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Competitive Magic

2012.08.21 17:27 Competitive Magic

The serious, play-to-win side of the Magic: The Gathering community.
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2010.01.26 06:19 dgillz Alcoholism

Information and support for those affected by alcoholism/Alcohol Use Disorder. If you are concerned about alcohol's effect on your life or a loved one's life, please feel welcome.
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2015.02.13 02:49 scattergraphc5daa9 Chambers: Netflix Original Series

A subreddit for the Netflix supernatural series Chambers. Anybody is welcome to comment about anything related to the series.
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2023.06.04 10:32 Necessary-Ad-4082 My friend wanted me to take responsibility for my mistake but I thought I did.

Now this might sound childish or stupid but background I was having a rough day I also have a memory issues bc of trauma and I’m on meds that might make me sleepy. So I hop on to play a game (they know I am sensitive to trash talking since I was bullied by people irl for stuff in video games and it got messy).
We were playing. I was on the top part of the leader board but i wasn’t playing how this friend let’s call him G wanted me to play. But I still was getting kills and then people died G was dead so it was all up to me. Now we are playing siege casual. I plant diffuser on bomb and go outside to get an angle. Now for some reason my mind forgot there was an update that the enemy does not have to be directly on the diffuser to diffuse it and win. It just slipped. This update was years ago apparently. So I was watching the angle they told me not to peak but I shot the enemy a bit but I listened and stopped shooting but I was confused since I could have followed up and it all just became confusing in my head since I thought I was suppose to be watching the diffuser. They then start saying G and another friend let’s call him B, that the enemy is diffusing.
But my mind is in utter confusion since I do not see the enemy. Eventually I hop in to kill him but it’s too late. G and B then proceed to be like what did I do, how could I lose, so I tired to explain that I forgot that the enemy does not have to be on the diffuser. This made them question how is that even possible and G was like I Fuc*ed up and I should learn from my mistake. But G tht by me saying I forgot was just an excuse and the more I tired to explain the more he shut me up and did not let me talk.
This really hurt me. When we talked about it later he said I was just Bsing my way of out of taking responsibility Which was not true I just had a need to explain myself. I told him to take responsibility for being mean and not letting me talk. He said that he was doing that so we could focus on a casual game and it did not matter what I said. And I said something like is being mean worth the importance of the the match. He said I shouldn’t take offense and I miss social cues.
This makes me feel like I’m insane and think differently or something is wrong with me. When I point out his mistakes he admits them since he was on the bottom of the leaderboard but says they were smaller compared to mine and he has not played the game in a while and my mistake was major Even if I point out I haven’t played the game in a while either he hasn’t played longer so he has higher expectations of me and I should be better, even though I don’t think that’s how that works. Plus I have mental issues going on and I am on disability bc of them so I think I am at more of a disadvantage since I actually had to teach myself how to sit and watch tv or play again. For me explain my mistake isn’t not taking responsibility it’s just helping others understand what happened. am I crazy Also I think it’s rude to not let someone talk and not explain why. And also the concept of taking responsibility for the mistake how seriously he was going about it made it sound like i committed a sin or something.
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2023.06.04 10:32 freddyfazzballs help! first molt since adoption, i need tips!

im like 99% sure my precious G. Pulchripes baby is FINALLY molting again ! im both super excited and super nervous, im hoping to properly gender her this molt. shed just recently molted when i first got her so ive not had any experience with the process.
first things first, information: species: G. Pulchripes, age/instar: unsure, got her in october, i think her DLS is an inch to inch and a half; i havent been able to measure yet, gender: unknown, assuming female rn because im hoping shell be with me for the long run
i know to leave her alone as much as possible, mist her enclosure lots, and wait at least a week before feeding her again after she molts; although i prekill mealworms for her so she wouldnt need to worry about bites but yk. im probably going to check on her every evening for the next while, so i can get the molt asap and monitor her.
i dont have a pipette to drop water into the dirt around her hide yet but i could easily get one if i should. im hoping misting + her water dish will be enough but i wanna make sure shes comfortable in both pre and post molt.
also, i figure its worth mentioning prior to a few months ago i wasnt feeding her regularly so shes definitely taken longer to molt than she should have. i wasnt sure how to feed her the mealworms because she wouldnt go after any and i was thinking she went into a sort of hibernation. since chacos are native to argentina and paraguay id thought that it was normal, especially since my room tends to get a bit chilly in winter (nothing extreme of course). i never really saw her and i put a pupa in there a couple times without her eating it, so that was my thinking. i really feel bad about it too; im not trying to make excuses or anything like that, just explaining why and how i made such an error.
anyways, thanks for any advice you may have, im hoping this goes well. also feel free to lecture me about the feeding thing; im still learning about tarantulas and how to care for them, ill take any advice and all advice
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2023.06.04 10:32 Brunomylovely Most disappointing feature by far.

I'm sorry, but can someone please tell me I'm not the only one disappointed with the house building feature? It's so ugly for no reason. It's really a smear in an otherwise amazing game.
I know it's a minor detail, but god, having to design everything around the fact that you can't please doors, walls, or pillars, has to be the worst experience I've had with the game. The could've at least added a stone room to use as a heavier base, that way I don't have my whole house flipping over a small change in the center of gravity.
It's also clear ultra hand was NOT designed with this feature in mind, because holy shit, the camera is fucking horrible. This could've been such a cool and fun feature, but instead it feels like an overcomplicated korok puzzle, with extremely minor benefits.
I'm not even going to touch on the 15 room limit, but is it too much to ask to at least give us some trees to place around the house?
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2023.06.04 10:32 Ollieisure I almost died while everyone was watching and nobody did a thing.

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When I was at least 12 or 11, my cousin had a pool party for her birthday. At the time I couldn’t swim so keep that in mind. While I was hanging out in the pool, my cousin asked if I wanted to jump in the deep end of the pool with her, I declined because I couldn’t swim. She kept pushing it and said that we could jump right where the shallow and deep end meet (in the middle of the pool sorta). I agreed eventually because I was the older kid there and didn’t wanna look like a loser in-front of the younger kids. I jumped in and everything was fine until it wasn’t. My foot slipped and I started to drown. I was at the edge of the pool so I tried grabbing on the ledge but it was to slippery. My cousin yelled and said “omg she’s drowning!” And do you wanna guess the reaction from the at-least 5 other kids, and the 4 adults? Nothing. They sat there and were just watching me, they thought I was faking it I guess but it still hurt. Even my own sibling didn’t even help me. I still remember the panic I felt, when I pulled myself up out the pool and everyone was just looking at me, staring. A couple people asked if I was okay, and I don’t know why but I said I was fine, I guess it was the embarrassment that made me not wanna really say anything. I was on the verge of tears and so embarrassed. That moment still haunts me to this day, the suffocating feeling, the regret, the loneliness, the embarrassment. I’ll never forget it.
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2023.06.04 10:31 throwaway6354873636 past me would be disappointed in present me

i’m not graduating from high school.
my aunt and uncle, siblings, cousins, friends… everyone has graduated and is graduating from the same place.
but i’m not.
a toxic relationship and covid fucked with my mental health so badly that i could barely get myself to leave the house more than three times a month even up to now.
i couldn’t put my mind to anything, couldn’t attend class or do schoolwork, or even enjoy old hobbies.
and now that i’m finally getting a little better, it’s too late.
past me aimed high, got good grades, attended class every day, and was self-assured. past me knew what i wanted and what i expected of myself, and did it.
but now, the high school i looked at every time i left my house, heard about my entire life, what i wanted to feel part of, has escaped me.
it’s not about high school in general, it’s about the community, the life experience, and it’s just simply too late.
i know what paths i have to go on now, but i’m just so disappointed in myself.
it’s not the end of the world, but it’s the end of what i once planned as a child. and i just feel so bad. it’s been weeks since i’ve gotten to this conclusion, and i just find it so hard to move past.
past me would think current me is a failure.
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2023.06.04 10:31 NepenthiumPastille SOLVED: How to play RPG Maker VX Ace game on Android using JoiPlay

I thought this might be helpful for anyone who was in the same boat as me. Here's the steps I took to finally play my VX Game on my Android phone!
So first, you want to export your game in the RPG Maker VX Ace software on your computer. Make sure you don't include the RTP. This will result in that little blue crystal icon you're more than likely familiar with right?
The trick is you have to package that slightly differently so that your android can handle it. Most androids can't natively deal with a .exe file. So what you have to do from here is extract all the files from the "blue cube". Once those files are extracted, put them all into a zip folder.
Put the zip folder into a cloud site like Dropbox.
Now, go to your android and download the zip file from Dropbox. Your android should then be able to natively unzip the file.
Next, make sure you have both Joiplay and RPG Maker plugin installed on your phone. Open Joiplay, select your game file through that, and select that you want to download the RTP for RPG Maker VX Ace and you should be good to go!
(Please note that some outdated scripts might cause your game not to run but hopefully you can update those areas without too much trouble. My game had only about 6 custom scripts added on and one had to be tweaked.)
I hopes this works for you!
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2023.06.04 10:31 WeHappyF3w Lifted up into the sky? OOBE?

Couldn’t go back to sleep so I’m copy pasting what I wrote in discord.
Woah. What was that. It’s 3am for me. Just started this journey two days ago. Did wave 1 tape 1&2 a couples times. Having a hard time staying asleep, I might drink some water, or use the bathroom every time I wake up. Had some weird dreams, trapped in an elevator at my old job, something about a collection of paranormal activity video tapes that includes me.
It’s storming here. Every time I try to sleep again, I’ll try lay flat, concentrate to think of nothing, that never lasts long and I drift off to sleep. Except this last time.
I felt my body feeling light. Being lifted up into the night sky. Floating higher and higher. I’m completely aware. I felt the wind, that’s a little stronger than my fan, something on par to my indoor sky diving experience
I felt cold. No rain on me, but I can see the lightning. Got scared for a moment, then I’m like god/guardian angel, where are you? Protect me. Screamed some stuff in my head like, on and off again Ex, I love you. I can hear some distorted echos of what I said and then some.
Eventually I floated back down to my body, toes/feet down first, then 90 degree down to my body.
Felt some vibrations and tingling. I waited for the feelings to be over before I open my eyes.
Thanked my guardian angel, and here I am. Can’t go back to sleep.
Did I just had an OOBE? What was that!!?? I wonder if it’s because I concentrated to my ceiling fan’s noise that’s close enough to whatever frequency needed to work.
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2023.06.04 10:31 MeetMeIn0uterspace Anyone here work in the public sector their whole career? (USA)

I’m about 1.5 years into my career and coming up on 1 year working for a smaller, local city (about 30-40k people). I started off my career as a public works consultant before getting hired here, and have mostly been involved in PM work vs heavy technical design. I also help assist our traffic engineer with tasks and work a little bit in water quality regulation with another senior engineer. I honestly love my job - amazing coworkers/staff, work life balance, benefits, and I’m paid in the middle range salary of entry/assistant level civils in my area.
At times, i worry that not having a lot of technical experience might hurt me in the future, as I review plans more than I do draft in CAD. I try to learn as much as i can every day on the job and pick my senior engineers’ brains as much as possible, however, i do feel like my career shouldn’t be this cush early on and i should be grinding harder like the private sector does. Have any of you worked in the public sectogovernment your whole career or extensively, and felt that you acquired sufficient engineering knowledge? I think imposter syndrome might be hitting me as I’m studying for my PE exam. Haha
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2023.06.04 10:30 JettMe_Red Beautiful footage from beneath the waves in the crystal clear water off Oahu, Hawaii

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2023.06.04 10:30 Empty-Restaurant2018 Boyfriend M 38 called me F 32 a "Karen" after I wanted to call someone out on ableism

My boyfriend (m,38) and I(f,32) have been together for 4 years now. We met through gaming and we're on a gaming server from discord. Someone posted a meme, that I thought was discriminating people (ableism). I probably can't post it, also I don't really want to repost it.
Basically it showed a guy who was looking through 2 glasses of water, which made him appear as someone who's eyes are far apart from each other (sorry, English is not my first language. I hope you get, what I mean). Next to it a picture of Halle Bailey, which appeared fotoshopped - wider eye distance ad usual, which made her in my opinion not any less beautiful, but that's not the point.
For me it looked like it could've also been a person with waardenburg syndrome. I think in general, that it's not cool/funny to make fun of people's facial features and wanted to write that below that.
First I wanted to talk to my boyfriend though, who called me a "Karen" and "that it's not meant like that", also that I shouldn't make a fool of myself to say something about it. It hurt me, that he called me a Karen, because I didn't feel that I was acting like that at all.
I don't know what to do now. Am I so wrong with my opinion? Should I just let it go?
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2023.06.04 10:30 Holiday_Macaroon_733 मुहम्मद अंतिम रसूल कैसे ?

मुहम्मद अंतिम रसूल कैसे ?


इस्लामी मान्यता के अनुसार अल्लाह प्रथ्वी से फाफी ऊपर सातवें आसमान पर रहता है .और वहां पर एक भव्य सिंहासन(अर्श ) पर विराजमान होकर अपना शासन चलाता रहता है .और प्रथ्वी के लोगों का मार्ग दर्शन करने और सचेत करने के लिए प्रथ्वी पर अपने दूत (ambasador ) या प्रतनिधि खड़े कर देता है . जिन्हें नबी ,या पैगम्बर ( Prophets ) कहा जाता है .अल्लाह अपने इन नबियों से फरिश्तों के माध्यम से या सीधे संपर्क में बना रहता है .फिर यह नबी अल्लाह का सन्देश ,या आदेश लोगों तक पहुंचाते रहते हैं .यद्यपि कुरान में सभी नबियों को समान माना गया है ,और उनमे किसी प्रकार का विभेद या अंतर करने से मना किया है ,लेकिन कुतर्की ,और चालक मुल्ले इन नबियों में कृत्रिम रूप से अंतर करते हैं . इनका उदेश्य मुहम्मद को नबियों में सर्वोपरि और इस्लाम को सर्वश्रेष्ठ धर्म साबित करना होता है .इसके लिए इन मूलों ने एक चाल चली ,और मुहम्मद को अंतिम रसूल बताना शरू कर दिया . बाद में कुछ मक्कार ब्लोगरों ने हिन्दुओंको गुमराह करने के लिए मुहम्मद को अंतिम अवतार भी घोषित कर दिया .यहाँ पर कुरान और प्रमाणिक हदीसों के आधार पर ऐसे तथाकथित मुस्लिम विद्वानों और ब्लोगरों के इस दावे का भंडाफोड़ किया जा रहा जो मुहम्मद को अंतिम रसूल या अंतिम अवतार बताते हैं ,देखिये 1- सभी नबी समान हैं अल्लाह की नजर में उसके सभी नबी समान हैं ,और उनमे किसी तरह का विभेद करना अल्लाह के आदेश का उल्लंघन है .कुरान में कहा है ,"जो दूसरे सभी नबियों को और जो उनके रब की ओर से मिली (नबूवत ) उनमे किसी के बीच में अंतर (distinction ) नहीं करते और हम उसी के आज्ञाकारी हैं . सूरा -बकरा 2 :136 और सूरा -आले इमरान -3 :84 2-औरतें नबी क्यों नहीं बन सकती लेकिन औरतों के नबी नहीं बनने पर हदीसों में जो तर्क दिया है वह बिलकुल अवैज्ञानिक और महिला विरोधी है .इस से मुल्लों की मानसिकता का पता चलता है ,देखिये .-सईदुल खुदरी ने कहा की औरतों का दर्जा पुरुष से आधा होता है ,और उनमे सोचने की शक्ति का आभाव होता है (defiiciency in mind ) होती है बुखारी -जिल्द 3 किताब 48 हदीस 826 "इब्ने अब्बास ने कहा कि रसूल ने कहा औरतों के ईमान में आभाव होता है ,क्योंकि मासिक के कारण वह अशुद्ध होती रहती है ,और उनकी बुद्धि भी कम होती .इसी लिए वह नबी नहीं हो सकती " बुखारी -जिल्द 1 किताब 6 हदीस 301 3-नबी के लिए योग्यता नबी बनने के लिए किसी खास योग्यता की जरुरत नहीं होती है .अल्लाह जिसे चाहे उसे नबी बना देता था ,जैसे नूह की नाव में जितने भी लोग सवार हो सके थे सभी नबी बन गए थे .कुरान में कहा है "नूह के साथ जितने भी लोग उनकी नाव में सवार हुए थे ,अल्लाह ने उन पर कृपा की और वे सब नबी बनाये गए "सूरा-मरयम 19 :58 4-नबी सचेतक और मार्गदर्शक हैं इस्लामी मान्यता के अनुसार अल्लाह ने आदम से लेकर मुहम्मद तक हरेक देश और जाति के किये नबी या सचेतक भेजे है ,जो लोगों का मार्गदर्शन करते थे .इनको कुरान में नजीर या हादी भी कहा गया है .कुरान में कहा है ,"ऐसा कोई गिरोह नहीं हुआ जिसमे कोई सचेत करने वाला ( नजीरنذيرٌ )नहीं आया हो "सूरा -फातिर 35 :24 "और हरेक जाति के लिए एक मार्ग दिखाने वाला ( हादीهادٍ ) हुआ है "सूरा -रअद 13 :7 यह सभी नबी कोई नया धर्म नहीं चलाते थे ,बल्कि उस देश की रीतियों का पालन कराते थे .जैसा कुरान में लिखा है ,"हमने हरेक गिरोह के लिए इबादत के लिए रीति ( मनसक منسك)बनायीं है ,जिस पर यह लोग चलते हैं ,हे मुहम्मद तुम उनसे इस विषय में झगडा नहीं करो "सूरा -अल हज्ज -22 :67 " हे मुहम्मद हमने तो तुम्हें केवल शुभ सूचना देने वाला ( बशीर بشير) और सचेतक (नजीर warner )बनाकर भेजा है "सूरा -फातिर 35 :24 5-नबी और रसूल में अंतर अगर गौर से देखा जाये तो सभी नबियों के लगभग एक से काम होते हैं . और भाषा के अनुसार नबी ,पैगम्बर और रसूल का एक एक ही अर्थ होता है और बाईबिल में भी सभी के लिए नबी ( Prophets ) शब्द का प्रयोग किया गया है ,लेकिन मुसलमानों ने नबियों में भेद करके "रसूल " शब्द का प्रयोग कर दिया जो इथोपिया का शब्द है .फिर मुहम्मदरसूल को नबियों से श्रेष्ठ बता दिया .नबी -ऐसा व्यक्ति जिसे अल्लाह ने प्रेरणा या सूचना देकर अपना दूत नियुक्त किया हो ,और जो लोगों को भविष्य कि बाते बताता हो .लोगों को सचेत करता हो ,और रहस्य की बातों सा का खुलासा करके भविष्यवाणी करता हो रसूल -अल्लाह का प्रतिनिधि (Ambassador ) होता है .जो फरिश्तों के माध्यम से या सीधे अल्लाह से संपर्क में रहता है .जिसे अल्लाह ने किसी विशेष प्रयोजन के लिए नियुक्त किया हो .और कोई कताब भी दी हो . रसूल का दर्जा नबी से बड़ा होता है .हरेक रसूल नबी होता है .लेकिन हरेक नबी रसूल नहीं हो सकता .6-क्या मुहम्मद अंतिम रसूल है ?अबतक पढ़ने के बाद आपको नबी और रसूल के अंतर का पता चल गया होगा .मुस्लिम विद्वान् बड़ी चालाकी से मुहम्मद को अंतिम रसूल साबित करना चाहते हैं .वह मुहम्मद को अंतिम नबी नहीं कहते .जैसा की कुरान में कहा गया है ,"वह अल्लाह के रसूल लेकिन नबियों के समापक ( Seal of Prophets ) हैं "सूरा -अहजाब 33 :40 ( व लाकिन्ना रसूलिल्लाह खातमन नाबिय्यीन)"وَلَٰكِنْ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ وَخَاتَمَ النَّبِيِّينَ" कुरान की इस आयत के अनुसार मुहम्मद को अंतिम नबी कहा जा सकता है ,लेकिन आखिरी रसूल कहना गलत होगा ,क्योंकि हदीसों के अनुसार अंतिम रसूल भविष्य आने वाला है .जो इन हदीसों से साबित होता है .7-अंतिम नबी है अंतिंम रसूल नहीं अंतिम नबी और अंतिम रसूल का खुलासा इन हदीसों से हो जाता है कि अंतिम कौन है देखिये "कतदा ने कहा की इस आयत का तात्पर्य आखिरी नबी है ,आखिरी रसूल नहीं है ."عن قتادة ، في قوله تعالى : ( وخاتم النبيين) قال : آخر النبيين It is narrated from Qatadah that he said about the word of Allah, “Wa Khātam al-Nabiyyin”: “[It means] Last of the Prophets.” (Qatada (d. circa 100 A.H.): Tafsir Abdul Razzaq al-San’ani, Narration 2270) इब्ने कसीर ने कुरान कि इस आयत कि तफ़सीर में विशेष रूप से कहा कि एस का अर्थ सिर्फ आखिरी नबी ही है ,इसला मतलब यह नहीं है कि भविष्य में कोई रसूल नहीं होगा فهذه الآية نص في أنه لا نبي بعده، وإذا كان لا نبي بعده فلا رسول [بعده] بطريق الأولى والأحرى؛ لأن مقام الرسالة أخص من مقام النبوة، فإن كل رسول نبي، ولا ينعكس “This verse categorically states that there will be no Prophet [Nabi] after him. If there will be no Prophet [Nabi] after him .” (Tafsir Ibn Kathir) Ibn Kathir (d. 774 A.H.): 8-अंतिम रसूल ईसा मसीह होंगे इस्लाम के विद्वान अल जमाख्शारी के साथ दिए विद्वानों ने इस बात का खंडन किया है कि मुहम्मद आखिरी रसूल है ,"तुम कैसे कह सकते हो कि मुहम्मद आखिरी रसूल हैं ? जबकि माना गया है कि दुनिया के अंत के समय पुनरुत्थान से पहले ईसा मसीह निचे उतर कर आएंगे "فإن قلت : كيف كان آخر الأنبياء وعيسى ينزل في آخر الزمان؟ قلت : معنى كونه آخر الأنبياء أنه لا ينبأ أحد بعده ، وعيسى ممن نبىء قبله ، وحين ينزل ينزل عاملاً على شريعة محمد صلى الله عايه وسلم ، مصلياً إلى قبلته ، كأنه بعض أمته “If you ask; how can the Holy Prophet be the last of the Prophets when there is the belief that ‘Eisa will come down near the End of the Times before Resurrection? Al-Zamakhshari (d. 538 A.H.): Tafsir al-KashshafNizamuddin al-Qumi (d. 728 A.H.) in Tafsir Gharaib al-Qur’anAbu al-Hassan al-Khazin (d. 741 A.H.) in Tafsir Lubab al-Tanzilप्रमाण में लिए यह विडियो देखिये -http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQo79N9Te-g 9-अंतिम मस्जिद Last Mosqueइसी तरह मुहम्मद ने मदीना स्थित अपनी मस्जिद को दुनिया की आखिरी मस्जिद घोषित कर दिया था ,लेकिन आज भी नयी नयी मस्जिदें बन रही है .अर्थात यह बात भी झूठ है .सही मुस्लिम के अनुसार मुहम्मद ने कहा "मैं आखिरी नबी हूँ और मेरी मस्जिद दुनिया कि आखिरी मस्जिद होगी " قَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ فَإِنِّي آخِرُ الْأَنْبِيَاءِ وَإِنَّ مَسْجِدِي آخِرُ الْمَسَاجِدِ The Prophet (PBUH) said; "I am the last of the Prophets and my mosque is the last of the mosques." (Sahih Muslim. Hadith 6:2471)" कन्जुल उमाल के अनुसार रसूल ने कहा " मैं आखिरी नबी हूँ और मेरी मस्जिद नबियों की आखिरी मस्जिद होगी "قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم أنا خاتم الأنبياء ومسجدي خاتم مساجد الأنبياء Holy Prophet (PBUH) said; "I am the last of the Prophets and my mosque is the last of the mosques of the prophets." (Kanz al-Ummal 12/270 H.34999. Albani authenticated in Sahih Targheeb wa Tarheeb H. 117510-मुहम्मद के बाद भी नबी !"अबू ने कहा कि रसूल ने कहा मेरे बाद सन 1200 हिजरी में मेहदी नाम के रसूल होंगे ,जिनकी निशानियाँ दो सौ साल के अन्दर दिखाई देंगे "Mahdi to appear after the year 1200 A.H.? The Narration:عن أبي قتادة قال قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم الآيات بعد المائتينAbu Qatada narrates that the Holy Prophet (PBUH) said: “Signs will appear after two hundred years.” (Sunan Ibn Majah, Hadith 4057)11-अंतिम औलिया अली है 'Khatam ul Auliya'खतीब बगदादी ने तारीख बगदाद ने लिखा है कि रसूल ने कहा "मैं खातिमुल अम्बिया ( आखिरी नबी ) हूँ और हे अली तुम खातिमुल औलिया (आखिरी औलिया ) हो .Khateeb Baghdadi's Tarikh Al-Baghdad where the exact wording is;أنا خاتم الأنبياء وأنت يا علي خاتم الأولياء"I am Khatam ul Anbiya and you O Ali are Khatam ul Awliya." (Tarikh Al-Baghdad 4/473) पाकिस्तान की विदेश मंत्री हिना रब्बानी खर ने 27 जनवरी 2012 को कहा था कि इस्लाम एक ऐसा धर्म है ,जिसे सबसे अधिक गलत रूप से समझाया गया है और जो गलत लोगों के हाथों में (Islam is in wrong hands and most misunderstood religion)है .इन्डियन एक्सप्रेस इस्लाम के प्रचारक विद्वान् , और जकारिया नायक जैसे लोग कुतर्कों के लिए कुख्यात है ,यही लोग इस्लाम को बदनाम कर रहे हैं .इसका एक नमूना दिया जा रहा है -जकारिया नायक का कुतर्क ( विडिओ )Non-Muslims will not have equal Humanrights - Zakir Naikhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jYUL7eBdHgआज भी ऐसे ही अपने कुतर्कों से कभी मुहम्मद को आखिरी रसूल या अंतिम अवतार ,और मुहमद की मस्जिद को आखिरी मस्जिद और अली को आखिरी औलिया साबित करने में लगे रहते हैं .जबकि उनके यह सभी दावे झूठ है .अली के बाद हजारों औलिया और मदीने की मस्जिद के बाद लाखों मस्जिदें बनी है .मुहम्मद के बाद इसा और मेहदी की बात खुद मुहम्मद की हदीसों में लिखी है .वास्तव में यह चालाक और धूर्त मुहम्मद को अंतिम रसूल बताकर उसे सभी नबियों से श्रेष्ठ और महान साबित करना चाहते हैं . ताकि लोग मुहम्मद को मान कर मुसलमान बन जाएँ . यह लोग इतनी बात भी नहीं जानते कि जो मेरिट लिस्ट में अंतिम होता है ,उसका दर्जा सबसे नीचा और घटिया होता है .हमें आज ऐसे सत्तालोभियों के कुतर्कों का जवाब देना होगा .कि ,"अंतिम वाला बेकार और घटिया " http://www.letmeturnthetables.com/search/label/Finality%20of%20Prophethood http://www.imamreza.net/eng/imamreza.php?id=9455
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2023.06.04 10:29 DocWatson42 Your fantasy delivery vehicle?

(If this question has been asked before, please point me to the thread. :-))
Years ago (at least a decade) a fellow driver suggested something along the lines of that it would be great if the restaurant provided us with Mercedes-Benzes as delivery vehicles. This has made me wonder about a slightly different question: What is your ideal/fantasy delivery vehicle? What balance of luxury and practicality would you choose? What accessories would you add?
I drive a fourth generation Toyota Prius (hatchback/plain—not one of the variant models), and I don't have many things (right now) that I would add to it. However, I'd love a police spotlight on my driver-side A pillar—or a second on the passenger A pillar if there are remote-controlled versions. I also wouldn't mind a cassette tape deck in addition to the CD player. (I like the extras I have, but tend to fall on the side of practicality.)
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2023.06.04 10:29 Thick_Mick_Chick Song of Soliloquy

If there was one thing Soliloquy hated? She really hated being proven wrong. She knew she couldn't be right about everything but she HATED being 100% sure she was wrong. It made her look stupid and stupid was something Soliloquy most certainly was not.
She wasn't like the other kids. Mama said that was okay. We weren't meant to be like everyone else. What makes us different also makes us special. Soliloquy believed it because there's no way Mama would lie to her.
Mama was so smart. She'd picked up on all of the little things Soliloquy did as a baby and, then, a toddler. Mama knew Soliloquy was such a "special" girl. Only she truly believed in Soliloquy. She'd never known her Daddy. Mama didn't care for talking about him too much. From what little Mama did say about him? It's probably better off that way.
She'd been so little when the first incident happened. Mama knew for certain then. There'd been no doubt left in Mama's mind. Mama had been busy and didn't get Soliloquy's bottle warmed up for her in a timely fashion. She was just a baby and had no way of controlling her anger. It wasn't poor Mama's fault, either. She had her hands full being a single mother. It just exploded. Mama said that it scared her so! She was grateful she hadn't been close to the microwave because the glass went everywhere. Mama knew from that day that she could never be late with Soliloquy's bottle ever again.
Now? This turdy boy thinks a tomato is a fruit?! Why would he think that?! EVERYONE knows tomatoes are vegetables!
"Dummy! I'm trying to tell you! If you weren't so freaking poor? Maybe you could afford a cell phone and Google it, Stupid!" Grover Dill was not a nice, cute, clean nor smart boy. All he was to Soliloquy was trouble and headaches. He'd bullied her every since kindergarten and he hadn't let up one day from then until now. He hasn't even slowed down in the 6th grade. Mama always tried to talk Soliloquy down when he tormented her so. She really hoped she made it home this time so Mama could do it, again. Soliloquy knew if she had another "spell"? Mama would be so disappointed. Please, please, please, let her make it back home, again.
"At least I'm not named after a Sesame Street muppet!" Soliloquy could feel tears sting her eyes.
"And your name means you talk to yourself!" Grover just had to say something. He couldn't just let it go.
She was walking away. She was trying so hard. It was happening, though. She wasn't getting flushed. She was getting HOT!
"GROVER CLAUDE DILL! DON'T SAY NOTHIN' ELSE TO ME!" Soliloquy was burning up.
"NOTHIN', WHITE TRASH!" Grover was cackling and Soliloquy was coming unglued.
She kept trying to distract herself. It wasn't helping. Where would it go this time? What would it mean? She should "put it" somewhere. But put it where?
"Back off! Calm down!" Soliloquy shut her eyes and kept repeating the 2 phrases, over and over, more to herself than anyone. Something was cracking, splitting, something was breaking!
Soliloquy opened her eyes to see Grover Dill standing underneath a tree with a very heavy branch that was cracking and breaking. Of course? Being the hillbilly, redneck, The Hills Have Eyes inbred that he is? He was too busy cackling like an old mountain witch to notice.
"I should tell him. I should. Mama would be disappointed, but I just can't take anymore of him!" Soliloquy debated with her conscience. She knew it was wrong. You ain't suppose to be doin' wrong. Sweet little baby Jesus, she just couldn't take him, anymore. So? Soliloquy settled on, "What Mama don't know won't hurt her."
She looked up at the branch. It honestly could've went either way, at that point. She knew which way it would go this time.
The tree branch groaned in protest as it continued to break away from it's perch. Then? CRAAAAAAACK! In the words of John Mellencamp (one of Mama's favorites since she's from Indiana, too)? It came "Crumblin' Down."
It all seemed to happen in slow motion. The branch completely broke free and plummeted towards Grover's useless head. Soliloquy thought, "It's going to be more useless in about 3 more seconds." And? Soliloquy stifled a giggle.
Boom! Soliloquy couldn't believe what she'd seen. The branch fell on Grover just as he threw his head back to laugh harder. BAM! Smack in his face! Grover let out a guttural scream as the branch slammed his face and the rest of his body folded like an accordion as he fell to the sidewalk. He was breathing really funny and it sounded wet. Oh, no. She thought it would just knock him out! This was more than she could deal with. Mama would know how to handle this. She was so sure of it!
"Better look around and see if anyone was watching." Soliloquy began scanning the school, playground and sidewalk she was on. School had been over for awhile. No one was around. Don't ask? Don't tell. She ran all the way home.
Contrary to the skid mark named Grover Dill's opinion? She most certainly was not white trash. It was true that all that Mama could afford was a trailer. The trailer was clean and Soliloquy had her own room and she was happy. She didn't have a problem so why did that poster child for abortion have to say such mean and hurtful things? Did that make him deserving of a death sentence? As Soliloquy peaked the little hill right before her house? She saw Mama out in the front yard. Thank the Lord! She'll know what to do.
"Soliloquy, Baby? That you?" Mama looked up as she rounded the corner. Soliloquy ran to her until she almost passed out.
"Mama! I didn't mean to, Mama!" Soliloquy began to plead her case just as soon as she saw her.
"Baby! What's happened?" Mama's furrowed brow let Soliloquy know she was very concerned.
"Mama! I swear, Mama!" Soliloquy finally reached Mama and hugged her like she'd never let go.
"Come inside, Baby, and tell me what happened." Mama took Soliloquy inside and they both sat on the couch. Soliloquy was so happy to be home if not happy about her circumstance.
"Mama! It was Grover, again!" Soliloquy was tearing up
"What did he do this time, Soliloquy?" Mama asked as if she were irritated that his name even got brought up.
"I didn't know, Mama. I really thought tomatoes were vegetables. Grover told me they are actually fruit." Soliloquy timidly approached the subject.
"And that was the fight?" Mama knew there had to be more to this.
"No, there was more. That's just what started it." Soliloquy replied and Mama nodded her head in acknowledgement.
"He just wouldn't stop, Mama. He just..." Soliloquy burst into tears.
"Soliloquy? Did you have another spell?" Mama always got right to the point.
Welp. There it was. The time to cough it up. "I tried not to, Mama. Please, believe me!"
"Soliloquy? Tell me what happened and tell me what happened right now. I'm not angry, but I do need to know." Mama was getting more upset.
"Deep breath in through your nose and out through your mouth." Soliloquy said to herself.
"Okay. We kept arguing and he was saying really nasty things and I was getting so mad, Mama!" She couldn't hold back.
"He was really hurtful and hateful and I... I....." Soliloquy tapered off.
"You had a spell?" Mama already knew.
"Yes, Mama. I did." Soliloquy replied and stayed silent.
"How bad was it, Baby?" Mama resigned herself to the fate of knowing it has most certainly happened, again.
"Bad, bad, Mama." Soliloquy placed her head in her hands and openly sobbed.
"Baby? Is he dead?" Mama needed to know.
"I don't know, Mama. I just don't know." Soliloquy was racked with sobs.
"Baby, this isn't your fault. I was hoping it wouldn't get this bad. I was hoping it'd would never go this far. This is something you just can't control. There's no way you can when you get older. It happened to me, too." Mama said without realizing she'd just turned Soliloquy's world upside down.
What did she mean it happened to her, too? Wait, what?
"Mama? What do you mean it happened to you?" Soliloquy was certain she'd feel better once she talked to Mama but she most definitely was not feeling better.
"Soliloquy, you've had these spells every since you were born. Well? Before you were born? I had them."
Mama had the spells when she was younger, too?
"I was born like you. I had spells from time to time and it was usually out of my control until I got older. I learned how to self soothe so nothing really bad happened. I thought it was all okay. I really did. Well, when I met your Daddy? I thought I'd never have another spell, again. I really did. I loved him so much. In the beginning? He was good to me, too. Then? Bethany. She just had to come along and screw it up. She was so much prettier and thinner than me and your Daddy just fell head over heels. I was crushed. I was devastated. How can I compete with skinny ass Methany? What could I do to make sure your Daddy stayed with me? Well, I thought of what women have thought of since time immemorial. I got pregnant. Your Daddy was happy at first. He really wanted you. As time went on? I got bigger and more unattractive as I got further along. Pregnancy isn't normally when a woman looks her best. Well, that just made your horn dog Daddy run to Bethany even more. I was losing him and couldn't do a thing about it. One day? A few weeks before I was due to have you? Your Daddy came to me and informed me that he's moving in with Bethany. He said he wanted nothing further to do with me and would see me in court over visitation and support. He very much wanted to be in your life, but not mine. Well, who in the hell does he think he is? I'll be damned if he's coming to see you but doesn't want me! So? As he stood at the bottom step of our front porch? Flames started licking his workboots and he screamed. I just laughed with delight the whole time he was burning up! When I had you? The "spells" moved onto you and left me." Mama just smiled at Soliloquy like she just told her what the weather was like outside.
Soliloquy's head was spinning. Mama killed Daddy because he only wanted me and not her? No. NO! THAT'S NOT IT!
"Mama, you just got mad and it got away from you, right?" Soliloquy hoped she said yes.
"Oh, no, Baby. The second he told me he wanted you but not me? I crisped him like bacon!" Mama laughed. She actually laughed.
Soliloquy didn't know how to get out of this. Mama actually KILLED her Daddy. She never got to meet him. She never got to love him. She'd never known anything more than the crappy little podunk town she'd been born and raised in. She could've known more. She could've known nicer. She could've known better.
"What's the matter, Baby? You look unhappy." Was Mama actually serious? What's the matter? WHAT'S THE MATTER? SHE HAS GOT TO BE KIDDING!
It started happening. The flames licked onto the outside of the trailer and climbed up its walls and doors.
"Soliloquy! What are you doing? Why are you burning up the trailer? Stop it this instant!" Now Mama was the one angry.
"No, Mama, I can't do that. You wanted me all to yourself. Well? Here I am. Both of us can head down to hell together." Soliloquy looked at her with a sinister smile. It was then she just had to laugh. Sesame Street was on the T.V. behind Mama sobbing. Guess Grover got the last laugh after all.
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2023.06.04 10:29 ElderberryOverall234 Entitled beggars

We always keep a few parleg biscuits packets in our car to give to beggars on the way. We started doing this after our 4yo started asking us about these roadside beggars. So yesterday, my son and I went out for a drive and saw an old, handicapped beggar near Domlur. My son shouted from the back of the car to give a biscuit packet to him. I took out the packet and offered it to the beggar and to my shock, he refused to take it and he was so so rude. Probably gave me a few cuss words in kannada and asked me for money. He signalled saying he can get food anywhere, he needs money. I was so furious after this incident. I strongly believe that we should not give money to beggars as it will just encourage them but I don't mind giving food and water bottles to them. But now I am thinking, what did I do wrong and how do I explain this entitield behaviour to my kid!
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2023.06.04 10:29 Grizzlybear2005 Hi, I'm new to the group.

Hi, I'm new to the group.
This is my African Bullfrog (she doesn't really have a name...) I kinda just reference her as: Blubberball. 'Cause she's got some serious chubs. I bought her somewhere in November of last year. Therefore I'm kinda new to owning an African Bullfrog... (Any advice appreciated) I pretty much already know the basics. About what they need for habitat, watering, feeding... Etc. Also, here's some for information about her: she likes burrowing. She likes eating anything and everything that'll fit in her mouth...😅 (Crickets, Superworms, Hornworms, Dubia Roaches, Ghost Shrimp, Young Mice, and Rats... Etc. I'm highly open to any advice you might have for what else i can feed her, other than the basics. She loves eating new things, and i enjoy watching her eating everything she finds. Any advice you might have, Thank you. Also, i think African Bullfrogs are really cool, and funny. (Glad i found this group)
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2023.06.04 10:28 withintheworld I will personally create a unique Career Mode play-through concept as a foundation for your next save!

Hello everyone!
I really enjoy developing a wide range of in-depth and immersive concepts/ideas for my own career mode play-throughs and have spent years defining them.
Recently, I decided that it would be interesting to pitch some of these ideas to my fellow players/managers for their own enjoyment - as well as come up with new ideas specifically designed around your preferences.
Do be warned that I always try to implement as much detail as possible and will try to challenge you - but will also leave room for you to work your creative magic!
All I require to help me generate a blueprint for you are answers to these questions:
Will you be playing as a Pro or as a Manager?:
Shall I decide your Name and Nationality?
What League do you want to play in?:
If playing as a Manager, will it be at a Real Club or a Custom Club?:
Heads or Tails?
Here is one of my examples of this:
In FIFA 22 I started a career with Jurre Verhoeven, a Dutch manager who took the reigns at newly-founded MLS side, Achilles Albany, of NY.
As a proposed sister-club of Ajax Amsterdam, Achilles were notorious for their heavy reliance on youth and a philosophy of total football. They loaned in several Ajax youngsters to help them develop.
The terms of Verhoeven’s contract with Achilles were pencilled in that Ajax had first refusal on Verhoeven to become their next coach, should a vacancy ever arise.
However, once Ajax were in need of a manager following a dismal season, their hierarchy chose to overlook Verhoeven - and instead went for a more experienced candidate.
Verhoeven, believing himself worthy, frustrated with this treatment, left Achilles for AZ Alkmaar upon the expiration of his contract.
I flipped a coin for my ‘journey mindset’.
Heads means you have to plan as much as possible in advance. Using your head, craft a precise list of objectives - including which team you want to manage in future, what trophies you want to win, etc.
Tails means you literally go with the flow of wherever the game takes you and don’t have a set destination in mind. This can be akin to ‘hanging on the coattails’ of the save.
I would love to help you out!
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2023.06.04 10:28 Mr57yl 35M - Wishing to find a friend

Hey, Im Tommy. I would like more people to talk to on the daily. Im from Queensland, Australia. Im a PC gamer. Currently playing Diablo 4 and grinding my way through the classes in iRacing. I also have a strong interest in F1 and all sorts of motor racing. I very 420 friendly. So friendly I smoke on the daily. I wouldn't mind having someone to sesh with and watch movies over discord. If you are artistic in any way, I'd love it if you shared your art with me. I havent got a creative bone in my body but I do enjoy looking at and reading other people's work.
For those that are interested in what games I play, I have compiled a short list of what games are currently installed.
PC- Diablo 4 iRacing Hell Let Loose Tarkov MW2 F122 Automobilista 2 BeamNG Assetto Corsa Assetto Corsa Competizione Horizon 5 VR VTOL - if you have this game and know how to use it, hmu. Im in need of teaching. Also, Minecraft. A staple for any gamer.
Switch - Super Smash Bro Lego Star Wars Mario Maker 2
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2023.06.04 10:28 Thick_Mick_Chick Song of Soliloquy

If there was one thing Soliloquy hated? She really hated being proven wrong. She knew she couldn't be right about everything but she HATED being 100% sure she was wrong. It made her look stupid and stupid was something Soliloquy most certainly was not.
She wasn't like the other kids. Mama said that was okay. We weren't meant to be like everyone else. What makes us different also makes us special. Soliloquy believed it because there's no way Mama would lie to her.
Mama was so smart. She'd picked up on all of the little things Soliloquy did as a baby and, then, a toddler. Mama knew Soliloquy was such a "special" girl. Only she truly believed in Soliloquy. She'd never known her Daddy. Mama didn't care for talking about him too much. From what little Mama did say about him? It's probably better off that way.
She'd been so little when the first incident happened. Mama knew for certain then. There'd been no doubt left in Mama's mind. Mama had been busy and didn't get Soliloquy's bottle warmed up for her in a timely fashion. She was just a baby and had no way of controlling her anger. It wasn't poor Mama's fault, either. She had her hands full being a single mother. It just exploded. Mama said that it scared her so! She was grateful she hadn't been close to the microwave because the glass went everywhere. Mama knew from that day that she could never be late with Soliloquy's bottle ever again.
Now? This turdy boy thinks a tomato is a fruit?! Why would he think that?! EVERYONE knows tomatoes are vegetables!
"Dummy! I'm trying to tell you! If you weren't so freaking poor? Maybe you could afford a cell phone and Google it, Stupid!" Grover Dill was not a nice, cute, clean nor smart boy. All he was to Soliloquy was trouble and headaches. He'd bullied her every since kindergarten and he hadn't let up one day from then until now. He hasn't even slowed down in the 6th grade. Mama always tried to talk Soliloquy down when he tormented her so. She really hoped she made it home this time so Mama could do it, again. Soliloquy knew if she had another "spell"? Mama would be so disappointed. Please, please, please, let her make it back home, again.
"At least I'm not named after a Sesame Street muppet!" Soliloquy could feel tears sting her eyes.
"And your name means you talk to yourself!" Grover just had to say something. He couldn't just let it go.
She was walking away. She was trying so hard. It was happening, though. She wasn't getting flushed. She was getting HOT!
"GROVER CLAUDE DILL! DON'T SAY NOTHIN' ELSE TO ME!" Soliloquy was burning up.
"NOTHIN', WHITE TRASH!" Grover was cackling and Soliloquy was coming unglued.
She kept trying to distract herself. It wasn't helping. Where would it go this time? What would it mean? She should "put it" somewhere. But put it where?
"Back off! Calm down!" Soliloquy shut her eyes and kept repeating the 2 phrases, over and over, more to herself than anyone. Something was cracking, splitting, something was breaking!
Soliloquy opened her eyes to see Grover Dill standing underneath a tree with a very heavy branch that was cracking and breaking. Of course? Being the hillbilly, redneck, The Hills Have Eyes inbred that he is? He was too busy cackling like an old mountain witch to notice.
"I should tell him. I should. Mama would be disappointed, but I just can't take anymore of him!" Soliloquy debated with her conscience. She knew it was wrong. You ain't suppose to be doin' wrong. Sweet little baby Jesus, she just couldn't take him, anymore. So? Soliloquy settled on, "What Mama don't know won't hurt her."
She looked up at the branch. It honestly could've went either way, at that point. She knew which way it would go this time.
The tree branch groaned in protest as it continued to break away from it's perch. Then? CRAAAAAAACK! In the words of John Mellencamp (one of Mama's favorites since she's from Indiana, too)? It came "Crumblin' Down."
It all seemed to happen in slow motion. The branch completely broke free and plummeted towards Grover's useless head. Soliloquy thought, "It's going to be more useless in about 3 more seconds." And? Soliloquy stifled a giggle.
Boom! Soliloquy couldn't believe what she'd seen. The branch fell on Grover just as he threw his head back to laugh harder. BAM! Smack in his face! Grover let out a guttural scream as the branch slammed his face and the rest of his body folded like an accordion as he fell to the sidewalk. He was breathing really funny and it sounded wet. Oh, no. She thought it would just knock him out! This was more than she could deal with. Mama would know how to handle this. She was so sure of it!
"Better look around and see if anyone was watching." Soliloquy began scanning the school, playground and sidewalk she was on. School had been over for awhile. No one was around. Don't ask? Don't tell. She ran all the way home.
Contrary to the skid mark named Grover Dill's opinion? She most certainly was not white trash. It was true that all that Mama could afford was a trailer. The trailer was clean and Soliloquy had her own room and she was happy. She didn't have a problem so why did that poster child for abortion have to say such mean and hurtful things? Did that make him deserving of a death sentence? As Soliloquy peaked the little hill right before her house? She saw Mama out in the front yard. Thank the Lord! She'll know what to do.
"Soliloquy, Baby? That you?" Mama looked up as she rounded the corner. Soliloquy ran to her until she almost passed out.
"Mama! I didn't mean to, Mama!" Soliloquy began to plead her case just as soon as she saw her.
"Baby! What's happened?" Mama's furrowed brow let Soliloquy know she was very concerned.
"Mama! I swear, Mama!" Soliloquy finally reached Mama and hugged her like she'd never let go.
"Come inside, Baby, and tell me what happened." Mama took Soliloquy inside and they both sat on the couch. Soliloquy was so happy to be home if not happy about her circumstance.
"Mama! It was Grover, again!" Soliloquy was tearing up
"What did he do this time, Soliloquy?" Mama asked as if she were irritated that his name even got brought up.
"I didn't know, Mama. I really thought tomatoes were vegetables. Grover told me they are actually fruit." Soliloquy timidly approached the subject.
"And that was the fight?" Mama knew there had to be more to this.
"No, there was more. That's just what started it." Soliloquy replied and Mama nodded her head in acknowledgement.
"He just wouldn't stop, Mama. He just..." Soliloquy burst into tears.
"Soliloquy? Did you have another spell?" Mama always got right to the point.
Welp. There it was. The time to cough it up. "I tried not to, Mama. Please, believe me!"
"Soliloquy? Tell me what happened and tell me what happened right now. I'm not angry, but I do need to know." Mama was getting more upset.
"Deep breath in through your nose and out through your mouth." Soliloquy said to herself.
"Okay. We kept arguing and he was saying really nasty things and I was getting so mad, Mama!" She couldn't hold back.
"He was really hurtful and hateful and I... I....." Soliloquy tapered off.
"You had a spell?" Mama already knew.
"Yes, Mama. I did." Soliloquy replied and stayed silent.
"How bad was it, Baby?" Mama resigned herself to the fate of knowing it has most certainly happened, again.
"Bad, bad, Mama." Soliloquy placed her head in her hands and openly sobbed.
"Baby? Is he dead?" Mama needed to know.
"I don't know, Mama. I just don't know." Soliloquy was racked with sobs.
"Baby, this isn't your fault. I was hoping it wouldn't get this bad. I was hoping it'd would never go this far. This is something you just can't control. There's no way you can when you get older. It happened to me, too." Mama said without realizing she'd just turned Soliloquy's world upside down.
What did she mean it happened to her, too? Wait, what?
"Mama? What do you mean it happened to you?" Soliloquy was certain she'd feel better once she talked to Mama but she most definitely was not feeling better.
"Soliloquy, you've had these spells every since you were born. Well? Before you were born? I had them."
Mama had the spells when she was younger, too?
"I was born like you. I had spells from time to time and it was usually out of my control until I got older. I learned how to self soothe so nothing really bad happened. I thought it was all okay. I really did. Well, when I met your Daddy? I thought I'd never have another spell, again. I really did. I loved him so much. In the beginning? He was good to me, too. Then? Bethany. She just had to come along and screw it up. She was so much prettier and thinner than me and your Daddy just fell head over heels. I was crushed. I was devastated. How can I compete with skinny ass Methany? What could I do to make sure your Daddy stayed with me? Well, I thought of what women have thought of since time immemorial. I got pregnant. Your Daddy was happy at first. He really wanted you. As time went on? I got bigger and more unattractive as I got further along. Pregnancy isn't normally when a woman looks her best. Well, that just made your horn dog Daddy run to Bethany even more. I was losing him and couldn't do a thing about it. One day? A few weeks before I was due to have you? Your Daddy came to me and informed me that he's moving in with Bethany. He said he wanted nothing further to do with me and would see me in court over visitation and support. He very much wanted to be in your life, but not mine. Well, who in the hell does he think he is? I'll be damned if he's coming to see you but doesn't want me! So? As he stood at the bottom step of our front porch? Flames started licking his workboots and he screamed. I just laughed with delight the whole time he was burning up! When I had you? The "spells" moved onto you and left me." Mama just smiled at Soliloquy like she just told her what the weather was like outside.
Soliloquy's head was spinning. Mama killed Daddy because he only wanted me and not her? No. NO! THAT'S NOT IT!
"Mama, you just got mad and it got away from you, right?" Soliloquy hoped she said yes.
"Oh, no, Baby. The second he told me he wanted you but not me? I crisped him like bacon!" Mama laughed. She actually laughed.
Soliloquy didn't know how to get out of this. Mama actually KILLED her Daddy. She never got to meet him. She never got to love him. She'd never known anything more than the crappy little podunk town she'd been born and raised in. She could've known more. She could've known nicer. She could've known better.
"What's the matter, Baby? You look unhappy." Was Mama actually serious? What's the matter? WHAT'S THE MATTER? SHE HAS GOT TO BE KIDDING!
It started happening. The flames licked onto the outside of the trailer and climbed up its walls and doors.
"Soliloquy! What are you doing? Why are you burning up the trailer? Stop it this instant!" Now Mama was the one angry.
"No, Mama, I can't do that. You wanted me all to yourself. Well? Here I am. Both of us can head down to hell together." Soliloquy looked at her with a sinister smile. It was then she just had to laugh. Sesame Street was on the T.V. behind Mama sobbing. Guess Grover got the last laugh after all.
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2023.06.04 10:28 Latter_Basil6077 Hello I'm new

Hello, I've liked Warhammer for some time now (2016), but I've been mostly only reading the books but now that I've got a job and more money for myself I've decided to enter the table top game and I wanted to start with black templars because they are my favourite chapter , any units or tips you guys think I should have in mind ? I plan mostly to play casual with my friend who is also entering the game now , competitive seems kinda intimidating.
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2023.06.04 10:28 ediesonlighthouse Routine help with potential new Ordinary serums

Hiya,
So my current routine is quite simple, focusing on treating some acne and moisturising my skin. I’d like to add some new serums to tackle some other issues, but I’m unsure of how to change my routine to fit them. Currently, my routine is as follows:
Day 1: AM - rinse with water, apply Superdrug Me+ tranexamic acid then Polyglutamic acid, Nivea soft moisturiser, sun cream
PM - double cleanse, apply Superdrug Me+ tranexamic acid then Polyglutamic acid, Nivea soft moisturisers
Day 2: AM - rinse with water, apply Superdrug Me+ salicylic acid, Nivea soft moisturiser, sun cream
PM - double cleanse, Nivea soft moisturiser, Epiduo
I know 2 actives in one day seems a lot, but doing it this way seems to work best for my skin (one active day, one rest day), and it’s the clearest my skin has ever been after a lot of trial and error. I use the Polyglutamic acid for moisturising, and the tranexamic acid for helping with acne scars. My skin is now quite clear, but I feel it is a bit dull and I think I could do with more moisturising products.
The products I’m considering are:
The ordinary alpha arbutin + HA, for hydration and helping with hyperpigmentation
The ordinary argireline, for helping with fine lines and potential prevention
The ordinary multi-peptide + HA, for hydration and general skin health
If anyone could advise on a potential routine, or if these products wouldv be worth it, I would very much appreciate it! Any and all advice is welcome!
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