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Predator disease. Treatment facilities chapter # 3
2023.06.04 09:18 wisram Predator disease. Treatment facilities chapter # 3
 | //First I need to apologize if there’s some orthography mistakes or ununderstandable words , the english is not my native language so, I'm just trying my best, if you found something like that please let me know to correct it. submitted by wisram to NatureofPredators [link] [comments] //Also thanks to u/SpacePaladin15 for this incredible universe FirstLastNext The members of the Memory Transcription Preservations included some multimedia files to help with the disclosure of this set of stories and get a better understanding of the lives seen in this catalog, please enjoy. Memory transcription subject: Doma, Venlil, treatment facility patient Date [standardized Sol time]: July 19th, 2135. A purple blob with pieces of something that appear to be vegetables falls onto my plate. Yuck I hope it tastes better than it looks. While Baali takes about 20 napkins along with his food and proceeds to congratulate the cook wearing an overall, gloves, and an apathetic expression hairnet. "Whoa Karat, you really did it with this meal, you're awesome." I notice how the cook expresses happiness with her tail and serves an extra portion of stew to Baali, taking away the napkins. Baali nervously laughs and lowers his ears, saying, "hehehe... thank you," before we leave the counter. That was... curious. I feel like I'm missing something, but I don't know what it is. "Hey Baali, why did she take back your napkins?" "Uh, it's nothing. She just doesn't like me taking her napkins." "That's... weird." "Don't worry about it, let me introduce you to the rest of the herd." Baali leads me to a round table where several Venlil were sitting and eating. "Doma, these are Roomaer, Gat, Bucket, and Belizba." "Roomaer, Gat, Bucket, and Belizba... this is Doma." I notice that out of the four Venlil Baali introduced me to, one turns his gaze to look at me, another continues wiping his chair with one of the cafeteria napkins while seemingly whispering something repeatedly, and the other two seem to ignore me. Baali takes a seat at the table and gestures for me to join him, placing his hand on the chair next to him where the slender Venlil with a round face and brown fur is diligently cleaning without lifting his gaze. "Come on, you can sit between me and Roomaer." I glance uncomfortably at the Venlil who seems obsessed with polishing the chair and decide to approach him with a question. "Is it not clean already?" The peculiar Venlil momentarily pauses his cleaning, turns to look at me, and replies, "No, no, no, still dirty, dirty, dirty." He resumes his task without skipping a beat. Seeking clarification, I quietly whisper to Baali, "What's the deal with this guy?" Baali responds, "Well, he just has a strong preference for cleanliness and order. Don't worry, he's harmless. He wouldn't harm even an insect. Speaking of insects, have I ever told you about the time I discovered a massive bug under my bed? I swear it was larger than my hand. You never imagine how big they can get..." I approach my seat between Baali and Roomaer with nervous anticipation, observing the peculiar Venlil as he also takes his place and obsessively rearranges his cutlery. Choosing to ignore the odd behavior, I let out a deep sigh, accepting the fact that I'm about to partake in a meal in this dreadful place. Casting a doubtful glance at my questionably sourced food, I reach out to grab my spoon from the table, only to have Roomaer preemptively snatch it away and begin cleaning it. The perplexed expression on my face, along with the movements of my tail and ears, fails to fully convey the extent of my confusion as I witness this strange individual meticulously polishing my cutlery, rearranging them on the table, grimacing, then picking them up again to clean them once more, and finally returning them to the table in a different order. https://preview.redd.it/cod5ibfhcy3b1.png?width=3840&format=png&auto=webp&s=81755a8f89ebe9df2f9e7677f00969d42d46f2e0 Undeterred, I make another attempt to take hold of the cutlery, only to be thwarted as Roomaer swiftly seizes them, rubs them fervently, and places them back in their designated positions. Growing increasingly frustrated, I try once more, but Roomaer moves the utensils slightly to the right. Determined, I cautiously inch my hand closer, yet Roomaer counters by shifting them ever so slightly to the left. Recognizing the futility of my efforts, I reluctantly retract my hand, patiently awaiting an opportune moment while the other Venlil appears to have ceased his unusual behavior. “Did you finish?” I asked. The Venlil, who had been visibly tense but had finally left my cutlery alone, remains still and silent. I relax and calm myself, finally ready to begin eating. Just as I am about to pick up the cutlery, the Venlil grabs them again. I stand up and snatch the spoon from him in fury. "You idiot! Clean the damn spoon one more time, and I'll make you swallow it!..." Just as I'm about to strike the Venlil, Baali steps in between us, calming me down. "Wait, wait, he's not doing it on purpose. He can't control it." The Venlil merely covers his head in remorse, repeating, "I'm sorry... sorry... I'm sorry." I calm down and lower my ears. Baali attempts to soothe the frightened Venlil and suggests that I switch places with him. I take my tray of food and exchange seats with Baali, remaining silent and deep in thought. Perhaps I shouldn't have gotten so angry. After all, it's not his fault if he can't control it. I should apologize... but later. For now, I'll just eat a little bit since I'm very hungry. Without looking, I try to grab my spoon again, but I fail and only grasp empty air. I turn my gaze and see that the damn spoon is no longer in its place. I look around until I spot the Venlil next to me hiding my spoon under his hand while clearly using his own spoon to eat from his own plate. Oh, for the sake of the stars! Will no one let me eat in peace?!!! In my frustration, I disregard the absent spoon and daringly take a bit of the purple stew with my hand. To my surprise, the taste is quite good. Perhaps a touch more salt would make it excellent, but overall it surpasses its initial appearance. As I savor the stew, a genuine sense of calm begins to wash over me, allowing me to momentarily disconnect from my surroundings and find true peace... "AAAAAHHHHHH!!!! AAAAAHHHH AAAAHHHH!!!" Startled, I abruptly snap out of my tranquility, nearly choking on the sound of a deafening bleat. It echoes as if someone is being pursued by a fearsome predator. However, when I lift my gaze, I discover that the source of the commotion is none other than the Venlil sitting in front of me. "Damn it, why is he screaming?" "AHHHH AHHHH AHHH!!" "What's the matter? is he injured? "AHHHHHH!!!" "Did someone harm you?" "AHHH AHHH!!!" "Are you frightened?" "AHHHHH!!!" "AT LEAST SAY SOMETHING, DON'T JUST SIT THERE AND SCREAM!!!!!" "AHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHHH!" Baali shields his ears, leaning closer to me to explain that Belisba likely took Gat's headphones. "Belisba? ...Of course, the spoon thief." Baali and I watch as Belisba anxiously hides triangular sponges with cables behind him. I was ready to get up and snatch them away, but Baali intervenes. "Calm down, Doma, I'll take care of it." Baali wags his tail to get Belisva's attention. "Hey, Belisba, I think Gat's headphones fell under the table. Could you pass them to me?" Belisba is momentarily surprised by Baali's question but quickly relaxes, crouches down as if to retrieve the headphones, and then hands them over to Baali. "Oh, here they are." Come on, at least make a more convincing act. It's obvious that you only took advantage of Baali's fake excuse to hide the theft. We all noticed. I observe as Baali approaches Gat and gently puts the headphones on him, giving him a sense of calm. Gat responds by nodding his head in what seems to be gratitude. "Is everyone here insane?" I said as I resumed eating, using my hand as a makeshift spoon. At that moment, Bucket, the Venlil who had been silently eating all this time, lets out a chuckle. "HA! And what did you expect from this place? Everyone here is sick in one way or another." "Just look at Mr. Clean over here, imagine how he must have ended up on a crowded public transportation. Of course, the exterminators had to intervene after a Venlil during rush hour tried to clean the entire transport." Roomaer simply lowers his head and ears in embarrassment and continues cleaning his food tray. "And don't even get me started on your friend with the magical hands." I turn and coldly gaze at Belizba just before he attempts to grab something from my plate with his hands, quickly pulling back. ... "And what about you, Bucket? How did you end up here?" Bucket takes a sip from his glass and pauses briefly before giving his response. "I was just doing my job as an exterminator, but the guys didn't appreciate me practicing with a flamethrower. Combine that with mistaking a bucket of water for one filled with fuel, and... well." "So that's why they call you Bucket?" Bucket takes a sip from his glass, pausing for a moment before giving his response. "I was just doing my job as an exterminator, but the guys didn't appreciate my enthusiasm for practicing with the flamethrower. And, well, things took a turn when I mistakenly grabbed a bucket of fuel instead of water." "Is that why they call you Bucket?" "Haha, no, that's another story, but I won't go into it. If anyone asks, you can just say it's because of that." "Hmm, I think Baali mentioned something about it... but honestly, I should have paid more attention to what he said." "That's probably for the best. He shouldn't have told you anything to begin with." "Speaking of Baali, why is he here? I mean, he seems so sociable and normal, not the kind of person you'd expect to find in a place like this. Maybe a bit chatty, but not deserving of being here." We both turn to see Baali still engrossed in conversation with Gat. "Well, he... asked me not to tell anyone." I pause for a moment before continuing, "But considering that Baali almost revealed my story... I'll give you a clue. It's in the notebook he always carries." From a distance, I notice that he never lets go of the notebook. It's always close by. "What could be in that notebook?" "It's complicated. Rather, I would focus on what that notebook doesn't have. But regardless, out of all of us, Baali is the least likely to belong here. No matter how you look at it, even with his terrible secret, I don't think someone like him could ever become a predator. And let me tell you, true predators have ended up here." I raise my ears in concern. "True predators?" "Yes, dangerous Venlil, the real deal." "Oh no." "Yeah, you better be careful. I've heard that some of them have even tried to take lives." "That's terrible..." Wait... "Normally, they are kept in solitary confinement, but I overheard the guards saying that the district judge accidentally mixed up some of the records, and they think one of these Venlil wasn't separated from the others." "..." Oh no. "Usually, we all avoid them." "..." Oh no, no, no. "Especially because the guards take it out on them." "..." This is bad, this is too bad. "They subject them to the worst shocks. I heard that one of them had their internal organs burned from so much electrical discharge." "..." Damn stars, I'm the predator Venlil they're talking about. "It's an incredibly painful death, but well, the important thing in the end is to keep the flock safe." I nervously affirm, "Haha, yeah... all for the sake of the flock." "And you, Doma, what about you? How did you end up here?" "..." Don't say trying to kill my boss. Don't say trying to kill my boss... "I also mistook a bucket of fuel." "I understand. It happens." No, damn it, it doesn't happen. "Well, at least you were brought to these facilities and not others." "What do you mean?" "Well, I was transferred from another facility up north, and it's definitely very different from here. Just look at Gat. In my old facility, they would never give him headphones, not in a million years." "Hmmm," I nod with my tail. "We also have a courtyard. I heard that it's a recent addition due to some renovations they made." "Hmmm, well, I guess that's... alright." "Look at it this way, you were lucky to end up in these facilities." "Hmmm, I suppose it's not so bad after all..." _/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/ [Fast Forward.] [20 minutes later.] "AAAHHH THIS IS REALLY BAD!!!" Immediately, I feel an electric shock emanating from the mesh on my head, coursing through my body as I remain trapped in a chair, surrounded by projected images of predators. "AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!" "AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!" "AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!" The agonizing cries of several patients echo in a dimly lit room, with a large black glass pane in front where the doctors presumably observe us. "CaAAAALM down, Doma, with tiIIIIime you'll gEEEEEEt used to it." I notice that Baali is in the chair next to me, talking as if he isn't also strapped to one of these torture chaaaairs. "SHUUUUUUUUT THE FUUUUUUUUCK UP, BAAAAAAAAALI!!" |
2023.06.04 09:18 highfives_deepsixes Finding Samantha podcast
Hey gang, I found this one while I was waiting for new episodes of Scamanda to drop that might interest folks here who want more scammy/munchy content in their listening line-up. I haven't seen anyone else talking about it.
I'm kinda dying to talk about this one - it's really strange and wild, and also feels kind of different to the standard con artist stories in that her motives feel utterly impenetrable. Reminds me a bit of the Treva Thoneberry story.
It's also nearly completely released so no waiting a week for new episodes.
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I'm kinda dying to talk about this one - it's really strange and wild, and also feels kind of different to the standard con artist stories in that her motives feel utterly impenetrable. Reminds me a bit of the Treva Thoneberry story.
It's also nearly completely released so no waiting a week for new episodes.
2023.06.04 09:16 K_mSockKraig People actually enjoy this game still?
get back on lazy full price splatoon 2 patch for the first time in 3 months to check out the new updatePeople play this game? For fun?
plays the exact fucking same
salmon run is still incredibly agitating to play, still getting stuck with shitty chargers while my “team” of carried shitters refuse to protect me as I’m gang banged by cohocks and can’t fight back because I’m stuck with a fucking squiffer
didn’t even try touching table turf I know that shit is dead
play ranked/turf war
game still forces a 30/70 w/l ratio with annoying forced losing streaks
never thought I’d agree with Putz12 but goddamn some of the teammates I got i am convinced were actual fucking chimps chained to a desk
forced to play with said team against teams of highly coordinated Asian players on the other side of the fucking globe
team balancing still shit aswell
in one match the teams were: a splattershot pro (me), 2 rollers, and a brush, the other team had 2 eliters a ttk and a bloblobber
community (mainly the main sub) is fucking insufferable
story mode is just octo expansion on the spectrum
big run is just an rng jackass shitfest on awful maps
splatfest is (with the exception of literally only ONE) the exact fucking same every time
splatfest team choices are mostly fucking awful and biased
nearly a year in and still no new ranked modes
turf war is still the most mind numbing boring shit imaginable by man, it should be legally considered torture to make someone play that shit
catalog is still an absolute slog to get through with shit rewards
leveling up still takes fucking years even with boosts
getting gear abilities I want is still annoying and grindy as shit
2023.06.04 09:13 Additional_Leg_757 My little sister seems to be sexually attracted to me.help
I noticed that when my little sister would hug me she would squeeze me a little harder and longer than normal. Then the other day she rubbed her leg and idrk how to describe it but she tried squeeze herself on me. I shut that down and left without saying anything cuz obviously thats not ok. Today she was on the couch next to me and made an effort to fit in next to me (i was sitting near the end and the cat was on my other side) i took little notice until later she took my hand and placed it on her breast and squeezed it with her hand. I asked her why she did that and tried talking to her about the whole thing. She knew what i was trying to do and hurried off saying she had home work. I think she knows its wrong but seems to be over come by "emotions" and for me obviously it makes me very uncomfortable and being a male older than her only makes things look worse for me. I don't want it to happen again but it seems like a very hard conversation to have and i feel im trapped, i feel guilty even though i have had nothing to do with these interactions other than being present. What do i do??? Ask any questions if u have any.
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2023.06.04 09:13 dabsvidsanya Anyone have Soy Food Allergy? HOW DO YOU DETOX FASTER?!
See TLDR on the bottom. Here's long story:
Hey guys. My soy allergy is pretty nasty. This last happened 3 years ago. I mean it's not as nasty as say, the poor folks out there who get the extreme life threatening reactions, but they suck. I know for a fact it's gonna be 2 weeks of basically never-ending adrenal state. Like panic attack. Hypersensitivity to pain and cold. Aggression, out of nowhere for no reason just, I am angry. I am irritable. I hate life.
So, this was snuck into cough drops by Kroger. Watch out, they did not list the soy oil ingridient which I then found on the government website. Anyway, I had four of those suckers before waking up with a panic attack, and a slew of other symptoms. Insomnia, indigestion, headaches, body aches, pain in left side under ribs, rash (only on right side of the body, like, deep cystic kind but it passed after 2 days yay), neck stiffness, and yes like I said 2 weeks of emotional misery to follow.
Now, the only things that alleviate these symptoms appear to be stimulants (My adhd medication), so basically either taking my daily dose and getting a little relief for a few hours (Oh yeah, this allergy makes all my meds work really badly), or being incredibly doped up on all my anti allergy meds. I'm talking claritin, benadryl (together), double dose Ketotifen for my MCAS. I'm taking pepsid for stomach pains with which I wake up and with which I go to bed. Yes I already have mast cell issues so, that's great! I found probiotics make this issue worse (CLogged ears, mind fog), but ease digestion and SIBO.
Anyway. I need to know, does anyone out there know how to get this horrible soy out of my system? I will do anything. I will take extra laxatives, I don't care if I lose weight/minerals/etc, this is hell.
I will drink enough water to be nearly dehydrated if I have to pee it out. WIll CREATINE help? Will anything help? Please. Please tell me. What supplements, minerals, workouts, saunas, soaks, anything just. I've already done the activated charcoal but since I caught it late, doing it 12 hours after the poisoning was unfortunately worthless.
TLDR: Undeclared allergen poisoning, but just GI and mental symptoms with some skin/rash. How do I get soy out of my system faster? What supplements or drugs can I take or ask the doctor for? I'm already on a mast cell stabilizer and several H1 and H2 antihistamines. Any advice helps. THank you!
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Hey guys. My soy allergy is pretty nasty. This last happened 3 years ago. I mean it's not as nasty as say, the poor folks out there who get the extreme life threatening reactions, but they suck. I know for a fact it's gonna be 2 weeks of basically never-ending adrenal state. Like panic attack. Hypersensitivity to pain and cold. Aggression, out of nowhere for no reason just, I am angry. I am irritable. I hate life.
So, this was snuck into cough drops by Kroger. Watch out, they did not list the soy oil ingridient which I then found on the government website. Anyway, I had four of those suckers before waking up with a panic attack, and a slew of other symptoms. Insomnia, indigestion, headaches, body aches, pain in left side under ribs, rash (only on right side of the body, like, deep cystic kind but it passed after 2 days yay), neck stiffness, and yes like I said 2 weeks of emotional misery to follow.
Now, the only things that alleviate these symptoms appear to be stimulants (My adhd medication), so basically either taking my daily dose and getting a little relief for a few hours (Oh yeah, this allergy makes all my meds work really badly), or being incredibly doped up on all my anti allergy meds. I'm talking claritin, benadryl (together), double dose Ketotifen for my MCAS. I'm taking pepsid for stomach pains with which I wake up and with which I go to bed. Yes I already have mast cell issues so, that's great! I found probiotics make this issue worse (CLogged ears, mind fog), but ease digestion and SIBO.
Anyway. I need to know, does anyone out there know how to get this horrible soy out of my system? I will do anything. I will take extra laxatives, I don't care if I lose weight/minerals/etc, this is hell.
I will drink enough water to be nearly dehydrated if I have to pee it out. WIll CREATINE help? Will anything help? Please. Please tell me. What supplements, minerals, workouts, saunas, soaks, anything just. I've already done the activated charcoal but since I caught it late, doing it 12 hours after the poisoning was unfortunately worthless.
TLDR: Undeclared allergen poisoning, but just GI and mental symptoms with some skin/rash. How do I get soy out of my system faster? What supplements or drugs can I take or ask the doctor for? I'm already on a mast cell stabilizer and several H1 and H2 antihistamines. Any advice helps. THank you!
2023.06.04 09:12 Alfaromero97 My Ex broke up with me twice, i feel she truly didn't value me, i just don't understand why i keep seeing things in rose colored glasses when she manipulated me despite my confusion. i feel so vulnerable for than i have ever been in my life
I’m not going back anymore even if I wanted to because I had called her yesterday and asked if the break up was really definite because I was tired of the mind games she was playing with me and I bet she didn’t notice. I felt like the false hope that she kept putting out was driving me crazy. My emotions felt so bottled in all this time not being able to express myself around her snd the painful moments she did to me. She making making it more difficult and I was trying to talk to her calmly on the phone trying to tell her how much I had deeply loved and cared for her and did so much for her. She would basically accuse me of blaming it on her even though she never took the blame for anything and never accepted the truth for what it was and not even an apology. She was so cold and still was then hung up the phone on me. She blocked me right away but before she could block me I sent her this and she read it. “ If you have tried I would have truly seen it. If you would have been there for me at my lowest and when I needed you I would have seen it. If you would have truly loved me you wouldn’t hold back your love for me saying it and in actions the many times you did. You would have not thrown me out of your house every single time I wanted to fix something with you. You would truly engaged in the things I shown you and were important to me. Lastly you would have given me the security needed. No one who cares about someone should be walking on egg shells all the time if all they wanted was love and security. I know I want farther than you and loved you deeply because I cared deeply and had always been there for you. You manipulated my heart and you tore it. You got what you wanted for now. One day you’ll realize how much I did for you and sacrificed. You hurt me, my family, and my friends and I don’t ever want to see you again in my life especially how you took advantage of me for your own gain.” I felt so bad and remorseful for sending that but I feel all the emotional damage she had caused me and continued to do was so much I felt like I was going insane. She truly played with my heart and I feel it’s her loss completely for doing that. I remember when I saw the GoId moments before in her but I feel that was covered up by her true colors :( I guess that’s why I also feel so remorseful because I’m only seeing those good moments when in reality she did more bad to me than good. I just got so frustrated with her how terrible she treated me and mostly just swept it under the carpet blindly and pretended things were still normal 😭😭 I do hope I find some one better in the future who would treat me way better than she treated me. I feel I saved my future self further pain from her I couldn’t imagine accepting being friends with her, seeing her with another guy when I had treated her so well and did everything for her. As well as living with her and marrying her if we were still in the relationship together. Days later I felt so bad sending that message, because of my heart never wanting to hurt the girl i loved so much and always caring and loving her so deeply. The insanity of my emotions couldn't handle the emotional damage she had caused me in the relationship and where i wasn't able to stand up for my self. I waited a few days later giving her some space and i also was trying to see how i could reach her because I was blocked on everything. So my brother allowed me to send this message using his phone:
I want to say I'm deeply sorry, and I feel terrible to you the person I love and called my special person for these two good years. I reacted very immaturely the other day when we talked. I think I was so emotionally clouded that I couldn't think straight. I know you probably don't want to forgive me or talk to me again. I understand that. In truth I never want to burn the bridge I had with you. Even though I know we can't be lovers anymore. You know me where sometimes I over think things and do dumb things based in my emotions, something I know I need to work on. My deepest regret though is losing you who I loved so deeply. I want to love you as a friend and person that I cherished with all those amazing memories despite our challenges that made us split. I hope when you see this message you can unblock me and text or call me back. I just would like to have our numbers open so we can check on each other from time to time. I love you and care for so deeply, appreciate you, you were my first girlfriend who supported me in tough times and were there, I know we had challenging times and I accept we have to move away from each other romantically. I just would like to stay connected with you in some way.
A few days later she responds with this :
"Im really upset with what you said to me. I understand you have big emotions, but it doesn’t mean I will let myself be talked that way. Only for you to reflect and say sorry days later (Even though i genuinely went out of my way to say sorry) it’s just not fair. I’m going to keep you blocked for awhile because that’s the only way I can keep my boundary. I don’t know what the future holds, but I wish you nothing but the best."
i'm sorry for the long passage. I am guessing in the near future she's going to try and comeback eventually? and if she doesn't I hope you can see how much I deeply loved her and fought for her to show her how much i cared for her and our relationship despite the trauma she caused on me and how one sided she made it. Maybe its the best she let me go, could have it been a favor for me?
If anyone could help me sort this out? I feel so sad especially how much I cared for her, she was my first girlfriend.
Thoughts?
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I’m not going back anymore even if I wanted to because I had called her yesterday and asked if the break up was really definite because I was tired of the mind games she was playing with me and I bet she didn’t notice. I felt like the false hope that she kept putting out was driving me crazy. My emotions felt so bottled in all this time not being able to express myself around her snd the painful moments she did to me. She making making it more difficult and I was trying to talk to her calmly on the phone trying to tell her how much I had deeply loved and cared for her and did so much for her. She would basically accuse me of blaming it on her even though she never took the blame for anything and never accepted the truth for what it was and not even an apology. She was so cold and still was then hung up the phone on me. She blocked me right away but before she could block me I sent her this and she read it. “ If you have tried I would have truly seen it. If you would have been there for me at my lowest and when I needed you I would have seen it. If you would have truly loved me you wouldn’t hold back your love for me saying it and in actions the many times you did. You would have not thrown me out of your house every single time I wanted to fix something with you. You would truly engaged in the things I shown you and were important to me. Lastly you would have given me the security needed. No one who cares about someone should be walking on egg shells all the time if all they wanted was love and security. I know I want farther than you and loved you deeply because I cared deeply and had always been there for you. You manipulated my heart and you tore it. You got what you wanted for now. One day you’ll realize how much I did for you and sacrificed. You hurt me, my family, and my friends and I don’t ever want to see you again in my life especially how you took advantage of me for your own gain.” I felt so bad and remorseful for sending that but I feel all the emotional damage she had caused me and continued to do was so much I felt like I was going insane. She truly played with my heart and I feel it’s her loss completely for doing that. I remember when I saw the GoId moments before in her but I feel that was covered up by her true colors :( I guess that’s why I also feel so remorseful because I’m only seeing those good moments when in reality she did more bad to me than good. I just got so frustrated with her how terrible she treated me and mostly just swept it under the carpet blindly and pretended things were still normal 😭😭 I do hope I find some one better in the future who would treat me way better than she treated me. I feel I saved my future self further pain from her I couldn’t imagine accepting being friends with her, seeing her with another guy when I had treated her so well and did everything for her. As well as living with her and marrying her if we were still in the relationship together. Days later I felt so bad sending that message, because of my heart never wanting to hurt the girl i loved so much and always caring and loving her so deeply. The insanity of my emotions couldn't handle the emotional damage she had caused me in the relationship and where i wasn't able to stand up for my self. I waited a few days later giving her some space and i also was trying to see how i could reach her because I was blocked on everything. So my brother allowed me to send this message using his phone:
I want to say I'm deeply sorry, and I feel terrible to you the person I love and called my special person for these two good years. I reacted very immaturely the other day when we talked. I think I was so emotionally clouded that I couldn't think straight. I know you probably don't want to forgive me or talk to me again. I understand that. In truth I never want to burn the bridge I had with you. Even though I know we can't be lovers anymore. You know me where sometimes I over think things and do dumb things based in my emotions, something I know I need to work on. My deepest regret though is losing you who I loved so deeply. I want to love you as a friend and person that I cherished with all those amazing memories despite our challenges that made us split. I hope when you see this message you can unblock me and text or call me back. I just would like to have our numbers open so we can check on each other from time to time. I love you and care for so deeply, appreciate you, you were my first girlfriend who supported me in tough times and were there, I know we had challenging times and I accept we have to move away from each other romantically. I just would like to stay connected with you in some way.
A few days later she responds with this :
"Im really upset with what you said to me. I understand you have big emotions, but it doesn’t mean I will let myself be talked that way. Only for you to reflect and say sorry days later (Even though i genuinely went out of my way to say sorry) it’s just not fair. I’m going to keep you blocked for awhile because that’s the only way I can keep my boundary. I don’t know what the future holds, but I wish you nothing but the best."
i'm sorry for the long passage. I am guessing in the near future she's going to try and comeback eventually? and if she doesn't I hope you can see how much I deeply loved her and fought for her to show her how much i cared for her and our relationship despite the trauma she caused on me and how one sided she made it. Maybe its the best she let me go, could have it been a favor for me?
If anyone could help me sort this out? I feel so sad especially how much I cared for her, she was my first girlfriend.
Thoughts?
2023.06.04 09:12 dabsvidsanya How can I get this Soy out of my system FASTER!?
See TLDR on the bottom. Here's long story:
Hey guys. My soy allergy is pretty nasty. This last happened 3 years ago. I mean it's not as nasty as say, the poor folks out there who get the extreme life threatening reactions, but they suck. I know for a fact it's gonna be 2 weeks of basically never-ending adrenal state. Like panic attack. Hypersensitivity to pain and cold. Aggression, out of nowhere for no reason just, I am angry. I am irritable. I hate life.
So, this was snuck into cough drops by Kroger. Watch out, they did not list the soy oil ingridient which I then found on the government website. Anyway, I had four of those suckers before waking up with a panic attack, and a slew of other symptoms. Insomnia, indigestion, headaches, body aches, pain in left side under ribs, rash (only on right side of the body, like, deep cystic kind but it passed after 2 days yay), neck stiffness, and yes like I said 2 weeks of emotional misery to follow.
Now, the only things that alleviate these symptoms appear to be stimulants (My adhd medication), so basically either taking my daily dose and getting a little relief for a few hours (Oh yeah, this allergy makes all my meds work really badly), or being incredibly doped up on all my anti allergy meds. I'm talking claritin, benadryl (together), double dose Ketotifen for my MCAS. I'm taking pepsid for stomach pains with which I wake up and with which I go to bed. Yes I already have mast cell issues so, that's great! I found probiotics make this issue worse (CLogged ears, mind fog), but ease digestion and SIBO.
Anyway. I need to know, does anyone out there know how to get this horrible soy out of my system? I will do anything. I will take extra laxatives, I don't care if I lose weight/minerals/etc, this is hell.
I will drink enough water to be nearly dehydrated if I have to pee it out. WIll CREATINE help? Will anything help? Please. Please tell me. What supplements, minerals, workouts, saunas, soaks, anything just. I've already done the activated charcoal but since I caught it late, doing it 12 hours after the poisoning was unfortunately worthless.
TLDR: Undeclared allergen poisoning, but just GI and mental symptoms with some skin/rash. How do I get soy out of my system faster? What supplements or drugs can I take or ask the doctor for? I'm already on a mast cell stabilizer and several H1 and H2 antihistamines. Any advice helps. THank you!
submitted by dabsvidsanya to FoodAllergies [link] [comments]
Hey guys. My soy allergy is pretty nasty. This last happened 3 years ago. I mean it's not as nasty as say, the poor folks out there who get the extreme life threatening reactions, but they suck. I know for a fact it's gonna be 2 weeks of basically never-ending adrenal state. Like panic attack. Hypersensitivity to pain and cold. Aggression, out of nowhere for no reason just, I am angry. I am irritable. I hate life.
So, this was snuck into cough drops by Kroger. Watch out, they did not list the soy oil ingridient which I then found on the government website. Anyway, I had four of those suckers before waking up with a panic attack, and a slew of other symptoms. Insomnia, indigestion, headaches, body aches, pain in left side under ribs, rash (only on right side of the body, like, deep cystic kind but it passed after 2 days yay), neck stiffness, and yes like I said 2 weeks of emotional misery to follow.
Now, the only things that alleviate these symptoms appear to be stimulants (My adhd medication), so basically either taking my daily dose and getting a little relief for a few hours (Oh yeah, this allergy makes all my meds work really badly), or being incredibly doped up on all my anti allergy meds. I'm talking claritin, benadryl (together), double dose Ketotifen for my MCAS. I'm taking pepsid for stomach pains with which I wake up and with which I go to bed. Yes I already have mast cell issues so, that's great! I found probiotics make this issue worse (CLogged ears, mind fog), but ease digestion and SIBO.
Anyway. I need to know, does anyone out there know how to get this horrible soy out of my system? I will do anything. I will take extra laxatives, I don't care if I lose weight/minerals/etc, this is hell.
I will drink enough water to be nearly dehydrated if I have to pee it out. WIll CREATINE help? Will anything help? Please. Please tell me. What supplements, minerals, workouts, saunas, soaks, anything just. I've already done the activated charcoal but since I caught it late, doing it 12 hours after the poisoning was unfortunately worthless.
TLDR: Undeclared allergen poisoning, but just GI and mental symptoms with some skin/rash. How do I get soy out of my system faster? What supplements or drugs can I take or ask the doctor for? I'm already on a mast cell stabilizer and several H1 and H2 antihistamines. Any advice helps. THank you!
2023.06.04 09:12 Alfaromero97 My Ex broke up with me twice, i feel she truly didn't value me, i just don't understand why i keep seeing things in rose colored glasses when she manipulated me despite my confusion. i feel so vulnerable for than i have ever been in my life
I’m not going back anymore even if I wanted to because I had called her yesterday and asked if the break up was really definite because I was tired of the mind games she was playing with me and I bet she didn’t notice. I felt like the false hope that she kept putting out was driving me crazy. My emotions felt so bottled in all this time not being able to express myself around her snd the painful moments she did to me. She making making it more difficult and I was trying to talk to her calmly on the phone trying to tell her how much I had deeply loved and cared for her and did so much for her. She would basically accuse me of blaming it on her even though she never took the blame for anything and never accepted the truth for what it was and not even an apology. She was so cold and still was then hung up the phone on me. She blocked me right away but before she could block me I sent her this and she read it. “ If you have tried I would have truly seen it. If you would have been there for me at my lowest and when I needed you I would have seen it. If you would have truly loved me you wouldn’t hold back your love for me saying it and in actions the many times you did. You would have not thrown me out of your house every single time I wanted to fix something with you. You would truly engaged in the things I shown you and were important to me. Lastly you would have given me the security needed. No one who cares about someone should be walking on egg shells all the time if all they wanted was love and security. I know I want farther than you and loved you deeply because I cared deeply and had always been there for you. You manipulated my heart and you tore it. You got what you wanted for now. One day you’ll realize how much I did for you and sacrificed. You hurt me, my family, and my friends and I don’t ever want to see you again in my life especially how you took advantage of me for your own gain.” I felt so bad and remorseful for sending that but I feel all the emotional damage she had caused me and continued to do was so much I felt like I was going insane. She truly played with my heart and I feel it’s her loss completely for doing that. I remember when I saw the GoId moments before in her but I feel that was covered up by her true colors :( I guess that’s why I also feel so remorseful because I’m only seeing those good moments when in reality she did more bad to me than good. I just got so frustrated with her how terrible she treated me and mostly just swept it under the carpet blindly and pretended things were still normal 😭😭 I do hope I find some one better in the future who would treat me way better than she treated me. I feel I saved my future self further pain from her I couldn’t imagine accepting being friends with her, seeing her with another guy when I had treated her so well and did everything for her. As well as living with her and marrying her if we were still in the relationship together. Days later I felt so bad sending that message, because of my heart never wanting to hurt the girl i loved so much and always caring and loving her so deeply. The insanity of my emotions couldn't handle the emotional damage she had caused me in the relationship and where i wasn't able to stand up for my self. I waited a few days later giving her some space and i also was trying to see how i could reach her because I was blocked on everything. So my brother allowed me to send this message using his phone:
I want to say I'm deeply sorry, and I feel terrible to you the person I love and called my special person for these two good years. I reacted very immaturely the other day when we talked. I think I was so emotionally clouded that I couldn't think straight. I know you probably don't want to forgive me or talk to me again. I understand that. In truth I never want to burn the bridge I had with you. Even though I know we can't be lovers anymore. You know me where sometimes I over think things and do dumb things based in my emotions, something I know I need to work on. My deepest regret though is losing you who I loved so deeply. I want to love you as a friend and person that I cherished with all those amazing memories despite our challenges that made us split. I hope when you see this message you can unblock me and text or call me back. I just would like to have our numbers open so we can check on each other from time to time. I love you and care for so deeply, appreciate you, you were my first girlfriend who supported me in tough times and were there, I know we had challenging times and I accept we have to move away from each other romantically. I just would like to stay connected with you in some way.
A few days later she responds with this :
"Im really upset with what you said to me. I understand you have big emotions, but it doesn’t mean I will let myself be talked that way. Only for you to reflect and say sorry days later (Even though i genuinely went out of my way to say sorry) it’s just not fair. I’m going to keep you blocked for awhile because that’s the only way I can keep my boundary. I don’t know what the future holds, but I wish you nothing but the best."
i'm sorry for the long passage. I am guessing in the near future she's going to try and comeback eventually? and if she doesn't I hope you can see how much I deeply loved her and fought for her to show her how much i cared for her and our relationship despite the trauma she caused on me and how one sided she made it. Maybe its the best she let me go, could have it been a favor for me?
If anyone could help me sort this out? I feel so sad especially how much I cared for her, she was my first girlfriend.
Thoughts?
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I’m not going back anymore even if I wanted to because I had called her yesterday and asked if the break up was really definite because I was tired of the mind games she was playing with me and I bet she didn’t notice. I felt like the false hope that she kept putting out was driving me crazy. My emotions felt so bottled in all this time not being able to express myself around her snd the painful moments she did to me. She making making it more difficult and I was trying to talk to her calmly on the phone trying to tell her how much I had deeply loved and cared for her and did so much for her. She would basically accuse me of blaming it on her even though she never took the blame for anything and never accepted the truth for what it was and not even an apology. She was so cold and still was then hung up the phone on me. She blocked me right away but before she could block me I sent her this and she read it. “ If you have tried I would have truly seen it. If you would have been there for me at my lowest and when I needed you I would have seen it. If you would have truly loved me you wouldn’t hold back your love for me saying it and in actions the many times you did. You would have not thrown me out of your house every single time I wanted to fix something with you. You would truly engaged in the things I shown you and were important to me. Lastly you would have given me the security needed. No one who cares about someone should be walking on egg shells all the time if all they wanted was love and security. I know I want farther than you and loved you deeply because I cared deeply and had always been there for you. You manipulated my heart and you tore it. You got what you wanted for now. One day you’ll realize how much I did for you and sacrificed. You hurt me, my family, and my friends and I don’t ever want to see you again in my life especially how you took advantage of me for your own gain.” I felt so bad and remorseful for sending that but I feel all the emotional damage she had caused me and continued to do was so much I felt like I was going insane. She truly played with my heart and I feel it’s her loss completely for doing that. I remember when I saw the GoId moments before in her but I feel that was covered up by her true colors :( I guess that’s why I also feel so remorseful because I’m only seeing those good moments when in reality she did more bad to me than good. I just got so frustrated with her how terrible she treated me and mostly just swept it under the carpet blindly and pretended things were still normal 😭😭 I do hope I find some one better in the future who would treat me way better than she treated me. I feel I saved my future self further pain from her I couldn’t imagine accepting being friends with her, seeing her with another guy when I had treated her so well and did everything for her. As well as living with her and marrying her if we were still in the relationship together. Days later I felt so bad sending that message, because of my heart never wanting to hurt the girl i loved so much and always caring and loving her so deeply. The insanity of my emotions couldn't handle the emotional damage she had caused me in the relationship and where i wasn't able to stand up for my self. I waited a few days later giving her some space and i also was trying to see how i could reach her because I was blocked on everything. So my brother allowed me to send this message using his phone:
I want to say I'm deeply sorry, and I feel terrible to you the person I love and called my special person for these two good years. I reacted very immaturely the other day when we talked. I think I was so emotionally clouded that I couldn't think straight. I know you probably don't want to forgive me or talk to me again. I understand that. In truth I never want to burn the bridge I had with you. Even though I know we can't be lovers anymore. You know me where sometimes I over think things and do dumb things based in my emotions, something I know I need to work on. My deepest regret though is losing you who I loved so deeply. I want to love you as a friend and person that I cherished with all those amazing memories despite our challenges that made us split. I hope when you see this message you can unblock me and text or call me back. I just would like to have our numbers open so we can check on each other from time to time. I love you and care for so deeply, appreciate you, you were my first girlfriend who supported me in tough times and were there, I know we had challenging times and I accept we have to move away from each other romantically. I just would like to stay connected with you in some way.
A few days later she responds with this :
"Im really upset with what you said to me. I understand you have big emotions, but it doesn’t mean I will let myself be talked that way. Only for you to reflect and say sorry days later (Even though i genuinely went out of my way to say sorry) it’s just not fair. I’m going to keep you blocked for awhile because that’s the only way I can keep my boundary. I don’t know what the future holds, but I wish you nothing but the best."
i'm sorry for the long passage. I am guessing in the near future she's going to try and comeback eventually? and if she doesn't I hope you can see how much I deeply loved her and fought for her to show her how much i cared for her and our relationship despite the trauma she caused on me and how one sided she made it. Maybe its the best she let me go, could have it been a favor for me?
If anyone could help me sort this out? I feel so sad especially how much I cared for her, she was my first girlfriend.
Thoughts?
2023.06.04 09:12 Vision-Quest-9054 I Am Having Trouble Finding Remote Work At Home...
Since graduating high school, I have always wanted to work remotely from home - preferably with a flexible schedule - to earn some decent income and assist my aging parents. I live in a small rural town that offers very little in terms of job growth or sufficient income that could help my parents pay their bills. All jobs in my area are minimum wage(I live in Washington State, so the minimum wage as of this current date is $15.74,) And with the cost of living rising,(not to mention it being exacerbated by current inflation) my parents struggle more each day.
Since the beginning of the pandemic, I tried starting my own Amazon(arbitrage) business. Retail arbitrage was a bust, so I went with FBA, only to learn that the market was too overly saturated with competition, and the seller fees made it nearly impossible to earn a profit(not to mention too many item category restrictions.) I tried dozens of online programs, videos, and tips to make it work, but to no avail. I put two years of hard work into Amazon, trying to create my own private-label brand with no success. Again, oversaturation. This venture cost me thousands of dollars with zero ROI.
Next, I tried flipping used valuable items on eBay, Mercari, and finally, Facebook marketplace for over a year by wasting hundreds of dollars on items and ads only to have a few sales a month. Mercari is a total bust, with current listings sitting on their site for over a year. I've made a few sales on eBay, but more people are on the E-commerce bandwagon more than ever. Compared to ten years ago, more sellers in today's market have really upped the competition. Most sales on eBay or Facebook marketplace consist of buyers throwing lowball offers at me-eg. A good-quality jacket listed for $150 is determined by comparing prices with other sellers or apps. A potential buyer comes at me with an offer saying, "Will you take $25 for it instead?"
My last-ditched attempt at selling anything online was drop shipping. I put a lot of time and energy into drop shipping while I was simultaneously learning Amazon and then eBay arbitrage. I watched tons of YouTube videos on this and sought out the best marketing strategies, only to lose even more money.
Since I am unable to sell anything online, are there any other possible job opportunities out there that are not over-saturated? Maybe I can't run my own business at home, but are there any online opportunities that offer remote work with decent pay and don't require big college degrees? Is there anything online or at home that does not involve e-commerce? Any ideas would be really helpful. Thank you.
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Since the beginning of the pandemic, I tried starting my own Amazon(arbitrage) business. Retail arbitrage was a bust, so I went with FBA, only to learn that the market was too overly saturated with competition, and the seller fees made it nearly impossible to earn a profit(not to mention too many item category restrictions.) I tried dozens of online programs, videos, and tips to make it work, but to no avail. I put two years of hard work into Amazon, trying to create my own private-label brand with no success. Again, oversaturation. This venture cost me thousands of dollars with zero ROI.
Next, I tried flipping used valuable items on eBay, Mercari, and finally, Facebook marketplace for over a year by wasting hundreds of dollars on items and ads only to have a few sales a month. Mercari is a total bust, with current listings sitting on their site for over a year. I've made a few sales on eBay, but more people are on the E-commerce bandwagon more than ever. Compared to ten years ago, more sellers in today's market have really upped the competition. Most sales on eBay or Facebook marketplace consist of buyers throwing lowball offers at me-eg. A good-quality jacket listed for $150 is determined by comparing prices with other sellers or apps. A potential buyer comes at me with an offer saying, "Will you take $25 for it instead?"
My last-ditched attempt at selling anything online was drop shipping. I put a lot of time and energy into drop shipping while I was simultaneously learning Amazon and then eBay arbitrage. I watched tons of YouTube videos on this and sought out the best marketing strategies, only to lose even more money.
Since I am unable to sell anything online, are there any other possible job opportunities out there that are not over-saturated? Maybe I can't run my own business at home, but are there any online opportunities that offer remote work with decent pay and don't require big college degrees? Is there anything online or at home that does not involve e-commerce? Any ideas would be really helpful. Thank you.
2023.06.04 09:11 dabsvidsanya Food Allergy: HOW TO GET RID OF SOY OIL IN MY SYSTEM FASTER!? Any advice/tip helps.
See TLDR on the bottom. Here's long story:
Hey guys. My soy allergy is pretty nasty. This last happened 3 years ago. I mean it's not as nasty as say, the poor folks out there who get the extreme life threatening reactions, but they suck. I know for a fact it's gonna be 2 weeks of basically never-ending adrenal state. Like panic attack. Hypersensitivity to pain and cold. Aggression, out of nowhere for no reason just, I am angry. I am irritable. I hate life.
So, this was snuck into cough drops by Kroger. Watch out, they did not list the soy oil ingridient which I then found on the government website. Anyway, I had four of those suckers before waking up with a panic attack, and a slew of other symptoms. Insomnia, indigestion, headaches, body aches, pain in left side under ribs, rash (only on right side of the body, like, deep cystic kind but it passed after 2 days yay), neck stiffness, and yes like I said 2 weeks of emotional misery to follow.
Now, the only things that alleviate these symptoms appear to be stimulants (My adhd medication), so basically either taking my daily dose and getting a little relief for a few hours (Oh yeah, this allergy makes all my meds work really badly), or being incredibly doped up on all my anti allergy meds. I'm talking claritin, benadryl (together), double dose Ketotifen for my MCAS. I'm taking pepsid for stomach pains with which I wake up and with which I go to bed. Yes I already have mast cell issues so, that's great! I found probiotics make this issue worse (CLogged ears, mind fog), but ease digestion and SIBO.
Anyway. I need to know, does anyone out there know how to get this horrible soy out of my system? I will do anything. I will take extra laxatives, I don't care if I lose weight/minerals/etc, this is hell.
I will drink enough water to be nearly dehydrated if I have to pee it out. WIll CREATINE help? Will anything help? Please. Please tell me. What supplements, minerals, workouts, saunas, soaks, anything just. I've already done the activated charcoal but since I caught it late, doing it 12 hours after the poisoning was unfortunately worthless.
TLDR: Undeclared allergen poisoning, but just GI and mental symptoms with some skin/rash. How do I get soy out of my system faster? What supplements or drugs can I take or ask the doctor for? I'm already on a mast cell stabilizer and several H1 and H2 antihistamines. Any advice helps. THank you!
submitted by dabsvidsanya to Allergies [link] [comments]
Hey guys. My soy allergy is pretty nasty. This last happened 3 years ago. I mean it's not as nasty as say, the poor folks out there who get the extreme life threatening reactions, but they suck. I know for a fact it's gonna be 2 weeks of basically never-ending adrenal state. Like panic attack. Hypersensitivity to pain and cold. Aggression, out of nowhere for no reason just, I am angry. I am irritable. I hate life.
So, this was snuck into cough drops by Kroger. Watch out, they did not list the soy oil ingridient which I then found on the government website. Anyway, I had four of those suckers before waking up with a panic attack, and a slew of other symptoms. Insomnia, indigestion, headaches, body aches, pain in left side under ribs, rash (only on right side of the body, like, deep cystic kind but it passed after 2 days yay), neck stiffness, and yes like I said 2 weeks of emotional misery to follow.
Now, the only things that alleviate these symptoms appear to be stimulants (My adhd medication), so basically either taking my daily dose and getting a little relief for a few hours (Oh yeah, this allergy makes all my meds work really badly), or being incredibly doped up on all my anti allergy meds. I'm talking claritin, benadryl (together), double dose Ketotifen for my MCAS. I'm taking pepsid for stomach pains with which I wake up and with which I go to bed. Yes I already have mast cell issues so, that's great! I found probiotics make this issue worse (CLogged ears, mind fog), but ease digestion and SIBO.
Anyway. I need to know, does anyone out there know how to get this horrible soy out of my system? I will do anything. I will take extra laxatives, I don't care if I lose weight/minerals/etc, this is hell.
I will drink enough water to be nearly dehydrated if I have to pee it out. WIll CREATINE help? Will anything help? Please. Please tell me. What supplements, minerals, workouts, saunas, soaks, anything just. I've already done the activated charcoal but since I caught it late, doing it 12 hours after the poisoning was unfortunately worthless.
TLDR: Undeclared allergen poisoning, but just GI and mental symptoms with some skin/rash. How do I get soy out of my system faster? What supplements or drugs can I take or ask the doctor for? I'm already on a mast cell stabilizer and several H1 and H2 antihistamines. Any advice helps. THank you!
2023.06.04 09:11 Careful_Fun_2812 Full damage support is reportable, right?
For nearly the last week every game I’ve played has a full damage support or a support with a single defense item (usually the last one, since everyone is complaining about not having a tank). They end up stealing waves, soloing camps, “securing” so many kills that the DPS characters end up either behind or just barely ahead of their counterparts on the enemy team.
Even if they’re playing well, it feels annoying because the entire game gets thrown off and at least one dps role doesn’t get to play their role properly because it’s being done by the support. And don’t get me started on how late game becomes nearly impossible because your whole team can get one shot with no peel, no tank, and no aura protections being spread.
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Even if they’re playing well, it feels annoying because the entire game gets thrown off and at least one dps role doesn’t get to play their role properly because it’s being done by the support. And don’t get me started on how late game becomes nearly impossible because your whole team can get one shot with no peel, no tank, and no aura protections being spread.
2023.06.04 09:11 Boring_Meringue8698 Anyone else having trouble finding entry level jobs? I have my A+ but can’t find entry level jobs near me…
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2023.06.04 09:08 Timst44 How can I outpace unemployment?
So I find myself in a classic end game death spiral: I have nearly 8M unemployed pops for 18M employed, and I need to find a solution before the welfare cost collapse my (communist) government.
So from reading a few posts around here, it seems like the solution is to create as many jobs as possible. Since I have Cooperative Ownership, I have a good amount of control over what to build (and also, with the capitalists and aristocrats out of the picture, I'm the only one who can). But after doing some back of the envelope math, that seems pretty tough. For example, my current pop growth is 2%, so 1.8M new pop per year. Currently I have 54M dependents for 88M people, so ~37% of these newcomers should be workers, or roughly 660k.
So I need 660k new jobs a year just to match the population growth, and ideally more to make a dent in the existing unemployment. Let's aim for one million, which should get through my existing 8M unemployed pops in 25 years (plus probably another 20 years for my remaining 6M peasants).
The average factory, mine, or farm seems to employ around 5k pops per level. So to create 1M job, I need to create/expand 200 workplaces a year. Assuming 300 construction per place (farms take 150, resources 300 and factories 450), that's 60 000 construction a year. I currently make 500 construction/week, so it would take me 120 weeks. To fit that in one year, I would need 1150 construction.
Does that mean that to match my goal, I need to more than double my construction sector? And then continuously build more factories, farms and mines?
Or should I instead try to lower the pop growth by defunding the healthcare institution? I don't think the pop growth is fueled my immigration, as I'm currently a net emigration target due to the high unemployment, although things might change once that gets better due to the high SoL.
Did I mess up the math somewhere? Is there some other factor I'm ignoring?
submitted by Timst44 to victoria3 [link] [comments]
So from reading a few posts around here, it seems like the solution is to create as many jobs as possible. Since I have Cooperative Ownership, I have a good amount of control over what to build (and also, with the capitalists and aristocrats out of the picture, I'm the only one who can). But after doing some back of the envelope math, that seems pretty tough. For example, my current pop growth is 2%, so 1.8M new pop per year. Currently I have 54M dependents for 88M people, so ~37% of these newcomers should be workers, or roughly 660k.
So I need 660k new jobs a year just to match the population growth, and ideally more to make a dent in the existing unemployment. Let's aim for one million, which should get through my existing 8M unemployed pops in 25 years (plus probably another 20 years for my remaining 6M peasants).
The average factory, mine, or farm seems to employ around 5k pops per level. So to create 1M job, I need to create/expand 200 workplaces a year. Assuming 300 construction per place (farms take 150, resources 300 and factories 450), that's 60 000 construction a year. I currently make 500 construction/week, so it would take me 120 weeks. To fit that in one year, I would need 1150 construction.
Does that mean that to match my goal, I need to more than double my construction sector? And then continuously build more factories, farms and mines?
Or should I instead try to lower the pop growth by defunding the healthcare institution? I don't think the pop growth is fueled my immigration, as I'm currently a net emigration target due to the high unemployment, although things might change once that gets better due to the high SoL.
Did I mess up the math somewhere? Is there some other factor I'm ignoring?
2023.06.04 09:07 ExplorerOfDegeneracy 23[M4F] #Edison NJ - Need late night car cuddles
In Edison tonight, I had to head to the city after hearing some bad news. I just need to hold someone tight tonight.
Let's go to a park near the water, listen to some R&B and forget about the world for a little bit and hold each other tight. I lost someone dear to me today and I just want some warm.
You could just want to cuddle, or you could want more. I don't mine I just don't want to be alone right now, I need someone to hold and feel. Ideally we find a nice park and chill for a little while.
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Let's go to a park near the water, listen to some R&B and forget about the world for a little bit and hold each other tight. I lost someone dear to me today and I just want some warm.
You could just want to cuddle, or you could want more. I don't mine I just don't want to be alone right now, I need someone to hold and feel. Ideally we find a nice park and chill for a little while.
2023.06.04 09:06 GreenhalBruh 100 followers <3
 | (lots of text incoming) submitted by GreenhalBruh to u/GreenhalBruh [link] [comments] (also this is probably the last post like this I'll make since haha) I didn't really think that I would get this far so soon, but I'm really glad about it <3 Nearly a year ago (wow) I was having a pretty bad day but I remembered that it was also my cake day and thought "Hey why don't I spend more time looking at reddit today" (which sounds really silly, I know), so I ended up looking through a lot of omori posts and leaving bunch of comments which felt kind of nice. So I figured I might do it a bit more and now here I am lol I've always sucked at interacting with people (even online) but I think it has genuinely been quite a helpful experience and I've made many friends through it, which makes me really happy :) I'm glad I found this community full of amazing people who share a love for this game Thank you so much everyone, it means a lot to me, you're all amazing <3 (3rd image made by u/ComputerUser3000 ) |
2023.06.04 09:05 Spiritual_Ad849 Lawyer Referral Required
Both my parents passed recently and it appears as I’m going to need a good lawyer for not only legal advice but to retain to fight on my behalf in dealing with my older brothers and my parents estate. Seems they don’t want to play nice or fair and are making claims that all buildings not cemented to the ground are part of the estate and need to be sold. I acquired their small parcel of land and house and outbuildings on an acreage near Edmonton in a right of survivorship in joint ownership situation. I loved my dad but he liked to do things on the cheap so he for instance put a huge shed onto railway ties instead of pouring a concrete foundation and also all the grain bins were put onto wooden foundations and not concrete. Now apparently none of those belong to me? I’m going to need some help. TIA
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2023.06.04 09:04 ASGfan Episodic Review - The Lake Kezia Monster (S5, E19)
This episode opens with Laura, Albert and Andy all rejoicing about school being let out for the summer. Pretty funny to hear Andy chant "No more teacher's dirty looks" when the teacher is his own mother. Take that Alice! You know Walnut Grove must be a boring town when the kids all race off to see Kezia first thing. Harriet looks on and yawns, which is totally the appropriate action for this event. Inside the Post Office, Kezia is serving as Postmistress-Of-The-Day. She is opening other people's mail (which is actually a federal offense, played for laughs -- natch) when the kids burst in and announce they can come see her nearly every day. Now I would personally rather fall down a never ending flight of stairs, but that's just me. Over at the Mercantile, Harriet informs the fams that she has started the process of buying a summer place to get away from the insanity of WG. The next thing we see is a crudely made "Lake Kezia" sign with the kids fishing in a canoe as Kezia bellows on. How the heck did this woman inherit a lakeside house? Is she squatting? And how is it that this previously homeless woman who is unemployed most of the time still has a better house than Charles? Bandit looks positively freaked out with the crow on his head. Shut up you old crow (and I'm not referring to the bird either). Later, the kids are lazing on the lawn, still feeling the effects from an all-you-can-eat fish fry as Kezia prattles on about all of her dead husbands and Loch Ness monsters. Kezia outlived 5 husbands? I think the authorities might like to have a word with her. Just then, a government official arrives and Kezia threatens him with her harpoon (which I'm pretty sure is another federal offense). Seems as if Kezia is a tax evader, yet another crime. The official informs Kezia that the taxes have been paid by the new owner, which turns out to be Harriet. Over at the Garvey homestead, everyone bemoans the situation with Andy stating Kezia should be exempt from paying taxes. A similar situation plays out at the Ingalls. The time has come for the transition of power as Harriet arrives with Nellie and Willie. Kezia threatens to kill Mrs. Oleson. This is a family show, mind you. Reverend Alden is also here, attempting to play moderator, which goes very badly for him. He's not very good at reading a room. Eventually, Kezia caves as she has no legal right to the property. Harriet graciously allows her to stay on as the hired help in exchange for room and board.
The "Lake Kezia" sign is now replaced by an elegant looking "Lake Harriet" sign. Harriet yelling "Ke-zee-UHHHH! Bring refreshments for my guests." is one of those things that needs to be heard to be appreciated. Kezia comes out of the shed in uniform. Harriet cracks the whip on her and orders her to feed her 12 guests. Later, the kids and Kezia devise a plan to scare Harriet off the property by making up a Loch-ness type monster in the lake, complete with Albert making noises from some distance away for added effect. Harriet, Nellie & Willie all get woken up by the noises and go out to find Kezia, who spreads some fake news about the source. I think it's supposed to be early morning here, but it looks like late evening outside. Harriet sees through the malarkey and threatens to fire Kezia if she continues with the charade.
Laura heads over to the Mercantile, where she offers up the usual lie about needing things for a "school project", which includes tacks, glue, burlap sack and Roman candles. Nels graciously just donates the things. Yes, Laura just tricked an unwitting Nels into handing over a bunch of things that will be used to scare his wife off the property that she legitimately paid for. That takes real chutzpah. That night, Andy shows some skill at pitting his parents against each other (sort of) by convincing his mother to take down Jonathan's moose head (yet another thing that will be used in the shenanigan). The next day..and in order to further create the illusion of a monster, Laura, Albert & Andy all go underwater while Harriet, Nellie and Willie are playing in the lake and nip at their heels. Laura bites Harriet's foot. That's No Man's Land. Kezia continues to spread alternative facts.
Full Moon Friday has arrived, which means the monster will be making an appearance tonight. Kezia continues to taunt Harriet. Harriet orders Willie back to town to get a shotgun. Willie does as he's told, but Nels loads it with blanks, much to Laura's relief. Harriet, Nellie and Willie are eating supper at the table. Kezia is in the Alice Nelson role of having to prepare the meal while subsequently not being allowed at the table while the family eats. More noises are heard as Harriet and the kids go out to investigate. They find "the monster", which is actually Albert, Laura and Andy all taking up a section of the creature, with the moose head from earlier in front. Harriet shoots at it a couple of times, at which point the Roman candles go off. I'm pretty sure no living thing has sparks coming out of its nostrils, but it does the trick nevertheless. Harriet, Nellie & Willie all run for the hills. Unusual moment as the kids all come in the house with their wet underwear on and hug Kezia. Nels gets in a scare of his own for laughs. Kezia would disappear right after this (and rightfully so).
EPISODE WINNER - The Olesons.
EPISODE LOSERS - Kezia, for her assortment of crimes, and Laura & Albert for running yet another con.
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The "Lake Kezia" sign is now replaced by an elegant looking "Lake Harriet" sign. Harriet yelling "Ke-zee-UHHHH! Bring refreshments for my guests." is one of those things that needs to be heard to be appreciated. Kezia comes out of the shed in uniform. Harriet cracks the whip on her and orders her to feed her 12 guests. Later, the kids and Kezia devise a plan to scare Harriet off the property by making up a Loch-ness type monster in the lake, complete with Albert making noises from some distance away for added effect. Harriet, Nellie & Willie all get woken up by the noises and go out to find Kezia, who spreads some fake news about the source. I think it's supposed to be early morning here, but it looks like late evening outside. Harriet sees through the malarkey and threatens to fire Kezia if she continues with the charade.
Laura heads over to the Mercantile, where she offers up the usual lie about needing things for a "school project", which includes tacks, glue, burlap sack and Roman candles. Nels graciously just donates the things. Yes, Laura just tricked an unwitting Nels into handing over a bunch of things that will be used to scare his wife off the property that she legitimately paid for. That takes real chutzpah. That night, Andy shows some skill at pitting his parents against each other (sort of) by convincing his mother to take down Jonathan's moose head (yet another thing that will be used in the shenanigan). The next day..and in order to further create the illusion of a monster, Laura, Albert & Andy all go underwater while Harriet, Nellie and Willie are playing in the lake and nip at their heels. Laura bites Harriet's foot. That's No Man's Land. Kezia continues to spread alternative facts.
Full Moon Friday has arrived, which means the monster will be making an appearance tonight. Kezia continues to taunt Harriet. Harriet orders Willie back to town to get a shotgun. Willie does as he's told, but Nels loads it with blanks, much to Laura's relief. Harriet, Nellie and Willie are eating supper at the table. Kezia is in the Alice Nelson role of having to prepare the meal while subsequently not being allowed at the table while the family eats. More noises are heard as Harriet and the kids go out to investigate. They find "the monster", which is actually Albert, Laura and Andy all taking up a section of the creature, with the moose head from earlier in front. Harriet shoots at it a couple of times, at which point the Roman candles go off. I'm pretty sure no living thing has sparks coming out of its nostrils, but it does the trick nevertheless. Harriet, Nellie & Willie all run for the hills. Unusual moment as the kids all come in the house with their wet underwear on and hug Kezia. Nels gets in a scare of his own for laughs. Kezia would disappear right after this (and rightfully so).
EPISODE WINNER - The Olesons.
EPISODE LOSERS - Kezia, for her assortment of crimes, and Laura & Albert for running yet another con.
2023.06.04 09:03 SilverFox2642 (Spoilers: 2.4 Post ARR content) Such a bad influence! But so awesome
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2023.06.04 09:02 Decent-Poetry3190 Weight gain before starting treatment
I’m starting treatment tomorrow but, in the last two weeks my weight has gone up 1.5kg (from 50.3 to 51.8) since I deliberately restricted to be a lower weight at the initial physical assessment. Now, because I’ve been b/p nearly every day since, my weight is a lot higher. It makes me feel invalid for some reason.
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2023.06.04 08:59 Educational-Gear-735 Feeling of Wanting to Disappear
I know there’s people out there who have it far worse than me but I just don’t know where else to let this all out.
Not sure where to put this. Pretty much I have this reoccurring thought of what if I just disappeared but not in a completely bad way. What I mean is I wish I could just go off somewhere I’ve never been before by myself and have nobody I know worried about me cuz they know I’m fine. No one trying to contact me just me being off in a random city trying to enjoy myself. Im very self conscious about being in public by myself, and always feel like someone I know is gonna see me and judge me cuz im hanging out at whatever place it is by myself. I just wanna go to a random city and go out without that feeling. I don’t really know where this post is going but I’m starting to feel lost in life. I have no real outside (of my house) hobbies, I hate my job and have pretty much been in this constant state of depression for nearly 2 years. Haven’t really told anyone because I’m just too scared of being judged if I’m being honest, or of people thinking about me being worried. I thought about seeing a therapist on betterhelp maybe but it’s kinda expensive at least for me. I used to be different before I started getting depressed and I feel like I am now a shadow of my former self, and I know I can’t carry on living like this. Any advice?
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Not sure where to put this. Pretty much I have this reoccurring thought of what if I just disappeared but not in a completely bad way. What I mean is I wish I could just go off somewhere I’ve never been before by myself and have nobody I know worried about me cuz they know I’m fine. No one trying to contact me just me being off in a random city trying to enjoy myself. Im very self conscious about being in public by myself, and always feel like someone I know is gonna see me and judge me cuz im hanging out at whatever place it is by myself. I just wanna go to a random city and go out without that feeling. I don’t really know where this post is going but I’m starting to feel lost in life. I have no real outside (of my house) hobbies, I hate my job and have pretty much been in this constant state of depression for nearly 2 years. Haven’t really told anyone because I’m just too scared of being judged if I’m being honest, or of people thinking about me being worried. I thought about seeing a therapist on betterhelp maybe but it’s kinda expensive at least for me. I used to be different before I started getting depressed and I feel like I am now a shadow of my former self, and I know I can’t carry on living like this. Any advice?
2023.06.04 08:56 Any-Development-3338 Extreme fatigue
Just using this as a space to essentially think out loud.
When I started Rybelsus I experienced quite a bit of fatigue. I think on day of 7mg 2 I spent most of the day sleeping. It got better but didn’t fully go away.
Since staring 14mg the fatigue has been getting so much worse. I find it near impossible to get out of bed. When I’m out with friends it feels almost like an outer body experience after a couple hours because I’m too tired to be present in conversations. I haven’t done a workout throughout this entire journey until two days ago. This had such intense consequences, I was so sick and tired the day after. Felt like I hadn’t slept in weeks. It has been a month on 14mg and it feels like I’m slipping away. I spent quite some time on 7mg because it was working and I didn’t want the side effects to get worse. There are a few other side effects that make me feel worse too but it’s really the fatigue that gets to me.
On one hand I’m telling myself that maybe I need more than a month to adjust to the higher dose but on the other I’m not sure I can even take another day of feeling like this. Easy solution is to just stop the meds of course but then it’s back to constant food noise and bad food decisions. For the first time in years I’ve managed to reduce my binging. It’s almost not a problem at all now.
Then there’s also the worry that it’s not the medicine and if I stop it will then just be binging on top of everything else.
I’m on Rybelsus.
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When I started Rybelsus I experienced quite a bit of fatigue. I think on day of 7mg 2 I spent most of the day sleeping. It got better but didn’t fully go away.
Since staring 14mg the fatigue has been getting so much worse. I find it near impossible to get out of bed. When I’m out with friends it feels almost like an outer body experience after a couple hours because I’m too tired to be present in conversations. I haven’t done a workout throughout this entire journey until two days ago. This had such intense consequences, I was so sick and tired the day after. Felt like I hadn’t slept in weeks. It has been a month on 14mg and it feels like I’m slipping away. I spent quite some time on 7mg because it was working and I didn’t want the side effects to get worse. There are a few other side effects that make me feel worse too but it’s really the fatigue that gets to me.
On one hand I’m telling myself that maybe I need more than a month to adjust to the higher dose but on the other I’m not sure I can even take another day of feeling like this. Easy solution is to just stop the meds of course but then it’s back to constant food noise and bad food decisions. For the first time in years I’ve managed to reduce my binging. It’s almost not a problem at all now.
Then there’s also the worry that it’s not the medicine and if I stop it will then just be binging on top of everything else.
I’m on Rybelsus.
2023.06.04 08:55 offbeatuser What does this mean?
No lucid dreams yet, working in my dream recall.
Now, I remember something over night, especially the end. Though the problem is I don’t know whether it was a dream or me just making it up?
Sea of thieves with friends, me and some friends were playing around in sea of thieves.
We kept attacking bigger boats and just trolling other people.
I remember near to the end we got into the weirdest situation but all I remember is at the very end our boats disappeared and sunk into the mountain on land.
The problem with not knowing if this is a dream or not is if I should write it in my dream journal.
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Now, I remember something over night, especially the end. Though the problem is I don’t know whether it was a dream or me just making it up?
Sea of thieves with friends, me and some friends were playing around in sea of thieves.
We kept attacking bigger boats and just trolling other people.
I remember near to the end we got into the weirdest situation but all I remember is at the very end our boats disappeared and sunk into the mountain on land.
The problem with not knowing if this is a dream or not is if I should write it in my dream journal.