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The Despair Dimensions (TDD) Is a Danganronpa themed RP with an cast of original characters, and a original setting, of an office in a skyscraper. The rp is hosted by Near and Chara.

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2023.06.09 03:25 Jayn_Newell A Cat is a Cat

(I....I don't know how this happened. One minute I'm scrolling AskReddit, the next Dr. Seuss has hijacked my phone to answer "What makes a cat a cat?". But I hope you enjoy this, as I have)
A cat is a cat, we all know that
But what makes a cat not a dog or a rat?

A cat will meow a "How do you do?"
A cat will demand much attention of you

It will jump on your counters with the greatest of ease
But then get upset when it’s high in a tree

A cat purrs if it likes you, and hisses if not
And plays with your feet when they hang off a cot

It push every cup you own off the table
And pencils, and notebooks--whatever it's able

You will find that a cat will bring you much joy
At least, until your furniture becomes its new toy

Orange or white or smokey or black
Nothing in life is quite like a cat
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2023.06.09 03:21 ihave389iq [PC] [H] Good stuff [W] Credits

Grey inverted Gripstride HX: 400
Octane RL Esports: 500
TW Mudcat GXT: 200
TW Ronin GXT: 50
Black Guardian GXT: 150
TW Chikara: 50
Dominus RL Esports and Dominus Playmaker RLCS Decals: 100 for both
TW Luster Edge: 50
Mudcat RL Esports: 50
Octane TW Metarudia: 100 Black: 50
Black Compound C: 50
TW Hack Swerve: 100, every other color for 50 could give for less depending on which one
TW Floppy fish: 50
TW Force Razor: 100, every other color for 50
TW or Black Meta Blast: 100, other colors for 50
Black Wall Breaker: 100
Most colors of Dust Cloud including black: 100-200
TW Rad Rock Goal Explosion: 100
TW Fiber Optic: 100
TW Radiant Gush: 50, Black 100
TW Slash Beam:100 Black also 100, other colors 50
Every Celestial Wheel color: 50 each
Black Inverted Dimonix: 100
Crimson Visionary Playmaker: 100, other colors for 50
Neuro Agitator: 100
2 Exotics (balla carra and roulette): 100 for both or 50 each
4 Import items: Need offers
3 Very Rares: Need offers
I also have loads of items from the OG rocket pass 3 all the way up to Season 3 of rocket pass
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2023.06.09 03:21 Such_Mountain2102 Today's work

Today's work
Pastels and white charcoal on black paper
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2023.06.09 03:17 Myst867 40 Nights Snippet - and Other News

I've been a bit absent lately, life decided to beat me up a bit and it was hard to make my brain work to write. I finally feel a bit more myself, but I spent a lot of my time rewriting 40 Daysfrom Harry's perspective. I'm not going to publish it though until closer to Halloween but I thought ya'll would like something intriguing to read.
I've got the next chapter of Matched, Falling Twice and Remedy too coming Sunday - finally I know but even though I wrote them I kept deleting and rewriting because I wasn't managing to get the story where I wanted it to go.
I'll post some teaser updates tomorrow before posting the chapters sunday. :) Thanks for sticking around!

************Disclaimer for this teaser:
This work is a companion piece to 40 Days. So please all the same cautions as the original fic. If you are not aware or have not read that fic your mileage on this story will vary as it's a random snippet from a larger work.


6 Years Later
Hermione’s voice echoed around me, whispering to me, her magic weaving into existence my reality. From the darkness, a forest sprung around me. I stumbled through the dark forest, her magic propelling me, forcing me to put one foot in front of the other and I couldn’t stop, no matter how hard I struggled. I needed to–
You’re following something in the forest of Dean.
Her voice reverberated around me as the trees shifted, changing. No. No! I need to go back—
Hermione will be okay, you just have to see where it takes you- doesn’t it remind you of something?
I looked forward and saw it there, a glowing white doe patronus, frozen with its hoof in the air like someone had cast an immobulus. I tried to stop again, but my foot dragged forward. Fuck. I didn’t want to follow this fucking doe! I needed to—
You follow it but it disappears in a clearing.
The clearing spread out before me; the trees melting away with a lake in the middle. I could feel her sliding inside me, rearranging me. After all, I had done for Hermione, she fucking —
You see it under the ice.
I stepped up to the small pond in a rage, glaring down into the water.
I did see it in the dark depths under the ice. Memories that Hermione had hidden from me. I saw myself with my fist clenched in her curly hair, moving her head down on me while she knelt at my feet. The image under the water changed, and I was standing before her with body parts around me, as a splash of blood hit her face, her eyes wide with horror as she stared at me.
The images continued to change, playing out scenes I had no memory of yet their stain echoed in my soul. It wasn’t me, though. They weren’t true. I would never—
One memory paused and the memory Hermione turned in the dark depths of the water and looked up at me standing on top of the ice, her lips shaping the words.
You break the ice.
Fighting myself, I pulled out her wand from my pocket, pointing it at the memory Hermione through the ice. “Expulso.” The spell shot out, slamming into the ice and cracking it, setting her free.
Hermione rose from the water like a ghost, her hair wet but still curling down her body to her waist. In her right hand, she held the sword of Gryffindor, the gold and gems gleaming even in the dark forest Hermione had trapped me in with her magic.
“I did it for you, you chose me, and — and — I chose you,” I told her nonsensically as she approached me. My thoughts were fractured, a part of me understood what was happening, what she had done to me. That part of me wanted to rage at Hermione. She still didn’t understand how hard it had all been to keep her safe. Keep her safe from me.
But the knowledge was hard to hold on to, it slipped away into the depths of the rippling water behind Hermione.
Her skin was so pale that it seemed to glow, and her dark brown eyes were black with intent. “You found the sword in the pond and almost drowned.”
Her words echoed inside me, bringing up the memory of when I had dove for the sword after–
No. This was–this was–
“Stop fucking lying to me!” I screamed at Hermione as she approached. I could feel a tether between us, my magic was latched onto her like chains. I yanked savagely at her, and she stumbled as she came within a foot of me.
“Tell me something true,” I demanded with a viciousness that seemed foreign, and she stepped closer, her hand raising the sword.
I saw the motion but didn’t stop her, believing until the moment I felt the sword slice into me that Hermione wouldn’t hurt me. Hermione shoved the sword of Gryffindor through me, skewering me and I fell to my knees. It didn’t feel like a sword inside me. It felt like a fiery torch burning my insides and I struggled to breathe.
Hermione leaned close to me as I died, her voice whisper soft.
You are the knife I twist inside myself.
I woke up with a start, clutching my stomach. Fuck. I hated that nightmare. I didn’t move from the couch for a long moment as I struggled to rein in my emotions. Rage and pain rampaged through me every time I woke from it, and I had to restrain myself from breaking things as soon as I opened my eyes.
I scrubbed my face and sat up straight, looking around the dark flat I shared with Hermione. She should have been home ages ago. I rolled my shoulders, trying to keep from tensing up as I fumbled for my glasses.
Where was she?
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2023.06.09 03:15 Firm_Hotel_3529 i need a hacker who can hack and analysis computer forensics//What is a forensic hacker? Which type of hacker can make a computer crimes? Can cyber security analysts hack? How do you break into computer forensics? Digital Forensics: Think Like a Hacker ------------------------- "Digital forensics is the process of uncovering and interpreting electronic data. The goal of the process is to preserve any evidence in its most original form while performing a structured investigation by collecting, identifying, and validating the digital information to reconstruct past events
What is Digital Forensics?
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Know the Hacker
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Just like someone’s handwriting or signature, every hacker has a pattern of doing things. Each hacker has their own personal key stroke and can be identified by these patterns; digital Forensics helps determine information like this. Just like any other criminal, hackers exhibit certain behaviors. In a case study, Matt Wixey, the Head of Technical Research at PwC's Cyber Security practice in the UK, identified three different types of behavior hackers exhibit: navigation, how they move through a compromised system; enumeration, which is how they work out what kind of system they’ve gained access to; and exploitation, how they try to escalate their privileges and steal data.
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Digital forensics uses several types of software to help with investigations. There are 3 top commercial digital forensics suites used by investigators: Guidance Software’s EnCase Forensic, Access Data’s Forensic Tool Kit FTK) and Prodiscover. These tools are designed to for ease of use, efficiency, certification, good training, and reporting.
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2023.06.09 03:14 Crazy-Path-7929 Salam alykoum. Does anyone know if the athan app had a dark mode to make the white background black? I tried checking everything and I couldn't find it.

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2023.06.09 03:11 Gbreeder People Calling Yah'wei "Odin" in the astral.

I noticed that people were talking about God or something and stuff.
I also was telling people that I went to Yah'wei's place.
And they had yellow lines that course through their veins.
And they make swords using black boxes / the souls of their enemies.
Or they were giving their allies the souls of their own friends and whoever as weapons.
These guys also have a cyberpunk sorta base and lifestyle.
Their leader, was being called Odin and his people Norse or whatever by others.
That's very false.
That being, is Yah'wei from the old testament. There's others who know stories of him and call him Enki - there's multiple beings tied to that name.
The name Yah'wei and "God" from the Bible. God refers to multiple trapped beings usually.
Yah'wei is one being. The Enki stories about a racist fellow who hates robots and whatever - is racist. That refers to Yah'wei.
Odin on the other hand is yeah, a fleshy warmonger. He's considered weak by most beings. He is usually under Yah'wei's protection. He has wings. Thor's were cut off in battle.
Their wings sprout from their back. Most Angels on the other hand, always have their wings out.
They also can't mass produce weapons made from souls of their enemies. They're actually younger than most beings incarnated here.
Yah'wei, is yeah the fleshy and racist ManGod. He's been called Enki which also refers to a Draconian. That Draconian helped certain robots and other beings.
They were seen as a hero.
Now, Yah'wei is also called The Devil or The White Snake.
He's called the white snake because he has even killed Wakandans astrally for being black.
And, the one type of being he hates more than energy beings, metallic beings or other non-humanoids.
That would be Reptilian based entities or big red beings.
Now, with "Odin", are there any beings that weren't allowed near any of the allied places or nearby areas under any circumstances?
Or any terms referring to races that are hated terms or used as insults?
Yah'wei is known as the ManGod. He hates any being that isn't humanoid, pale and a mammal.
He works with the winged Angels known as celestials. Barbelo and the like. These are not Valkyries.
And yeah, he's one of the ones who tortured Jesus and forced him to write the Bible or channel it to people who messed up messages.
Jesus was telling people that the Angels were making a false God that doesn't answer prayers and is just a bunch of trapped souls that are a planted enemy.
And that reincarnation wasn't a thing. His rebirth, was him flying out of his corpse and talking to people.
Adam refers to a humanoid being that Jesus tried to reform out of flesh and energy of a lost being. They themselves don't normally have flesh.
And that was one of the beings trapped in the machine. That way people would feel all of those beings and not feel emotions or anything from them.
Yah'wei had a stone wall on one territory where people could walk up to it. It says "How can we coexist" - if you guess death, you get sent to a place and into into a black box or experimented on.
There's a song called "Way Down In The Hole"
When you walk through the garden (They tend to call Earth the garden) You gotta watch your back Well I beg your pardon Walk the straight and narrow track If you walk with Jesus He's gonna save your soul
You gotta keep the devil - (referring to Yahweh / "The Lord) Way down in the hole He's got the fire and the fury At his command Well you don't have to worry If you hold on to Jesus' hand We'll all be safe from Satan When the thunder rolls Just gotta help me keep the devil
Way down in the hole All the angels sing 'Bout Jesus' mighty sword And they'll shield you with their wings And keep you close to the Lord - (Referring to Yahweh / The Devil) Don't pay heed to temptation For his hands are so cold
You gotta help me keep the devil - (Again, Yahweh / The Lord) Way down in the hole Way down in the hole Way down in the hole Way down in the hole Way down in the hole
The song does use the words Satan and Jesus to mean two separate individuals.
I believe that Yah'wei calls Infernineaisha "Satan" like I do.
He calls me "Brightest Satan" I believe.
There's all sorts of beings that call others "Satan" - trillions on billions of beings have the title.
It means "The Great Evil" by itself. One person felt my energy on the song and sent it to me as an insult and whatnot.
I read the energies on it and figured out its true meaning.
Different energies that they put when putting down on names and throughout the song. A lot of beings can't read individual energies or they can't do it carefully.
The Jesus that they're referring to in here, is the one from the Bible.
Yahweh, Barbelo, and others chased him down after he escaped the reincarnation or afterlife grabbers.
He was telling people that they are God's and explaining things to them and saying that the God of Christianity is evil - its mostly a false enemy being.
So, his spirit was eventually captured, and they tortured him and had him tell incarnated fellows what he'd done so that they could "channel it" - they twisted his words to fit their narrative and turned his words against him.
The song -
All the angels sing 'Bout Jesus' mighty sword And they'll shield you with their wings And keep you close to the Lord Don't pay heed to temptation For his hands are so cold You gotta help me keep the devil Way down in the hole
This, refers to Jesus's mighty sword. Jesus refers to a ton of beings.
But, Jesus's sword refers to his voice or words in this case.
Shielding you with their wings means they'll bring you close to Yah'wei when Jesus tries telling you anything. And not to listen to Yah'wei's words.
A bunch of my friends and I took care of Yah'wei and whoever. So those places are all wiped out.
He was arrested for mass genocide and slavery / modification of peoples minds to pacify them.
My higher self is large and yellow. Another friend is also large and yellow.
Bunch of us went out with others to retaliate.
We went back earlier with quadrillions of fellows and whatnot and took them out.
We broke souls out of their weaponry and emptied their prisons, carefully.
Then we arrested the baddies and sent them elsewhere.
Around 30 years ago - Yah'wei had my higher selves cousins attacked / slaughtered. And atrocities with that. Before I incarnated, but I mean we would've been fighting either way.
And I wasn't directly affiliated with a lot of those guys.
We sent the baddies - incarnated baddies that they had incarnate just to immediately imprison as examples, yeah messed up. Anyways we sent them to the enclosure for the really bad incarnated people and conquerors.
Plus the incarnated whoever else there that were bad.
We freed good incarnated fellows.
I think those in the enclosures are all fighting or making wars in there.
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2023.06.09 03:10 Anna_is_borred [PC] [point &click] [early 2000s] [similar to age of empire] [turn based mechanics] [medieval time]

description: I remember playing this game when I was around 9 on my laptop, it was given to me in a hard drive full of games so I don’t remember the name. What I do remember are some vivid memories that went along these points, You could chose (maybe) between 3 main characters, a swordsman, wizard, and an archer before going into the game. It is similar to Pokémon where you’re just one character but display your troops when you get into a fight and it’s a turn based game. In the early game i think you’re provided with maybe basic troops like spearman, archer swordsman and wizard (something along this order). You could fight people along the road or you could go to castles and defeat the enemies. After defeating a castle I remember you could leave your troops in there and control the castle. I remember I could go to a seller and buy stuff but I don’t remember what I could buy. The game is like a card game and you could see the character’s faces and body.
Characters: I remember 100 percent that there was a healer, and there was multiple levels of her with different clothing, one of them being in a nun clothing (Black), and the other one in white clothing.
15 dollars for anyone who helps me find this game
And the games logo was a helmet from medieval times
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2023.06.09 03:09 merilum Tried to make a list of essential albums from the 60s, what would you change?

I haven't listened to most of these, except for the albums by Bob Dylan, CCR and The Beatles. My intention is to get through all of them and then move on to the 70s.
What would you add or remove?
- Please Please Me - The Beatles
- The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan - Bob Dylan
- Surfin’ USA - The Beach Boys
- A Hard Day’s Night - The Beatles
- The Kinks - The Kinks
- The Times They Are a-Changin - Bob Dylan
- St. Louis To Liverpool - Chuck Berry
- The Rolling Stones - The Rolling Stones
- Five Live Yardbirds - The Yardbirds
- 12x5 - The Rolling Stones
- Wednesday Morning, 3 AM - Simon & Garfunkel
- Rubber Soul - The Beatles
- Help! - The Beatles
- Highway 51 Revisited - Bob Dylan
- Bringin’ It All Back Home - Bob Dylan
- My Generation - The Who
- Mr. Tambourine Man - The Yardbirds
- Pet Sounds - The Beach Boys
- Revolver - The Beatles
- Blonde On Blonde - Bob Dylan
- Aftermath - The Rolling Stones
- The Sounds Of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel
- Fresh Cream - Cream
- Freak Out! - The Mothers Of Invention
- Love - Love
- The Psychedelic Sounds of the 13th Floor Elevators - 13th Floor Elevators
- If You Can Believe Your Eyes - The Mamas & the Papas
- Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band - The Beatles
- The Doors - The Doors
- Are You Experienced? - The Jimi Hendrix Experience
- The Velvet Underground & Nico - The Velvet Underground & Nico
- Disraeli Gears - Cream
- Surrealistic Flow - Jefferson Airplane
- The Piper At The Gates Of Dawn - Pink Floyd
- Magical Mystery Tour - The Beatles
- Something Else - The Kinks
- Forever Changes - Love
- John Wesley Harding - Bob Dylan
- The Beatles (The White Album) - The Beatles
- Electric Ladyland - The Jimi Hendrix Experience
- Astral Weeks - Van Morrison
- Cheap Thrills - Big Brother And The Holding Company
- Music From Big Pink - The Band
- Beggars Banquet - The Rolling Stones
- The Kinks Are The Village Green Preservation Society - The Kinks
- We're Only In It For The Money - The Mothers Of Invention
- Wheels Of Fire - Cream
- Creedence Clearwater Revival - Creedence Clearwater Revival
- Abbey Road - The Beatles
- LA Woman - The Doors
- In The Court Of The Crimson King - King Crimson
- Tommy - The Who
- Led Zeppelin II - Led Zeppelin
- Willy And The Poor Boys - Creedence Clearwater Revival
- Crosby, Stills & Nash - Crosby, Stills & Nash
- Black Sabbath - Black Sabbath
- Let It Bleed - The Rolling Stones
- The Band - The Band
- Led Zeppelin - Led Zeppelin
- Green River - Creedence Clearwater Revival
- Trout Mask Replica - Captain Beefheart And His Magic Band
- Nashville Skyline - Bob Dylan
- Five Leaves Left - Nick Drake
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2023.06.09 03:08 Boorobford My biggest beef with South Asians in the UK and Canada.

I wanted to share my problem with South Asian men in the UK and in Canada since other subs hype them up so much as being "alpha" (they are not). You see, America attracted a lot of the smart and hardworking Indians with an education and they came here to live good lives. Those Indians in the US actually made something happen with their gifts and went on to become doctors, tech CEOs, and do other great things in business and the intellectual world. Some even made it big in acting.
Here is my problem with the South Asians in the UK and Canada who are supposed to be blue collar and hardworking. What exactly have they done to reach the heights that people from those backgrounds reach?
Have they managed to dominate the sporting world at all in their respective countries? I see no top notch footballers from the UK that are Desi or top notch Desi hockey players in Canada.
Have they managed to make it big in the MMA world in sports like the UFC and have any dominance there?
Have they managed to make it big in any sports?
At least the blacks and whites in these countries who are blue collar represent their people well in sports and other masculine pursuits but the South Asians from Canada and the UK do not.
That is my beef with them being portrayed in any good light in the South Asian community.
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2023.06.09 03:07 SnooPuppers3678 Gopro 11 Hero Black mic issues

So I have the 11 Hero Black and I’m trying to connect the classic Purple Panda lapel mic. I have the GoPro mic adapter and it does read in the settings under the media mod, yet when I went to test the mic there was only white noise. Is there a problem with the mic, the adapter, or something I’m missing in the settings?
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2023.06.09 03:06 jordan-jay How do you learn complicated lyrics such as the order of colours in Joseph or the chess player years and names in Chess?

I note that these are both Tim Rice lyrics:
From Chess “Endgame”
Choir: Tal; Tal; Lasker; Steinitz; Steinitz; Alekine; Botvinnik; Smyslov;Spassky; Euwe; Karpov; Fischer; Petrosian; Anderson; Capablanca; Capablanca; Morphy; Capablanca... 1866, Wilhelm Steinitz 1894, Emanuel Lasker 1921, Jose Capablanca 1927, Alex Alekhine 1935, Euwe 1948, Mikhail Botvinnik 1957, Vasily Smyslov 1960, Tal 1963, Tigran Petrosian 1969, Boris Spassky 1972, Bobby Fischer 1975, Anatoly Karpov
Joseph’s coat colours from Joseph & The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat:
Narrator & Choir: It was red and yellow and green and brown And scarlet and black and ochre and peach And ruby and olive and violet and fawn And lilac and gold and chocolate and mauve And cream and crimson and silver and rose And azure and lemon and russet and grey And purple and white and pink and orange And red and yellow and green and brown and Scarlet and black and ochre and peach And ruby and olive and violet and fawn And lilac and gold and chocolate and mauve And cream and crimson and silver and rose And azure and lemon and russet and grey And purple and white and pink and orange And blue.
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2023.06.09 03:05 BadBillyPratt420 In my stream, my viewers and I asked the AI to make a “black and white photo of Max and Surge from Brawl Stars at a party where everyone is happy to see them while holding energy drinks.” The result:

In my stream, my viewers and I asked the AI to make a “black and white photo of Max and Surge from Brawl Stars at a party where everyone is happy to see them while holding energy drinks.” The result: submitted by BadBillyPratt420 to Brawlstars [link] [comments]

2023.06.09 03:05 MrHaze100 Oak Smoked spatchcock chicken with Alabama white sauce, Black eyed peas and fried zucchini. [Homemade]

Oak Smoked spatchcock chicken with Alabama white sauce, Black eyed peas and fried zucchini. [Homemade] submitted by MrHaze100 to food [link] [comments]

2023.06.09 03:05 JMies93 Need advice after eye exam yesterday

Went in for an eye exam after some time yesterday and my optometrist pointed out that my ocular nerve looks swollen in both my eyes or that there’s “ spots” in both ?? Idk really because I nearly blacked out from my anxiety when she told me all of this. She states it’s common in my demographic ( female, child bearing age, overweight) she wants me to see a specialist for a second opinion incase it’s a condition she thinks I may have (iih) but she assured me it’s treatable and better if treated early. She asked if I had headaches or ringing in my ears which I have occasional headaches but nothing serious. No blurry or loss of vision either. She also mentioned it just may be my “norm” as she hasn’t seen my eyes before & may be nothing after all & will just need monitoring. I have been under immense stress over the last few months with other health concerns as well so it hasn’t been easy. I have bad health anxiety so this really freaked me out. She told me they will reach out to me for an appt date with the specialist most likely this month. Everything I’m reading online says people were sent right away to ED for follow up testing? I’m concerned she didn’t suggest this. I’m In Canada.
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2023.06.09 03:02 Emergency_Isopod_324 Is this a good build for £900?

It's time to say goodbye to my Z87 Pro, 4770k, and gentle typhoons after 10 long hard years of service.
Needless to say I'm a little out of date...
The build excludes a new GPU, since I already have an RTX 2060 Super.
Is there anything I'm forgetting?
  1. I've tried to futureproof as much as possible, and give myself the option of upgrading just my CPU and GPU later down the line.
  2. I'm confused about the whole RGB thing. I think the motherboard seems to have something to control it, as does the case? (I don't think my NZXT Sentry 2 experience will help me much here 😅)
ETA: I use dual 2560 x 1440 monitors, and will be playing D4 for the next 14 centuries.
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2023.06.09 03:02 drshannyg First visit to store--mention I own resale bags?

I'm going to a Chanel store for the first time and looking to make a purchase--have a few things in mind that I'm looking for. I actually own several bags already...beige jumbo, iridescent coco handle, 22p iridescent green medium flap, the black and white tweed deauville with the rainbow letters, the pearl boy bag. Point being--I'm a big supporter of the brand but have purchased from resellers because I don't have a local store and obviously therefore haven't been able to connect with an SA from whom I could purchase direct from the store but remotely. Would you mention that you own these to the SA when you're in the store the first time? On one hand, I want to convey that I'm a serious buyer and willing to have loyalty to the SA and brand. On the other hand, not sure if it would be pooh-poohed to have purchased from resellers? Would you walk in carrying one of them?
Thanks in advance!
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2023.06.09 03:02 ComprehensiveSpot0 Stocking tips for a saltwater newbie?

I'm going to make my first saltwater tank in a 14 gallon cube. I'll be using a fluval 107 for filtration, most likely a fluval plant bar light for lighting (since thats what I already have), and what I'm pretty sure is 150 watt heater. I'll also be using an ATO system to help with stability. I'll be keeping an eye out for a really good centerpiece of live rock.
For stocking I was planning on doing a pair of black snowflake clownfish (I love the ones that still have some orange) and maybe a cleaner shrimp or two (tho I've been finding some really mixed info on their gallon requirements). If I can't have cleaner shrimp I'd like some suggestions for smaller crustaceans and/or clean up crew.
Corals is where I'm completley clueless. I saw a tank once that had been taken over by pulsing xenia and loved it. I love how it's always moving. I was told that it's more like a pest or weed. I just think it would look really cool to have a couple colors of xenia with maybe a couple bigger soft corals as highlights. I prefer soft corals like xenia and anemone. I like that they move and behave more like plants than just looking like colorful patterned/textured rocks. I've also never been a fan of the black light look, so I don't want corals that only look good under blue/black light. I do know blue light is important, but I would just prefer to mix in white light and/or warmer light colors, which is really easy to do with fluval lights.
All that said, I'm really just looking for insight from people that actually know this stuff. Are there problems with my theoretical stocking? Are there better ideas that can fit comfortably in the size tank I have? Any tips or tricks?
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2023.06.09 03:01 cyberbay [GB] Sisyphus65 - Cylinder Weight, Various collocations, New Premium Version, GB open till 30th June

Greetings keyboard friends.
This is Velocifire team. After months of preparation , we are trilled to tell you that the GB of Sisyphus65 is live now! Thank you so much for supporting this project so far. You can learn all the information about this keyboard from this post, including the newly launched premium version (SE version), all vendors and updated reviews, without further ado, let’s take a look.

E-White Mountain Black Rock Gray Forest Green (Prototype)


Production Environment


Showcase Sound Test Assembly


NearLucid (Mountain Black)
Edwardtanujayaa ( E-White)
DBOKEY (Mountain Black SE.ver ) - Time: June 9th 20:00 (KST)
Keybored ( Forest Green) - Time: This weekend (We will update the specific time later.)
Alexotos (Burgundy SE.ver ) - Time TBD
nearLucid (Mountain Black )
edwardtanujayaa ( E-White)
Inspiration & Designs
Our vision for the Sisyphus 65 was to create a visually appealing keyboard that draws inspiration from the absurdist tale of Sisyphus, a well-known ancient Greek myth. Our aim was to achieve a sophisticated design that is easily recognizable due to its uniqueness. To pay homage to the dystopian hero, we have incorporated contoured lines on the keyboard that depict the hill and the boulder.
The PVD stainless steel column represents the weight of the boulder, while the straight lines on the main part of the case top represent the hill. Moreover, we have included the Morse code "C L I M B" on the top of the keyboard, a word that is used repeatedly in the Sisyphus story. Additionally, we have used dichroic anodizing on the front of the keyboard and the metal badge to add to its charm and character.
Overall, we are confident that the Sisyphus 65 will capture your imagination and leave you enchanted with its exquisite design and attention to detail.

SE Premium Version

Just as Sisyphus was condemned to endlessly push a boulder up a hill, designers must continue to refine and improve their creations, never truly reaching a final destination. The SE version of our keyboard embodies this eternal pursuit of excellence. What is the difference between the SE version and the standard version? The chamfers around the keyboard case of the SE version are processed into gold or silver via Dual-color Anodized process, which is more noble and elegant, and visually improved. Burgundy SE.ver (Gold chamfer) Black SE.ver (SilveGold chamfer) The default cylinder weight of the SE version is a black crack style not PVD. Stainless Steel Black Crack Cylinder

New Add On

To enhance playability and increase enjoyment, each kit now includes a keypad plate that can be used to assemble a keypad when combined with the upgrade bag. Gallery
Case*1 Bluetooth dual-mode PCB*1 Middle frame*1 Foot pad*4 Screws*4 Ps. The switches and the keycaps in the renders are not included by the upgrade bag.


Mountain Black
Ice Blue
Rock Gray
Forest Green
Hotswap PCB
VIA Supported
Support ANSI Layout
Support Ladder Caps Key
Support Split Backspace
PVD Silver
PVD Gold
PVD Silver
PVD Gold
Black Crack
Flat strip
Mountain-shaped strip

Kit Content

● Keyboard cases *1
● Flat strip *1 or Mountain-shaped strip*1
● Stainless steel PVD rectangle weight *1
● Stainless steel cylinder weight *1
● Sillicone gasket between case and column *3
● Sillicone gasket between case and weight *1
● Dual-colored anodized badge *1
● Wired VIA supported PCB *1
● Black PC plate *1
● Poron plate foam 3mm *1
● IXPE switch foam 0.5mm *1
● Poron case foam with hot-swap cut 1.5mm *1
● Poron bottom foam 2mm *1
● Gasket silicone socks *20
● Sillicone feet *4
● Screws: M4*9, *2\ M2*6, *5\ M2.5*4, *4\ M2*4, *4\ M2*3, *14
● Pillars connecting PCB and plate *7
● Anti-static gloves *1
GB Information
GB Time: June 9th, 9:00 GMT+8 to June 30th, 24:00 GMT+8, 2023
Sale Type: 300-unit limit
Estimated Shipping Time: 8-10 weeks after the GB end
GB Price: From 299 USD
Regional Vendors
CA: Deskhero - Sale time: June 1st to June 30th, 2023 AU: Daily Clack - Sale time: TBD EU: KEYGEM - Sale time: TBD UK: Mechboards - Sale time: TBD KR: Monstargear - Sale time: TBD JP: Basekeys - Sale time: TBD PH: Zionstudios - Sale time: June 10th to June 30th, 2023 MY: Rebult Keyboards - Sale time: TBD SG: Ktechs - Sale time: TBD US and the rest of the world: Velocifire
Welcome to join our Discord Server and follow our Instagram for more discussion and information about the Sisyphus65!
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2023.06.09 02:56 Zaddyomen36789065 [US-CA] [H] F1-8x 722, alice keyboard, qk65, tofu 65, parallel sequence, box cream switches drop dcx keycaps, and drop mt3 keycaps [W] paypal, cash

I am located on california 91911 san diego in case anyone wants to buy locally.
F1-8x 722 wkl black new never built a stock f1. comes with never black geonworks aluminum plate, and red aluminum v4 plate, solderedd black pcb, red galatea cem3 pcb, hotswap black pcb with backlight. comes with new gasket o rings, extra screws, extra feet bump ons and, geonworks cleaning rag, and black hard carrying case. $730 plus shipping {around 17} conus only
keychron q10 with walnut wrist rest blue keychron q10 built with lubed pom durock linears except for the f row. The frow is built with gateron reds. They keyboard has holee modded stabilizers. The keyboard has noico sound deadner as case foam, plate foam, and a sheet of pe foam that I cut to size. The keycaps are akko double shot building keycap set. (the rest of the keycaps will be shipped in a bag in order to save on shipping. Also comes with another set of blue keycaps which it originally came with. 310 plus shipping [around 17 conus]
qk65 black with gold back weight qk65 comes with everything it originally came with. No scratches. Built with hand lubed oil king switches, pe foam, plate foam, and case foam. Lubed and holee modded stablizers. The keycaps are drop dcx black on white. They were hardly used and dont show any signs of usage. Comes with the hard carrying case. 350 plus shipping [around 17 conus]
TOFU 65 tofu 65 spray painted red. It is built with gateron box inks switches hand lubed. the keyboard comes with a brass plate and is in ok condition. built with holee modded stabilizers, tape mod. and a bit of noico sound deadner alongside case foam. Comes with drop mt3 iron man keycaps. {side note, the keyboard smells funky because I spray painted it, but to my understanding it will go away after awhile. 200 preferably local at 91911 california.
drop dcx hyperfuse never used dcx hyperfuse 60 plus shipping around $6
drop mt3 marvel captain America new never used 50 plus shipping around $6
drop mt3 marvel infinity war used for about a week, pretty much brand new 50 plus shipping around $6
drop mt3 godspeed keycaps new never used drop mt3 keycaps 70 plus shipping around $6
drop dcx cyber set new never used 70 plus shipping around $6
parallel sequence lightly used, has no scratches or blemishes that I can detect. Fully built with hand lubed ktt halu halo switches, holee modded durock stabs, with a sheet of pe foam as case foam, with enjoypbt blue abs double shot keycaps. Comes with hard carrying case, and extra feet bump ons as well as a harder oring. 220 plus shipping [12]
107 box cream switches new never used shipped in bag for 35
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2023.06.09 02:53 Lavender-Fields-7 Gastrointestinal Issues After Antibiotics and Stress

Hi, everyone,
I'm a 33F. I don't have a history of major gastrointestinal issues, and I have handled antibiotics well in the past. I used to be able to eat anything with few, if any, problems. A few months ago, I weaned off of Lexapro and stopped birth control since my husband and I would like to start a family. I have been to several medical appointments since the beginning of the year and was in the ER for a few hours in early January (turned out to be nothing), so I have been around medical facilities, where I may have picked something up. I'm not sure.
In mid-February, I had a bad night of diarrhea and cramping, which continued on and off for a few days. I figured this was food poisoning. About a week later, I had a stubborn UTI. I first took Macrobid for 7 days. Then I took Cipro for 5 days, which cleared it up. I haven't had a problem with Cipro in the past, but I know it can have numerous side effects. A couple weeks after the Cipro, I started taking probiotic supplements, which may have been too late. In late February, I found out my mom has a chronic health condition that, while manageable, is serious. That really ramped up my anxiety and started to put me into bouts of depression. I already have OCD and anxiety, but that has been difficult to handle.
At the beginning of April, I started having tenesmus occasionally, and my stool was narrower. In mid-April, I saw my OB-GYN, and she found I had BV. I took 7 days of Flagyl to treat the BV. On the second day of Flagyl, I had some diarrhea that wasn't watery but smelled really bad. That's when the fear of Cdiff struck me. I immediately got some Florastor, which made me constipated for a day or two, but I started having a bit of mucus.
My stool has changed since all of this. It has been a mix of solid, formed, formed with feathery edges, and occasionally (but not often) loose or diarrhea. Sometimes I think this is because of the foods I'm eating. I usually have to poop several times a day now, but part of that may be because of the tenesmus. My stool has changed to a rusty color (like a mix of brown, orange, and yellow). I see more particles in it (like black and white specks, etc.) than I used to. I'm mostly concerned because, although I have never smelled Cdiff before, I think the smell of my stool has become sickeningly sweet, which almost always means Cdiff, according to Google. I'm having more mucus than I did in the past (though not a whole lot), and I think I have some blood as well. However, since coming off birth control, I have been spotting occasionally, which confuses the issue and may be at least part of the reason for the blood. I haven't had a normal period yet since stopping birth control.
I have lost over 20 pounds since February, which I think is due in part to the loss of appetite from the antibiotics and the anxiety over the fear of Cdiff and my mom's health condition. I have not had a fever, but I have had insomnia and night sweats, which may be due in part to the anxiety. My biggest fear is spreading Cdiff to others, including my husband and elderly parents. Thankfully, I'm using a separate toilet right now, so my husband has been okay.
I took a Cdiff toxin test in May, which came back negative. However, I know those tests have a high rate of false negatives. Also, there was water in the sample, and I'm not sure if the test was done within the two hour period before the toxins break down. I tried to keep it cold enough and get it to the lab fast enough, but I'm not sure if I succeeded.
I had a colonoscopy a couple of weeks ago which showed rectal inflammation, but the biopsy came back normal. I have ordered a Cdiff toxin/GDH with reflex to PCR test, since they are more accurate, but from my research and talking to Quest, it will take a few weeks for my gut flora to get back to what it was before. Unless it gets bad, I figure I should wait, as I don't want a false negative test. I've read many of the posts on this sub, so I think I may know how to interpret the test.
So my persistent issues are the tenesmus, different stool (color, smell, shape, consistency, mucus/blood), and weight loss. This whole fear has caused my OCD, anxiety, and now depression to increase a lot. I'm not even sure if I have Cdiff, but I am trying to do some cleaning and disinfecting as if I did. It's exhausting and is taking a toll on my mental health and relationships. I am seeing a therapist as well. I have a follow up with the gastroenterologist in a few weeks, and I may make an appointment with my primary care doctor sooner.
A lot of things have happened in a short amount of time, which makes me wonder what is causing everything. Stress, antibiotics, infection, food, medicine withdrawal? I'm sure my microbiome took a hit with the antibiotics, but I just pray that it isn't Cdiff. I don't want to be contagious with an active infection.
I suppose I'm trying to gather my thoughts, but if anyone has any thoughts or insight, it is appreciated.

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