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2023.06.04 18:14 OldBayJ [SerSun] Serial Sunday: War!

Welcome to Serial Sunday!

To those brand new to the feature and those returning from last week, welcome! Do you have a self-established universe you’ve been writing or planning to write in? Do you have an idea for a world that’s been itching to get out? This is the perfect place to explore that. Each week, I post a theme to inspire you, along with a related image and song. You have 500 - 850 words to write your installment. You can jump in at any time; writing for previous weeks’ is not necessary in order to join. After you’ve posted, come back and provide feedback for at least 2 other writers on the thread. Please be sure to read the entire post for a full list of rules.

This Week’s Theme is War!

Image Song
New! Bonus Word List (each included word is worth 5 pts): - bloodshed - invade - contentious - ambush
This week we’re going to explore the theme of ‘war’. Wars come in all sizes, they can be between worlds, countries, families, or just two people. Or between two sides of a movement or belief system. But in every battle, the effect touches many more than just those directly involved. It often has a ripple effect.
So what are the two sides? What are they fighting for? What does winning mean to them? How will a war between the two parties affect the world around them? Will relationships and alliances be put to the test? What does the fallout look like?
These are just a few things to get you started. Remember, the theme should be present within the story in some way, but its interpretation is completely up to you. For the bonus words (not required), you may change the tense, but the base word should remain the same. Please remember to follow all sub and post rules.
Don’t forget to sign up for Saturday Campfire here! We start at 1pm EST and provide live feedback!

Theme Schedule:

  • June 4 - War (this week)
  • June 11 - Zealous
  • June 18 - Adventure
You can vote on themes using the weekly nomination form!
Previous Themes Serial Index

Rules & How to Participate

Please read and follow all the rules listed below. This feature has requirements for participation!
  • Submit a story inspired by the weekly theme, set in your self-established universe. Use wordcounter.net to check your wordcount. Stories should be posted as a top-level comment below. If you’re continuing an in-progress serial (not on Serial Sunday), please include links to your previous installments.
  • Your chapter must be submitted by Saturday at 9:00am EST. Late entries will be disqualified.
  • Begin your post with the name of your serial between triangle brackets (e.g. ). This will allow our serial bot to recognize your serial and add each chapter to the SerSun catalog. Do not include anything in the brackets you don’t want in your title. (Please note: You must use this same title every week.)
  • Do not pre-write your serial. You’re welcome to do outlining and planning for your serial, but chapters should not be pre-written. All submissions should be written for this post, specifically.
  • Only one active serial per author at a time. This does not apply to serials written outside of Serial Sunday.
  • All Serial Sunday authors must leave feedback on at least one story on the thread each week. The feedback should be actionable and include something the author has done well. When you include something the author should improve on, provide an example! You have until Saturday at 11:59pm EST to post your feedback. (Submitting late is not an exception to this rule.) Those who go above and beyond (more than 2 actionable crits) will be rewarded with “Crit Credits” that can be used on our crit sub, WPCritique.
  • Missing your feedback requirement two or more consecutive weeks will disqualify you from rankings and Campfire readings the following week. If it becomes a habit, you may be asked to move your serial to the sub instead.
  • Serials must abide by subreddit content rules. You can view a full list of rules here. If you’re ever unsure if your story would cross the line, please modmail and ask!
 

Weekly Campfires & Voting:

  • On Saturdays at 1pm EST, I host a Serial Sunday Campfire in our Discord’s Voice Lounge. Join us to read your story aloud, hear others, and exchange feedback. We have a great time! You can even come to just listen, if that’s more your speed. Grab the “Serial Sunday” role on the Discord to get notified before it starts. You can sign up here
  • Nominations for your favorite stories can be submitted with this form. The form is open on Saturdays from 12:30pm to 11:59pm EST. You do not have to participate to make nominations!
  • Authors who complete their Serial Sunday serials with at least 12 installments, can host a SerialWorm in our Discord’s Voice Lounge, where you read aloud your finished and edited serials. Celebrate your accomplishment! Authors are eligible for this only if they have followed the weekly feedback requirement (and all other post rules). Visit us on the Discord for more information.  

Ranking System

We have a new point system! Here is the point breakdown:
TASK POINTS ADDITIONAL NOTES
Use of weekly theme 75 pts Theme should be present, but the interpretation is up to you!
New! Including the bonus words 5 pts each (20 pts total) This is a bonus challenge, and not required!
Actionable Feedback up to 15 pts each (6 crit max)* This includes thread and campfire critiques. (You can always provide more crit, but the points are capped at 90.)
Nominations your story receives 10 - 60 pts 1st place - 60, 2nd place - 50, 3rd place - 40, 4th place - 30, 5th place - 20 / Regular Nominations - 10
Voting for others 15 pts You can now vote for up to 10 stories each week!
You are still required to leave at least 1 actionable feedback comment on the thread every week that you submit. This should be more than one or two vague sentences, and should include at least one thing the author has done well. *Please remember that interacting with a story is not the same as providing feedback.** Low-effort crits will not receive credit.
Users who provide more than 2 in-depth, actionable critiques will be awarded Crit Credits that can be used on WPCritique.
Looking for more on what actionable feedback is? Check out this guide on critiquing or these previous crits from Serial Sunday: Crit Crit Crit
 

Rankings for Vindication

There have been some slight changes and additions to the point system/requirements! Check out the Ranking System section for specifics.

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Subreddit News

  • Join our Discord to chat with other authors and readers! We hold several weekly Campfires, monthly World-Building interviews and several other fun events!
  • Try your hand at micro-fic on Micro Monday!
  • Check out the brand new Fun Trope Friday over on WritingPrompts!
  • You can now post serials to Shortstories, outside of Serial Sunday. Check out this post to learn more!
  • Looking for critiques and feedback for your story? Check out WPCritique!  
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2023.06.04 18:11 MatchThreadder Match Thread: Braga vs FC Porto Taca de Portugal

0': Braga - FC Porto

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Braga
Matheus, Sikou Niakate, Vitor Tormena, Cristian Borja, Víctor Perea, Al-Musrati, André Horta, Bruma, Iuri Medeiros, Ricardo Horta, Abel Ruiz.
Subs: Tiago Sá, Serdar Saatci, Uros Racic, Josafat Mendes, Álvaro Djaló, Simon Banza, André Castro, Pizzi, Paulo Oliveira.
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FC Porto
Cláudio Ramos, Iván Marcano, Pepe, Wendell, Pepê, Mateus Uribe, Stephen Eustáquio, Galeno, Otávio, Mehdi Taremi, Evanilson.
Subs: Zaidu Sanusi, Rodrigo Conceição, Toni Martínez, Fábio Cardoso, Gabriel Veron, Danny Loader, Diogo Costa, André Franco, Marko Grujic.
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2023.06.04 18:09 i_know_nothing123 Astrology observations pt 44

DISCLAIMER- Placements will not play out the same way for everyone and having challenging placements + aspects does not mean that you are a bad person or that you will have a bad life. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t
-Juno in the 12th house may indicate getting married in secret/eloping (12th house—escapism, both literally and figuratively)
-possible job prospects for people with the 6th or 10th house cusp in scorpio is not limited to detective work, psychology and the occult, they can take on careers involving reproductive health (like urology, gynecology, working in an STD testing clinic, etc)
-the health branch for someone with the 6th or 10th house cusp in Capricorn or Aries includes dentistry (Capricorn rules the bones including the teeth and Aries rules the head/face).
-Juno in the 3rd house can indicate that you will meet your future spouse on a messaging app (dating or not), while you are out on a short trip, or through a sibling. I can also see that happening through a “dialing the wrong number” situation
-another way a harsh venus-Neptune aspect can manifest (aside from not seeing red flags until it is too late) is getting into a lot of unrequited love situations and the effects are more painful if Chiron is also aspected
-Jupiter in the 3rd house or aspected with mercury can manifest literally via talking too much or sending your brain into overdrive by overthinking.
-people with 6th and 12th house stelliums (or the moon in any of those 2 houses) usually love animals and are most likely to have had quite a few pets throughout their lives
-Saturn in the 11th house can indicate having friends that are older than you or that you connect with older folks better than people around your age
-the type of envious people 8th and 12th house stellium natives tend to attract are the type that envy them but still want to stay in close proximity to stay in the loop of what is going on in their lives, like a monitoring spirit
-people with pluto and/or Uranus in the 4th house experience the most dramatic family dynamic changes, whether it’s divorce, abandonment or something else
Ps- I’m open for readings, book one if you’re interested
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2023.06.04 18:09 MatchThreadder Match Thread: Galatasaray vs Fenerbahce Turkish Super Lig

11': Galatasaray 0-0 Fenerbahce

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Galatasaray
Fernando Muslera, Sacha Boey, Victor Nelsson, Abdulkerim Bardakci, Kazimcan Karatas, Nicolò Zaniolo, Lucas Torreira, Berkan Kutlu, Kerem Aktürkoglu, Baris Alper Yilmaz, Mauro Icardi.
Subs: Yunus Akgün, Juan Mata, Emin Bayram, Kaan Ayhan, Milot Rashica, Dries Mertens, Bafetimbi Gomis, Okan Kocuk, Léo Dubois, Sérgio Oliveira.
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Fenerbahce
Irfan Can Egribayat, Samet Akaydin, Ferdi Kadioglu, Luan Peres, Attila Szalai, Miha Zajc, Willian Arão, Arda Guler, Diego Rossi, Enner Valencia, Michy Batshuayi.
Subs: Bright Samuel, Jayden Oosterwolde, Ismail Yüksek, Osman Cetin, Emre Mor, Serdar Aziz, Joshua King, Mert Yandas, Irfan Can Kahveci, João Pedro.
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2023.06.04 18:09 gruzingaming CS:GO have issues with Polish characters

Hi.
I do have a small problem with CS:GO on my Arch install. Game works just fine but many times when Polish characters are used (ą, ę, ź, ż, etc.) it stops on that particular sign. For example I tried to play Arms Race to check it out and instead of "Wyścig zbrojeń" it says "Wy" and stops there. Also in certain places it stops on diacritic character and display a diamond with a asking sign inside. Funny thing is that polish characters are visible through few seconds of loading but disappear when loading goes on. It's worth mentioning that main menu display most of them just fine (except ł around market window, there it shows some chinese characted instead of it).
I've tried: - that tip from Arch Wiki (something to do with fonts config) - installing Bitstream Vera Sans font mentioned in Arch Wiki troubleshooting guide - adding en_US to my KDE settings along with pl_PL
Of course I can deliver whatever is necessary, screenshots included.
Thanks in advance :).
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2023.06.04 18:03 Ryiverz B4NE: C3E1 - Relocation

I wanted to return to writing. I really did. But something always stopped me from doing that. Partying with my brothers and other stalkers, hunting dangerous mutants, trading with trustworthy and shady merchants, doing strange missions or just my own laziness. Not anymore.
Yep, it’s still Plagued who’s writing this miserable thing. Okay, I go hard on myself, because… I have hard time thinking about this, let alone writing about it. Several things changed – some for the better, but some for the worse. One thing at the time.
I remember a mention of a large party that we’d organize in the factory in Agroprom, after dealing with Interception. And we did – the biggest party the Zone ever witnessed. I’m completely certain that at least one hundred stalkers from various factions came to our place. Surprisingly, there weren’t any problems with our guests coming from different groups. I should write about it someday, because few things were out of this world, even by the Zone’s standards. But we gained more fame and respect as Riders.
Yes, Riders… As the name suggests, we should be riding something. We had a car with a horse drawn on it (from this, comes our other name – Horsemen), but we had to sacrifice it, so we could enter the main base of Interception.
From that point, we haven’t had any new vehicle. Quarrel, of course, wanted to have something new, but Craver tricked him and said he became a pussy, if he really needs a car here. Our exo guy, prideful as always, grabbed the bait and he didn’t mention it since then. But I could still see he’d really get one.
Okay… but what we were doing after destroying Interception, aside from parties? I’ll mention more interesting things. One was returning to the Observatory. It shouldn’t be named like that anymore since the main building was in thousands of pieces.
Main objective was to admire the destruction we did, but in peace. However, we’ve found a stalker there. It was the one we knew. We asked him what he was doing here and he said that he has things from the armory of collapsed building (basement was intact).
We told him the story about what he did (emptying two vodka bottles while we were doing it) and said that we could split the share. We agreed – getting out and selling things left in Interception’s armory made us a small fortune. By the Zone’s standards, we were living like the elite.
Another fun entry: we met with Overseer’s group. Well, he is not Overseer anymore, but Razhan. Since we killed their former masters, they could operate in peace. They decided that their experience would be most helpful with hunting mutants. Efficient guys – that’s the least I can say.
And other thing: many stalkers think that mutants are only representants of fauna here. That’s not true. We’ve found legendary fox, named Semyon. Cool little fellow, which Quarrel want to take it for himself. Even if he was treating it with respect, the animal eventually escaped. But exo guy wasn’t that sad and we compensated it with another drinking.
But they are also other animals here – Codex confirmed it. Yes, he got to our party. Dude emptied 0,7l vodka bottle in one attempt, as it was a juice. But then he said that he won’t repeat it again. He’s strong-headed too. I even asked about more info about his faction and provided me just that, but I can’t share it with you. Things like a photo of their best huntress, which looked stunning, but I’m out of her league, considering my ugly as fuck face.
Back to the topic… we saw moving groups of various animals which showed no or little signs of mutations. However, most majestic ones would be groups of mutated horses, called tarks, as well as non-mutated ones – Przewalski’s horses. Craver mentioned that it’d be cool, if we could get them as mounts. One can dream…
They were also dozens of things we did, like winning Arena’s biggest tournament (we opted for team part of it), exploring depths of Rostok, even exploring rarely visited part of the whole complex. But – like I said earlier – some bad things happen too. I’ll mention the worst.
No, it doesn’t mean that any of my brothers died. Hell, even Zrak is in one piece, but Sorrow has a long way to teach it how to talk, because we’ve found out it’s possible (good that we have internet access). It’s worse. We’re getting further apart with each other.
I’ll start with Quarrel – he didn’t want to abandon Irina, like his previous girl, so they started to meet more often. And this I can understand, but for some reason, he started to be more aggressive. We tried to talk to him about this, but because of his attitude, we couldn’t find the source of this problem. He almost even killed Sorrow, but machete swinged a little too high to do anything. So he started seeing her more often, even for days. He looked calm, but we knew that many things could trigger him. On the one hand, it’s sad that he was abandoning us more often, but on the other hand, I was glad when he wasn’t around, because with him, atmosphere became more tense.
Next – Craver. Remember that I mentioned his insatiable appetite? Yes, it got worse. He eats as often as he smokes. Which reminds me… wait a moment, I’ll get my own… much better. Anyway, even if he doesn’t got wider, our funds go down faster because of it, but he doesn’t care and explaining that to him didn’t work, even by force. And he also met his new girl (she’s called Katya Malva, if I remember correctly) on our party, which helped him with returning to mercenaries, specifically to her group led by a guy named Faun, supposedly from Chechnya. People think that there’s only one merc ”faction”, which isn’t entirely true. They work together, but they don’t have one leader. There’s Dushman, but he only leads the biggest one, not all of them.
I already mentioned Sorrow. Did he got better? Nope. I think that because of recent events, he started to feel worse. I figured out that he was envious because of the relationships the other two had (which he confirmed to me, when he was drunk). He also started to drink more. Way more. On top of that, he started to leaving on his own. He was the one who still wanted to talk to me and said that he wants to think about various things, mostly his reason to exist. Sorrow still wants to teach his bird how to talk, but he also knows that Zrak won’t replace us completely, which he said that he wants and doesn’t want to happen at the same time. I can understand him, at least partially.
And what about me? I’m sick. Sick of this shit happening and having no ways to solve it. This has to be one of the worst feelings man can experience. I was re-reading my entries, reminding myself of events we lived through together… I almost lost myself to this dream world, which was more appealing to me than the real world. So I thought to myself that if I can’t work on improving others, I should start improving myself. How to shoot better, how to be faster, stronger, have more endurance… This won’t help with my appearance much, since I didn’t find artifact to make me not ugly, but I feel better physically. Mentally… I’m more of a mess now than I was in Big Land.
We were sitting in big room of Agroprom’s northern factory, where we had all of our stuff and our sleeping bags with bedrolls, all of us doing own things. Shit, I almost forgot. We don’t have Yan with us anymore. What happened? Snout became his good friend and they started going on adventures together. Eventually, they parted ways to do their own things, but I have still contact with him. He says that he’s doing alright. I should find him some day…
Quarrel stood up from the floor and started going in circles, visibly tense. I wanted to ask him about it, but I had to be careful to not make him even more angry. However, our tough guy himself said what was his problem.
”I can’t take this anymore!” – he screamed.
”Woah, Quarrel… what’s the problem?” – Craver asked, eating another chocolate bar.
”I just need having an access to a car. I miss it so much…”
”So you’re a pussy?” – our medic smiled.
”No… or maybe… you can call me however you want, but I’d really kill for having some four wheels.”
”You know… even if it isn’t the safest way to travel, I kind miss it too. We had good memories with our Stallion…”
”Yeah… why did we had to destroy it?”
”Because we had to eliminate Interception.” – I responded.
”We should find another way.”
”Too late for that. And got used to walking everywhere.”
”But you could help us with getting cars, so...”
”So you could abandon us completely?”
”Man, what’s wrong with you?”
”What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with you?” – I asked, angry. - ”You vanish for days, going to Flora or doing something else, but when you return here, you’re just pissed off, treating us like we’re worse than you. Similar to Craver, who seems to enjoy the company of mercs than ours. Because of that, our crew falls apart. Sorrow feels worse and so do I. So I should be asking what happened.”
This was the lighter variant of our more frequent arguments. I was wondering how could this happened so quickly. It’s near the end of May, so little more than two months, since we’ve destroyed Interception. And yet, it feels like way more time has passed since then.
I knew Quarrel was pissed, but I didn’t care at that time. Earlier, he’d back off, if I said the truth. Not anymore. But he didn’t do anything – he didn’t attack me and he didn’t respond to me. Craver looked like he didn’t care and started eating can of beans. Sorrow was turned away from us, looking from the window. Soon, there will be night, so I didn’t understand at first why he was doing that. But he explained himself.
”Guys?”
”What is it, brother?” – I asked with calm.
”We have company.”
All of us came to the window. My brother passed me binoculars. He was right – I saw several dozens of soldiers, which most likely came from the southern base. Not only that, but they had four helicopters accompanying them. Things looked bad, but I wanted others to see that as well.
”Huh… more like platoon to me rather than company.” – Quarrel commented. - ”But still… we should have any problems with… Hey! Where are you going?”
We were smarter than our brother. Maybe – I really mean ”maybe” – we could kill the offensive, if it was alone, but it had choppers and we aren’t rich in anti-air defense. So we decided to pack up and escape when we had a chance.
”Too many of them at once.” – I replied. - ”We should find other hideout.”
”Guys, you seriously want to go without a fight?”
I placed items on the floor. Then, I grabbed RPG standing in the corner (it was the one we took from Interception’s armory) and got to the window. I quickly aimed and fired at one of military helicopters. Soon after, it crashed on the nearby tree, but didn’t do any damage to infantry.
”There. We are going with enemy casualties.” – I stated. – ”You go with us or continue to be a moron?”
”Huh…” – Quarrel chuckled. - ”Okay, I’ll grab the crates. No need to get you more tired.”
”But where should we go?” – Craver asked, while he was collecting items.
”I suggest going to Irina. There’s enough place for all of us and I’ll have her and you close together.”
”Hmm… and it’s closer to abandoned cities – Dead City and Limansk.”
”Yep. And what about you, brothers?”
”Okay.” – me and Sorrow replied.
So we quickly grabbed almost all of our items, not including trash and escaped the factory before soldiers could do anything to us. Upside to this was easier access to weed, which Craver also likes. But how will life there look like? That remained to be seen.
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2023.06.04 18:02 roguelynx96 Josh missed my quit moment in Eldevin :(

he says there are no quit moments, but i had one. he says there's nothing to hate, but there absolutely was, and i'm sure there still is, i highly doubt that they changed it. my quit moment can be found right here. i quit Eldevin when i decided to help the Mages cure the Plagued rather than help the army cull the Plagued, and the Mages had me cure this dude, the Fat Plagued, with the Staff of Redemption, and i did that, only for the game to immediately send me back to kill him with the Sword of Mercy for the army. i entered the room, fought him, cured him, he became a normal human being, i exited the room, the game sent me back to the room, he was a monster again, and i had to kill him. there was no going back to the game after that, since my choices didn't matter. and it made so little sense too, since there is a reputation system! what the heck was that for.?!
unrelated, with the steal the painting quest, Eldevin in general has a day-and-night cycle (again, like Runescape), and, assuming the quest hasn't been changed, you're supposed to steal the painting at night, when the artist is asleep. i don't think the game explains this at all, i think i had to resort to using the wiki. and it's not supposed to be possible to escape the bodyguards if you enter or exit the painter's house from the main door, i don't know how Josh did it.
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2023.06.04 18:02 Ill_Emergency_9274 Spouse [34m] is upset I [25f] told my friend and sister about my pregnancy before him. What’s a worthwhile resolution?

We have been trying for baby number 2 for about 3 months. I was starting to get discouraged and I would talk to my friend [29f] that I met on a mom group via Facebook about it. I am a SAHM so my interactions are limited and after getting married and having my baby, it left me with no friends. I have known her less than a year but we do frequent playdates with our children, talk about life and our marriages, etc. I had talked to her a day prior to finding out I was pregnant about how discouraged I was. I took a test half-assed and two light lines came out. I text her to get her opinion and she said it looks like it, so I set an appointment to take a test at the doctors. I called up my sister [18f] to tell her my news and if I should wait until father’s day to tell my spouse or not. I am not the best at holding in secrets so I told him almost immediately after that call. I had told my husband that I wanted him & I to wait until the risk of miscarriage has reduced (after the 1st trimester) before sharing the news. The last time he told the news was as soon as I found out, word got to his ex-wife via his family and she got pregnant as a competition (which has been confirmed). I have told my mother [41f], step-mother[41f], siblings, and my grandma [80f] & grandpa [69m]. The reason I told my grandmother is because the due date would be on her birthday and I knew that would make her happy to hear, my grandpa happened to be in the room so by default he knows. I felt comfortable to share with my family in case something awful happens. My last pregnancy left me with pre-eclampsia, anemia, and chronic utis (and a kidney infection that left me hospitalized). I am at risk for these my current pregnancy, not to mention the stress we are going through moving homes soon, planning my children’s birthdays, and school stress. My husband is upset mostly that I told my sister and friend. He has expressed distaste for my friend because she has talked poorly about her own husband and men and thinks that would rub off on me. He feels like she is a fake friend and evil which I don’t feel at all. He also hates my sister [18f]. My mother has and is in an abusive relationship with her father. That was our reality growing up and so she went through a rebellious stage in middle and high school where she would sneak out, smoke pot, and drink. Last year, she got into a relationship with a drug dealer and moved 8 hours away with him (likely to escape my mother’s and her father’s abuse). I understand why she would move. I moved out as soon as I was 18 too. She is broken up with him but is still friends with him. My spouse has tried to talk my sister out of moving in with him so quickly and how to recognize drug abuse but was met with her teenage eye rolls and ignoring him, typing on her phone. He is saying how I am treating him like a sperm donor and that he doesn’t want to have more kids because of this. He is also upset that he wasn’t able to tell his family that I am barely 4 WEEKS pregnant. His mother hates me. She has talked shit about me from day one. She has tried creating lies to break us up, makes snide and rude comments about me and to me, and she has never made me feel like part of her family. His father’s side is nice but I am not close to them at all. They all have their pre-established groups and I feel like I don’t mesh. They also predominately speak a different language which makes it hard to communicate. He is upset and wants to cease having more kids. He has been giving me the silent treatment or laying into me about how I’m wrong for telling my friend and sister first. How do I navigate his feelings? What would be a worthwhile resolution? What’s the logical thing to do?
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2023.06.04 18:01 Uselessbuddy [Store] Brudda's Store of TI6/TI7/TI8/TI9/TI10/Nemestice/Aghanim's/Diretide 2022 Collector's Caches Sets

Selling my sets for below mentioned price in items.
Feel free to add me/discuss.
Why u should trust me ?
Sold over 1000 TI6/TI7/TI8/TI9/TI10/Nemestice/Aghanim's/Diretide 2022 Collector's
Proof of gifting Caches Sets?
Check comments on my profile & check their inventory for my sets gifted by me.
Buyer always goes first or we can use middleman from this Sub.
Also, why would scam ? I got like 800+ cache sets to sell.
Profile https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198107212373

Diretide 2022 Collector's Cache

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Shadowleaf Insurgent Hoodwink 20+ $15
Scarlet Subversion Riki 20+ $15
Whippersnapper Snapfire 20+ $10
Hounds of Obsession Chen 20+ $10
Seadog's Stash Clockwork 20+ $10
Starlorn Adjudicator Dawnbreaker 20+ $15
Spoils of the Shadowveil Spectre 20+ $15
Chines of the Inquisitor Faceless Void 20+ $10
Trophies of the Hallowed Hunt Ursa 20+ $10
Crimson Dawn Phoenix 20+ $10
Forgotten Station Terrorblade 20+ $15
Dirge Amplifier Undying 20+ $15
Champion of the Fire Lotus Monkey King 20+ $10
Deathstitch Shaman Witch Doctor 20+ $10
Blue Horizons Marci 20+ $30
Angel of Vex Invoker 20+ $35
Dark Behemoth Primal Beast 20+ $50

Aghanim's 2021 Collector's Cache

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Silverwurm Sacrifice Dragon Knight 22 $20
Scales of the Shadow Walker Phantom Lancer 23 $15
Perception of the First Light Dawnbreaker 22 $15
Apex Automated Clockwerk 22 $15
Test of the Basilisk Lord Razor 25 $10
Secrets of the Frost Singularity Ancient Apparition 23 $8
Perils of the Red Banks Chen 22 $10
The Chained Scribe Grimstroke 24 $10
Widow of the Undermount Gloom Broodmother 23 $10
Forgotten Fate Mars 22 $5
March of the Crackerjack Mage Rubick 24 $10
Cosmic Concoctioneers Alchemist 23 $20
Days of the Demon Axe 22 $10
Blightfall Abaddon 23 $15
Pyrexae Polymorph Perfected Ogre Magi 25 $35
Wrath of the Celestial Sentinel Chaos Knight 8 $60

Nemestice Collector's Cache 2021

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Twilight Hex Dark Willow 23 15$
Litany of the Damned Doom 24 15$
Astral Terminus Enigma 23 10$
Caerulean Star Enchantress 22 8$
Arcane Inverter Gyrocopter 22 20$
Creed of the Skullhound Lycan 22 25$
Desert Bloom Nature's Prophet 23 20$
Silence of the Starweaver Oracle 23 10$
Eyriebound Imperator Skywrath Mage 23 10$
Anthozoan Assault Tiny 23 25$
Defender of the Brumal Crest Winter Wyvern 10 10$
Red Sands Marauder Shadow Shaman 23 20$
Footfalls of the Sporefathers Witch Doctor 12 60$

Collector's Cache I 2020

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Ravenous Abyss Underlord 20+ $15
Apocalypse Unbound AA 20+ $10
Beholden of the Banished Ones Warlock 20+ $10
Fury of the Righteous Storm Disruptor 20+ $5
Lineage of the Stormlords Juggernaut 20+ $35
Silent Slayer Silencer 20+ $10
Mindless Slaughter Pudge 20+ $20
Heartless Hunt Bounty 20+ $10
Herald of the Ember Eye Grimstroke 20+ $10
Fissured Flight Jakiro 20+ $5
Flashpoint Proselyte Husker 20+ $15
Signs of the Allfather Nature prophet 20+ $15
Glory of the Elderflame Lina 20+ $25
Lineage of the Stormlords Juggernaut 6 $35
Origin of the Dark Oath Night Stalker 6 $25
Songs of Starfall Glen Enchantress 20+ $5
Ancient Inheritance Tiny 20+ $30
Forsworn Legacy mars 20+ $50

Collector's Cache II 2020

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Evolution of the Infinite Enigma 20+ $6
Beast of the Crimson Ring bristle back 20+ $10
Clearcut Cavalier Timber 20+ $6
The King Of Thieves Keeper of light 20+ $10
Horror from the Deep Tide 20+ $20
Ire of the Ancient Gaoler Arc warden 20+ $25
Talons of the Endless Storm chaos knight 20+ $15
Carousal of the Mystic Masquerade Rubick 20+ $6
Crown of Calaphas Shadow demon 20+ $10
Wrath of the Fallen doom 20+ $20
Blacksail Cannoneer Sniper 20+ $10
Secrets of the Celestial 📷 Skywrath mage 20+ $5
Blaze of Oblivion Phoenix 20+ $6
Steward of the Forbidden Chamber Templar Assassin 20+ $25
Claszureme Incursion Void 20+ 70$

Collector's Cache 2019

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Paean of the Ink Dragon Grimstroke 18 10$
Scorched Amber Dragon Knight 20 20$
Allure of the Faeshade Flower Dark Willow 1 M* 25$
The Arts of Mortal Deception Enigma 21 10$
Poacher's Bane Tidehunter 20 10$
Soul of the Brightshroud Death Prophet 21 10$
Curse of the Creeping Vine Undying 21 20$
Appetites of the Lizard King Slark 18 25$
Riddle of the Hierophant Oracle 20 10$
Defender of Ruin Disruptor 22 25$

Collector's Cache II 2019

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Sight of the Kha-Ren Faithful Drow Ranger 31 15$
Tribal Pathways Warlock 30 10$
Directive of the Sunbound Clockwerk 31 10$
Endless Night Abaddon 30 10$
Dapper Disguise Pudge 27 15$
Fury of the Bloodforge Bloodseeker 30 10$
Automaton Antiquity Broodmother 31 10$
Grim Destiny Wraith King 29 10$
Distinguished Expeditionary Tusk 30 10$
Verdant Predator Venomancer 31 10$
Prized Acquisitions Batrider 31 5$
Fowl Omen Necrophos 34 30$

The International 2018 Collector's Cache I

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Trail of the Sanguine Spectrum Bloodseeker 20 8$
Insights of the Sapphire Shroud Dark Seer 18 4$
Pillar of the Fractured Citadel Spirit Breaker 21 $5
The Murid Divine Necrophos 22 15$
Molokau Stalker Venomancer 21 $10
Morbific Provision Witch Doctor 22 10$
Raptures of the Abyssal Kin Queen of Pain 20 15$
Grasp of the Riven Exile Weaver 20 5$

The International 2018 Collector's Cache II

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Pitmouse Fraternity Meepo 37 10$
Fires of the Volcanic Guard Ember Spirit 37 10$
Shackles of the Enduring Conscript Axe 37 6$
Shimmer of the Anointed Nyx Assassin 29 5$
Loaded Prospects Brewmaster 39 15$
Ire of Molten Rebirth Phoenix 36 10$
Pattern of the Silken Queen Broodmother 26 5$
The Rat King Chen 28 10$
Raiments of the Obsidian Forge Underlord 22 20$

The International 2017 Collector's Cache

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Rumrunner's Carronade Brew master 20 15$
Abyssal Vortex Enigma 27 10$
Samareen Sacrifice Huskar 22 10$
Spoils of the Vodou Rover Witch Doctor 27 10$
Shadowforce Gale Luna 24 10$
Mechalodon Interdictor Gyrocopter 27 10$
Cunning Corsair Riki 24 20$

The International 2016 Collector's Cache

Set name Hero Quantity $$
Nightsilver's Resolve luna 2 M* dtygod* 20$
Oni Knight the Dark Conqueror Chaos Knight 2 dtygod* dopey* 20$
I am no longer entertaining joy riders so I prefer you give $3 in items when u add me as deposit.
Those $3 will be subtracted from you're total sets cost.
Don't add me if you don't like the prices.

*if you don't reserve the sets.
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2023.06.04 18:00 deprodugie Help with force field affecting particles

I have a sphere with a quick effects liquid system on it and am trying to add a forcefield that keeps the particles from travelling too far away from it.
The goal is for it to look something like this:
https://preview.redd.it/bwzl3sw3x04b1.png?width=423&format=png&auto=webp&s=035cb18893c6d73a753bcc817cc2f6a284be9fdf
However, whenever I add the force field, the particles keep escaping out of the system vertically and are barely moving horizontally. Increasing the strength of the force (making it more negative) makes the particles escape even faster.
https://preview.redd.it/09hvu0huw04b1.png?width=1920&format=png&auto=webp&s=ea2d78a271290cbacbe9f6e41feb2f5287afd1c7
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2023.06.04 18:00 DJ_Hamster (SELLING) Large List of Assorted 4k and hD Codes, Disney, Tons of Cheap Codes

Only accepting CashApp or Venmo. Codes are split, redeem only on the service that you have paid for please. Thanks!
 
Running a special - For every $10 worth of codes you buy, get any code worth $2 and under for free.   4k Indiana Jones 4-Movie Bundle - $18 Vudu - HD Jurassic World 6 Movie Bundle - $9 Vudu - HD How to Train Your Dragon (3 Movie Bundle) - $6 Vudu - 4k Back to the Future Trilogy - $11
May Universal Rewards Codes - $2.50 Each June Universal Rewards Codes - $2.50 Each
 
4k Vudu
Back to the Future Trilogy - $11 Bohemian Rhapsody - $4.00 Courier, The - $4.50 Ex Machina - $4.00 Gemini Man - $2 Halloween Kills Extended (Unrated) - $5 Hacksaw Ridge - $4 Hunter Killer - $4.50 Hurt Locker, The - $4.50 Indiana Jones Raiders of the Lost Ark - $4.50 Indiana Jones Temple of Doom - $4.50 Indiana Jones Last Crusade - $4.50 Indiana Jones Kingdom of the Crystal Skull - $4.50 Jaws - $4 John Wick 3 - $3 Jurassic World Fallen Kingdom - $3.00 Lord of War - $5.00 Mama Mia! Here We Go Again - $4.00 Midway - $4.50 Patriot's Day - $4 Psycho - $4 Push - $5.00 Ran - $5.00 Rambo Last Blood - $4.00 Requiem for a Dream - $5.00 Skyscraper - $3 Terminator 2 Judgment Day - $4.00 The Good House - $5.00 The Man Who Fell to Earth - $5.00 Venom - $3.50  
4k ITunes/Some MA - MUST redeem on iTunes or FoxRedeem. If there is a (MA) next to the title, the title will transfer out from iTunes to MA and Vudu in 4k/UHD. Refer to 4kSheet if you have question or ask me.
Assassin's Creed (MA) - $2 Anchorman 2 - $2 Annihilation - $2 Bumblebee - $2 Deadpool (MA) - $1 Detective Knight: Rogue - $3 Divergent - $2 Divergent: Insurgent - $2 Divergent: Allegiant - $2 Dracula Untold - $2.50 (MA) Dredd - $2.50 Despicable Me 2 (MA) - $2 Despicable Me 3 (MA) - $3 Escape Plan - $2 Ender's Game - $2 Expendables 2 - $1 Expendables 3 [Theatrical] - $1 Expendables 3 [Unrated] - $1 Fortress: Sniper's Eye - $3 Fault in our Stars - $2 Fast and Furious 1st (MA) - $2.50 Fast and Furious 4th (MA) - $2.50 Fast Furious 6 Extended (MA) - $2 Furious 7 Extended (MA) - $1.50 Fences - $2 Gemini Man - $2 Ghost in the Shell - $3 GI Joe Retaliation - $2 Girl on the Train - $2 Gods of Egypt - $2 Hercules - $2 Hitman's Bodyguard - $2 Hunger Games - $1.50 Hunger Games: Catching Fire - $1.50 Independence Day: Resurgence (MA) - $2 Interstellar - $2 Jack Reacher: Never Go Back - $2 Jack Ryan: Shadow Recruit - $2 Jaws - $2 Jurassic World (MA) - $1.50 John Wick - $1.50 John Wick 2 - $2 Kingsman Secret Service (MA) - $2.50 Kingsman Golden Circle (MA) - $2.50 Knives Out - $4 La La Land - $3.50 Lone Survivor (MA) - $2 Logan (MA) - $2 Lucy - $2 Me & Earl & The Dying Girl (MA) - $4 Minions (MA) - $3 Mission Impossible - $3.50 Mission Impossible 2 - $3.50 Mission Impossible 3 - $3.50 Mission Impossible Fallout - $2.50 Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol - $2.50 Mission Impossible Rogue Nation - $2.50 Monster Trucks - $2.50 Night at the Museum Secret of the Tomb - $2 Office Christmas Party - $3 Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - $2.50 Pitch Perfect (MA) - $1.50 Pitch Perfect 2 (MA) - $1.50 Princess Bride - $3.50 Prometheus (MA) - $3 Purge, The (MA) - $1.50 Purge Anarchy (MA) - $2 Red 2 - $1 Secret Life of Pets (MA) - $2 Sicario - $1.50 Sing (MA) - $2 Snow White and the Huntsman Extended (MA) - $2 Star Trek: Into Darkness - $1 Star Trek: Beyond - $1.50 Straight Outta Compton Unrated (MA) - $2 Top Gun Maverick - $3.50 Terminator Dark Fate - $3 Terminator Genisys - $2 Transformers Age of Extinction - $1.50 Transformers Dark of the Moon - $2 Transformers The Last Knight - $2 Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 2 - $2 War for the Planet of the Apes - $2 Warcraft - $2.50 XXX Return of Xander Cage - $2 X-Men Days of Future Past (MA) - $1.50   4k Disney MA Splits + DMI Points
Frozen 2 - $1.50 Lion King (Live) - $3.00 Mulan Live - $3.00 Star Wars: Rise of the Skywalker - $3.00 Toy Story 4 - $4.00 Wreck-It Ralph 2 - $3.50
  Running a special - For every $10 worth of codes you buy, get any code worth $2 and under for free.   HD Vudu - Must be redeemed on Vudu
10 Cloverfield Lane - $2.50 1917 - $2.50 Atomic Blonde - $2.50 Batman (2022) - $3 Battle Royale - $4 Bohemian Rhapsody - $2.50 Bullet Train - $3.50 Bumblebee - $2 Call Me By Your Name - $2 Calvary - $3 Carol - $3 Columbiana Unrated - $2 Cave Rescue - $3 Chasing Mavericks - $3 Despicable Me 3 - $2 Django Unchained - $2 Dredd - $2 Elysium - $3 Ex Machina - $2 Ender's Game - $2 Fantastic Beasts - Secrets of Dumbledore - $3 Fast and the Furious 9 - $2 First Man - $2.50 Fortress: Sniper's Eye - $3 God's Not Dead Light in the Darkness - $3 Hardcore Henry - $3 Hobbs and Shaw - $2.50 House with a Clock In It's Walls - $3 Foxcatcher - $3 Jurassic World 6 Movie Bundle - $9 Knight and Day - $2.50 Lone Survivor - $2 Looper - $2 Martian - $2 Marauders - $3 Men in Black 3 - $2 Mission Impossible - $2 Mission Impossible 2 - $2 Mission Impossible 3 - $2 Monster Hunter - $3 Morbius - $3 Night House, The - $3.50 Nebraska - $3 Oblivion - $3 Oranges - $4 Peter Rabbit 1 and 2 - $5.00 Possession of Hannah Grace - $2.5 Robin Hood (2018) - $2.50 Serenity - $3 Skyfall - $2 Snowpiercer - $6 Spider-Man Far From Home - $2 Spider-Man Homecoming - $2 Spider-Man No Way Home - $2.50 Super 8 - $3 Super Troopers 2 - $3 Ted Unrated - $2 The Woman in Black - $3 Trauma Center - $2.50 Top Gun (Vudu HD or iTunes 4k) - $2 Uncut Gems - $3.50 Vice (2018) - $4 White House Down - $2 Wolverine, The (unrated) - $2
 
HD Vudu - $1.50 Each or less as marked
Adventures of Tintin Amazing Spider-Man 2 Alien Covenant Anchorman 2 A Good Day to Die Hard Extended A Quiet Place Bad Moms Battleship Boss Baby Darkest Hour Divergent - $1 Divergent: Insurgent Despicable Me 2 Emoji Movie Epic Escape Plan - $1.00 Expendables 2 - $1.00 Expendables 3 - $1.00 Fate of the Furious ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Fate of the Furious Extended ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Fast Furious 6 Extended ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Furious 7 Extended ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Fifty Shades of Gray Unrated Fences Gemini Man - $1 Ghost in the Shell GI Joe Retaliation Girl on the Train - $1 Gods of Egypt Hateful Eight Hercules Hunger Games - $0.50 Hunger Games Catching Fire - $0.50 Huntsman Winter War Extended Jack Reacher: Never Go Back Jurassic World - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Let's Be Cops Life of Pi Lucy Mission Impossible Rogue Nation - $1.00 Monster Trucks Monuments Men Night at the Museum Secret of the Tomb Ninja Turtles Nut Job 2 - Nutty By Nature Paranormal Activity 3 Pain and Gain Peanuts Movie Pitch Perfect Pitch Perfect 2 - $1 Purge, The Purge Anarchy, The Rambo First Blood Red 2 - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Ride Along Ride Along 2 Robocop (2014) Safe Safe House Secret Life of Pets Sicario - $1 Snow White and the Huntsman Extended - $1 Star Trek Beyond Star Trek Into Darkness - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Taken 2 Terminator: Dark Fate Transformers Age of Extinction - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Transformers Dark of the Moon - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 2 XXX Return of Xander Cage Warcraft World War Z - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code)  
HD Disney MA Splits - No DMI Points (Unless Stated)
Aladdin (1992) - $3 (Comes with DMI Points) Ant-Man - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Beauty and the Beast Live - $2 Beauty and the Beast (animated) - $3 (Comes with DMI Points) Black Panther Wakanda Forever - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Cars - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Cars 2 - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Cars 3 - $2 Coco - $1 Cruella - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Dumbo Live - $2 Encanto - $2 (Comes with DMI Points) Force Awakens - $1 ($0.50 with purchase of any other code, including another $0.50 code) Finding Dory - $2 Free Guy (Comes with DMI Points) - $2 Frozen - $1.5 Guardians of the Galaxy V2 - $2 Lady and the Tramp (Comes with DMI Points) - $3 Lightyear - $2 (Comes with DMI Points) Luca - $2 (Comes with DMI Points) Maleficent - $2 Mary Poppins (1964) (Comes with DMI Points) - $3 Mary Poppins Returns - $2 Maleficent Mistress - $2 Mulan II - $3.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Peter Pan - $3.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Raya The Last Dragon - $2.00 (Comes with DMI Points) Rescuers, The - $3.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Rescuers Down Under, The - $3.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Saving Mr. Banks - $2 Shang-Chi - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Sleeping Beauty - $3.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Strange World - $4.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Soul - $2.00 (Comes with DMI Points) Turning Red - $2.00 (Comes with DMI Points) Thor: Ragnarok - $2 West Side Story - $2.50 (Comes with DMI Points) Zootopia - $1.50  
HD Disney GP Splits $1.00 Each Unless Stated
101 Dalmations - $2.50 Aladdin (1992) - $2 Ant-Man - $1.50 Beauty and the Beast (1991) - $2.00 Black Panther Black Panther Wakanda Forever - $2.00 Cars - $2 Cars 2 - $2 Cruella - $1.50 Encanto - $1.50 End Game - $.50 Free Guy - $1.50 Frozen 2 Guardians of the Galaxy V2 Incredibles 2 Infinity War Luca - $1.50 Lightyear - $1.50 Lion King (Live) Maleficent Mary Poppins (1964) - $2 Mulan Live Mulan II - $2.50 Peter Pan - $2.50 Rescuers, The - $2.50 Rescuers Down Under, The - $2.50 Saving Mr. Banks Sleeping Beauty - $2.50 Strange World - $3.50 Raya The Last Dragon Shang-Chi - $1.50 Star Wars: The Force Awakens - $0.50 Star Wars: Rise of the Skywalker Soul Thor: The Dark World - $2 Toy Story 4 Turning Red - $1.50 West Side Story - $1.50 Wreck it Ralph 2 - $1.50  
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2023.06.04 18:00 Imabadperson97 I am horrified of relationships.

I’m new to reddit so sorry if the layout is weird and may not make complete sense. this is a throw away account so no one from my personal life recognises me. This is a long one so if you do decide to read it, buckle up. I am still a minor.
(TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault, abuse, neglect, domestic violence, self harm, suicide, eating disorders)
I am so alone, I have severe trust issues as from ages 4-13 I was sexually assaulted by 2 people in which I thought were my best friends. No one believed me because we were “just kids” the eldest was at least 18 before it stopped and they were a family friend. My parents have never been good people, they only got together because my mum got pregnant. They are abusive, neglectful, addicts as they have been my entire life. All of this a long with a few other majorly traumatic events that happened mainly in my childhood have affected me with a lot of long term issues.
When I was 13 I got into my first “serious” relationship, it lasted well over a year. That relationship was horrible, my then partner was incredibly abusive and controlling. I wasn’t allowed to talk to people without their permission, they had to be with me if I went into town, they checked my phone routinely, chose what I wore, etc. if I broke any of their “rules” they would hit me, if they found out I had self harmed they would hit me, if I took to long to respond the next time they saw me they would hit me. I ended up often times covered in bruises and cuts. I have been struggling with an eating disorder since I was around 8 years old and they worsened that, commenting on my weight and what I ate. I was a 4’11, 13 year old girl who only weighed around 29 kilos. Half way through our relationship I attempted to take my life due to not only past traumas but also the relationship, I felt stuck. I saw no way of escaping this horrid relationship apart from death. I lived obviously and they voiced multiple times that they didn’t care if I did die. I stayed with them for another 6 months before they broke up with me. I was shattered because while I was grateful I escaped, they were the only person who “loved me” and I didn’t know what to do with my life anymore.
All of this has slowly piled up to the point I have severe trust and commitment issues. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, autism, adhd, clinical depression and GAD (generalised anxiety disorder). I am horrified of getting into a relationship because I don’t want to go through any of the stuff I have been through again and I don’t want to have to explain why I am the way I am. When I say I’m horrified I don’t mean a little scared I mean I avoid everyone, I cannot create real friendships out of fear. The minute someone starts even showing mild interest in me I immediately freak out, block them, isolate myself, etc. I cannot function like this, I have been on antidepressants for over a year and have been through intense therapy for around 3 years and I can’t do it anymore. Nothing is working and I am so exhausted mentally and physically. I want to give up.
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2023.06.04 18:00 nas_emerald00 Lets Play Soccer 2 Ep96 -Trailer (Watch Out?!!)

Title Match Tour has ended? Maybe? Jeju Title Match might be the painful defeat yet but it doesn't put a stop to Eojjeoda Avengers journey. 5 victories out of 6 Title Matches are no joke, as time goes by we can see the growth and the weaknesses of our players. One did got away but the fighting spirits of Eojjeoda Avengers are above all else.
Breaking The Seal in SEOUL! You must have thought that Title Match Tour was the hardest but guess what? The World Cup of Early Football is just around the corner! No time for missed pass and clumsy play. 2 months of intense training? Declared! Defense. Midfielder. Striker. No one can escape from Ahn Jung Hwan's eyes.
The selected 11 of 454 football teams, would Eojjeoda Avengers be able to tackle the obstacles? But before that, can they even survive the hell training?
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2023.06.04 18:00 AutoModerator ➡️ Daily Questions ⬅️- ASK AND ANSWER HERE! - 4 June 2023

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2023.06.04 18:00 rankt-bot [referrals] Chase Disney Premier

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2023.06.04 17:59 Talostorosho The fact a lot of Redpill fans aren’t in or ever been in a relationship is true but some get pulled while in a bad/failing relationship

I remember the feeling because when I started listening to them back in 2020 my relationship with my current wife was just heading down the gutters. I was in debt from college didn’t have a lot of money felt like the marriage at the time was on thin ice sometimes got the feeling of “this mf just doesn’t listen to me” and it just felt good atm listening to these guys talk about how a relationship should be but also mostly listen to them kick out or shit on the most brain dead takes some of the kind of women they’d bring to show. The working out and getting your bread up part resonated with me the most so alot of times when they’d have the Money Monday shows I’d listen to it at work but it kinda just felt like an escape. Time progresses I’m finally getting a break in my issues I get promoted take care of my bills my relationship is alot better than it was and feels like I got out before I got indoctrinated into they’re whole idea of “High value Man” especially since I was also a Aba & Preach fan also and all the controversy that came out against Myron and Fresh literally let some average chick scam and mostly the way the view black woman cause I’m married to and have been married to a black woman for 5 years and that shit didn’t resonate with me at all.
TL:DR- Used to be a Fan way back when they first started when I was on a bad terms with my wife and broke from finishing college. Got my shit together and realized these mf are on some extra wild and cringe shit that I didn’t wanna be apart of anymore .
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2023.06.04 17:58 firelizard19 Suggesting potential additions to the "marketing terms" list in sub resources

Do you think "gushu" or "tea tree age claims" should be added to the list of marketing terms that should probably be disregarded? (Here: https://www.reddit.com/tea/wiki/faq/#wiki_how_do_you_brew_tea.3F/). It seems this is the sort of thing that's at least regularly exaggerated in tea circles or by the original sellers to justify a markup. It almost seems accepted marketing, lies/embellishments everyone tells in the origin countries and no one really expects to be taken at face value (seems like it comes up in China mostly but might be elsewhere too).
I don't think there's necessarily anything morally wrong with that, some cultures are more "buyer beware" than others. They can say it's picked by virgin monkies from gushu trees watered by organic monk tears and it's just a bit eye-rolly as long as the tea is good. But a warning that you shouldn't pay extra based on that unless the tea in the cup warrants it is probably in order.
Anyway, I was thinking an addition to the "meaningless marketing terms" list about age claims might be a good idea based on all the above. Even if it's not as definitive as the other listings that it's meaningless, mentioning it's often exaggerated and so should be taken with a grain of salt would probably be useful to new tea enthusiasts.
What do more experienced people think here? Mods?
Is there anything else we might want to suggest adding while it's being discussed?
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2023.06.04 17:56 sackheim_beutlin A Polar Fox escaped from a small Zoo in Germany but got tired on the way. A zookeeper took him back. I hope that didn’t disturb his slumber.

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2023.06.04 17:53 Commercial_Move1254 GFs Best Friend (F30-M29)

My GF has a friend from college, that I truly can not stand to be around. She is so self centered and only talks about getting drunk in college, her job and other things about herself. She is loud, obnoxious and will interrupt you when you’re talking and it’s just frustrating. The very sound of her voice drives me into tachycardia. She is the bane of my existence. I am an introvert at times and will be on my phone to escape the misery and this pisses off my GF who says I’m not being social. My GF says that I don’t engage her and it bothers her. I will do the bare minimum and will go out with them and try to be social when out an about, but I am not going out of my way to appease the friend. BTW this friend tried to tell my GF that I was not good enough for her at my GFs birthday party after only meeting me once. WTF? I’m lost at what to do and how I can convey to my GF that I will support her and let her have the friends that she wants, but that I’m not going to associate with her friend from college?
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2023.06.04 17:53 dlschindler I Met Strange Creatures While On Drugs

In the vast expanse of the Mexican countryside, where the swaying fields of green met the endless stretch of blue sky, I had spent my seventy years as a humble rancher. My life had been defined by hard work, the warmth of the sun on my weathered face, and the unwavering faith that guided my every step. Family was the cornerstone of my existence, and the love that bound us together brought solace and joy to my heart.
It was my grandniece, Ana, who now resided in the bustling city of Los Angeles, who played an unexpected role in the strange journey that awaited me. Despite the miles that separated us, Ana had become a successful professional, and her heart overflowed with love and concern for her aging uncle. When she learned of my deteriorating health, she took it upon herself to arrange a special surgery in Arizona, hoping to restore my vitality and grant me a chance at a better life.
Full of gratitude and hope, I embarked on the journey, leaving behind the familiar sights and sounds of my homeland. Ana's support had brought me solace, as I clung to the belief that God's grace would guide me through any trial that lay ahead.
Little did I know that my journey to Arizona would lead me into the depths of a living nightmare, shattering the foundation of my faith and testing the very limits of my sanity. The surgery was meant to bring healing, but instead, it opened a door to a world of unspeakable horrors that would forever haunt my existence.
This is the harrowing tale of the creatures I encountered while under the influence of drugs, their relentless pursuit, and the grim realization that some nightmares extend far beyond the realms of our understanding. As I recount this chilling experience, let it serve as a warning that even the strongest faith and love cannot shield us from the darkness that lurks in the shadows, waiting to consume us whole.
As a seventy-year-old rancher from Mexico, I had experienced my fair share of hardships and unusual encounters. But nothing could have prepared me for the terrifying ordeal that unfolded after I was brought to Arizona for a special surgery. It was a routine procedure, they said, but little did I know that the anesthetics they administered would unlock a horrifying world beyond my imagination.
The moment the sedatives took hold, I found myself drifting into a nightmarish slumber. Shadows danced and twisted before my closed eyes, morphing into grotesque shapes that defied reason. When I awoke, disoriented and groggy, I found myself in a dimly lit hospital room. The air felt heavy, suffocating, and an eerie silence hung in the air.
I tried to call out for help, but my voice seemed to evaporate into thin air. Panic coursed through my veins as I struggled to make sense of my surroundings. Then, from the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of movement. Something skittered across the floor, quick and unnatural.
My heart pounded in my chest as I turned my gaze towards the source of the disturbance. My eyes widened in horror as I laid eyes upon the creatures that haunted my nightmares. They were humanoid in shape, but twisted and contorted beyond recognition. Their pale, mottled skin seemed to glisten under the dim light, and their elongated limbs moved with a jerky, unsettling motion.
Their eyes, oh god, their eyes were empty voids, devoid of any humanity or emotion. As I watched, they crept closer, their unsettling presence filling the room with an oppressive dread. I could feel their malevolence, an otherworldly aura that sent shivers down my spine.
Fear consumed me as I realized these creatures were not bound by the laws of our reality. They moved through walls and solid objects, effortlessly closing the distance between us. I tried to escape, to flee from the room and their relentless pursuit, but my body felt heavy and unresponsive.
With each passing moment, their numbers grew, their presence suffocating my very existence. Their clawed hands reached out towards me, their whispers echoing in my mind. Their incomprehensible language filled my head, driving me to the brink of madness. I could no longer distinguish reality from the hallucinations induced by the drugs.
Days turned into nights, and nights bled into an endless cycle of torment. Sleep became a mere illusion, a reprieve from the never-ending horror that plagued me. The creatures stalked me relentlessly, their eyes boring into my soul, taunting me with their existence.
I pleaded for mercy, begged for release from this hellish nightmare, but my cries fell upon deaf ears. No one could hear me, no one could save me from the nightmare that had become my reality. I was trapped in a twisted dimension, caught between life and death.
With the weight of my encounter with the haunting creatures pressing heavily on my soul, I sought solace in the company of my brothers. Juan and Miguel, both strong and unwavering in their support, listened intently as I recounted the terrifying ordeal that had befallen me. Their furrowed brows and concerned expressions revealed their genuine worry, but their practical minds sought a solution to this unearthly menace.
"We mustn't let these creatures continue to stalk you, hermano," Juan declared, his voice laced with determination. "We must find a way to confront them and rid you of this torment."
Miguel, the more skeptical of the two, took a moment to contemplate. "Perhaps we can lead them away, far from here. Out in the desert, where their presence won't harm anyone else."
Hope ignited within me as their plan unfolded. We would set up a campfire in the vast expanse of the desert, drawing the creatures away from populated areas. It seemed like a sound strategy, a way to buy some time and perhaps even find a solution.
As nightfall settled upon the arid landscape, my brothers and I ventured into the heart of the desert. With every step, I could feel the weight of their doubts pressing upon me. They were reluctant to fully embrace the extent of the horrors I had witnessed. Instead, they chose to drown their unease in the embrace of the bottle, their laughter echoing under the starlit sky.
But as the flickering flames cast eerie shadows upon the sand, I realized the creatures were drawing closer. The distant whispers and rustling sounds sent chills down my spine, urging me to abandon the camouflage we had created.
Summoning all the courage within me, I decided to lead the creatures further away, away from my beloved brothers and into the treacherous darkness of the desert. The pain of leaving them behind gnawed at my heart, but their inebriation had clouded their judgment, blinding them to the imminent danger.
As the first rays of dawn painted the horizon with hues of golden light, I turned to face the pursuing creatures. With each step, their presence grew more malevolent, their snarls echoing through the stillness of the desert. They lunged towards me, their claws outstretched, and I braced myself for the inevitable onslaught.
In that final confrontation, wounds appeared upon my flesh, marking me as a testament to the terrors I had endured. Though their touch sent searing pain through my body, I summoned the last vestiges of strength to fight back. Using all my willpower, I managed to block the creatures in an old, abandoned mine, the sunlight casting them into a prison of darkness.
Exhausted and battered, I limped my way back to civilization, hitching a ride with a kind-hearted Americano who sympathized with my plight. In the confines of the bus, I shared my story, hoping for understanding and validation. But as I revealed the wounds to the skeptical passengers, the sunlight exposed them for what they truly were—fresh scars, resembling those left by surgical incisions.
Their disbelief hung heavy in the air, skepticism etched on their faces. No one could fathom the horrors I had endured, the demons I had faced in that shadowed realm. Alone with my scars, I pondered the fickle nature of perception and the daunting task of convincing others of the unspeakable.
As the bus rumbled on, taking me closer to the sanctuary of my homeland, I knew that the creatures still lurked in the depths of that abandoned mine. They were trapped, but for how long? I held on to the hope that my encounter with them would remain a solitary nightmare, confined to the depths of the desert and buried within my memories.
But deep down, a gnawing fear lingered—an understanding that some terrors can never be truly vanquished, and their tendrils may stretch far beyond the boundaries of our comprehension
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2023.06.04 17:52 MatchThreadder Match Thread: Sparta Rotterdam vs FC Utrecht Dutch Eredivisie

14': Sparta Rotterdam 0-0 FC Utrecht

2nd Leg - Sparta Rotterdam lead 2-1 on aggregate
Venue: Sparta-Stadion Het Kasteel
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Sparta Rotterdam
Nick Olij, Mike Eerdhuijzen, Bart Vriends, Aaron Meijers, Shurandy Sambo, Younes Namli, Arno Verschueren, Joshua Kitolano, Tobias Lauritsen, Koki Saito, Vito van Crooij.
Subs: Elias Hoff Melkersen, Patrick Brouwer, Jonathan de Guzmán, Mica Pinto, Delano van Crooij, Mohammed Tahiri, Pedro Alemañ, Youri Schoonderwaldt, Dirk Abels, Adil Auassar, Jeremy Van Mullem, Rick Meijssen.
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Vasilios Barkas, Nick Viergever, Mike van der Hoorn, Mark van der Maarel, Sean Klaiber, Sander van de Streek, Jens Toornstra, Can Bozdogan, Anastasios Douvikas, Othmane Boussaid, Bart Ramselaar.
Subs: Bas Dost, Rocco Robert Shein, Hidde ter Avest, Anthony Descotte, Luuk Brouwers, Tommy St. Jago, Thijmen Nijhuis, Taylor Booth, Naoki Maeda, Ruben Kluivert, Modibo Sagnan, Fabian De Keijzer.
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