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2014.05.01 15:32 vegdc vegdc - Discussions About What Is Vegan And Local To Washington D.C., MD, and VA

vegdc is for sharing primarily vegan dining and events in DC and the DMV.
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2018.06.20 06:17 AKnightOfTheNew AMC's A★List

AMC has released a Subscription Service Called AMC A★List that allows you to watch 3 movies a week Starting at $19.95 a month in any format.
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2016.10.06 18:08 NeededKoalafications The Barrio

A place to discuss Lin-Manuel Miranda's Tony award winning musical "In The Heights", and the Jon M. Chu movie which is in theatres now!
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2023.06.01 04:08 Thefourman Looking for dwarf trees zone 6b

Looking for dwarf pear, plum, peach, and apricot. Most likely online. I could size and shape standard trees but where I'm planning is in urban area and the roots of a standard would be too close to my foundation. Every time I look for specifics I'm unsure of the type of tree standard/semi dwarf/dwarf. I don't need mini dwarf. Are there such a thing as dwarf said fruit tree? And how do I go about securing some? Any advice on my search would be appreciated.
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2023.06.01 04:08 reservedflute Is this a good temporary setup for my cat?

Is this a good temporary setup for my cat?
I'll be getting a cat in 2 days so I set up her food, water, and litterbox. I tried putting the litterbox far enough from the food so she won't have to smell it while eating but close enough to where she can see it easily. This is only a temporary setup though, once she gets comfortable enough to explore the rest of the house I will move it somewhere else.
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2023.06.01 04:07 ScottsFavoriteTott Question re: an initial deposit to open a checking acct

Hopefully someone who works/worked at a bank can provide some insight here.
About 2 months ago I closed my checking acct w/ a local bank & have since been researching for one. However, I landed a great job I didn’t expect to get. And for payroll purposes needed to open a new account. Well, BofA is literally next door to the medical practice I was hired at & I precipitously opened an account primarily out of convenience (naturally not a huge fan of BofA).
So yesterday afternoon I opened the account. At 1st the banker told me it would require a deposit of $25 to open then halfway through stated It would actually be $100. I told him I didn’t have $100 with me and he said he’ll still open the acct as long I make a $100 deposit in the account by the end of the day or else the acct will close. Well, yeah. It’s now the next day and my account appears to still be opened and I haven’t been able to make the $100 deposit yet still. My first paycheck will be deposited on Friday & will be well over $1,000 when deposited.
My main question is, do you think my account will actually close if I don’t make the deposit? It’s already going on 2 days. I’m praying they can somehow wait until Friday. Is there anyone I can speak to about this that can possibly override that in the mean time?
Thanks in advance guys!
Also, I think I’ll go with Ally bank in a few weeks as I have a CD savings account with them already anyway. I just wasn’t 100% sure about there checking accts.
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2023.06.01 04:07 KronoMakina Spirit model sheets by James Baxter - Amazing resource for how to animate a horse.

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2023.06.01 04:06 JCrashy yo, wassup

A long time ago I made a post on here where I got drunk and didn't understand the capslock button, link here https://www.reddit.com/EvolveGame/comments/3cqiu6/so_tonight_i_got_drunk/
Just wondered how y'all were doing? Been a long old time since I've played but evolve is still my favourite game of all time. I used to main val/caira/sunny/hank and I fell totally in love with those 'hero' moments that this game provided. Legit no other game has ever come close.
What's changed since the old days of being screwed by shitty dlc packs? Anyone else still in love with the futuristic-frontier vibe of shear? Or have people moved on to other things?
Peace, J
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2023.06.01 04:06 Betty-Adams "Flying Sparks" A novel of a boy, a dragon, and an alien. 100K words of science fiction adventure.

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Chapter 2

“Hazardous? I’ll show that manipulative, misanthropic, anti-establishment cretin just what hazardous means if he thinks I’m going to fold on this!”
The sound of vigorous guitar riffs made a fitting accompaniment to the angry tirade despite originating on opposite sides of the communal area. Ama was glaring at a laptop that sat on a stained oak desk shoved against the large table near the kitchen. She tapped a fingernail on the wood as she read through the alert.
“And what violation of basic human dignity has her royal prudishness’s undies in a bunch?” Em demanded with an affected sneer without looking up from his guitar scales.
“Oh you’ll agree with this one tree-hugger,” Drake muttered from where he sat oiling his work boots.
“Yeah,” Donny piped up, “Finney is trying to kill a perfectly healthy fir.”
“What!” Em demanded, carefully placing his battered old acoustic guitar down in its case and darting over to look at the computer screen. “You mean apark tree?”
Despite her simmering frustration Ama allowed a small smile to flicker across her face as she continued to type.
“Get out of your pajamas and I’ll tell you,” Drake ordered pointing towards the bathroom door with a stained rag. “School starts in forty-five minutes and you still have breakfast and chores. That goes for you too Pip-squirt.”
“I hope you washed your hands before you touched our food,” Em said with a frown.
“Boot grease makes a great source of fatty acids.” Drake retorted. “Now go!”
The two smaller boys muttered in annoyance but stumbled off to follow orders.
“So what is up?” the youth asked as he bent his head back over the smooth leather of his boots.
“Mrs. Finney wants that tree down that’s blocking her perfect view of Crescent Lake.” Ama replied in a dry tone.
“One that’s clearly on park property?” Drake asked.
“Indeedy-do.” Ama replied giving the paper in front of her a glare.
“So how’s she justifying it?” Drake asked.
“As a safety hazard to her house.” Ama replied.
“And?”
The biologist groaned and rubbed her face.
“As far as I can tell the trunk is perfectly healthy. There is an old trash can lid grown into the trunk and a little discolored sap is leaking out there.”
“Frass?”
“Watch your language!” Donny interjected as he darted up to the table.
“Frass is not a bad word,” Drake stated. “Have you let the chickens out?”
“Yes, what does frass mean?” Donny asked as he started piling stir-fry onto his plate.
“Look it up.” Drake ordered him. “Emerald! Breakfast ends in ten minutes! Get your tukus down here!”
“It’s bad health to rush meals,” Em snapped out as he came down a narrow stairway with deliberate slowness.
“It’s even worse for your health to skip meals altogether,” Drake growled threateningly.
“Shut it and give me some eggs.” Em snapped back.
“Emerald Waters Undersun,” Drake hissed out through gritted teeth. “You are going to get your own eggs.”
The boy threw himself into a chair and glared at Drake with challenge in every line of his body.
“Emerald,” Ama said in a calm tone. “I think you should apologize to your cousin now.”
“Sorry I disturbed you Ama,” he offered without breaking eye contact with Drake.
“Not me, him,” Ama said.
“Sorry you had to hear that Donny.” Em said.
Ama heaved a sigh and closed her computer.
“Emerald,” Ama said.
“Do you want to eat or go hungry?” Drake demanded.
Ama glanced at him with a familiar uneasy look in her eyes and Drake fought down a wince.
“Now, Em.” she said in a patient tone.
“I’ll go hungry,” Em snapped, jumping up and stalking over to the couch.
Donny kept his eyes fixed on his plate. Ama heaved a sigh before turning back to her computer. Em wriggled on the couch for several minutes before skulking back to the table. Drake moved to intercept him but Ama stopped him with a look and he let Em serve himself. Drake cast irritated glances at the wall clock as the time crept more and more into school time.
Ama closed her computer and stood, then sighed, sat and opened it again.
“I need to pick out their report topics,” Ama muttered.
“I could do it,” Drake offered.
“You do quite enough,” Ama replied briskly, as she scanned the news. “Here you go. For Donny, malfunctions at the Lewis- McChord Air Force Base air show.” A frown creased her face. “Wow, this is pretty serious. It looks like the F-16 demonstration team nearly got killed.”
Drake whistled and leaned over her shoulder.
“Multiple system failures,” he read out loud. “I am pretty sure that isn’t supposed to happen.”
“Nope,” Ama agreed. “Here is a topic on big game management for Em.”
“Reports due by next week?” Drake asked as the old printer on the desk began to squeal and grumble as it powered up.
“Same as usual,” Ama confirmed.
Drake put the printouts on top of the homework pile and moved to wash up the breakfast dishes.
“I need to get to work early today so you two be good for Drake,” she called out placing a quick kiss on top of the smaller boys’ heads and giving Drake’s shoulder a friendly squeeze.
“Good luck with Mrs. Finney, and stay safe.” Drake called out as she went into her room.
The table was cleaned off and wiped down and the clink of forks gave way to the steady scratch of pencils on paper. They broke for a recess after religion and then lunch after history and math, and by the time the Grandfather clock in the corner struck two the younger boys twitching with energy. Drake made certain the internet was disconnected at the router, and chased Donny and Em out into the garden.
“And don’t come in until dark,” he ordered tossing two snack bags out after them.
Donny as usual snatched his food and disappeared into the small orachard. Low grumbles about troglodytes and the Amish wandered out into the high corn following Em and Drake shook his head in exasperation wondering, not for the first time how the dark haired princeling came from the same gene pool as his little brother. The kitchen being mostly ordered Drake was turning to put the last random dirty sock in the hamper when a gnarled hand clutching a cane head appeared in the corner of his eye, causing his heart to make a valiant attempt to bolt out of his throat.
“Abuelita!” he gasped forcing his hands down from the guard position. “Where did you come from?”
Smoldering black eyes ran searchingly over the tall youth. An impossibly long mane of streaked silver and black hair was barely contained in a thick braid. A sharply pointed nose perched over a small wrinkled mouth. A vibrant red horse-hair serape hung over her shoulders concealing everything except her brown and gnarled hands which currently clutched the old tree branch she used as a cane. Drake had been more than a little comforted by the fact that both Em and Donny had admitted to having the thought ‘witch’ every time time they saw her as well.
“From the hand of God by the bodies of my sainted mother and father,” she replied after a long, uncomfortable silence.
She always spoke in a low husky voice that suggested years of smoking, though Drake had never smelled even stale smoke on her.
“Right,” Drake blinked and grinned at the response; the one she always gave. “So you are here for their Spanish lesson? I have their grammar books ready and-”
The narrow end of the tree branch rapped against the concrete of the floor causing Drake to jump. Abuelita glared at him, locking his gaze and holding him in place with it for a moment.
“I am here for their lessons,” she finally stated, “and you are there for my payment.”
Drake thought longingly of the repair and maintenance manuals in the cab of the truck and the new tool he was itching to try, but he forced a grin on his face.
“Yes ma’am,” he said. “What can I get you today?”
Abuelita pulled out a bag of woven grass from under her serape causing the indistinct patterns on the cloth to shift and change.
“Take this,” she ordered him, “and collect me the cobalt blue berries that grow on a single stalk close to the ground. They must come from the mountain to the south east of here by the crystal brook.”
Drake nodded, and took the little bag, he didn’t quite manage to infused his gestures with enthusiasm he supposed. The old woman, probably wouldn’t have noted it anyway. She turned and moved towards the garden door without waiting for any other reply. However she called out over her shoulder as he turned to find his own way out of the rambling structure.
“Don’t dawdle little one. A storm brews in the distance.”
He tried not to roll his eyes at that, the weather forecast was clear and eighties for the next week according to the morning fire report Ama had printed. The youth only nodded and slipped around the corner. He circled the barn and pulled a set of loose tan pants and tunic out of the cubby. The soft worn leather almost perfectly matched the forest floor for color as did the moccasins he pulled on after them. His morning running clothes were modern stuff that wicked the sweat away from him and let him speed through the forest. These were his free day clothes. The ones that let him disappear into the forest and wander. Abuelita, for all of her demands, would tend Em and Donny until he returned no matter how late that was, and with the Park’s yearly budget talks still under way it was highly unlikely Ama would be home until long after the sun had set. Despite still hearing the call of the half restored truck he felt something lossening in him already. The soft cotton and smooth leather rested easily against his skin and Drake slipped into the forest.
Freedom; for the moment at least, blissful freedom. Pushing aside the guilt that accompanied the thought as well as any lingering worries about his charges the youth let his legs carry him through the trees. He shunned the man made paths, following the faint animal trails. This close to the barn they were as clear to him as if they were named city streets. Being animal trails, they invariably led him to water. Today he stopped at a trickling stream, took off his moccasins, and rolled up his pants legs. The youth turned and followed the thin flow of icy water upstream, letting it steal the heat from his body through his feet.
Some distance upstream, the stream widened and pooled under a boulder. There Drake paused and pulled an old black compass out of his pocket. Behind him he knew every trail and tree. Ahead was a broad swath of National Wilderness he would have to cross, or possibly Bureau of Land Management or even state managed forests where he more rarely wandered. It was hard to tell where the boundaries were from the ground. The clearing he wanted for the berries was solidly in BLM land and he still had quite a ways to go to get there. The stand of timber that stood between him and his goal was dense with young tree and branches that frequently formed impenetrable hedges he had to track around and he checked his compass regularly as he climbed in elevation. Even so the youth found he had wandered too far off his route and had to correct when he spotted the boundary fence. However he was in no hurry and he reached the clearing long before the sun told him it was time to turn around.
Sometime in the past some unknown force had carved a shallow trench across the side of one of the small mountains that that dotted the wilderness. It had puzzled Drake at first. The scour was at the wrong angle to be an old rock slide, and terminated in a near perfectly circular clearing at the lower end. Centuries old Douglas Firs abruptly gave way to a second ring only a few decades old. Those were in turn beginning to produce cones and a smattering of knee high saplings. The rest of the space was completely given over to wildflowers. No matter what season Drake visited it he found a riot of life.
There had been an early spring and many herbs that normally would have waited a month or more were already in full bloom in the mountain meadow. A white wave of foamflower washed in from the deep forest surrounding the clearing, sending up knee high stalks covered in the delicate white blooms. Late trillium hid close to the roots of the great firs, many having shed their white corollas and begun to put forth their bulbous seed heads. Fuzzy white baneberry blossoms nodded gently in the breeze. A riot of yellow and purple spread across the ground as vetch and buttercups and a host of clovers competed for space in the open sun. Great stalks of lupine as high as his head thrust up their purple and blue proudly from thick clusters of palm shaped leaves. Pink shooting stars and violet harebells crouched under the protection of the larger plants. Indian paintbrush lit the scene with flames of red and orange. Where a spring seeped into the meadow elephant’s head flared neon pink and corydalis bushes put forth blushing blooms. Pale green wild orchids stood along the wet spot and the swarms of bees danced from them to the glacier lilies.
Sometimes, as he bent over a tiny blossom and traced the intricate network of veins in the petals, drank in the scent, and felt the smooth surface of the leaves an otherworldly feeling would come over him. It was as if there was another world just out of range of his senses. If he could only really look, the thin illusion that was blocking him would slip away and reveal the real world underneath it.
Look Awiegwa,” his father would whisper, pointing at a deer mouse perched on a fallen log. “What does it see?”
Awiegwa would screw up his face and squint. Trying to find the answer to the question.
Awiegwa had often wondered how so many flowers had come to be in the relatively small area. He had identified dozens of species and there were more he had yet to determine. The clearing was always the first place to bloom and the last to go dormant. Many of the flowers seemed to utterly defy their usual blooming patterns. However, as time passed he had simply come to accept it. It was one of the small good things that brought back the memories of his father. If it didn’t quite follow the rules Ama had taught him, well an impossible clearing in the mountains wasn’t a place for rules.
The particular bloom that Abuelita had requested had taken full advantage of the early sun and had already put forth a few cobalt blue berries; easily spotted at the edge of the clearing in the delicate sea of white flowers.
However before he left the shade of the forest for the meadow the youth paused and closed his eyes. Bole wasn’t always here, but he was often enough that Awiegwa always checked for him. Carefully he reconstructed the clearing in his mind; marking every tree and boulder on the edge. Three years he had been coming here and each time it was easier to recreate the clearing. Breathing evenly he opened his eyes, letting the mental image merge with the actual. There was a brief moment of confusion as details like the play of light through branches and the trembling of small clusters of flowers fixed themselves but there was only one truly jarring note. Awiegwa didn’t let his eyes focus on the disparity; he never did anymore, but a warm smile spread across his features as he slipped silently into the meadow.
He was here. As the youth moved in a low crouch, gathering the first fruits of the Queen’s Cup, he let his peripheral vision linger on a particular snag. There was nothing obviously interesting about it, other than the fact that it had not been there the last time Awiegwa was here. He had named the wanderer Bole, because it most often appeared as a thick tree trunk; sometimes living, sometimes dead. Occasionally it would be a boulder or simply a mound in the dirt. Often it wasn’t in the clearing at all. If the youth moved forward and tried to closely examine it he could never find anything to suggest it was something other than a tree or rock.
He had thought about taking a sample occasionally, had taken his knife out to do just that more than once, but something always held him back. Bole was a part of this place. Dissecting him would be too much like attempting to dissect his sense of his father’s presence here. The youth had never told anyone about this place, not even Ama with who could get most things out of him easily enough. Down at the house, in town, when he was Drake; solid, reliable, first up in the morning, two grades ahead in school with a penchant for science Drake, a productive member of modern society with a promising future and his mother smiling at him. Here he could be Awiegwa. Here he could believe in the ancient medicines his father had dug out of dusty old tomes and brought to life from the forest litter. Every time Awiegwa left the clearing and headed back towards home reality would reassert itself. Bole would resolve back into a figment of his imagination, created from pride in a somewhat better than average memory and what the social workers had called an “intriguing imagination”. When he reached the house and become solidly Drake again flickers of embarrassment would begin eating at him for letting his senses trick him like that, but as long as the blooms nodded around him in this garden Bole could exist even on a Thursday.
The little woven grass bag filled up with the berries fairly quickly and Awiegwa soon stretched out of his crouch and let his gaze wander contentedly over the clearing. As it always did, the warm space was working its special magic. Worries about Em getting out of his schoolwork, of not paying enough attention to the quiet Donny, of letting Ama see his petty resentments: it had all melted away from his muscles, thoughts of college costs and abandoning his duties dissolved into an acute sense of the now. The leaves rustled softly in a barely-there breeze, the heavy scent of some unidentified blossom filled his lungs, a dozen shades of green framed the rainbow of flowers, and over and above it all the creaking of the firs as the wind played over them. It was at times like these that he felth he could almost see into heaven; that something wonderful that existed just beyond his senses, and all he had to do was reach out and claim it.
The youth took a deep breath and let himself fall backwards onto a handy rise in the forest floor. His path had taken him to the foot of the snag and he shifted slightly to align himself with the gnarled roots. One hand gripped a time smoothed root.
“Ama trusted me enough to go out of state,” he murmured. “That’s the first time she’s done that. Usually she has Abulita stay with us to fend off the Harsh, but she said it’s long past legal now.”
It was his imagination of course that made him think the root vibrated in his hand in response. Many a long hour he had spent in this clearing with the wanderer. He had poured out his frustrations and anguishes over life’s injustices, had shared his secrets as he grew, and had shouted his triumphs. Sometimes he felt closer to Bole than to any of his human friends. However, something that sounded like his mother’s voice warned him that there was something odd about this and that awareness was the main reason he had kept this place secret from Ama. Their mother hadn’t exactly liked stuff like that. She had never objected to his father’s digging up the old stories of her people. Making cross generational connections between elders, who more often than not lived isolated lives, and the next generation, was an admirable goal in of itself in her eyes; objectively a social good. Storytelling was only the natural course for these relationships to take, but subtle looks had warned even a very young Drake that it was best to cautious what he shared with his mother. At least of those things that couldn’t be placed on a microscope slide. So this was Awigewa’s place, and while his father’s spirit wanders the flowers with he had never felt his mother here.
He let his focus drift up, and up. Dark blue Lupine nodded over his head framing the faint crisscross of jet contrails that threw a light haze over an otherwise cloudless sky. His clothed grew deliciously hot from the spring sun. The ground too had eagerly accepted the energy and now it conducted the heat into the muscles of his back. Bole’s wood beneath him was warmer even than the surrounding ground and an idle thought traced across Awiegwa’s awareness; something about it being odd for the light colored wood and relatively dry wood to retain more heat than the darker soil surrounding it. His mind was filled with the impression of a goal. He had been meaning to do, something. Something fun, yes, exploring, he’d meant to see if whatever had dug that den by the second boulder was cubing this year. He would just get up and do that in a minute. His back was so warm and comfortable.

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Flying Sparks”
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2023.06.01 04:05 unchainedmelodie In need of brilliants ideas to help some coworkers ( mental health services but make it fun )

Hi !
For context, i need to say that I work for a medium sized company based in Quebec (Canada). Although we have almost 400 employees, we pride ourselves with how flexible we still are and that the human is the center of all the decisions. The company is separated in 4 majors department, who are run independently. Most of our staff members are men, the office staff members used to be workers themselves so they are your typical construction 30-40 y.o male.
By sheer coincidence, most of the office staff in one of the department (id say roughly 7 out of 10 members) are good through some really stuff things right now. The issues are not work related but definitely affect some part (wich is NOT the problem, just how we knew something was wrong). Im talking major life issues i.e divorce, kids being bullied, kids being sick, parents dying, lingering depression, etc.
We obviously have a employee assistance programs (wich is, I gotta admit, really basic).
We are looking for a special surprise just to make them feel seen and maybe to help open up a bit, or at least finding solace in the fact that they are all in it together.
So , right now we (my DRH, the HR tech and myself, HR advisor) had the idea of closing shop on a Friday and booking a massage therapist (1hr appointment each) , with tea and sweets in the bigger conference rooms for after the massage) but would love to hear all of your creative idea.
Thank you so much !!
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2023.06.01 04:05 throwawayaaaarggh 3 months on T!

Despite the best efforts of my state legislature, I am still trans, still a dude, and 3 months on testosterone cypionate (sub-q).
My voice is hella dropping to the point where I can no longer conceal it. It’s noticeable even to acquaintances. I am growing dark hair all over my tummy, thighs, further down my legs, and in a wider spread on my forearms. I am growing a dirt ‘stache and individual coarse dark hairs are springing up on my cheeks.
My face shape has changed subtly, but those close to me notice a difference. I’m still retaining a little water but am finally managing to drop some weight. I am also passively building muscle, especially in my biceps!!!
I am starting to recognize the face in the mirror. The body is becoming more tolerable. My lil T-dick hasn’t gotten any bigger than it did in my first month but my libido has 😳 My hands and feet are veinier.
I was not declined at the blood donor center like I have been previously bc T has increased my hemoglobin!!
I am trying to get my bloodwork done through FOLX before I end my subscription with them due to no longer being able to be prescribed T by NPs in Florida. Unless something changes, I will have to find another provider, but I still have an unopened 10 mL vial, so I’m good for now. 🙏
Love y’all, hope you are doing well!! And happy Pride Month!!! 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈
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2023.06.01 04:05 thegratefulone Train not moving along Diagonal

Not sure how far back or forward it goes but there is a freight train that hasn’t moved in a while on the tracks that run along Diagonal Highway from at least 47th to Independence Road. Both 47th and Independence look closed.
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2023.06.01 04:05 throwaway4927488 my partner makes me feel like i am responsible for their life

hi, I M19 am still in relations w my F19 ex but still close and connected. We both have quite a lot of issues but they are completely different.
I am very emotionally unattached with everything, lack empathy, and have issues remembering things or caring. i am trying to get these figured out and how to solve them. but my (gf) is someone who very much cares what everyone says requires much attention and what not, so the opposite of me. she basically says how i’ve pushed her down so low and makes her feel like she hates herself and doesn’t deserve to live. Idk what to do bc i try and try to support her but everything i do seems to cause problems, i hate myself now bc of this and i get so stressed out if i try to leave she will do something bad to herself.
i want to fix myself before i fix anyone else
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2023.06.01 04:04 Maewhat Canonical Class Names (Encyclopedia)

As the post states this is an official compilation of all the canonical names given to each class in the single player black dessert mmo indie game
Archer - backflips elegantly - “kills you out of render distance” - genderfenderbender
Berserker - zerker - new zorker - stinky zorker
Corsair - corchair - poorsair
Dark Knight - Donkey kong - waifu - ctrl+u class - elf mommy
Drakania - FOTM - “isn’t succ bad?” - dragon mommy
Guardian - snu snu - dommy mommy
Kunoichi - hula hooper - car tire girl - “just play ninja”
Lahn - grabs u and holds u close - whispers in ur ear - u die - flies away, no explanation
Maegu - succ op pls nerf - clones - “witch but better” - woosa cosplayer
Maehwa - maewhat (hehe) - maewhy - maehow - maewhere - maewhen - meawah - mewha - “musa with boobs”
Musa - woosa i mean woosa i mean woos- - SA trader - rat class
Mystic - mysthicc - mystake - mysteak - “is her awa good?”
Niña - rat class - panic shift+q
Ranger - butter knives - thighs, the class - j i g g l y a r m o r
Sadge - sage - chad - Bob Ross
Shai - FBI class - “awakening when?” - lifeskiller - yar for spot - 69,420 different shai puns
Sorceress - sorc - violation - iframed for a crime she definitely committed
Striker - ook ook - stroker - monke monday - “dfs me bro”
Awakened Valkyrie - wheelchair class - valk train - Ossa cerberi
Wizard - witchard - RBF - meteor - caster - PVP trial, 720+ unless skilled
Witch - witchard - caster - Witcher
Woosa - moosa i mean moosa i mean moos- - maegu cosplayer - forgotten twin - “awakening is slow”
Just realized I totally and very unintentionally forgot this class so ima add it rq (def did not forget in order to make a joke or anything):
Tamer - no boobs - doggo - Pokémon class
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2023.06.01 04:04 GuiltyAppearance6986 BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS: Spicy Fantasy Romance Novel with a Villainous Protagonist

Hello everyone,
I've been on a literary hunt for some time now, hoping to find a particular type of book that strays from the typical conventions. I'm reaching out to this knowledgeable community in the hopes that someone might have a perfect recommendation.
Here's what I'm looking for: a fantasy romance novel, but with an intriguing twist. I'm interested in a story that has a villainous protagonist, ideally a female, who is in direct opposition with the male lead - who happens to be on the side of good.
The dynamic I'm imagining is one where the leading man, our "knight in shining armor," if you will, falls in love with our villainous heroine. It's this unlikely, tempestuous love story that I want to dive into, where the lines between good and evil blur in the face of love, with a healthy dose of spice! That's right, I'm looking for a story that doesn't shy away from passionate encounters and burning desires, while still maintaining a complex narrative and character development.
If you've come across such a novel, or something close to it, I'd love to hear your recommendations. In terms of the fantasy aspect, I'm eager for intricate world-building and immersive atmospheres.
I realize that my request may seem a bit unorthodox, but I believe that's what makes reading such an adventure. Thank you in advance for your suggestions and your assistance in my literary quest.
Happy reading, everyone!
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2023.06.01 04:04 julylifecoach It's your birthday.

I went to a birthday party recently. It was for a 2 year old - a baby girl of my friend's. Family + close friends gathered to wish her the best second birthday of her life and the experience was filled to the brim with love.
They played nursery rhymes with Alexa and the princess took center stage. She sung (more like a babble lol) and danced for all to see. I don't know if you'll understand this but it felt like the room was physically filling up with smiles.
(As a quick aside, you ever notice how nursery rhymes and children's music is addictive as hell? I didn't know like 90% of the songs that played but I was able to memorize all of them by the time I left the party...)
Anyway, as we were eating cake my wife and I were discussing some birthday parties we've been to as children. My wife noted how American birthday parties tended to have an agenda of activities when Korean birthday parties are mostly about feeding the kids. I also remembered most of the birthday parties I attended as a child to be about eating. And then - a sudden swell of tears arose from my face. What was happening?

The crushing fear of disappointment

I realized a deep feeling that I had stashed away was ready to surface. When I tried to give more identity to that feeling, I found despair and embarrassment. Why was I feeling that way? What does that have to do with this birthday party I'm attending?
I always downplayed my birthday and let it pass without making it a big deal. I always made excuses like "oh it's in July (hence July life coach) so school's out so I can't have a birthday party". I always said - "my birthday is more about my mom because she is the one who gave birth to me!" and celebrated my mom instead. I realized that this was an outcome of fear - the fear of disappointment. The fear of potentially having a birthday party, and having nobody come. The fear of having a big feast in a giant large table - but with only myself to eat with. The fear of boxes of board games and playstations ready to be played - but with only myself to play with. Because I believe... Nobody would like me that much to come celebrate my birthday.
There are many other facets to this sadness but I highlight fear of disappointment because that is what ultimately blocked me from celebrating my birthday. Having this great expectation of a party and ending up with an empty room that just echoes music. When that disappointment gets a grip on me, I can't host a great party. Hell, I can't host ANY parties at all.

The party of you

So here's how my life story applies to your life. When I don't like my birthday (is that too harsh? maybe when I'm not excited about my birthday), I don't plan parties. Even if I do, I don't tell anyone about it. I don't make it a joyous occasion. By doing this I ENSURE that I don't have a party and I don't get celebrated.
Think of something that you're passionate about. Maybe it's your music. Maybe it's your poems. Maybe it's your stand-up comedy. Whatever it is, if that were your birthday party - are you celebrating it? If your passion was a birthday party, are you making it hit all the corners of entertainment? Are you going to have million pans of pizza? Are you going to hire all the neighborhood not-freaky-clowns? When you approach your passion from this angle, is it different from perhaps how you're approaching it now?
What about your life and your existence? Is your life a great birthday party? Is your life worth being excited for? Are you inviting everyone you know to the birthday party that is you?
No matter where you are in your life right now - I celebrate the party that is you. So that's why I say in the title of this email - It's your birthday. We're gonna party like it's your birthday.
Lots and lots of love,
Billy
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2023.06.01 04:04 Maleskiy I want to be in Hell with them

Hi! short story long
I have 3 close friends, we were Gaming together for like 8 years, mostly FPS games. Before the Beta i started spamming them on how good Diablo is gonna be bla bla bla.. "Naah.. idgaf about this game, boring.. Bla bla" But when the beta started I convince them to install and guess what? THEY LOVE IT ❤ EVERY 3 OF THEM preordered the game deluxe. The saddest point is that I lost my job 2 months ago and now can't afford the game 🥲 (I started a new job right now) Just wanted to share my sadness, I will join them next month.. Maybe 🫠
For everyone here, HAVE A GOOD TIME IN HELL!
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2023.06.01 04:04 Betty-Adams "Flying Sparks" A novel of a boy, a dragon, and an alien. 100K words of science fiction adventure.

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Chapter 2

“Hazardous? I’ll show that manipulative, misanthropic, anti-establishment cretin just what hazardous means if he thinks I’m going to fold on this!”
The sound of vigorous guitar riffs made a fitting accompaniment to the angry tirade despite originating on opposite sides of the communal area. Ama was glaring at a laptop that sat on a stained oak desk shoved against the large table near the kitchen. She tapped a fingernail on the wood as she read through the alert.
“And what violation of basic human dignity has her royal prudishness’s undies in a bunch?” Em demanded with an affected sneer without looking up from his guitar scales.
“Oh you’ll agree with this one tree-hugger,” Drake muttered from where he sat oiling his work boots.
“Yeah,” Donny piped up, “Finney is trying to kill a perfectly healthy fir.”
“What!” Em demanded, carefully placing his battered old acoustic guitar down in its case and darting over to look at the computer screen. “You mean apark tree?”
Despite her simmering frustration Ama allowed a small smile to flicker across her face as she continued to type.
“Get out of your pajamas and I’ll tell you,” Drake ordered pointing towards the bathroom door with a stained rag. “School starts in forty-five minutes and you still have breakfast and chores. That goes for you too Pip-squirt.”
“I hope you washed your hands before you touched our food,” Em said with a frown.
“Boot grease makes a great source of fatty acids.” Drake retorted. “Now go!”
The two smaller boys muttered in annoyance but stumbled off to follow orders.
“So what is up?” the youth asked as he bent his head back over the smooth leather of his boots.
“Mrs. Finney wants that tree down that’s blocking her perfect view of Crescent Lake.” Ama replied in a dry tone.
“One that’s clearly on park property?” Drake asked.
“Indeedy-do.” Ama replied giving the paper in front of her a glare.
“So how’s she justifying it?” Drake asked.
“As a safety hazard to her house.” Ama replied.
“And?”
The biologist groaned and rubbed her face.
“As far as I can tell the trunk is perfectly healthy. There is an old trash can lid grown into the trunk and a little discolored sap is leaking out there.”
“Frass?”
“Watch your language!” Donny interjected as he darted up to the table.
“Frass is not a bad word,” Drake stated. “Have you let the chickens out?”
“Yes, what does frass mean?” Donny asked as he started piling stir-fry onto his plate.
“Look it up.” Drake ordered him. “Emerald! Breakfast ends in ten minutes! Get your tukus down here!”
“It’s bad health to rush meals,” Em snapped out as he came down a narrow stairway with deliberate slowness.
“It’s even worse for your health to skip meals altogether,” Drake growled threateningly.
“Shut it and give me some eggs.” Em snapped back.
“Emerald Waters Undersun,” Drake hissed out through gritted teeth. “You are going to get your own eggs.”
The boy threw himself into a chair and glared at Drake with challenge in every line of his body.
“Emerald,” Ama said in a calm tone. “I think you should apologize to your cousin now.”
“Sorry I disturbed you Ama,” he offered without breaking eye contact with Drake.
“Not me, him,” Ama said.
“Sorry you had to hear that Donny.” Em said.
Ama heaved a sigh and closed her computer.
“Emerald,” Ama said.
“Do you want to eat or go hungry?” Drake demanded.
Ama glanced at him with a familiar uneasy look in her eyes and Drake fought down a wince.
“Now, Em.” she said in a patient tone.
“I’ll go hungry,” Em snapped, jumping up and stalking over to the couch.
Donny kept his eyes fixed on his plate. Ama heaved a sigh before turning back to her computer. Em wriggled on the couch for several minutes before skulking back to the table. Drake moved to intercept him but Ama stopped him with a look and he let Em serve himself. Drake cast irritated glances at the wall clock as the time crept more and more into school time.
Ama closed her computer and stood, then sighed, sat and opened it again.
“I need to pick out their report topics,” Ama muttered.
“I could do it,” Drake offered.
“You do quite enough,” Ama replied briskly, as she scanned the news. “Here you go. For Donny, malfunctions at the Lewis- McChord Air Force Base air show.” A frown creased her face. “Wow, this is pretty serious. It looks like the F-16 demonstration team nearly got killed.”
Drake whistled and leaned over her shoulder.
“Multiple system failures,” he read out loud. “I am pretty sure that isn’t supposed to happen.”
“Nope,” Ama agreed. “Here is a topic on big game management for Em.”
“Reports due by next week?” Drake asked as the old printer on the desk began to squeal and grumble as it powered up.
“Same as usual,” Ama confirmed.
Drake put the printouts on top of the homework pile and moved to wash up the breakfast dishes.
“I need to get to work early today so you two be good for Drake,” she called out placing a quick kiss on top of the smaller boys’ heads and giving Drake’s shoulder a friendly squeeze.
“Good luck with Mrs. Finney, and stay safe.” Drake called out as she went into her room.
The table was cleaned off and wiped down and the clink of forks gave way to the steady scratch of pencils on paper. They broke for a recess after religion and then lunch after history and math, and by the time the Grandfather clock in the corner struck two the younger boys twitching with energy. Drake made certain the internet was disconnected at the router, and chased Donny and Em out into the garden.
“And don’t come in until dark,” he ordered tossing two snack bags out after them.
Donny as usual snatched his food and disappeared into the small orachard. Low grumbles about troglodytes and the Amish wandered out into the high corn following Em and Drake shook his head in exasperation wondering, not for the first time how the dark haired princeling came from the same gene pool as his little brother. The kitchen being mostly ordered Drake was turning to put the last random dirty sock in the hamper when a gnarled hand clutching a cane head appeared in the corner of his eye, causing his heart to make a valiant attempt to bolt out of his throat.
“Abuelita!” he gasped forcing his hands down from the guard position. “Where did you come from?”
Smoldering black eyes ran searchingly over the tall youth. An impossibly long mane of streaked silver and black hair was barely contained in a thick braid. A sharply pointed nose perched over a small wrinkled mouth. A vibrant red horse-hair serape hung over her shoulders concealing everything except her brown and gnarled hands which currently clutched the old tree branch she used as a cane. Drake had been more than a little comforted by the fact that both Em and Donny had admitted to having the thought ‘witch’ every time time they saw her as well.
“From the hand of God by the bodies of my sainted mother and father,” she replied after a long, uncomfortable silence.
She always spoke in a low husky voice that suggested years of smoking, though Drake had never smelled even stale smoke on her.
“Right,” Drake blinked and grinned at the response; the one she always gave. “So you are here for their Spanish lesson? I have their grammar books ready and-”
The narrow end of the tree branch rapped against the concrete of the floor causing Drake to jump. Abuelita glared at him, locking his gaze and holding him in place with it for a moment.
“I am here for their lessons,” she finally stated, “and you are there for my payment.”
Drake thought longingly of the repair and maintenance manuals in the cab of the truck and the new tool he was itching to try, but he forced a grin on his face.
“Yes ma’am,” he said. “What can I get you today?”
Abuelita pulled out a bag of woven grass from under her serape causing the indistinct patterns on the cloth to shift and change.
“Take this,” she ordered him, “and collect me the cobalt blue berries that grow on a single stalk close to the ground. They must come from the mountain to the south east of here by the crystal brook.”
Drake nodded, and took the little bag, he didn’t quite manage to infused his gestures with enthusiasm he supposed. The old woman, probably wouldn’t have noted it anyway. She turned and moved towards the garden door without waiting for any other reply. However she called out over her shoulder as he turned to find his own way out of the rambling structure.
“Don’t dawdle little one. A storm brews in the distance.”
He tried not to roll his eyes at that, the weather forecast was clear and eighties for the next week according to the morning fire report Ama had printed. The youth only nodded and slipped around the corner. He circled the barn and pulled a set of loose tan pants and tunic out of the cubby. The soft worn leather almost perfectly matched the forest floor for color as did the moccasins he pulled on after them. His morning running clothes were modern stuff that wicked the sweat away from him and let him speed through the forest. These were his free day clothes. The ones that let him disappear into the forest and wander. Abuelita, for all of her demands, would tend Em and Donny until he returned no matter how late that was, and with the Park’s yearly budget talks still under way it was highly unlikely Ama would be home until long after the sun had set. Despite still hearing the call of the half restored truck he felt something lossening in him already. The soft cotton and smooth leather rested easily against his skin and Drake slipped into the forest.
Freedom; for the moment at least, blissful freedom. Pushing aside the guilt that accompanied the thought as well as any lingering worries about his charges the youth let his legs carry him through the trees. He shunned the man made paths, following the faint animal trails. This close to the barn they were as clear to him as if they were named city streets. Being animal trails, they invariably led him to water. Today he stopped at a trickling stream, took off his moccasins, and rolled up his pants legs. The youth turned and followed the thin flow of icy water upstream, letting it steal the heat from his body through his feet.
Some distance upstream, the stream widened and pooled under a boulder. There Drake paused and pulled an old black compass out of his pocket. Behind him he knew every trail and tree. Ahead was a broad swath of National Wilderness he would have to cross, or possibly Bureau of Land Management or even state managed forests where he more rarely wandered. It was hard to tell where the boundaries were from the ground. The clearing he wanted for the berries was solidly in BLM land and he still had quite a ways to go to get there. The stand of timber that stood between him and his goal was dense with young tree and branches that frequently formed impenetrable hedges he had to track around and he checked his compass regularly as he climbed in elevation. Even so the youth found he had wandered too far off his route and had to correct when he spotted the boundary fence. However he was in no hurry and he reached the clearing long before the sun told him it was time to turn around.
Sometime in the past some unknown force had carved a shallow trench across the side of one of the small mountains that that dotted the wilderness. It had puzzled Drake at first. The scour was at the wrong angle to be an old rock slide, and terminated in a near perfectly circular clearing at the lower end. Centuries old Douglas Firs abruptly gave way to a second ring only a few decades old. Those were in turn beginning to produce cones and a smattering of knee high saplings. The rest of the space was completely given over to wildflowers. No matter what season Drake visited it he found a riot of life.
There had been an early spring and many herbs that normally would have waited a month or more were already in full bloom in the mountain meadow. A white wave of foamflower washed in from the deep forest surrounding the clearing, sending up knee high stalks covered in the delicate white blooms. Late trillium hid close to the roots of the great firs, many having shed their white corollas and begun to put forth their bulbous seed heads. Fuzzy white baneberry blossoms nodded gently in the breeze. A riot of yellow and purple spread across the ground as vetch and buttercups and a host of clovers competed for space in the open sun. Great stalks of lupine as high as his head thrust up their purple and blue proudly from thick clusters of palm shaped leaves. Pink shooting stars and violet harebells crouched under the protection of the larger plants. Indian paintbrush lit the scene with flames of red and orange. Where a spring seeped into the meadow elephant’s head flared neon pink and corydalis bushes put forth blushing blooms. Pale green wild orchids stood along the wet spot and the swarms of bees danced from them to the glacier lilies.
Sometimes, as he bent over a tiny blossom and traced the intricate network of veins in the petals, drank in the scent, and felt the smooth surface of the leaves an otherworldly feeling would come over him. It was as if there was another world just out of range of his senses. If he could only really look, the thin illusion that was blocking him would slip away and reveal the real world underneath it.
Look Awiegwa,” his father would whisper, pointing at a deer mouse perched on a fallen log. “What does it see?”
Awiegwa would screw up his face and squint. Trying to find the answer to the question.
Awiegwa had often wondered how so many flowers had come to be in the relatively small area. He had identified dozens of species and there were more he had yet to determine. The clearing was always the first place to bloom and the last to go dormant. Many of the flowers seemed to utterly defy their usual blooming patterns. However, as time passed he had simply come to accept it. It was one of the small good things that brought back the memories of his father. If it didn’t quite follow the rules Ama had taught him, well an impossible clearing in the mountains wasn’t a place for rules.
The particular bloom that Abuelita had requested had taken full advantage of the early sun and had already put forth a few cobalt blue berries; easily spotted at the edge of the clearing in the delicate sea of white flowers.
However before he left the shade of the forest for the meadow the youth paused and closed his eyes. Bole wasn’t always here, but he was often enough that Awiegwa always checked for him. Carefully he reconstructed the clearing in his mind; marking every tree and boulder on the edge. Three years he had been coming here and each time it was easier to recreate the clearing. Breathing evenly he opened his eyes, letting the mental image merge with the actual. There was a brief moment of confusion as details like the play of light through branches and the trembling of small clusters of flowers fixed themselves but there was only one truly jarring note. Awiegwa didn’t let his eyes focus on the disparity; he never did anymore, but a warm smile spread across his features as he slipped silently into the meadow.
He was here. As the youth moved in a low crouch, gathering the first fruits of the Queen’s Cup, he let his peripheral vision linger on a particular snag. There was nothing obviously interesting about it, other than the fact that it had not been there the last time Awiegwa was here. He had named the wanderer Bole, because it most often appeared as a thick tree trunk; sometimes living, sometimes dead. Occasionally it would be a boulder or simply a mound in the dirt. Often it wasn’t in the clearing at all. If the youth moved forward and tried to closely examine it he could never find anything to suggest it was something other than a tree or rock.
He had thought about taking a sample occasionally, had taken his knife out to do just that more than once, but something always held him back. Bole was a part of this place. Dissecting him would be too much like attempting to dissect his sense of his father’s presence here. The youth had never told anyone about this place, not even Ama with who could get most things out of him easily enough. Down at the house, in town, when he was Drake; solid, reliable, first up in the morning, two grades ahead in school with a penchant for science Drake, a productive member of modern society with a promising future and his mother smiling at him. Here he could be Awiegwa. Here he could believe in the ancient medicines his father had dug out of dusty old tomes and brought to life from the forest litter. Every time Awiegwa left the clearing and headed back towards home reality would reassert itself. Bole would resolve back into a figment of his imagination, created from pride in a somewhat better than average memory and what the social workers had called an “intriguing imagination”. When he reached the house and become solidly Drake again flickers of embarrassment would begin eating at him for letting his senses trick him like that, but as long as the blooms nodded around him in this garden Bole could exist even on a Thursday.
The little woven grass bag filled up with the berries fairly quickly and Awiegwa soon stretched out of his crouch and let his gaze wander contentedly over the clearing. As it always did, the warm space was working its special magic. Worries about Em getting out of his schoolwork, of not paying enough attention to the quiet Donny, of letting Ama see his petty resentments: it had all melted away from his muscles, thoughts of college costs and abandoning his duties dissolved into an acute sense of the now. The leaves rustled softly in a barely-there breeze, the heavy scent of some unidentified blossom filled his lungs, a dozen shades of green framed the rainbow of flowers, and over and above it all the creaking of the firs as the wind played over them. It was at times like these that he felth he could almost see into heaven; that something wonderful that existed just beyond his senses, and all he had to do was reach out and claim it.
The youth took a deep breath and let himself fall backwards onto a handy rise in the forest floor. His path had taken him to the foot of the snag and he shifted slightly to align himself with the gnarled roots. One hand gripped a time smoothed root.
“Ama trusted me enough to go out of state,” he murmured. “That’s the first time she’s done that. Usually she has Abulita stay with us to fend off the Harsh, but she said it’s long past legal now.”
It was his imagination of course that made him think the root vibrated in his hand in response. Many a long hour he had spent in this clearing with the wanderer. He had poured out his frustrations and anguishes over life’s injustices, had shared his secrets as he grew, and had shouted his triumphs. Sometimes he felt closer to Bole than to any of his human friends. However, something that sounded like his mother’s voice warned him that there was something odd about this and that awareness was the main reason he had kept this place secret from Ama. Their mother hadn’t exactly liked stuff like that. She had never objected to his father’s digging up the old stories of her people. Making cross generational connections between elders, who more often than not lived isolated lives, and the next generation, was an admirable goal in of itself in her eyes; objectively a social good. Storytelling was only the natural course for these relationships to take, but subtle looks had warned even a very young Drake that it was best to cautious what he shared with his mother. At least of those things that couldn’t be placed on a microscope slide. So this was Awigewa’s place, and while his father’s spirit wanders the flowers with he had never felt his mother here.
He let his focus drift up, and up. Dark blue Lupine nodded over his head framing the faint crisscross of jet contrails that threw a light haze over an otherwise cloudless sky. His clothed grew deliciously hot from the spring sun. The ground too had eagerly accepted the energy and now it conducted the heat into the muscles of his back. Bole’s wood beneath him was warmer even than the surrounding ground and an idle thought traced across Awiegwa’s awareness; something about it being odd for the light colored wood and relatively dry wood to retain more heat than the darker soil surrounding it. His mind was filled with the impression of a goal. He had been meaning to do, something. Something fun, yes, exploring, he’d meant to see if whatever had dug that den by the second boulder was cubing this year. He would just get up and do that in a minute. His back was so warm and comfortable.

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Flying Sparks”
Another foray into the lives of Drake McCarty, Ama Love, and the rest of their siblings as they discover that something alien is out in the forest around their home.
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2023.06.01 04:04 SpecificBelt5045 How much time per day do you think ebc spends deleting hate comments lol

Omggg her response vid to the people calling her out for her holocaust tattoo was egregious. I'm positive the only reason she deleted the vid of them getting the tats was because she couldn't keep up with all the comments. God knows she can't take any form of criticism. And how DARE someone compare her offensive tattoo to a holocaust victim, clearly she is the real victim here!! Go touch grass HaTeRs 😡 that video had the same energy as a toddler stomping their feet when they don't get what they want
Also her vid talking about how everyone should talk about sex was so clearly aimed at this sub lmao - hi loser lily!
I have no problem being open about sex and kinky shit but with her it just comes off like she's trying to prove she has sex? Like the way kids do in high school to try to seem cool. Congrats so does everyone and its probably a lot better than getting tickled by scoots pedo stache. Someone said the other day that she cusses like a kid that just learned curse words and thats SO accurate lmao and the forced sex talk just gives the same energy. The fact that she's said she's a top so many times in the past just makes me feel like she's compensating for exclusively having missionary behind closed doors.
Everything she does just comes off so forced its pathetic. Like she's early created this "EBC" character in her head and just parrots things she's heard that she thinks are cool or funny and constantly tries to align her "personality" with whatever is in the zeitgeist at any given time. It just results in her having no interesting or original traits whatsoever. Its giving insecure, its giving pickme.
I will admit the only thing smart about her is probably the fact that she deletes hate comments and blocks people so quickly. Theres literally no way she would ever be successful otherwise. I mean just look at the number of watches on her videos versus the number of likes. She's not a likable person except to the other obnoxious people who lack self awareness. But people like what other people like so when they watch her vids and think she's weird and go to the comments to see if maybe it's just them, all they see are lily's lame stans climbing over each other to see who can get further up her ass. And anyone who dares to say something other than praise gets blocked and deleted promptly. I guess its a good strategy but it will only get her so far.
It's no wonder she's a stand alone creator and no other actually cool people on tiktok ever comment on her vids or anything. Like nobody wants her to be part of their community except her 16 year old followers that have the same maturity level as her.
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2023.06.01 04:03 Dull_Detective6048 Bro took that one personally

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2023.06.01 04:03 PermissionSharp Looking to shift to a carrer in Data Analyst, need help

I'm a financial management student who wants to pursue a data analyst career because it seems like there's where the money at while also promising a flexible schedule. I wanna say I'm good at excel naman but have zero background in programming. I looked up on courses I could take to build up credentials at isa sa mga pinaka highly recommended ay yung Google's Data Analyst Professional Certificate but it cost money I can't afford. Tanong ko po
  1. May alternative po bang online course na totoong libre or at least mas mura? If so, worth it po ba siya sa mata ng mga recruiters?
  2. What other pragmatic ways should I take to build experience and credentials?
  3. How far off or close is my current degree from a career in data analyst? does it matter at all?
  4. Should I start learning programming as soon as now?
Thank you!!
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2023.06.01 04:03 Form-Early Bialetti Moka Express Water Chamber - An Ingenious Design?

Bialetti Moka Express Water Chamber - An Ingenious Design?
I have a Bialetti and an Imusa 1 cup moka pot. The Imusa is 1/3 the price of the Bialetti.
When I am brewing with the Imusa, I find that towards the end of the brewing process, the Imusa pot tends to violently spurt steam and water. I would have to lower the heat or remove the pot from the heat source before it reaches this stage, which is usually when the top chamber is half full. The bottom of the Imusa's water chamber is flat.
With the Bialetti, there are two spurting events during the brewing process. The first event is quite mild and not very loud. After this, it will subside, more coffee will percolate, and then it will reach the final spurting event which produces the familiar gurgling noise. The bottom of the Bialetti's water chamber has two levels.
I hypothesize that by having two levels in the water chamber, the Bialetti pot distributes the buildup of pressure between two events, rather than allowing it to reach extremely high pressures towards the end of the brew, like the Imusa.
Overall, the Bialetti water chamber design simplifies the brewing process. The Imusa requires close attention to make sure it is removed from the heat at the correct time or else it will make a mess. With the Bialetti, I can leave it on medium heat and remove it once I hear gurgling noises. Much more convenient! Even though the Bialetti cost 3x as much, IMO it is definitely worth it.
Do you think this was done by design? Do any other moka pots have this design in the water chamber? Have I been drinking too much coffee?
View of the Bialetti Moka Express bottom water chamber. Notice the recessed areas.
View of the Imusa water chamber. Despite the spiral texture, the bottom is relatively flat.
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2023.06.01 04:03 bdrewth ISO Roommates to Apartment Hunt With ($750-$800)

Hello !! I (18f) am looking for 1-2 roommates to apartment hunt with. I'm starting school in September, but I'm aiming to move in nearer (?) to the end of August.
Location:
I’m looking for places in Pilsen, Logan Square, Wicker park, and possibly Little Italy. I’d like to be close to public transport because I will be commuting everyday.
Rent:
I’m looking to pay no more than in the $750-$800 range for my portion of rent. I’ve found a small handful of apartments that make that possible with 1-3 people living in one apartment.
Me:
I’m not a clean freak by any measure, but I am tidy/ I clean up after myself.
I don’t have any pets with me, but I am cat/dog friendly. :)
Wish list;
The only thing I’m looking for in a place is natural light, access to public transport, and a washe dryer.
non-negotiatiables:
\*I’m only comfortable with living with other women as of now*\**

I've never apartment hunted before, so please be patient with me lol. Do reach out if you’re interested :)
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2023.06.01 04:03 juliuskleindiamonds Julius Klein Diamonds - A Leader In The Diamond Industry

Julius Klein Diamonds - A Leader In The Diamond Industry
Julius Klein Diamonds is an international diamond company that was founded in 1948 and remains a family organization. With generations of elite diamantaires, the company values history and brings together state-of-the-art technology with rich traditions to create the best diamond offerings. Loyal Master Cutters have contributed their talents through long tenures and continue to supply the best in quality, clarity, and ethical practices. Julius Klein Diamonds is known for its close relationships with independent retail partners.
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2023.06.01 04:02 SaintPhebe What is the one thing that will make you close a book and never open it again?

I actually have two. The first is when a book starts with a detailed chase sequence involving characters I know nothing about, it being the first scene of the book. (I hate this in movies too.) There is nothing more yawn-inducing than a deliberate attempt to hook the reader with something "thrilling" right out of the gate.
The second thing that will make me close a book and never open it again is anything involving animals being harmed. If it is super integral to the story, I may forgive it, but more often than not, it's just another cheap ploy to illicit emotion in the reader.
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