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2011.04.09 09:34 oneisnotprime Blockchain built and run by the EOS network DAO

The EOS Network is a 3rd generation blockchain platform powered by the EOS VM, a low-latency, highly performant, and extensible WebAssembly engine for deterministic execution of near feeless transactions; purpose-built for enabling optimal web3 user, developer experiences. EOS is the flagship blockchain and financial center of the EOSIO protocol, serving as the driving force behind multi-chain collaboration and public goods funding for tools and infrastructure through the EOS Network Foundation.
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2011.08.27 08:20 Ingish Can you take a deep breath and forgive yourself?

calmhands is a community based around kicking the habit of kicking compulsive habits such as nail biting and nail picking. The goal of the sub is for you to be able to share resources, photos, and accountability with a lovely community that wants to do the same. Together we got this!
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2010.12.09 00:59 QuestionSleep Pole Dancing

A place for all things pole fitness related. Members of all shapes, sizes, genders and levels are welcome to post, learn, discuss and share! This is NOT a NSFW board. Do not leave comments as if it is!
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2023.05.30 09:36 zuccedposts I wanna hide so bad.

Its a struggle to live from province to manila now I'm on 0 balance and I have unpaid loans! So many loans but before those loans were paid so diligently and to the point that I am not bothered opening calculator every salary days just to pay loans. Now I'm struggling ends meet. Been finding part time jobs lately, kahit nga janitorial work kukuhain ko, web dev sa gabi, janitor sa umaga. Is there any possible way to escape this nightmare? Can anyone point me out to another loan company so that I could settle my loans in one payment? Need help so bad.
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2023.05.30 09:36 Bright-Fold-3317 I think my cat has a paw injury, what do I do?

I woke up this morning and my cat was hiding under the bed. He never usually does this. When he eventually came out I went near him and he was a bit aggressive and hissed at me, he never usually does this too. When I picked him up he bit me. I think he’s hurt one of his paws coz I can see him try to position it weirdly when he’s sitting down. He can still walk okay, but when I go and try to pet his paw, he growls.
Is it best I take him to the vet? Or will something like this go away on its own? I know I should just take him to the vet regardless but I’m a bit strapped for cash at the moment and he seems to be mostly okay. He’s been sleeping the entire day and he eats the treats that I give him. My plan was to monitor him the next couple days and if it doesn’t improve, I’ll take him to the vet but is that a bad move?
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2023.05.30 09:36 United_Low_6956 Pleasers underfilling their glitter shoes


Hi guys, I ordered these Flamingo 808GF early this May and finally got the chance to open them up since I was travelling. Does anyone elses glitter shoes are as underfilled as mine? seems like the middle outside panel of both of them are pretty empty and its way too late for me to get a refund now :( If anyone knows how to fix it please let me know
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2023.05.30 09:36 hopequickcare Walk In Clinic Near Me

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2023.05.30 09:35 stripedbee i'm a coward

i wish i could just go through with it. i wish i weren't stuck here. right when i wake up i think of different ways i could end it. i'm kept awake at night by thoughts that i can't even act on because i'm too scared. it just hurts because i'm all alone. my parents sure as shit won't be there for me. my friends are all so far away they don't even notice. i practically scream for help and it feels like no one is there to hear it. i have almost gone through with it so many times but i'm scared of the pain right before the end. i'm so fucking tired but i can't do it. i've been hit with bad thing after bad thing and all of it is impossible to recover from. and all that shit happened only the past 3 years, but i've felt this way for nearly 10. i have never felt as empty, lonely, hopeless, and exhausted as i have been this past year. i've fought for so long and yet everything around me is still collapsing faster than i can recover. but i'm still a coward and would rather watch and feel my own destruction instead of ending it.
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2023.05.30 09:35 cryptofutures100xlev It would be sickk if MK1 had something like a drive impact mechanic that SF6 has

The drive impact mechanic in SF6 is BRILLIANT. It opens up so many fun opportunities to react against it and when you do it's very satisfying. It's also a very powerful and badass move at the same time that blows back your opponent when they're near the edge of the map.
I think a system similar to the drive system with the drive impact, drive rush, and drive parry would be really interesting if added to MK and it would elevate the MK gameplay experience.
What do you guys think?
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2023.05.30 09:35 Herring_is_Caring Do People Actually “Feel” the Need to Continue the Species?

Recently, I’ve been noticing that many people and institutions in society become resistant to certain behaviors for the reason that those behaviors might limit procreation (for instance, discriminatory sentiment against gay or childless individuals and refusal of doctors to sterilize healthy, consenting individuals). There is also this widely-held idea that survivors would be obligated to procreate following a near extinction event of the human species (“a duty to continue the species”). Phenomena such as these social conventions make me wonder as to the self-preservation drive of a species, how that drive is experienced, and what constitutes it.
I know that nearly dying in a dangerous situation may temporarily increase libido in some species, humans included, but do humans sincerely feel the need to “continue the species” beyond that? Is there some visceral reaction to the prospect of human extinction even if this doesn’t imply the unnatural or sudden deaths of those around oneself? Furthermore, if the human species dwindles to the point where effective repopulation becomes impossible, improbable, or even just highly detrimental to the individual survivors, would people still desire obligatorily to repopulate?
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2023.05.30 09:35 Marimari7227 I need to check myself into rehab

I can’t keep living like this anymore, I’ve been fighting this eating disorder for more then half my life, I have addictions, Im dying, I’ve been depressed for years, Im in pain, im weak, Im exhausted, I don’t have control of myself, I’m a prisoner of my own mind at this point, it’s obvious that these problems are so much more big on than I thought and this is something I can’t overcome on my own, I need help. Im going to die if I don’t get help. I don’t even understand myself anymore, there’s so much that others see that I’m blind too. I need help taking control of my brain, I need help learning how to cope, I need help learning healthy habits, Im starting at square one for a lot of shit that I’ve destroyed all these years, like my brain is so rewired it crazy like idek how to get better. I’m incredibly destructive, and I will end up killing myself if I keep going like this. I had an eye opener watching a friend who’s older than me suffer kidney failure due to the destruction she caused to her body at my age, and That’s the path I’m on if I’m not dead by then. It breaks my heart watching her suffer and it scared tf out of me. The health problems are the true misery and im taking my body for granted. Not only did I suffer abuse from multiple people in my life but I also abuse tf out of myself. Im my worst abuser. Im not indestructible, and if I don’t check myself I will suffer the consequences and I know id really wish I’d die then. It’s all fucking miserable, and it mostly all stems from the eating disorder. I want to live my life to my fullest potential, and I can’t achieve any of that like this. I’m fortunate enough to be able to have the means to check myself into rehab and I can’t take that for granted too before it too late. No more running. Tomorrow I’m going to tell my mom, I’m going to drop everything and go get help as soon as possible, I need to be gone to do this, I need to learn to live completely sober agin. Wish me luck
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2023.05.30 09:34 Fabulous_Ad8960 Advice for beginner

Hi fellow friends, I'm a new to investing as I haven't invested in anything other than FD & RD. I wanted to know which mutual funds should I invest. Currently I'm planning to invest in SIP for one year.
I saw few YouTube videos and got to know like 60% large , 20% medium, 10% small cap.Should I follow the same. Also I have opened an account in Groww app.
Please suggest me any tips may be which mutual funds, where I can get knowledge of investing any specific apps, website or youtubers. How much money should I start investing currently I can invest 1500 per month.
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2023.05.30 09:34 pottersfloppy Electric go-kart street racers are posers.

I’ve had this car long enough for others to try and race me numerous times, and it’s exciting for me, as long as I know the road well, it’s well-lit, and it’s fairly straight with no intersections and cars ahead. Mind you, I pretty much always get my ass kicked, since it’s usually beemers and dodges. Also, I know it’s not advised to spontaneously race in general, but I do partake when duty calls.
However, tonight, I was minding my business, driving normally, when I had to move over to the right lane to get to an intersection. I had my blinkers on and checked my mirrors and saw no visible car light. So I proceeded with the merge.
Next thing I know, this fucker with his Model 3 zooms inches away from me as I’m merging, silent as fuck and with no lights. He nearly took me out.
Fuck that Model 3 go-kart. I couldn’t even hear him and it almost caused a shitty accident. I never disliked electric cars more than tonight.
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2023.05.30 09:34 ReAssignedX 38 [M4M] Recently widowed Queer from Cali looking for Straight/Open Male companionship

I'm assigned male at birth (AMAB) but non-binary (x) hence my reddit username. I recently lost my life-partner and I am attempting to fill an emotional void. I've been looking to chat with Straight men who are open/experimental and lean dominant.
Ideally, I'd love to chat with Married men looking to add something extra to their lives. Men routinely stirred by the idea of their next 'conquest' always manage to catch my interest. I'm a huge comic book/anime nerd so any guys into the same should get along with me great.
Interests: Comics (DC/MARVEL), animation, anime, manga, philosophy, theology, political science, gender studies
Favorite movies: BLACK SWAN, THE LAST UNICORN, EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE, HOME ALONE 2, US, HALLOWEEN (2019), anything MCU or DC ANIMATED
Currently on my Discovery+ watch list: THESE WOODS ARE HAUNTED, THE HAUNTED MUSEUM, TRUE TERROR, BELIVERS, MY HAUNTED HOUSE, WHERE MURDR LIES, DEADLY AFFAIRS, THE PERFECT MURDER, UNUSUAL SUSPECTS, FATAL VOWS, BLOOD RELATIVES, MARRIED WITH SECRETS, MANSION&MURDERS, FATAL VOWS, BEHIND MANSION WALLS, A CRIME TO REMEMBER, WHOO THE [BLEEP], DEADLY WOMEN, PROPERTY BROTHER, FLIP OR FLOP, MILLION DOLLAR ROOMS, LOVE IT OR LIST IT.
Currently on my Hulu watch list: MOM, AMERICAN DAD!, BOB'S BURGERS, FRAISER, FUTURAMA, LIVING SINGLE, ANIMANIACS, TWO SENTENCE HORROR STORIES
Currently on my Paramount+ watch list: STAR TREK: DISCOVERY, STAR TREK: PICARD, STAR TREK: LOWER DECKS, STAR TREK: PRODIGY, DARIA, I LOVE LUCY
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2023.05.30 09:33 Mavin1Learning Admissions Consulting near me Arcadia

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2023.05.30 09:33 potatoneedshelpplz Juan

You are confusing me.
If you want our friendship that is wonderful, if you don't I can accept that also. We are both adults and both of our wants and feelings matter, I will always honour your feelings.
It's been a long time since the days I used to race home to message you on vampire freaks. Fantasizing about meeting you one day and staring out life together. The escape we created back then most likely kept me alive. Oh to be a naive teenager again.
I am glad we have both moved on in positive directions. I'm glad you have a partner and a little family. I am glad you are safe away from those who once hurt you.
It was really good to hear from you and get your number, I really hoped it would open up the ability for us to reconnect after so many years.
I guess the pathway we were aiming to head down all those years ago, and the pathways we actually went down were definitely different to what we expected, but I still wish you would be open with me about what you are thinking and feeling. I am not going to judge you for what you say to me.
If you miss me but can't have me in your life, that is okay, I don't want to intrude. I just want to know what it is. Why you messaged me so often and happpily to begin with but then changed so quickly to nearly no communication aside from a random selfie here or there.
You are loved and always will be dear to me Juan, no matter what. G
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2023.05.30 09:32 Admirable-Chest-R8 23M Europe [Chat] An old school, over thinker and at nights insomniac looking to be less lonely together

Hi everyone! I'm looking for a potential friend, one or two. Hint: that's you. (not looking for quantity but quality) I want to make real friendships here. Ones where we could call every so often. Ones where we can talk about how we feel and actually care for the other. I know it is a tall order, but this post is starting point to achieve that kind of friendship. So you probably want to know about me, so here you go. I work full-time as a security advisor, I like video games, reading, cinema and music. At times I like to have solitude and peace in my shell and recharge. A dear friend has described me as loyal, creative, and sympathetic. I am interested in learning new things and discuss most topics in some degree of depth. 1 enjoy all sorts of humor, especially dark humor but l've got a weird sense of humor that randomly activates when 1 am in the mood. I have learned not to maketooo many jokes at first since some of them seem to misfire. Hobbies & Interests: -I like the weekends where one can Netflix & Chill -I also enjoy reading books and I can be very spontaneous, fun and love doing adventures out of the blue. -I wish I had a really wacky hobby, like collecting taxidermy tails or carvingcustom-madee monopoly houses out of pincones but unfortunately I'm just your average dude next door. I am also interested in sci-fi, science and space. I love talking about the future and what it holds for humanity.
I am looking for people who are empathetic and nerdy. Hopefully close in age, but it's not too big a deal. I usually like to voice chat because being vocal actually gives me a chance to open up more about myself but some days I just don't have the energy for it so I resort to texting. So if it interests you, write to me, basically whatever you're offering l'Il take it, as long as you're good company and don't expect me to move across the world and give you fifteen children. I hope we can become friends. Stay awesome!
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2023.05.30 09:32 Jo_Joo ad blocker detected but it's turned off

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In the browser I've permanently paused adblock for the website, I use the app, and both in the app and the website I can see ads but yet it says ad blocker detected... Is this normal? Are the ads works normally and not blocked? Just making sure to support the website!
Thanks for the amazing app!
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2023.05.30 09:32 Raven-Animations New here and want some suggestions and answers

So first off allow me to introduce myself, I am Raven and I am brand new to paintball. I have watched several videos on youtube and looked at a few guns and decided to join in myself. Now I have read your FAQ and New to paintball links so none of my questions really revolve around what's covered in those. The first thing I would like to cover is guns, I have been looking at a few and I found the DYE DAM, I'm clearly not familiar with said gun but I did read up on it and watch a couple of reviews and overview videos on it. I was wondering if the DAM would be a good marker to get for the long run, if not I would like a few suggestion markers. Primarily I am looking for something with mid to long range semi auto is a must and I would also really appreciate having full and / or burst as well. I do want something mag fed partly for the aesthetic but also just for how it would feel, I am open to hoppers as well just prefer mag fed. I would also rather it be a non pistol design. I would also like to ask about gear, such as what are good brands for masks or helmets, what are some more commonly enjoyed paint brands, and where I can get a proper cleaning kit for the marker. I am less worried about cleaning myself as I plan to just have some paint gear that I wont care about gettin covered. I will be playing primarily woodsball out in well- the woods. We likely wont have any structures so itll be all natural, thank you all for your time and anything helps.
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2023.05.30 09:32 Xander_Fox3207 I wanted to try out a new game

I don’t really Even know what to say rn.
Ill start from the beginning ig lmao
I recently picked up an older game I’ve been meaning to try, Borderlands two. I bought it at a GameStop, and the cashier told me the game was an absolute blast and crazy fun, and he handed me the game. I got home, and started the game.
The first cutscene was hilarious, and introduced us to the five main characters. Zer0, a robotic/alien ninja type, Maya, a magic lady called a “Siren”, Salvador, a gun nut type, Melrose, an undead ghost sorta character and Axton, the straight forward call of duty type. Then, hilariously, they were all blown up. I went through all the abilities to see which one I’d want to use. Zer0 had a weird clone invisibility ability, Maya could make enemies stand still, Salvador could use two guns at once, Melrose could activate an invincibility mode which would make him do more damage for any damage he took, and Axton could put out a turret. I decided to go with Melrose, not only cause I love undead creepy looking characters, but his ability was super useful, and I felt like it could carry me.
I chose him, and began being spouted basic exposition at by a small character called claptrap, and a AI girl or something called Angel. Eventually Claptrap is stolen away by a giant monkey sorta thing. I walked the level, which was mostly empty, only really seeing the corpses of other smaller monkeys and some masked humans.
Eventually, I arrived to the monkey, with claptrap getting disassembled, yelling a line that went like “I’m a robot and can’t feel pain, but OWWWWW” I killed the boss using Melrose, and picked up what was left of claptrap. He said to install him to my “Echo” a sort of HUD device, which then made him my official guide and voice.
Jack (the villain) would occasionally talk to us, mostly saying nasty things ranging from “I killed ALL your friends, bummerrrr. Here I’m sending you like, 2,000 bux so you can have a funeral or whatever” and actually giving me the money, to saying “I’ll hang you and have bandits eat you alive, and I’ll make sure you’re hooked up to life support so you feel EVERYTHING” to “Hey, a little by the way, I’ve sent an assassin your way, so either he kills you, or you get some super cool loot, I don’t care” and sending a high level boss.
I also interacted with interesting characters, ranging from depressed, to happy, but all of them carrying a sense of unease towards me, and all living a gritty, harsh reality. The game had interesting living systems, such as eating, but instead of all those, my character simply had a “decay” system, which meant instead of eating, drinking, or keeping warm, my character instead would rot, slowing down and losing maximum health. To fix this, I could either eat enemies remains, or go to dr zeds, who would say “I can’t CURE death, but I can’t damn sure prolong it”
My character did have some dialogue, in his raspy voice, like “I CAN SMELL YOUR FEAR“ “I CAN TASTE YOUR DEATH” “MEET YOU IN HELL” “JOIN MY DEMONS” “I HAVE BECOME DEATH, DESTROYER OF WORLDS” “Oh how I wish I could join you” “I envy your mortality” “Kill number 19 trillion and thirty two. Maybe thirty five” Sometimes he’d just give off straight up demonic screeches or laughs.
Dying funnily enough yielded hilarious messages, such as “You got deader, we made you aliver” “I’m scared of whoever killed you” “Did you finally decide to not live, too bad, you didn’t cancel your New-U subscription” “I better get a raise for bringing this back to life, it was dead when it subscribed” among some other jokes. So, I went through the story, fighting Jack, trying to find vaults, and stop Jack from finding it. Going through the game, my character choice seemed kinda mid. It really felt like it barely effected anything. The enemies were really strong, especially enemies which used fire, which basically instantly kill my character.
Jack was confident that he was a hero, and I was a monster, and he began sending out people with flamethrowers after my character, saying he really has to exterminate me. Lilith, another siren was telling me that I need to find a way to stop Jack from finding the great vault. Angel told us she knew how to do it. So, I struggled towards her.
Eventually, my character started getting really strong, his ability now lasted longer, could bring him out of FFYL, he was gaining fire resistance on top of increased health, and my character could even reanimate a few enemies at a time to fight for him. I finally found the AI known as angel, who was actually a siren daughter of Jack. We found their original body hanging, plugged with a bunch of wires, and Jack began crying, begging us to not unplug her, but we had to, or else he would be able to find an open the great vault. He begged, but I did unplugged her anyway, killing her, but foiling Jack.
Eventually, he managed to find it anyway, but, I beat the monster, then beat and ate Jack. The ending cutscene was character based, showing off Melrose sitting on a ledge with Jacks bloody mask, and spouting off an epilogue that went something like
“Well. I saved the planet. But they still hate me. I never chose to be this creature, I was made into this. I live in permanent pain and undeath. But this Eridium stuff.. maybe this can fix something. It can help the sirens, maybe it will help me.”
After I was done with the game, I began leveling my character all the way, and deciding I should find a build for him. I searched up BL2 Melrose, and got nothing. I kept searching, and searching, and eventually just searched for BL2 intro. It doesn’t have Melrose. Melrose doesn’t exist. This disk wasn’t modded, and I bought it fresh and unused. Maybe I have a beta copy ? Can anyone help me figure out the mystery of BL2 Melrose, the Undead Murder Machine
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2023.05.30 09:32 h-musicfr For those like me who like to study with background music

I created Ambient, chill & downtempo trip, a carefully curated playlist with chill music that helps me stay focused during my night study sessions. The ideal backdrop for concentration and relaxation. Hope this can help you too !
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2023.05.30 09:31 VladimirIsachenko In September 2022, I looked on summit, near river, when I traveled to Migia, then I saw this little strange, I made three photos, he walking away from me, I don't think, It was AFU Soldier or backpacker.

In September 2022, I looked on summit, near river, when I traveled to Migia, then I saw this little strange, I made three photos, he walking away from me, I don't think, It was AFU Soldier or backpacker. submitted by VladimirIsachenko to FringeTheory [link] [comments]


2023.05.30 09:31 avianchild Needing advice; unsure if medium or mentally ill?

I'm wanting to develop my abilities. If I really have them.
This is insanely long read. Like, holy wall of text batman. My apologies. (*/ω\*)
I think whatever I'm experiencing goes as far back as my Oma, my grandmother. She always had a sense of just 'knowing' things. She told my mother when she was 16 years old that she knew everyone else but my mother would be coming to look for money when she dies. She said she'd never live past her father's age, always said she'd die in a hospital. She delayed her healthcare (10 years post Chernobyl metastasized thyroid cancer) in order to see us one last time, a friend of hers later revealed to my mother. She knew she was dying and she knew Christmas of '98 was her coming to say goodbye. (I was 8 years old)
When she was with us back then, my mother knew she was dying. Somehow she knew this was the last time she'd see her mother. She knew she was sick but not terminally.
Maybe it was the screams. My mother said two nights in a row Oma was screaming bloody murder in her sleep. She said she never wanted to hear those screams ever again. No one knows why it happened and she never woke herself up w/ them. My dad confirmed it as he was the first to hear it. He woke my mother up the second time so she could hear it for herself. !<
When she was back home in her own country, my Oma went in for surgery a month later. Complications struck. Somehow, this made my mother panic and she called her siblings saying they needed to go see her. She told them she was going to die. They told her the weather was bad, too much snow, ice. She was dead the next day. In the hospital. And not older than her father.
My mother called in and got the news from the hospital; complications post surgery took her. That same night, I saw my Oma. Mind you, I'm an ocean away. It was super late, middle of the night, taking a wee. I'm on the commode, door is open. In front of me lies a hallway spanning left to right, left my bedroom and my sister's, right my parents' bedroom. I was rubbing my eyes and then I look up again and see what I'm assuming was the ghost of my grandmother standing there, as if she was just coming from my parents' bedroom.
She was in one of her nightgowns. She was a sort of misty, pale, hazy beige but not opaque. Hard to describe. In that moment, everything stopped. For that split second, I felt nothing, thought nothing, heard nothing. I wasn't breathing. And then I blinked and it was all over. As if she had never been there at all.
I slept with all lights on in my bedroom until I was roughly 16 years old. I don't know how I got the courage to leave that bathroom but I remember RUNNING back to my room.
My mother had three nights of dreams in which my grandmother, her mother, told her she was ok where she is now, that she should never leave me or my sister alone in America in order to attend to a funeral, that she couldn't stay here anymore and that this was goodbye. My mother never dreamed of her again after the third night.
She called a bunch of those toll free hotline psychics (Not sure why exactly) and they all had various things to tell her. The third call, the psychic was saying that she had something really important to tell her but that she wasn't supposed to. The line suddenly went dead. My mother tried calling back and it was as if the number never exist. And they were never billed!! Trust me they went way past the first free few minutes you got. Didn't make a lick of sense. Should have been expensive asl. But nothing showed up on their bill. And they kept waiting for it lol
We moved a year later; my dad had to go back in the house the last night we were in town. I'm not sure what he went to grab but when he came back out he looked spooked. I had never seen my dad scared before. My mom asked him wth was going on and he said the house had a bunch of banging and muffled yelling. In the attic. No one lived there but us and no one had moved in as of yet. We still had keys ffs. He said it sounded like someone was 'throwin shit around' lol
Since then, I've felt stuff. Like, I get what I like to call good or bad juju from people or places 😂 I can 'feel' if someone is ok to be alone in a room with. I can pick up things. Emotions. From strangers, and I hate it so much. I was 15, walked right past this man at the grocery store and a thought crossed my mind; this man was going to take his life tonight. That TERRIFIED me. I questioned myself, like, are you makin this shit up? I wasn't but man, I questioned every single thing I was feeling.
I went to this new school once; one of MANY over the years. The gym teacher ; something felt OFF. Something said , felt, like I should not be near him, ever. He was looking friendly enough, selling cookies in the morning before the bell rang. Innocent, right? I was terrified of him; went out of my way to walk as far away as possible when passing him.
Few weeks later and I'm playing hooky, his face coming on the headline news; arrested for assaulting students. :')
I have always judged the 'vibes' correctly with every individual I've met. I've doubted myself so much; gaslit myself for YEARS only to be double crossed by the very same people I was trying to convince myself were angels. I kept telling myself it's just my anxiety or my introvert trait shit or anything! Anything but 'knowing'.
Oh, the shadow people. I've seen them for years. Out of the corner of my eye. One time, I was SO convinced they were my sisters playing pranks on me while I was doing housework. Come around the dining table, lift up the tablecloth, fully expecting two of them to be under there hiding in order to screw w/ my vacuuming efforts. There was nothing there. 🙃
One of my sisters (roughly 8 at the time) (in the same house w/ the dining table incident lol), was at the dining table one morning saying a blonde haired lady sat at the table was waving at her. She said it so casually, like she was talking about school or her breakfast. We were all like, lol, yeah, ok, blonde haired lady, gotcha.
Always felt the 'someone's watching me' vibe. On/off. Some places stronger than others. Some places more frequent than others. Have felt like my cats had climbed into bed w/ me and looked to find them across the room. Have felt like someone's sat down next to me on the bed even when I'm the only one in the room. I have felt my blanket move a couple times; no one was there in order for that to have happened.
One time, I had gotten an award for improving my GPA a lot in high school in my junior year. On the stage you came up, you'd say something in the mic and then double back to accept a bunch of certificates and coupons from a few important people on stage. One of them, a senior gentleman, instead of simply shaking my hand as he did the others, held my hand between the both of his and said to me, "there is a presence about you".
Why did he say this? No one knows. My mom noticed it happen; him holding my hand. Because he didn't do that with ANYONE ELSE. In the moment he did that, the noise was sucked out of the room. I felt like I had when I saw my grandmother that one night. I couldn't move, didn't think, judge, feel, hear. It was the strangest thing.
I've heard stuff go bump in the night. Some basements feel scarier than others. Some people give me the heebie jeebies. Cupboards slam in the kitchen but no one's there. Something feels like it might chase me away from a playground at night. Sometimes, I feel like someone or something is 'there'. But then it goes away.
Am I nuts? Or is there something here I can work with? I'm always hesitant to embrace it because of a few things;
I'm absolutely terrified of seeing anything , talking to anything. But that sucks cos like, if it's real, if this is real, something is ALREADY THERE. My not seeing them doesn't change jack shit! a concept!
I'm worried it's just mental illness; that it's all hallucinations because of emotional dysregulation and paranoia and anxiety.
How does one tell the difference?
Edited to add a few more nuggets:
mother was 16yo, bf cheated on her. She 'wished' him to death, as most emotionally dysregulated will w/ zero self awareness and anger management problems. He died that same night in a car crash. Sadly, his friend did, too. She has been afraid of her own anger ever since. She felt she was the reason he died.
she's heard voices speak to her in her sleep, as if in her ear, whispering to her.
I've heard a little girl run down a hall, like the voice getting louder as it passes you, fading again, but in my ear. There was no girl, no hall, I'm in my bed, asleep LOL
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2023.05.30 09:31 MoisterOyster19 What do you all think about this Medic or EMT?

So serious question. What do all think about this video where the provider openly tells a bystander with a camera what is going on, what medical intervention they performed, and what the emt or medic clinical impression?
Listen I deal with homeless on a daily basis too and it drives me nuts. I'm tired of being a homeless free taxi and dealing with drug ODs/psychology. But at the end of the day, i still stay professional and would not tell random bystanders what I consider PHI. I'm just curious what all your thoughts are. I linked the IG video to the post. Am I wrong to think the FF, EMT, or medic is just unprofessional in this matter?
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2023.05.30 09:31 Admirable-Chest-R8 23M Europe [Chat] An old school, over thinker and at nights insomniac looking to be less lonely together

Hi everyone! I'm looking for a potential friend, one or two. Hint: that's you. (not looking for quantity but quality) I want to make real friendships here. Ones where we could call every so often. Ones where we can talk about how we feel and actually care for the other. I know it is a tall order, but this post is starting point to achieve that kind of friendship. So you probably want to know about me, so here you go. I work full-time as a security advisor, I like video games, reading, cinema and music. At times I like to have solitude and peace in my shell and recharge. A dear friend has described me as loyal, creative, and sympathetic. I am interested in learning new things and discuss most topics in some degree of depth. 1 enjoy all sorts of humor, especially dark humor but l've got a weird sense of humor that randomly activates when 1 am in the mood. I have learned not to maketooo many jokes at first since some of them seem to misfire. Hobbies & Interests: -I like the weekends where one can Netflix & Chill -I also enjoy reading books and I can be very spontaneous, fun and love doing adventures out of the blue. -I wish I had a really wacky hobby, like collecting taxidermy tails or carvingcustom-madee monopoly houses out of pincones but unfortunately I'm just your average dude next door. I am also interested in sci-fi, science and space. I love talking about the future and what it holds for humanity.
I am looking for people who are empathetic and nerdy. Hopefully close in age, but it's not too big a deal. I usually like to voice chat because being vocal actually gives me a chance to open up more about myself but some days I just don't have the energy for it so I resort to texting. So if it interests you, write to me, basically whatever you're offering l'Il take it, as long as you're good company and don't expect me to move across the world and give you fifteen children. I hope we can become friends. Stay awesome!
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