what information to pull from that. -From the clips I've seen it's like he invites people into his podcast and then heckles them for an hour? -Heavily sarcastic most of the time. -embodies cringefest, leans into it. -Genuinely slow learner, but genuinely likes learning about different opinions -Something about him screams he has this one weird strongly liberal opinion he defends like his life depends on it. -Has done nothing but his podcast for the last, what, 6 years? I know no notable events he's been apart of. -I know nothing about his wife(?)girlfriend(?)friend(?) -She is either quiet or doesn't speak amazing English, or both, or something else entirely? There might be nothing more than that's how she sounds and I'm being a piece of shit with those assumptions. -Hilda? Helga? I'm pretty certain one of those names is close.
Yeah, that's it, I think? I just want to know what I've got wrong, got right, what might've been right and is wrong now, vice versa, all that jazz.

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EMAIL : HACKERSWORLDX24 AT GMAIL DOT COM
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- SHe made hER terms very clear;
- SHe assured when the work will be delivered and should you not find the hack satisfying, there is a 24 hours refund policy if you find the service unsatisfactory and you feel you didn't get value for your money.I highly recommended the services of AMELIA.

Wondering the general consensus on this. I consider my training relatively "low" volume, and have been seeing much better progress in the last few weeks, just from less, more intense sets, really focusing on the mind-muscle connection, and form, rather than grinding out needless sets per-session, and getting systemically fatigued.
I usually do about 12-15 sets per session, over 5 days a week, and I'm in the gym for about ab hour and half (if you include warmup sets, it's more like 20ish sets+)

So I've been going through a rough time and I post a lot of stuff on my own wall. Like my song lyrics that I wrote, thoughts that I am having, things I see on the internet etc.
About after 20 posts facebook always hits me with a " You're temporarily restricted from posting statuses until tomorrow at" and its always 24 hours later.
I am not spamming anybody elses page, I am not messaging anybody with spam, I am not posting any bad links or advertising crypto or anything. It is a new facebook account though and I only have 9 friends. (I have a small circle)
Does anybody have any idea why I keep getting limited from posting on my OWN WALL?
It's kind of getting frustrating and depressing. It's my own wall and I am doing it for my own mental health reasons. It's therapeutic for me.
Why do I get limited?

For context: I’m a international student. I live in the college dorms because I don’t have a car. The FWB is a girl that I matched on Tinder a little over a year ago. We met up a few times and made out. She told me at that time that she and her ex just broke up and wasn’t ready for a relationship.
Personally, I was fine with being just FWB since I was trying to get back to “normalcy” after the relationship with my ex girlfriend of 2 years. I had met my FWB around 6 months after the breakup. We paused the thing between us because she moved to another part of the state for work.
A year later, she told me she was moving back here. I waited around 1-2 weeks to meetup with her because she was tied up with her new job and busy finding a place (and moving). I did my part of giving her space and time as I didn’t want to make her feel pressured.
The past week, she had sent me multiple flirty texts and even asked me to come over yesterday. I was busy with my college assignments. So, I communicated that I’ll see her the very next day (today).
Today, I cleared my schedule and spent most of the day texting her. Around 7-8pm, she told me she needs to meetup with a female friend that’s leaving town for an hour or so at a bar. She said she’ll text me around midnight with the details of the address and stuff.
Around 11pm, she started sexting me again for 15-20 mins. She told me she can’t wait to see me tonight.
Then, she stopped responding.
At 1am, I messaged her and asked her if she still wanted me to come over. She then replied that her friend puked all over her car and she was allowing her to crash at her place for the night. She then sent a NSFW pic as a “apology”.
At that point, I was kinda frustrated and told her that she should communicate better and let me know ASAP that there was some issue instead of making me wait hours after sexting me (even until the last moment).
Then, she got mad and proceeded to tell me that I’m not really her type and that she’s only been talking to me because I was “cool” to her and that she had fun the last time we were together. She also pointed out that the fact that I didn’t own a car and that me living in the dorms were 2 big negatives for her.
Honestly, a part of me was relieved that I finally got the truth from her. But I gotta admit that I felt like crying because it’s demoralizing and hurtful to have someone say that you’re not attractive to your face and I just hate myself for being an idiot and letting this girl play me like this.
I did my best to keep my composure despite hearing this from her and told her that I’m not interested in doing anything with someone that doesn’t find me attractive. I blocked her a minute later.
I could some words of encouragement. Please…

I 33f have a baby boy 1.5 years with my husband 29m and I'm a SAHM. Before you jump to saying what's so difficult about taking care of 1 child, it's not. I absolutely adore my son and I'd stand barefoot on top of broken glass for him. My problem isn't my son, it's my husband or at least his unwillingness to give me a break at bedtime. Our son is disabled, he has a whole mess of medical issues that cause him to still be infantile. He's maybe 3 months developmentally. I organize all of his therapies, appointments, I take him to everything, he's literally never been babysat, not by family or friends or even been in daycare. He spent 5 months in the NICU when he was born prematurely. Since coming home he does not fall asleep on his own, he doesn't stay asleep for more than 2-3 hours, even less if I try to put him down after he's asleep. He hasn't spent a single full night in his crib and I literally hold him all night in a chair in our bedroom, otherwise I'd be getting up repeatedly throughout the night. I want to lay in my own fu**ing bed, I want to sleep through the night, I'm so exhausted all the time. I've gained well over 100 pounds since having him because I have no energy, I'm just exhausted. I really rarely ask if my husband can get him to sleep and put him down in his crib so I can have a break from doing it EVERY SINGLE NIGHT! He just starts complaining that the baby won't fall asleep for him or that the chair is uncomfortable. We've tried letting him cry it out in the crib but even with melatonin he won't fall asleep unless he's held. My husband will fain incompetence with things too, acting like he doesn't know how to do this or that and he has no patience with our son when he doesn't want to do it. I can not stress this enough he is in no way, shape or form abusive towards either of us, we have a very good relationship, he is absolutely a wonderful father and husband, I am only here about the one thing. I would say I have only asked him to take over 5 whole times in the time that our son's been home, over of which he refused and I was incredibly sick. I'm just so sick of it. I get up with the baby give him meds and a bottle then more meds, I get him back to sleep then spend the whole day with him regardless of my husband is working, maybe 2-3 times a month he'll get up early enough and take the baby to the living room, then I get to sleep in our bed for an hour or two, if he's behaved. Otherwise I have to get up and calm him. Anytime I bring up this to my husband I'm meet with defensive argument, accusations that I'm calling him a bad father and then he just tells me I'm mean to him all the time. That last one might be true because when we started dating he had depression and anxiety that he struggled with. I helped him overcome a lot and we are very strong together (we lost another baby a year prior to prematurity and then his dad died from covid 5 months later). However, since our son was born my priorities shifted and the stress of what we were going through fell on my shoulders and continues to do so. Our son is my number one priority and will always come first, because of that and the lack of sleep I get, I'm sometimes very short and verbally aggressive towards my husband. I don't coddle him anymore. He's not a man child, he's an adult and I stand up to bat for him but also I'm tired. I love being a mom, I say it a lot that I feel I was made to be this kind of mom. I can't picture what raising a normal child would be like anymore. I know I made my husband out to be this terrible person for this one thing, but this is just one those nights that I asked for help and was met with indifference and hostility. I really just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.
TLDR: husband won't let me sleep in our bed because our baby is a baby.

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Over the course of three films so far, we’ve seen the consequences of what can happen when one of the world’s greatest hitmen comes out of retirement. John Wick, AKA Baba Yaga or The Boogeyman, is a man who is not to be trifled with under any circumstances, yet criminals can never seem to learn their lesson. This incredibly popular series began with John (Keanu Reeves) seeking revenge on the men that invaded his home, stole his car, and worst of all, killed his puppy, Daisy. From here, endless complications have prevented John from returning to retirement as he has traveled around the world and gone on the run. Now, in John Wick: Chapter 4 (2023), we’ll get to witness the titular hitman’s greatest challenge yet as he seeks revenge on the High Table. A council of highly respected (and feared) crime lords, they run the criminal underworld’s most powerful and notorious organizations; so needless to say, John has a punishing task ahead of him.
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Chad Stahelski’s sequel impressively outdoes the critical success of its predecessors, with John Wick: Chapter 4’s positive reviews being the best of the franchise. The movie already holds a Certified Fresh 93% score from critics on Rotten Tomatoes, which is higher than the two sequels’ 89% scores and the original’s 86% rating. John Wick: Chapter 4 is also expected to be the franchise’s biggest box office success yet, meaning it’s apt to enjoy a long exclusive theatrical window before releasing on streaming.
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When Does the John Wick 4 Movie Come Out?
John Wick: Chapter 4 officially hits theaters on March 24, 2023. But you can catch early screenings as soon as Thursday, March 23.
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Following its release in theaters, the film will be available to stream on Prime Video. Expect the movie to hit the streamer 45 days after its theatrical run, which should be sometime in May. it's most likely that Peacock will be the main platform that will stream John Wick: Chapter 4.
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Is John Wick 4 Available Streaming on Peacock?
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Not Now,Lionsgate struck a massive distribution deal with Peacock that gives the streaming service exclusive rights to its films’ “Pay 2” streaming window (via THR). The agreement means that after Lionsgate’s films have their initial streaming releases on Starz, the movies, like John Wick: Chapter 4, will later be available to stream on Peacock. Since Lionsgate hasn’t even confirmed the official streaming release date for the John Wick sequel on Starz, don’t expect to see the movie land on Peacock until at least winter 2024 after the deal officially kicks in.
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Pay 1 windows typically last between a year to 18 months, meaning that if John Wick: Chapter 4 begins streaming on Starz in September 2023, it isn’t likely to join Peacock's movie library until September 2024 at the earliest. Peacock and Lionsgate's deal confirmed that releases like John Wick: Chapter 4 would start streaming on the service in 2024, so the latest movie will most likely be on Peacock in fall 2024. By this time, John Wick: Chapter 4 will be available alongside the entire John Wick franchise for streaming on the platform.
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No, John Wick 4 will not be available on Netflix — at least not anytime soon, since it will be heading straight to Peacock after its theatrical release. In the meantime, you’ll just have to wait for it to become available on the NBCUniversal-owned streaming platform.
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John Wick 4 is expected to stream on HBO Max at some point after its theatrical run. No official streaming release date for the movie has yet been given, but as it comes from Warner Bros., it will likely arrive on the platform after its cinematic debut barring some unprecedented events or a unique deal.
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Viewers are saying that they want to view the new movie John Wick 4 on Hulu. Unfortunately, this is not possible since Hulu currently does not offer any of the free episodes of this series streaming at this time. It will be exclusive to the MTV channel, which you get by subscribing to cable or satellite TV services. You will not be able to watch it on Hulu or any other free streaming service.
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Amazon Prime Video subscribers might be disappointed because ‘John Wick 4’ is not a part of the streaming giant’s library. Alternatively, you have the option to turn to similar films using your subscription, including ‘Smile,' 'Bram Stoker's Dracula,' 'Let the Right One In.’
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The bad news is that the movie is not likely to come to Prime Video. Paramount Pictures movies used to head to Amazon Prime Video about a year after the theatrical release, but that’s changed with a lot of movies recently. Instead of heading to Prime Video, they’ve gone to Paramount+.
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Is John Wick 4 Streaming Online?
Well, not right now. In terms of the streaming release, John Wick 4 will most likely follow the 45-day theatrical window before being available to stream online. Due to Peacock's multi-billion dollar acquisition of Lionsgate (the franchise's production company), it's most likely that Peacock will be the main platform that will stream John Wick 4.
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Soon to be four entries long, the John Wick franchise continues to deliver crowd-pleasing and action-packed times for audiences. So, with the newest installment being released very soon, now is the perfect time to head back to the beginning and relive John’s journey!
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John Wick 4 Cast
Keanu Reeves leads a cast that includes Donnie Yen, Bill Skarsgård, Laurence Fishburne, Hiroyuki Sanada, Shamier Anderson, Lance Reddick, Rina Sawayama, Scott Adkins, Clancy Brown, Natalia Tena, Marko Zaror, and Ian McShane.

Gov. Whitmer signs bills to repeal right to work, restore prevailing wage

https://www.detroitnews.com/story/news/politics/michigan/2023/03/24/whitmer-signs-bills-to-repeal-right-to-work-restore-prevailing-wage-democrats/70045929007/
https://www.reddit.com/news/comments/120uj3c/gov_whitmer_signs_bills_to_repeal_right_to_work/

Disney World deal with union will raise minimum wage to $18 an hour

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/disney-world-minimum-wage-union-deal-18-hou
https://www.reddit.com/news/comments/1205k8s/disney_world_deal_with_union_will_raise_minimum/

YSK: Now Is The Time to Submit Comments to Proposed FTC Rule To Ban Non-Compete Agreements

Many of you have heard about the proposed FTC rule to ban non-compete agreements, which are often in place to ban workers from seeking employment with other companies seen as competitors. Comments are now open to the public on the FTC website to approve or disapprove of this proposed rule. Submissions close on April 19, 2023.
Why YSK: Now is your opportunity to make your voice heard.
https://www.reddit.com/YouShouldKnow/comments/120pmsm/ysk_now_is_the_time_to_submit_comments_to/

TikTok CEO's lies exposed

https://v.redd.it/94nvg1vrmmpa1
https://www.reddit.com/ThatsInsane/comments/120aum5/tiktok_ceos_lies_exposed/

Straight up from Black Mirror

https://v.redd.it/9mdy80ar2qpa1
https://www.reddit.com/boringdystopia/comments/120itby/straight_up_from_black_mirro

Intel pioneer Gordon Moore, who helped lead growth of personal computing, dies at 94

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/business/2023/03/25/intel-pioneer-gordon-moore-who-helped-lead-growth-personal-computing/

US charges fugitive crypto exec Do Kwon with eight counts of fraud

https://www.theverge.com/2023/3/23/23653288/do-kwon-crypto-arrest-montenegro-south-korea-police
https://www.reddit.com/technews/comments/120sjip/us_charges_fugitive_crypto_exec_do_kwon_with/

South Carolina's comptroller quits after a $3.5 billion accounting error

https://www.npr.org/2023/03/23/1165669619/south-carolina-comptroller-resigns-accounting-error
https://www.reddit.com/offbeat/comments/120m0hn/south_carolinas_comptroller_quits_after_a_35/
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Woman who was U.P. cop sues brotherhood: They bet on who would sleep with me first

https://www.freep.com/story/news/local/michigan/2023/03/19/woman-cop-sues-department-sex-harassment-upper-peninsula/69929235007/
https://www.reddit.com/Michigan/comments/11vmmr0/woman_who_was_up_cop_sues_brotherhood_they_bet_on/

4 ex-cops charged in Tyre Nichols’ death barred from police

https://apnews.com/article/tyre-nichols-officers-fired-memphis-facb607496ba0f8abf9d7cdf21c97446
https://www.reddit.com/news/comments/120r659/4_excops_charged_in_tyre_nichols_death_barred/

Philadelphia to pay $9M for tear-gassing protesters, residents in 2020

https://billypenn.com/2023/03/20/west-philadelphia-protesters-9-million-settlement-tear-gassing-2020/
https://www.reddit.com/Bad_Cop_No_Donut/comments/11xct1h/philadelphia_to_pay_9m_for_teargassing_protesters/

[Vermont] Former state trooper arrested on more than a dozen charges for allegedly stealing more than $40,000 of items in police custody

https://vtdigger.org/2023/03/20/former-state-trooper-arrested-on-more-than-a-dozen-charges-for-allegedly-stealing-more-than-40000-of-items-in-police-custody/
https://www.reddit.com/byebyejob/comments/11xsxdd/vermont_former_state_trooper_arrested_on_more/

Police sue rapper Afroman for "humiliation" and "loss of reputation" after he used footage of home raid to make new music and videos

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/police-sue-rapper-afroman-for-humiliation-and-loss-of-reputation-after-he-used-footage-of-home-raid-to-make-new-music-and-videos/?ftag=CNM-00-10aab7e&linkId=206851233
https://www.reddit.com/offbeat/comments/1211lw0/police_sue_rapper_afroman_for_humiliation_and/

So I live next door to a sweetheart elderly lady, 94 yr old, lives alone and has dementia, does have carers three times a day, who say she shouldn't be living alone, but reporting be down to the family and they are powerless to do so.
Her husband worked all his life and put a decent little nest egg away for her.
So going back to September last year I messaged her son her telly was up loud, and it was quite late. Turns out she had fallen, spent 2 week hospitalised.
When she went in he was panicked, because he maybe forced to put her into care.
Back story is, she gave him a chunk of money to go buy a house many years ago, but he bought a static caravan in a holiday park, which has 15 years expiration date, where you either move the caravan offsite, or they buy it back off you for pennies and you buy a brand new one back.
There has been an agreement made between him and his brother that he can have the property and he gets everything that is in the bank, if she does go into care however, they split the money minus what he already has received, which won't be enough for him to buy another property outright.
I messaged him worried last night, saying it was late and her telly was up loud again.
He didn't answer straight away so I looked through her window and reported back to him I could see her zimmer but was unsure if she was okay.
He told me to mind my business and I had no right to look through her window. I thought he would be grateful he has someone to sound the alarm if his mum gets her. (He told me about the alarm in the street prior and said when she falls and presses it the company call him and it's pointless as he lives so far away, so just waits for the care company to go out.... pretty much laughed about the situation)
He said I don't bother with her, and to stay out of it.
I did used to pop over more often via the balcony which we share, but I asked, in a very tactful way that when they were over would they mind watching their dog on the balcony as it was urinating over my back door (which I let slide for not wanting to sour relations) but had just stepped out into dog excrement, which I had to bring up as it's not acceptable. There was no apology. He just erected a flimsy chicken wire fence on the balcony dividing it.
Poor old lady thinks people are breaking into her house and hiding behind furniture when she is there alone.
I've seen first hand how he treats her which isn't great. Making her get up to get the remote if she asks for it, saying she is getting lazy and needs to do it herself.
He had to stay with in lockdown as his caravan is classed as a holiday home and everyone had to be offsite, they left her screaming in bed, saying how annoying she was and her mind is going, turns out she had a urine infection and went into hospital.
They get paid for 16 hours carers allowance from the government but only do her shopping and go. Spend 2/4 there tops.

Hello, I will be ranting about how my best friend is to me, after all I have done for her.
So my friend is the smart kid in school while i am a little behind her. Everyday school day, we would sit together at the cafeteria and talk. But the thing is everytime I asked her a question she would always respond "I don't know" or just ignore me. And no, I am not disturbing her as she also asks me questions all the time. Well they are only related to school stuff. Yes, the only time she talks to me is always regarding some type of school stuff. I always answered her questions made her feel at home and treated her like a sister.
But, one time when we were outside in a SUPER sunny spot and I asked her if we can switch somewhere else and join my other friends since it was blazing in the place we were sitting and my "friend" just said bye and left me like that. And, I don't make her feel left out either when with other friends. So, why is she like this to me??
Another time when we were class, I was asked her something POLITELY and she moved out of the place we were sitting. Of course she didn't get a place to sit since she has no other friends. So when she came back she moved her chair aside from me and didn't talk to me he whole time. And no, it wasn't an uncomfortable question, I just asked her what chapters were coming for a particular subject.
The only times she is kind to me is when she is at my house where her parents and my parents are also there or when she needs help.
The few other times she ignored me or her response was always oh, okay or I don't know.
I have never been petty with her and also, she had completely ignored me last year as well but only returned when she needed help which was where I had made a mistake by making her my friend again.
She even calls me ugly. I can't fight with that question but she doesn't look so pretty either. Though I would say I look pretty average. Yesterday, a day after she had ignored me again I asked her if she wanted to join me and my small friend group for lunch she said yes very eagerly but when we reached the spot she completely vanished and sat somewhere else. I couldn't bother though, I am sick of her attitude problem. She also pays no heed to my other friend's question either.
When she asks me a question, I answer it. But when I do, she doesn't.
And when another time she came to my house to do homework, I took a little break for 10 minutes and returned back to work. A few weeks later I asked her if she wanted to come to my house again and she said that I would be on my phone the whole time again. Considering I did my homework for 4 hours that day a 10 minutes break. I respect that she didn't want to come to my house again but her saying that I would be on my phone the whole time really made me sad and frustrated me. I didn't show my anger, though.
She is always petty towards me and makes me feel angry or sad most of the time.
Should I just cut all ties with her?

Or will I never get the hang of this bloody game.
I went to the driving range to hit a ball for the first time at the end of January some 9 weeks ago. Literally never played anything but a few rounds of crazy golf in my life. Thought an iron was something to get creases out of your trousers etc.
Unsurprisingly I wasn't very good and struggled to hit the ball with any consistency.
Since then I have played 5 rounds of 18 holes and 2 rounds of 9 holes whilst also going to the driving range a few times each week. So I've been fairly active over the last couple of months. The amount of effort was not being reflected in my scores. Handicaps are capped at 36 in my society regardless of slope so ive come last every time andmy best stsbleford score is 20. My first 2 official submitted scorecards were 118 and 119 on a very easy par 64 course and it started to get frustrating.
So I invested in a 60 minute swing lesson with thr head pro at a local club. And it was good...during the lesson. I was making cleaner contact and it was comfortably the best hour I've spent at the range.
Yesterday I played an admittedly tough course (in quite poor conditions as we had heavy rain overnight). My actual handicap according to WHS for this course was 63 giving me 4 shots on the hardest 9 holes. I still had to pick up on 8 of them, in some instances meaning it took 11 or more shots on the par 5's..it was miserable.
My final official scorecard reads 149...78 over par...
This gave me just 21 points playing to a ridiculous 63 handicap and just 11 points for the society comp (playing to 36).
It's the worst I've played, everything felt unnatural, no confidence etc.
I wasn't expecting to be getting pars or bogeys on most holes at this stage but I was hoping to see some kind of improvement and not to go backwards.
I've never put so much effort into something to see such little progress and it was kind of demoralising to be honest!
Is this just part of it? Will it get better one day or suddenly click? And tips or advice because after yesterday I felt like throwing my clubs in the sea..but obviously I'll be back out there next week!
Cheers for reading

Trying to finish filling a fantasy baseball league for tonight at 630pm eastern.
Criteria are as follows
$30 H2H Weekly Scoring/Daily Set
Scoring Format: Pretty Similar to DFS Sites will submit a point format if requested
Draft: Snake, randomized order 1 hour prior
Roster: 31 Man Rosters 23 Starts 8 Bench 3 IL
Transactions: Basic 7/7, move to last after waiver pick up.
League Size: 10 HAVE TO PAY BEFORE DRAFT -
Buy in: $30 via leaguesafe, majority approval
Message or send me a chat request for an invite/scoring and any other questions!

Was Cleaved originally going to be a 1-hour long series finale, not fused as a TV movie with the last few episodes before it?
What I mean is, was the episode Cleaved originally 1 hour long before being cut down to 22 minutes?
I vaguely recall someone mentioning that Adam MacArthur said in an interview or podcast that Cleaved alone was going to be an hour long, but had to cut it down to the standard 22 minutes, without ads.
I kept hearing stuff like a lot of stuff had to be cut out like Marco bleeding from the stab wound.
I want to make sure that it is true or not, so any links or posts indicating this is helpful

Dx jan 5th due to a massive flare up hospitalizing me. I look at the last 4 months like a huge bell curve with the symptoms receding mostly after the days of steroids, however never fully going away. Its nearing time for my 2nd infusion of Tysabri and its been 3 full months since my DX - from what ive read and my neuro told me, it can take "up to 2-3 months to fully recover from a flare up" (though many times its much quicker).
The thing is, even though the symptoms have improved drastically from my initial hospitalization, im in constant pain - currently max daily dose of codine/tylenol, im exhausted all the time - sleeping 14 hours a day on average - even taking different stimulants the doctors have given me, and most days i need a cane to walk (not just to steady myself but because my legs feel so weak). ive seen my neuro twice and have been seeing my primary doc every week because they are trying to get a handle on my symptoms still (my primary is consulting my neuro) so my meds are changing pretty much every week.
in november last year i was fine and worked an 80 hour per week job, and now...the above.
Is this just my new normal? Like did I just hit the fucked up genetic lottery? Im a 33/m, I was diagnosed 3 months ago and im apparently living the life of someone whose already had it for 20-30 years. And then theres the whole idea of holding down a job in this condition. HOW THE HECK DO YOU PEOPLE DO IT? Im reading posts and yall be like "oh its an inconvenience" or "yeah i had to sleep a few extra hours the next day after that big exciting thing i did" and im over here like "i was able to take my dog on a half mile walk to the dog park without falling down and only slept 13 hours today so ill need a nap as soon as we get back".
I cant do this. or, perhaps more accurately, i dont want to do this anymore.