[FND] 9500 Sith Fury Class Interceptor - 87 spots @ $5/ea
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PCPartPicker Part List

Type	Item	Price
CPU	Intel Core i7-12700K 3.6 GHz 12-Core Processor	$258.99 @ Newegg
CPU Cooler	*be quiet! Dark Rock Pro 4 50.5 CFM CPU Cooler	$89.90 @ Amazon
Motherboard	*ASRock Z690 Extreme ATX LGA1700 Motherboard	$159.99 @ Amazon
Memory	*Patriot Viper 4 Blackout 64 GB (2 x 32 GB) DDR4-3200 CL16 Memory	$129.99 @ Amazon
Storage	*Crucial MX500 500 GB 2.5" Solid State Drive	$39.99 @ Amazon
Storage	Silicon Power P34A80 1 TB M.2-2280 PCIe 3.0 X4 NVME Solid State Drive	$48.99 @ Amazon
Storage	*Silicon Power A80 2 TB M.2-2280 PCIe 3.0 X4 NVME Solid State Drive	$98.99 @ Amazon
Video Card	MSI GeForce RTX 3060 Ventus 2X 12G GeForce RTX 3060 12GB 12 GB Video Card	$364.99 @ Amazon
Case	*Phanteks Eclipse P300A Mesh ATX Mid Tower Case	$59.99 @ Newegg
Power Supply	Silverstone ST85F-GS-V2 850 W 80+ Gold Certified Fully Modular ATX Power Supply	$131.09 @ Amazon
Wireless Network Adapter	Gigabyte GC-WBAX200 802.11a/b/g/n/ac/ax PCIe x1 Wi-Fi Adapter	$49.04 @ Amazon
	Prices include shipping, taxes, rebates, and discounts
	Total (before mail-in rebates)	$1441.95
	Mail-in rebates	-$10.00
	Total	$1431.95
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Crash Logs
Skyrim SSE v1.6.640
CrashLoggerSSE v1-8-0-0 Feb 1 2023 00:20:05
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Unhandled exception "EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION" at 0x7FF6EBE4E187 SkyrimSE.exe+110E187 lock inc dword ptr [rax+0x08]
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SYSTEM SPECS:

OS: Microsoft Windows 11 Home v10.0.22621 CPU: GenuineIntel 12th Gen Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-12700F GPU #1: Nvidia GA106 \[GeForce RTX 3060 Lite Hash Rate\] GPU #2: Microsoft Basic Render Driver PHYSICAL MEMORY: 14.07 GB/31.86 GB 

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PROBABLE CALL STACK:

\[ 0\] 0x7FF6EBE4E187 SkyrimSE.exe+110E187 -> 90352+0x27 lock inc dword ptr \[rax+0x08\] \[ 1\] 0x7FF6EBE9A9B0 SkyrimSE.exe+115A9B0 -> 91672+0x40 mov eax, \[rdi+0x04\] \[ 2\] 0x7FF6EBE9C275 SkyrimSE.exe+115C275 -> 91717+0x305 inc edi \[ 3\] 0x7FF6EBE9BADC SkyrimSE.exe+115BADC -> 91713+0x24C mov rcx, rsi \[ 4\] 0x7FF6EB1F27A6 SkyrimSE.exe+04B27A6 -> 31483+0xA6 movzx esi, al \[ 5\] 0x7FF6EBE507E8 SkyrimSE.exe+11107E8 -> 90396+0x128 movzx esi, al \[ 6\] 0x7FF6EBE8B858 SkyrimSE.exe+114B858 -> 91414+0x148 cmp byte ptr \[rdi+0x88\], 0x00 \[ 7\] 0x7FF6EB9B594B SkyrimSE.exe+0C7594B -> 69617+0xCB cmp \[rbx+0x08\], r14b \[ 8\] 0x7FF6EB9B5A76 SkyrimSE.exe+0C75A76 -> 69620+0x16 mov rcx, rbx \[ 9\] 0x7FF821A926BD KERNEL32.DLL+00126BD \[10\] 0x7FF8233CA9F8 ntdll.dll+005A9F8 

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REGISTERS:

RAX 0x4000000007 (size\_t) \[274877906951\] RCX 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] RDX 0x22C82BE6E58 (TESTopicInfo\*) File: "Skyrim.esm" Flags: 0x00000009 kDestructible kInitialized FormID: 0x000E30E0 FormType: Info (76) RBX 0x22CE282BCB0 (void\*) RSP 0xBB7E2FF7B0 (void\*) RBP 0xBB7E2FF920 (void\*) RSI 0x22CE282AC80 (void\*) RDI 0x22C82BE6E58 (TESTopicInfo\*) File: "Skyrim.esm" Flags: 0x00000009 kDestructible kInitialized FormID: 0x000E30E0 FormType: Info (76) R8 0x4A (size\_t) \[74\] R9 0x38 (size\_t) \[56\] R10 0x80 (size\_t) \[128\] R11 0x22CC5DEB448 (void\*) R12 0x701 (size\_t) \[1793\] R13 0x7FF6EC35A2B8 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+161A2B8 mov eax, 0xF6EC1B5F) R14 0xBB7E2FFA78 (BSPathBuilder\*) R15 0x22C82BE6E58 (TESTopicInfo\*) File: "Skyrim.esm" Flags: 0x00000009 kDestructible kInitialized FormID: 0x000E30E0 FormType: Info (76) 

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STACK:

\[RSP+0 \] 0xFFFFFFFF00000000 (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744069414584320 int: -4294967296\] \[RSP+8 \] 0xC72DBC2A00000038 (size\_t) \[uint: 14352334476074287160 int: -4094409597635264456\] \[RSP+10 \] 0x7FF600000070 (size\_t) \[140694538682480\] \[RSP+18 \] 0x7FF6EC35A2B8 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+161A2B8 mov eax, 0xF6EC1B5F) \[RSP+20 \] 0x22CE282BCB0 (void\*) \[RSP+28 \] 0x7FF6EBE9A9B0 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+115A9B0 mov eax, \[rdi+0x04\]) \[RSP+30 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+38 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+40 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+48 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+50 \] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+58 \] 0x38 (size\_t) \[56\] \[RSP+60 \] 0x48 (size\_t) \[72\] \[RSP+68 \] 0x7FF6EBE9C275 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+115C275 inc edi) \[RSP+70 \] 0x22CE282BCB0 (void\*) \[RSP+78 \] 0x7FF6EC456E30 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+1716E30 rol ch, 0x1E) \[RSP+80 \] 0x22C82BC2BB8 (PathingDoor\*) \[RSP+88 \] 0xBB7E2FF830 (void\*) \[RSP+90 \] 0x22C88EAE958 (void\*) \[RSP+98 \] 0x22C82B201F8 (void\*) \[RSP+A0 \] 0xBB7E2FF860 (void\*) \[RSP+A8 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+B0 \] 0x22D79282FF0 (ScrapHeap\*) \[RSP+B8 \] 0x22DD0530CB0 (void\*) \[RSP+C0 \] 0x22C00000080 (size\_t) \[2388001816704\] \[RSP+C8 \] 0x7FF60000005A (size\_t) \[140694538682458\] \[RSP+D0 \] 0x22D79282FF0 (ScrapHeap\*) \[RSP+D8 \] 0x22DD05310C0 (void\*) \[RSP+E0 \] 0xBB00000080 (size\_t) \[803158884480\] \[RSP+E8 \] 0x22D00000059 (size\_t) \[2392296783961\] \[RSP+F0 \] 0x22C82CB0510 (PathingLockData\*) \[RSP+F8 \] 0x7FF6EC35A2B8 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+161A2B8 mov eax, 0xF6EC1B5F) \[RSP+100\] 0x22C88F189A8 (void\*) \[RSP+108\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+110\] 0xC72DBC2A46B5B78B (size\_t) \[uint: 14352334477260601227 int: -4094409596448950389\] \[RSP+118\] 0x7FF6C10413CD (size\_t) \[140697776952269\] \[RSP+120\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+128\] 0x22C87C5D518 (void\*) \[RSP+130\] 0x22C884C7050 (PathingCell\*) \[RSP+138\] 0x22C0000FFFF (size\_t) \[2388001882111\] \[RSP+140\] 0xC3B4331CC37A57B2 (size\_t) \[uint: 14101952531835541426 int: -4344791541874010190\] \[RSP+148\] 0x7FF637000000 (size\_t) \[140695461429248\] \[RSP+150\] 0x22C82BD75A8 (void\*) \[RSP+158\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+160\] 0x22C88BDFF38 (PathingCell\*) \[RSP+168\] 0x22C0001FFFF (size\_t) \[2388001947647\] \[RSP+170\] 0x22C88EAE958 (void\*) \[RSP+178\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+180\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+188\] 0x7FF6EB1D8FD3 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0498FD3 mov rcx, rax) \[RSP+190\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+198\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1A0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1A8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1B0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1B8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1C0\] 0xA5E9A03C (size\_t) \[2783551548\] \[RSP+1C8\] 0x7FF6EBE9B724 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+115B724 add rsp, 0x38) \[RSP+1D0\] 0x22D79282920 (void\*) \[RSP+1D8\] 0x22C82BD75A8 (void\*) \[RSP+1E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1E8\] 0x768 (size\_t) \[1896\] \[RSP+1F0\] 0x22C88EAE958 (void\*) \[RSP+1F8\] 0xBB7E2FFA78 (BSPathBuilder\*) \[RSP+200\] 0x22C82B201F8 (void\*) \[RSP+208\] 0x7FF6EBE9BADC (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+115BADC mov rcx, rsi) \[RSP+210\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+218\] 0x4E (size\_t) \[78\] \[RSP+220\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+228\] 0x22C82CB0510 (PathingLockData\*) \[RSP+230\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+238\] 0x7FF6EC6280F8 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+18E80F8 xor dh, al) \[RSP+240\] 0x4280000043340000 (size\_t) \[4791830004649689088\] \[RSP+248\] 0xBBFF7FFFFF (size\_t) \[807445463039\] \[RSP+250\] 0x7FF6EC6280F8 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+18E80F8 xor dh, al) \[RSP+258\] 0x4280000043340000 (size\_t) \[4791830004649689088\] \[RSP+260\] 0xBBFF7FFFFF (size\_t) \[807445463039\] \[RSP+268\] 0x22D79282920 (void\*) \[RSP+270\] 0x22C89440FF0 (void\*) \[RSP+278\] 0xBB7E2FFAE0 (void\*) \[RSP+280\] 0x768 (size\_t) \[1896\] \[RSP+288\] 0xFFFFFFFF (size\_t) \[4294967295\] \[RSP+290\] 0x22C89440FF0 (void\*) \[RSP+298\] 0x7FF6EB1F27A6 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+04B27A6 movzx esi, al) \[RSP+2A0\] 0xBB0000004E (size\_t) \[803158884430\] \[RSP+2A8\] 0x22C88EAE900 (PathingRequest\*) \[RSP+2B0\] 0x22D79282920 (void\*) \[RSP+2B8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+2C0\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+2C8\] 0x7FF6EC62E108 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+18EE108 ) \[RSP+2D0\] 0x22C88EAE900 (PathingRequest\*) \[RSP+2D8\] 0x22C88F189A0 (void\*) \[RSP+2E0\] 0x22D79282FF0 (ScrapHeap\*) \[RSP+2E8\] 0x7FF6EB985400 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0C45400 fwait) \[RSP+2F0\] 0x22C89440FF8 (void\*) \[RSP+2F8\] 0x7FF6EDCE8C98 (AutoRegisterPathBuilderFactory\*) \[RSP+300\] 0xFFFFFF00 (size\_t) \[4294967040\] \[RSP+308\] 0x7FF6EBE507E8 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+11107E8 movzx esi, al) \[RSP+310\] 0x4E (size\_t) \[78\] \[RSP+318\] 0x22C88EAE900 (PathingRequest\*) \[RSP+320\] 0xBB7E2FFAE0 (void\*) \[RSP+328\] 0x22C88EAE900 (PathingRequest\*) \[RSP+330\] 0x22C88F189A0 (void\*) \[RSP+338\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+340\] 0x22D79283088 (char\*) "N" \[RSP+348\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+350\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+358\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+360\] 0x22C89440FC0 (PathingTaskData\*) \[RSP+368\] 0xFFFFFFFF (size\_t) \[4294967295\] \[RSP+370\] 0xBB7E2FFBB9 (void\*) \[RSP+378\] 0x7FF6EBE8B858 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+114B858 cmp byte ptr \[rdi+0x88\], 0x00) \[RSP+380\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+388\] 0x22C20C75C5E (size\_t) \[2388551752798\] \[RSP+390\] 0x22CDBB6F090 (void\*) \[RSP+398\] 0x22C0000004E (size\_t) \[2388001816654\] \[RSP+3A0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+3A8\] 0x22C88F19130 (void\*) \[RSP+3B0\] 0x22C00000000 (size\_t) \[2388001816576\] \[RSP+3B8\] 0x7FF8233C5193 (void\* -> ntdll.dll+0055193 mov ebx, eax) \[RSP+3C0\] 0x22CD78F3830 (void\*) \[RSP+3C8\] 0x7FF820AC9C2E (void\* -> KERNELBASE.dll+0039C2E nop \[rax+rax\*1\], eax) \[RSP+3D0\] 0x2 (size\_t) \[2\] \[RSP+3D8\] 0x7FF6EDE072B0 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+30C72B0 ) \[RSP+3E0\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+3E8\] 0x7FF820ADA0CD (void\* -> KERNELBASE.dll+004A0CD nop \[rax+rax\*1\], eax) \[RSP+3F0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+3F8\] 0x22D79283088 (char\*) "N" \[RSP+400\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+408\] 0x22C00000001 (size\_t) \[2388001816577\] \[RSP+410\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+418\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+420\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+428\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+430\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+438\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+440\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+448\] 0x22C8153E140 (BSWin32TaskletGroupData\*) \[RSP+450\] 0x7FF6EDDEB600 (BSWin32TaskletManager\*) \[RSP+458\] 0x22C89440FC0 (PathingTaskData\*) \[RSP+460\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+468\] 0x7FF6EB9B594B (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0C7594B cmp \[rbx+0x08\], r14b) \[RSP+470\] 0x22C8936C200 (void\*) \[RSP+478\] 0x22C00000002 (size\_t) \[2388001816578\] \[RSP+480\] 0x22C88F189A0 (void\*) \[RSP+488\] 0x7FF6EDDEB600 (BSWin32TaskletManager\*) \[RSP+490\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+498\] 0x7FF6EB9B5A76 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0C75A76 mov rcx, rbx) \[RSP+4A0\] 0x7FF6EDDEB600 (BSWin32TaskletManager\*) \[RSP+4A8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4B0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4B8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4C0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4C8\] 0x7FF821A926BD (void\* -> KERNEL32.DLL+00126BD mov ecx, eax) \[RSP+4D0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4D8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4E8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4F0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4F8\] 0x7FF8233CA9F8 (void\* -> ntdll.dll+005A9F8 jmp 0x00007FF8233CAA19) \[RSP+500\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+508\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+510\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+518\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+520\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+528\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+530\] 0x7CBAC59C00000000 (size\_t) \[8987713280176816128\] \[RSP+538\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+540\] 0x4F0FFFFFB30 (size\_t) \[5433133628208\] \[RSP+548\] 0x7FF820BE5D20 (void\* -> KERNELBASE.dll+0155D20 mov \[rsp+0x10\], rbx) \[RSP+550\] 0xBB7E2FE8C0 (void\*) \[RSP+558\] 0xC0498BC00007FF85 (size\_t) \[uint: 13855759385332547461 int: -4590984688377004155\] \[RSP+560\] 0x7FF85C0498BC (size\_t) \[140704672422076\] \[RSP+568\] 0xBB7E2FE8C0 (void\*) \[RSP+570\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+578\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+580\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+588\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+590\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+598\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5A0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5A8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5B0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5B8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5C0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5C8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5D0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5D8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5E8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5F0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5F8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+600\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+608\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+610\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+618\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] 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I've never been good at expressing myself or how I feel due to the stigma and outlandish nature and severity of some of my issues. But in the short 19 years I've been alive, I've never told anyone the things I've done, or the things others have done to me in an attempt to take them to my grave. But seeing as I outlived the life expectancy I imagined, I figured typing it out would allow me to let go of it and feel better because I feel horrible. So, without further stalling, I think I'll just hop into it, starting at the beginning.
When I was little, I lived a life similar to what I'm accustomed to now. Alone and fairly lonely, the few friends I had were due to being more well-adjusted or, at the very least, less fucked up. In addition, one of my friends was the child of my mother's best friend, and we were about the same age. The earliest memory I have is when I was 4 years old and something I can't remember happened. I was upset about something, and my mom left me in the room to cry while she went and played with my friend. While this situation has little relevance today, I think it's a good example of the catalyst that drove my behavior all through my life to what it is now, mainly my relationship with my mom, along with others we'll get to later.
My mother was not the nicest to me, and as I grew older, I would learn how much of an understatement that was. So skip forward a couple of years due to my memory and the irrelevancy of them to the story. Basically, I was a normal-ish kid with a few friends here and there who occasionally got in trouble, for which I almost always got my ass kicked, but who didn't? Jumping back in at around 9 years old, I was in the third grade, probably my favorite year in school due to having met my best friends and getting along with most other kids. The abuse had already taken hold at this age; I was already pretty apathetic to most feelings and never smiled. It was so noticeable that when I finally did smile, a girl at lunch pointed it out like she had seen a unicorn. But I wasn't depressed; I was just angry and didn't know how to express myself.
As a result, I got into more trouble, some of it BS, some of it not, such as my music teacher sending me to the principal for mouthing curse words while quietly talking to myself. In my defense, I wasn't talking about her; I was all the way in the back and didn't know the ambiguous individual could read lips. In fifth grade, I had a female teacher and her assistant whom I disliked because the teacher, in my opinion, was a dick and her assistant would constantly misinterpret what I said as if I were speaking Japanese. She asked me for a paper, and it being a round table, I didn't want to bend all the way across the table to slide her the paper. So I slid the paper gently across the table, and, as anticlimactic as it sounds, the paper slowly made its way to her, and she did not even attempt to grab it or stop it. Instead, she let it fall on the floor and claimed I "threw" it at her. I got sent to my homie at this point, the principal (she wasn't my biggest fan either).
These two incidents led to some of the worst ass beatings I've received at this point in my life. I would later come home to my mom, who is about 2.5 times bigger and stronger than me, and she was furious. I was punched in my chest and thrown into a stool on the ground, followed by a merciless beating with a belt, and left alone to stare at a wall, wallowing in my sadness. I think I could have handled the physical abuse, but the most damaging was the mental and verbal abuse. I would be forced to strip down to my t-shirt and underwear and stand at the door for hours. while she faked phone calls to my relatives, telling them to come get me and that I'd be leaving, before telling me to go sit down. I was constantly threatened with my life if I didn't comply, told I was a worthless "father less individual", etc. I would yell and scream so loudly that apparently our neighbors could hear it, which led to DCFS being called.
How it was explained to me was that the lady next door was crazy (even though we knew her kid, who was like 2 years younger and went to the same school), and the DCFS agent would take me away to a horrible place, a foster home. My mother told me that if that were the case, I wouldn't be placed with my other family members; nope, straight to the government. She came in my room a week before the agent to "warn" me of the dangers I might face if I snitched on her. She made me watch an hour-long documentary about people who were abused by the staff of foster homes, drilling into my head that if I ended up there, the other kids would pick on me and steal from me. That the staff would repeatedly molest (she had a weird thing with this one; I was asked about it every other day if "someone was playing with my butt" completely unprompted from 3rd to 6th grade) me and my toe would be eaten by mice as she claimed happened to my cousin (apparently he needed his toe graphed back on but I never confirmed this with him).
All of this terrified me, so when the time came to nut up or shut up, my nuts retracted back upstairs, and I most definitely shut up big time. Unable to process my emotions, they started manifesting in anger, which led to me being excluded from certain events at school like the outdoor fun day. I had to stay inside while everyone else played. The principal told me that she was going easy on me, and had she been following the rules, I'd have been expelled from elementary school already (I did get suspended though). When it came time to visit the middle school near the end of the year, I had to beg them to let me go because apparently my reputation preceded me, and the middle school principal knew who I was and asked me not to come because of my behavior. My mother had an overwhelming amount of control over my life and others that I would only learn about when I was older (she was responsible for me being in the same class as my best friend 3rd through 5th grade and making sure they served food I would eat on an out-of-state field trip so I wouldn't starve). (It's not really negative, but it sets the tone for how it would soon turn negative.)
Sixth grade rolled around, but this time I got to stay with my great-grandmother in the south. The entire time away from my mother and I improved significantly; I made a lot more friends (probably because of southern hospitality) and overall had a good time (trust me, it was an oddly cool school with equally cool teachers) except for a couple other issues that came with living with my grandma. I returned the next year to mom and a new middle school. All that progress from earlier, yeah, went straight out the window almost immediately. My anger had subsided, and what was left developed into a deep depression and resentment for people, my mom included. I thought people were worthless, making friends useless, so I went out of my way to avoid most people for the longest time. Until I succumbed to my social urges and made a few friends by avoiding the lunch room and eating in one of the science classes with some kids I had other classes with. During this time, I was reluctantly in "therapy" (I had been there since elementary, just talking to social workers, but nothing came of it until now).
Trouble would always seem to follow me; anytime a message was relayed from the school to mom, it almost guaranteed an ass beating. I would seemingly get in trouble for nothing, and my teachers would unknowingly be sending me on my way down death row to meet the executioner. Once I got in trouble for "throwing" another paper. I didn't realize we needed it and put it in the recycling, but the teacher saw it and told me to keep it, so I put it under my seat, and it fell through the bars of my chair basket while I wasn't looking, and she was mad at me for it. I also told my math teacher to "stop harassing me" because every 5 minutes she was hounding me about completing some work I had no intention of doing. That mistake was damn near fatal because, for some reason, I wasn't allowed to feel harassed, and telling my teacher that was apparently way out of pocket. I should also mention I had good grades up until I eventually began failing them.
All of this leads to more violent abuse. I was shoved into a wall, which hurt my arm so bad I needed an ice pack (and had to lie to the nurse about why I needed it). The next day, I was repeatedly hit with a broom, picked up by my collar, and slammed into walls before being thrown on the ground. The physical pain would subside in hours, but because what was done and said to me never left, I would almost always be left to sit and stare alone with my thoughts, and because of this, my mental state would degrade rapidly. Nothing else could bring me to tears like the pain of the person responsible for your entire life, who was supposed to love you unconditionally, constantly tormenting you. Her words would pierce and sting, while the same thing said to me by anyone else would roll off me like water off a duck's back.
Unable to escape the constant beratement, and depending on the severity, this would send me into suicidal spirals, and when I hit emotional rock bottom and couldn't feel any worse about myself, it was the only thing I looked forward to and all I thought about for months. When people asked me, "NT (Me), what are you going to be when you grow up?" or "NT, you're getting older. Have you thought about what you're going to do when you reach x (usually 18+) years old?" I had no idea, no answer. In my mind, living to be older than 16 seemed impossible. They were right when they said time would fly by. Back at school, the stress was getting to me. During a random game of Uno, I broke down and expressed some of my feelings, along with the fact that I was almost getting my ass beat with random objects on a weekly basis.
This ultimately led to no improvements in my life, just more people in my business. The process of them trying to help was akin to getting a law passed, full of procedures and red tape they had to follow because there was no physical evidence—I had no cuts, bruises, or wounds they could see. All they had to go on was the testimony of an emotionally disturbed preteen. They recommended I be placed in a mental hospital. I stayed after school while they called my dad to pick me up, and the car ride was silent until we arrived at the hospital. He asked, "Do you want to go in?" I said, "Yeah," and he couldn't figure out why he said I had it easy as a child. Because all I had to worry about was school and I had no bills to pay, I shouldn't have any reason to kill myself. I was essentially overreacting to him. So we went home.
Because I'm about to enter the next arc of my story. I'll share some extra fun facts that aren't directly related to the story, but I'd be remiss if I didn't. Our principal told us we had too many students for what the building was originally intended for. One day, while walking up the narrow stairs in between a crowd of kids rushing for their lockers, I was knocked over and trampled. I had at least two feet up my ass, one in my back, and one on top of my head, and I couldn't get up because no one could see me. Not long after, a teacher had to stop them from walking up the stairs so I could get up. When I got to my locker, the person whose locker was next to mine casually mentioned the trampling, and to be honest, it had only happened 30 seconds before, so I was pretty blown when she said that (I looked at her like, yeah, ambiguous individual, that was me y'all were just stepping on) and I told her, "Yeah, that was me." But let's not forget the time two of my classmates were fucking around playfighting and threw each other in such a way that the dude kicked me in the face. I sat in the same spot on the wall while waiting for my teacher, and, believe it or not, lightning does strike twice, because they were fucking around again and kicked me in the face in nearly the same way. This was an advisory class we had only once a week, and to make a long story even longer, I learned not to sit next to that wall anymore.
I began high school at the age of 14 and remained largely unchanged during this time. I still couldn't talk to anyone and dealt with the stress of going home to my mom, which significantly impacted how I behaved and how my grades would turn out at first. I had almost all A's before spiraling downward; at that point, I stopped caring what others thought of me and did whatever I could to make myself feel better. I would sleep in hallways on the floor, skip class, and do little to no work. I couldn't concentrate and wasn't worried about the consequences of my decisions until I graduated. The food in my house would run short, and my mom always told me if I ate it all before she went back to the grocery store, she wouldn't buy any more. I started skipping meals and eating less per meal to stretch the food we had, and at times I couldn't move without being doubled over in pain.
I was confined to my room almost constantly. I wasn't allowed to go anywhere but school, a couple of nearby restaurants, and back home. I couldn't leave my house if I wanted to hang out with friends (if only I had any) because I had to be in her presence at all times. I hypothesized about going to hang out with a female friend and was told I wouldn't be allowed to without her following behind us (I was 17 when I asked). If I wanted to hang out with a male friend, they had to go through a background check of sorts (it was easier to get a gun card than to get some friends I could hang with). I had to get their parents' phone numbers so she could talk to them, and then she would decide whether or not I could go, which wasn't even a guarantee. Imagine you're in school, and a kid who wants to be friends with you tells you they need your parents to talk to each other and give their permission. That's embarrassing. I would imagine I'd be laughed at and made fun of, or they wouldn't go through all the trouble for someone who was already known as an incredibly strange individual, so most of the time I never tried out of fear of this.
I had no way to cope surrounded by people, and knowing what some of them might think of me, I would put my head down for weeks in every class because at this point I was genuinely terrified of people. I had developed selective mutism and would not talk to 98 percent of students and about 80 to 90 percent of staff; when I did, it was in short, vague sentences and almost only when spoken to. Up until I was 15, the abuse continued the same as before, but as I got older, it became more Physical I had mostly stopped getting hit with belts, and when I did get hit, it was in the arm and chest, with the occasional hit in the mouth. I'd be backed into a corner while my mother yelled the most vile and hurtful things at me. I was told I ruined her life and that I kept her from having a life. If I ever lost my keys, I would immediately be in trouble, but if I lied about it, that was even worse. My mom worked from home before it was cool to work from home, so she was almost constantly home. If I had lied about having my keys, I would have been locked out of the house for hours until she finished working, rain or shine; snowing and cold; hot and humid; it didn't matter. But that mostly stopped when the damage it did to me became apparent, and I had a psychotic episode.
My mother was upset with me for some reason and was yelling loudly about how worthless I was, that she wished I was never born, and so on. (At this point, I was the most miserable I'd been in a long time. My mental state was comparable to the fragility of a ceramic plate: solid, sturdy, and functional. Just pray to God you don't drop it if you'd like it to remain intact.) I became late because I had misplaced my hat, but when I told her I had it in my pocket, she said, "Let me see it then; why is it not on your head? Put it on!" So I began looking for my hat in my bookbag, and when I found it, she snatched it from my grasp and smacked me on the head with it. I felt something click inside me, like a light switch being turned on. Without warning, I began having a psychotic breakdown. I put my hands on my head and started screaming as loud as I could uncontrollably, "I can't take it! I can't take it anymore," repeatedly while frantically shuffling like a chicken with its head cut off in front of my mom. I had no control over my actions, and my mother stopped me and pulled my hands off my head, but I wouldn't stop screaming, and she had to calm me down in order for me to stop. It was terrifying for the both of us because I think it was the first time she had ever seen anything like that, and it was the first time I ever did anything like that. The feeling was terrifying almost indescribable the closest comparison I could make is to the tea cup scene from get out. I felt like I got yanked out my body while simultaneously remaining in there like my soul was trapped behind my eyes and all I could do is watch.
After that experience, my mother began to soften her stance toward me, and the big 19 began, so I had virtual classes for about two years that I never finished, but I persevered and eventually graduated (while failing a significant number of classes), and when I did, I was enrolled in an alternative school. When I was eighteen, me and my mom got into an argument because I didn't want to go back to school. It was boring and sad because there were only two or three kids in my class, and we did elementary school work all day. There were no phones, we had to wear uniforms, and free time was scarce. The only slightly good part was that we worked a couple hours a day and they paid us. But it was only four dollars an hour, and we worked two hours each day unless you were in the special work program, which meant you worked two extra hours after school. With the long cab ride there, I'd get home around 5:30 to 6:00 every day, only to wake up at 8 a.m. and do it all over again. But we agreed that if I found a job before school resumed, I wouldn't have to go. I had a week and a half to do it.
I applied everywhere and even made it all the way through orientation at one place, but I was in a factory doing 12 hour shifts and about 4 miles from my house, so I turned it down because I was scared and had to be realistic because walking multiple miles through areas I'd never been to daily was just too much for me. I was told I had to leave if I wasn't working or going to school, and I couldn't stay the night. I was kicked out after calling my grandparents, who said I could stay with them. I packed two weeks worth of clothes and walked over there. The first few weeks were weird, but I finally saw the light at the end of the world's darkest and longest tunnel. For the first time in years, I knew what it was like to not be abused and verbally assaulted on a daily basis. But, unfortunately, I was beyond repair, at least on my own. I searched for a job and tried to enroll in college, but I was never taught or allowed to do that growing up. I was raised indoors and was never taught the skills needed to survive outside. I still didn't know how to talk to people, and I was terrified of them. I would have panic attacks a couple times a month and rely on others to feed and clothe me. I was wearing the same two weeks worth of clothes for several months until my great-grandmother sent me more.
Around this time I started smoking weed, and it was amazing how those first times getting high were the best and made me forget all about my problems and truly relax. But I didn't know what I was getting into and developed an exponentially growing habit. I started taking fake Xanax and getting slumped while I went about my day high as a kite. Just to forget about the majority of what I did the following day. The only reason my Xan problem didn't get out of hand was that I kept losing all of the pills after a few times, so I stopped buying them. But it was too late when I exhausted the small amount I had and began withdrawing. Let me tell you, like anyone else who has dealt with Xan withdrawals will tell you, they are not to be played with; hell isn't even a good enough comparison. It's something I truly wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. (My mom excluded.) I had severe paranoia, extreme agitation, a splitting headache that wouldn't quit, and panic attacks frequently (plus a strong urge to KMS as well, which is normal at this point). But I was lucky: Xanax is the only drug that can kill you by going cold turkey, and if your body became physically dependent, you were more than likely to have multiple seizures coming your way.
My replacement for Xanax was fake Mallinckrodt pills, aka dirty 30s, blues, perc 30s, or whatever name you used or knew they were synonymous with fentanyl or worse. (Believe me when I say they most definitely make things worse than fent) I'm confident I got worse because they didn't test positive for fent, which means its something the test couldn't detect. I turned full junkie and was smoking them off foil before I was 19. I overdosed twice going to sleep, and I was never confident if I was going to wake up. The opioid withdrawals are 100x easier than the Xans, and I was smoking drugs stronger than fentanyl. I quit those, and not too long after, I was taking fake ecstasy pills and Molly capsules, which, aside from the slight stimulant psychosis and vomiting, were probably my favorites. They let me experience happiness for the first time and gave me the ability to communicate and interact with other people. It felt like I'd been missing something my entire life.
Now I'm 19 on the cusp of being a broke "adult" with no real skills, aspirations, or anything positive going for him. This year I discovered while in high school I was diagnosed with autism, ADHD, ODD, social anxiety disorder, and antisocial personality disorder, all while attending school, and nobody ever told me or hinted at it to me in the slightest at all. I guess they just wanted me to cruise through life ignorant and struggling. I'm constantly reminded of how much of a burden I am because I can't do much more than take care of myself. I hide it somewhat well due to my lifelong fear of being mistaken for insane, but it takes an enormous amount of effort to even get out of bed and make something to eat. In order to keep the invasive thoughts and feelings away, I have to keep myself entertained and amused all day or else the feelings come rushing back. I honestly hate my life. I have little to look forward to and regret my almost entire life due to me ruining any chance at fun I had growing up because of how I behaved. I can barely leave my house, and if I go anywhere beyond a couple of blocks, I have panic attacks and get extreme anxiety that effects me physically. I feel my ability to comprehend and understand things slowing down. It's harder to focus and pay attention, and I feel almost like an alien when I'm around other people.
Recently, I had a phone call with my mom and had a panic attack (we haven't spoken in 2 years since I was put out). It was just like old times, when she was mad at me about a misunderstanding and was yelling and screaming about how I don't care that I'm wasting her money. (she bought my phone as a gift on a payment plan when I turned 18) As an adult I felt extremely disrespected by the things she said so before my mental health suffered anymore I hung up mid sentence and blocked her. The next day my phone was bricked and completely unusable, as it was technically not paid for, so somebody had to get me a new phone. Today I feel extremely hopeless towards any chance of repairing my life. I don't know what to do and I wish I did. I wish I could shake this dead man walking feeling I've got. Throughout the day, life doesn't even feel real at times. I feel as though if I keep hanging in there, eventually someone's going to find me hanging from somewhere. I don't know how my relatives do it. I could never imagine being their age. This isn't everything that's ever happened to me (I know it's hard to believe), but I feel I've described my story as concisely as possible in a semi-chronological order. Anything else would just be extra or I'd be repeating myself. With all that being said, my think noodle is hurting, and I think (clearly I do too much of this) I need to find it some dopamine. I appreciate anyone who takes the time to read this fully because, as God knows, I can't tell a living soul who knows me this. Night. -NT

From may 1 - July 29th May rent payed for, you pay for June and July GIRLS ONLY
This is a sublease in a 4x4.5 apartment in which you would have three other roommates. It is a girls only unit, at The Ridge Apartment Complex in Gainesville Fl. The rent is per bedroom 769, plus utilities normally around 30-60 dollars for water and electricity. The bedroom comes furnished, with the night stand, desk, bed, mattress and dresser. There is a common room, kitchen, extra living room downstairs, storage closet in the garage, it comes with free parking (you have a garage and a driveway). It is three stories, first story is the garage and one of the living rooms, second floor is one of the bedrooms, kitchen, common room and half bathroom, and third floor includes the laundry room, and three of the bedrooms. Each bedroom door has a private key, which you can choose to lock your door whenever. The apartment complex has a resort styled pool, gym, study room, etc. the sublease is for the summer of 2023, from beginning of may to the end of July. The specific details can be talked about more in depth later if you are interest. You can easily extend the lease with the leasing office if that is what you wish to do. If you have any questions or are interested, feel free to reach out:)
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Let me say first that i love my son. He's a little over 3 months old and today i could go on and on about how important he is to me and how lucky i feel to get to be his father for the rest of our lives, but i did not start off feeling this way, it did not come naturally.
My wifes delivery was pretty scary for us. Probably fairly normal in the grand scheme of things, but i wasn't living in the grand scheme of things, i was just in a room with my wife waiting for our little mans to arrive. It was a long wait, 25 hours from water breaking to birth. It was slow all day long until it wasn't. Out of nowhere (it seemed) his heartrate tanked and it turned into a real scene. Nurses hollering down the hallway, people rushing in and out of the room, professionally but still panicked. A doctor we had never met comes into the room and starts to give my wife the run down for the emergency c section that was about to be performed.
I (who had had a panic attack simply WITNESSING my wife being given the epidural a couple hours prior) was in the corner of the room sobbing. I kept trying to tell myself that this is something that happens all the time, and mothers and babies survive all the time, but i was gripped with fear and hopelessness. I kept telling myself to be strong for my wife, but i couldn't find the courage. I think i was crying more than she was before she had left the room.
I wasn't given any information, i had no idea how long the procedure was going to take, i just was left in what felt like, 15 minutes prior, a pretty cramped room with the massive bed and all the hangers and tubes and tables - and it was now empty, sans me in the corner of the room sitting in this chair. A few minutes after my wife and all the staff had rushed out of the room, a cleaner came through to take care of the room for the next patients, and boy that just opened me right up again. It felt indescribably awful, i don't know. Something poetic maybe, but i'm too stupid to conjure anything up.
Anyways, about 10 minutes after that, our midwife comes into the room to find me sort of a husk of a man, trying to listen to a podcast on my phone to distract myself from myself. She explains to me that the surgery was complete and i could come see my son.
I felt nothing.
She brought me down the hallway, through a few doors, and into the NICU and to the sort of table that my son was laying on.
Feeling nothing.
I don't know what to do. I want to ask if my wife is okay, but i feel like the fact that she hasn't said anything about her is bad news and i am NOT ready to hear that at this moment. Maybe she did tell me, before when she first saw me and i wasn't listening. My wife always reminds me how bad i am at listening and i say "huh?". I'm looking down at this little guy, hes got a number of wires taped to him, and they are blowing oxygen into his nose from a tube. I don't really know what to do, so i just keep looking at him, but i can't stop thinking about my wife. I was wearing a mask at this stage so i can't imagine how my eyes looked to the nurses caring for my son.
After a few minutes of me trying to force a tear down my face, and a few pictures my midwife took of me over him (incredibly grateful for those pictures) i was brought back to the room i had been waiting in before and she says "autumn will be by here soon, keep an eye out for her". I hold back the tears as hard as i can until she leaves the room and then just let loose. We're these all stored up from seeing my son before?
A short while later, my wife is wheeled by the room. I would have missed her if i wasn't staring out that door like a madman the whole time. I shout her name and get up and run towards the bed shes on. She's very drugged up still, pretty sweaty and haggard, and she looked more beautiful to me than on our wedding day.
We go to the NICU together so she can meet our boy. It was a hell of a time wheeling her in there on that massive bed. I think i knocked a few things over, but no one seemed too bothered. We got her into position as to not block off the main walkway in the room, but close enough that she could get her eyes on him.
It was pretty fucking magical, and it's hard to even type this out through my watering eyes right now.
It felt like seeing her see him, even in the state she was in, all the love that was pouring out of her, radiating from every part of her being, all of it for him, god damn. It wasn't until then when i thought, oh, ok, yeah right, that's what's supposed to be happening.
I'm getting a little carried away with this post, much more than i thought i was going to (i am a rambler at heart), so this next part i won't go into much detail, but my god we had the worst neighbours in the ward.
I opted for the ward that was covered (canada) and it is 1 room that houses 3 mothers. The room we were in, partitioned by curtains, was roughly 7 ft x 10 ft, and the bed took up over 80% of the room i think. The couple directly beside us (and also in our "room" on dozens of occasions through the next few hours) we're pretty awful. They were fighting constantly, fighting and screaming at nurses, shouting over at us, walking into our area to "get away from eachother", yelling at us and directly at my son a couple of times. It just was a lot. After the first night we ended up getting moved, by the head nurse, to a private room free of charge. Later i tried to explain to my wife that if i had fought back or engaged with them at any point really, we probably would have both been seen as problems and not been rewarded as such. Ya gotta be kind.
All of that to say...it was not the best day of my life, not by a long shot. I wouldn't say it was the worst day of my life, i had some pretty awful and traumatic teenage years, but yeah it was a real stinker. You imagine it to be like all the movies. Doctor says push, your wife screams and pushes, and then someone hands you a baby. I wonder how different of a connection i would have had with him had that been the case, but that's not his fault and never something i could imagine holding against him.
It was very hard though in those first few weeks. I felt like i was caring for him for my wife, because i wanted her to be happy and to be proud of me, but not necessarily because i felt the instinct or desire to care for him. I certainly never neglected him, i don't think, but it just didn't feel like coming from a place of love. It was only about a month or so ago i realized i needed to be giving him more kisses, because my dog was getting more nightly smooches than my son was.
I think, and i bet a lot of my close friends and my wife would say, that i am a very loving, caring, affectionate person. I don't know if that makes it worse for how i felt those early days and weeks, i don't know.
I'm in a much better place with him now. I almost had to - i don't want to say force, but maybe some heavy self encouragement to keep showing him affection and telling him that I love him. It may sound strange or unhealthy (i hope not) but it has shown to be effective! Even just today compared to a month ago, how strongly i feel for him has multiplied 1000x. I really, truly feel so lucky and blessed to be on this journey with he and my wife, and i hope he thinks highly of me one day. I hope i can do him well and make him proud of me.
I don't know exactly why i've written all this out. I mean, theres no way anyone in their right mind is going to read all this, is there? It did feel nice typing out these words anyhow. It's not something i've talked to anyone about, barely even have brought it up with my wife, but i just wanted to get it out somewhere.
I don't know what the moral is, i don't know exactly what i've taken away from all of this if anything. It's not an extravagant or dramatic or unique tale, but it did feel like all of that to me.
Take care to everyone out there. I bet you're doing great even if you don't think it.

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Gold
BOTH SOLD 2017 Queens Beast Griffin 1/4 Oz Gold - $565 Each (2 available)
SOLLD Gold Centennial Mercury Dime 1/10th Oz - $325 (Comes with Box and COA)
PENDING 2018 1/4 Oz Gold Proof Libertad (Copper Spots) - $585
SOLD 1996 China Unicorn 1/20th Oz Gold PF 68 UC - $140 (Red spot)
1 Gram SMI Gold - $85
SOLD 2.5 Gram PAMP in 21k Bezel - $200 (Melt is at around $192)(2.5 Gram Gold Bar and .6 Grams of 21k)
SOLD 1/2 Gram Gold IGR with problems - $33
SOLD .1 Gram Gold Karat Bar - $10 Each (9 available)
SOLD .1 Gram Gold Karat Bar Broken - $8
4 Grams of Gold Shot - $264
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Copper
SOLD 1 Oz Copper Rounds - $1.50 Each (12 available)
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Platinum
BOTH SOLD 1999 1/10th Platinum Eagle - $168 Each (2 available)
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Random Silver
Rarities Mint 1 Oz Liberty High Relief - $30
United States Marine Corps 1 Oz in Capsule - $32
ALL PENDING 1 Oz Valhalla Vikings - $26.25 Each (10 available)
1 Oz 2022 Norfed - $60 Each (2 available)
SOLD 1 Oz Ghana Alien - $27 (Imperfect)
Generic 1 Oz Silver Rounds - $26.25 Each (5 available)(No cherry Picking)
SOLD 2021 1 Oz Donald and Daisy Duck - $33
2020 1 Oz Lion King - $30
SOLD 1981 Happy Holidays 1 Oz - $26
2020 Terra 1 Oz - $33
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Government/Sovereign Minted Silver 1 Oz Rounds
Queens Beast 2 Oz 11 Coin Set - $825 (All in fresh Capsules)
5 SOLD 2023 Somali Elephant 1 Oz (Tube Fresh) - $27.50 Each (20 available)
SOLD 5 Oz Gettysburg ATB - $138 (Imperfect)
2019 Gold Gilded Krugerrand - $28
2019 Gold Plated Britannia - $28
SOLD 2015 Year of the Goat 1 Oz - $32
Imperfect Ruthenium Plated Silver Eagles - $28.50 Each (2 available)
SOLD 2019 Gold Plated Silver Eagle - $28.50 (Good reverse, not a perfect obverse)
SOLD 25th Anniversary Silver Maple - $27 (Milky)
SOLD 2013 Canada 1 Oz Bison - $27
SOLD 2015 Canda 1.25 Oz Bison - $32.50 ($26/Oz)
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90% Silver
Complete Franklin Half Dollar Album (35 Coins) - $385
PENDING 1953 Carver Silver Half Dollar Uncirculated - $14
1994 US Veterans (3) Proof Silver Dollars (Milky) - $72 (Comes in Box with COA)
90% Kennedy Key Chain - $12 Each (2 available)
BU Silver Dime - $2
Good Looking George Washington - $5
2008 Bald Eagle Silver Dollar with medal - $24
Ben Franklin Silver Dollar - $24
SOLD 90% Silver Lot - $2.20 FV - $41.80 (Arizona Quarter is an impaired silver proof)
SOLD 1892 Columbian Exposition Half Dollar - $12
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90% Silver Proof
1960 Proof Set in Holder - $25
Silver Proof Dimes - $2.10 Each (2 available)
Franklin Half Dollar Impaired Proofs - $13.50 Each (2 available)
1982 George Washington Silver Proof Half Dollar - $12 Each (Comes with Box and COA)(3 available)
Imperfect Silver Proof Dollar - $23
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Morgan/Peace Dollars
ALL SOLD Pre 1921 Good Looking Silver Dollars in Capsules - $32 Each (Some have light cleaning)
ALL SOLD Random Cull Dollars - $25.50 Each (3 available)
1888 O Morgan Silver Dollar - $27
Pre 1921 Decent Morgans - $30 Each
1921 Morgan - $33
SOLD Ugly Betty - $23
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Silver Bars
25 Ozt Engelhard Silver Bar - $1,400
2 SOLD 2022 PAMP Year of Tiger 10 Gram - $25 Each (8 available)
PENDING 1 Oz The Nassau Madison Mint - $30
7 SOLD 1 Oz Unity Silver Bar - $26.25
ALL SOLD Random 1 Oz Silver Bars - $26.25 Each (3 available)
SOLD Southeast Refining 1 Oz Silver Bar - $31
PENDING Mutiny Metals 1 Oz Silver Pour - $27
5 Oz Golden State Mint Vintage Bar - $200
SOLD 1 Oz Nadir - $26.25
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World Silver
1972 Cayman Island $25 Sterling Silver - $24/Ozt * 1.5271= $36.50 Each (4 available)
-Theres one that is milky, take that one for $23/Ozt * 1.5271 = $35
1926 Un Peso Mexico - $11
1977 100 Pesos - $16
1832 5 Francs Holed - $20
BOTH SOLD Mexico 5 Pesos - $28 Left / $26 Right
World Silver Lot #1 - .7226 ASW * $24 = $17.25
PENDING 1982 Canada Prestige Proof Set - $12 (Only one Silver dollar)
World Silver Lot #2 - 1.4993 ASW * $24 = $36 for the Lot
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Fractional Silver
SOLD 1/4 Oz Buffalos - $8 Each (4 available)
2 SOLD 1/2 Oz Apmex Sealed Rounds - $14 Each
2017 15 Gram Silver Panda - $25 (Comes with Box and COA)(Coin Doesn't fully sit in case)
12 SOLD 1 Gram Silver Valcambi in Capsules - $1.60 Each (24 available)
SOLD 1/2 Oz Great White Shark - $16
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Premium Silver
Geiger Club 1 Gram Gold and 1/2 Oz Silver Set with COA - $140
Darth Vader Chibi - $235
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Silver Slabs
PCGS 2017 Gallus MS 70 First Strike - $65
1943 P War Nickel NGC MS 65 - $18
2021 Reverse Proof Silver Set NGC 35th Anniversary Slab - $225 for the pair (PF 69 and 66)
PENDING 1921 NGC MS 63 Morgan - $55
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Absolutely Random Silver
20th Century Type Set in Capital Holder - $98
-Comes. with Peace Dollar, Silver proof dime, quarter, Kennedy and Franklin. Also a Proof 40% Ike.
Sterling Silver Round - Spot - $28.50 (41.3 Grams)
Sterling Silver Round - Spot- $45.35 Each (65.7 Grams)
BU War Nickel - $3
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Libertads
2020 1/2 Oz Proof Libertad (Marks are on the capsule) - $55
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SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
SUPER BOWL 54
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX
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I JUST REMEMBERED, E-TRADE HAS AN OPTION TO IMPORT OTHER E-TRADE ACCOUNTS. I WILL FIND OUT. I WILL THEN BE ABLE TO, PURCHASE SHARES AND SEND THE PORTFOLIO TO A LOVED ONE. THEREFORE I CAN BUILD PORTFOLIOS AS QUICKLY AS I NEED TO. EACH ACCOUNT WILL HAVE A BENEFICIARY. YET AND STILL, WE YEARN FOR NOTHING BUT SUCCESS, IN OUR ENDEAVORS. IF I GIVE UP THE PERSONAL LIFE, FOR ANOTHER DECADE, WHAT HAPPENS? MAYBE FIVE YEARS. I DON'T KNOW THE FULL SPECS OF MY OWN FATE. SO, THIS JUST DOES NOTHING MORE THAN INSPIRE ME TO GO WAY HARDER THEN. I DO NOT KNOW WHEN THIS IS ALL GOING TO END, SO LET'S JUST BEGIN TO GO AS HARD AS WE CAN WHEN WE GO, UNTIL THE END.
MY ENTIRE JOURNEY UP TO NEW YORK, I WAS SURROUNDED BY FAMILY. BEING BLESSED TO BE HERE AND STILL PURSUING THE DREAMS, I MUST MAKE SURE MY FAMILY IS FINANCIALLY SECURE FOR THE BLOODLINE'S LIFETIME. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS BY YOURSELF IS EXHILARATING. ACTUALLY. I HAVE TO GO HARD IN THIS ENDEAVOR, DUE TO ONE SIMPLE FACT. NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE START UP. ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE THOUGH AND SO I WILL MAKE IT WORK. THIS HAS TO BE SO WEIRD FOR SOME, SOME MAY GET IT QUICKLY. SOME WILL GET IT INSTANTLY.
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PLEASE ALLOW ME, TO FURTHER PLACE YOU INTO THE STUDY DEN. THE DEN OF STUDY IS MAGNIFICENT. FOR EXAMPLE. URGENT ISSUE. THERE IS A LIST OF INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN, UTILIZING THE STOCK MARKET. WE HAVE A FEW COMPANIES TOTAL, ON THE WATCHLIST. THEY ARE COMPRISED OF DIFFERENT INDUSTRIES AMONG COMPETING DUOS. WORKING TOGETHER TO PROFIT OUR PORTFOLIOS. NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. SMME AND NXT-ID ARE BIOMETRICS COMPANIES. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT, WHAT INDUSTRY RVBR IS IN. TOMORROW, THE THIRD OF FEBRUARY, WE WILL HAVE THE FUNDS ON E-TRADE TO PURCHASE RVBR SHARES. $90 WORTH IN COMPANY STOCK. JASON'S $100 WILL BE USED FOR DOGECOIN AND SMME. $0.002 AND $0.012, RESPECTIVELY. 20,500 DOGECOIN IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. DO THAT THREE TIMES AND MATCH THE MAX AMOUNT OF DOGECOIN I HAD IN 2018, BEFORE TRADING CURRENCY. I HAVE TO GET THOSE DOGECOINS BACK. THEN MORE DOGECOIN. I HAD 500 RIPPLE XRP IN THE COINBASE. I HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR ALL OF MY 2018 ACCOUNTS.
ON ROBINHOOD, I WAS ABLE TO TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRIES. ROBINHOOD THEN SHOWED ME COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. IF ROBINHOOD ONLY SHOWED ME THE COMPANIES WITH THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRY IN IT SOMEHOW, THEN DANG. BRA, WE HAVE TO LOCATE STOCKS RELATED TO AUTONOMOUS CARS. THE SELF DRIVING REVOLUTION. WE MUST BE A PART OF IT. I ALWAYS WANTED MY OWN DRIVER. EVERYONE KNOWS IT. I WOULD PAY THE DRIVER $100,000 YEARLY. THEIR RETIREMENT PORTFOLIO WOULD BE AMAZING. MY DRIVER WOULD'VE BEEN A BILLIONAIRE AT THE END OF IT ALL. THE CAREER. ON E-TRADE, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THE ROBINHOOD STOCKS LOCATED. I WILL SEE IF THE E-TRADE SEARCH ENGINE IS LIKE OR BETTER THAN ROBINHOOD. ON GOOGLE, IT IS DIFFERENT TO FIND COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRIES. PENNY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES. 5$. EVEN $20 IS WHATEVER. IT IS SUCH A RACE. THE RACE AGAINST THE PROJECTION TIME OF THESE INDUSTRIES.
AUTONOMOUS CARS, I NEED STOCKS IN FIVE G. 5G STOCKS MUST BE MINE. IT'S AN EASY KILL. GET IT? TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE DANGEROUS. DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE USED AGAINST YOU ONE DAY. IMAGINE IF YOU INVESTED HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS INTO POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY? POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS AS IN IF IT IS IN THE WRONG HANDS. ALWAYS REMEMBER, UNDERGROUND BUNKERS COST MONEY. THESE ARE TWO NEW INDUSTRIES, I HAD PUT ON THE LIST MENTALLY. THIS MAY BE THE FIRST TIME I AM MENTIONING THEM BOTH. I MAY HAVE MENTIONED FIVE G IN THIS VOLUME. I MAY HAVE ALREADY TOUCHED ON THE NOTE OF TECHNOLOGY POSSIBLY GROWING DANGEROUS. IT WOULD HAPPEN EVEN WITHOUT YOUR MONEY. GOOD REASON TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE UNDERGROUND BUNKER. GOOD REASON TO HAVE FUNDS FOR THE FOREIGN TRIPS ABROAD. GOOD THING TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE NEW HOUSES ABROAD. AFTER THIS CHAPTER, THE PROJECT IS TO RECORD US RESEARCHING FOR COMPANIES IN ALL OF THE INDUSTRIES. THIS WAY, WE ARE MORE PRIVY TO THE ACTUAL PRICES OF THE COMPANIES OFFERED ON THE PLATFORMS, IN THESE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES.
IT IS A FULL ON RACE OF RESEARCH AND APPLICATION. ONLY CONSTANT APPLICATION OF CONSTANT RESEARCH, WILL GET THIS DONE. THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO HAVE A LIST OF COMPANIES IN EACH INDUSTRY, AVAILABLE ON THE PLATFORMS WE ARE USING TO HOLD THE COMPANY STOCKS. THIS IS MY LINGO. I FEEL FINANCIAL LITERACY, OOZING THRU THE VEINS. I'M ONLY BEGINNING. THANK GOD AND GOD WILLING. I WANTED TO DO A RECORDING, ABOUT IZZY. I WILL, WHILE RESEARCHING THE INDIVIDUAL COMPANIES, WITHIN EACH INDUSTRY. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THEIR COMPETITORS. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THE RELATED INDUSTRIES AS WELL. THIS IS ON MY MIND HEAVY. THIS IS THE ENTIRE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT. THE LESSON PLANS FOR CREATIVE FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, WOULD BE PRISTINE. THEY WOULD BE CLEAN. IN ALL OF THE STORIES I HAVE DONE, I FEEL REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE. VOLUME ONE OF TWENTY FIVE.
I ONLY WANTED TO EXPLORE MY OWN MIND. I WANTED THE CONFIDENCE IN MY OWN CREATIVE FACULTIES, TO ATTAIN DESTINY. WHAT I AM WORKING ON, IS TOO VALUABLE, FOR A RECKLESSLY GUIDED SOCIAL LIFE TO STEER IT OFF COURSE. I WILL BE LONELY, IF I AM STAYING ON COURSE. IF I STAY ON COURSE LONG ENOUGH, I WON'T BE SO LONELY FOREVER. IF I STILL AM, THEN I WAS FOREVER ON COURSE. I PUT MY PERSONAL YEARNINGS ASIDE FOR YEILDINGS. FEELINGS AND YEILDINGS. YEARNINGS AND EARNINGS. THE LEARNINGS AND THE BURNINGS. BUILDING THE DREAM LIFE FOR MYSELF, HAS LEFT ME WITH NO PERSONAL LIFE. I AM CRAFTING MY TIME. BACK TO AUTONOMOUS CARS NOW. WE NEED TO KNOW WHAT COMPANIES ARE IN EACH INDUSTRY. WE CAN THEN CALCULATE MANY DOLLARS WE NEED FOR ONE HUNDRED TO ONE THOUSAND SHARES IN COMPANY STOCK. I JUST HAD TO ASK MYSELF, WHAT FONT IS THIS? THIS FONT IS EPIC. EPIC FONTS.
THE MORE STOCKS YOU FIND, IN THE INDUSTRY YOU ARE LOOKING IN, THE MORE STOCKS YOU CAN BUY, OF MORE COMPANIES, WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. OBSTACLES WILL COME OUR WAY. IT IS JUST THE UNIVERSE TESTING US. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO WORK ON, AFTER THIS CHAPTER, AFTER EATING FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. WE MIGHT WORK ON CHAPTER TWENTY ONE INSTEAD THOUGH. COME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WE ARE ALMOST DONE. WE STILL HAVE TO SPEND AN HOUR TRIMMING THE AUDIO FILES FOR THE WEEK. THEN SPEND ANOTHER HOUR UPLOADING ONE WEEK'S WORTH OF AUDIO FILES FROM CHADZO. "FROM CHADZO" MEANING THE AMOUNT OF WORK I PUT IN. INPUT OUTPUT. INPUT OUTPUT. IN PUT OUT PUT. PUT OUT PUT IN. PUTIN. RASPUTIN. RASPBERRY FREEZE 50X.
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KLAC KLA. TLRY TILRAY. INFY INFOSYS. CY CYPRESS SEMICONDUCTOR. NH NANT HEALTH. NVEC NVE. CTST CANNTRUST. 180 DEGREE CAPITAL. NAOV NANOVIBRONIX. BRKR BRUKER. ARWR ARROWHEAD PHARMACEUTICALS. CYBR CYBERARK. HACK. ETFMG PRIME CYBER SECURITY ETF. NOC NORTHROP GRUMMAN. RTN RATHEON. CIBR FIRST TRUST NASDAQ CYBERSECURITY ETF. AON AON. FTNT FORTINET. PFPT PROOFPOINT. BAH BOOZ ALLEN HAMILTON. FEYE. CACI CACI. RPD RAPID7. QLYS QUALYS. BOTZ GLOBAL X ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. NIO NIO $3.75. QD QUDIAN $2.83. ASGN ASGN INCORPORATED. IRBO iSHARES ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE $26.97. UBOT DIREXION DAILY ROBOTICS, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOT FIRST TRUST EXCHANGE TRADED FUND VI $34.89 KFRC KFORCE $37.00.
KRTX. GNUS $0.29. MU. NSIT. EPD $25.75. PEG. XBI . BIIB. IBB. ZBH. BMRN. ADPT $29.00. LABU $46.42. BLUE. BHVN $48.49. GILD $65.37. TMO. HON. A AGILENT. BDSI $5.25. GLW $26.81. PEAK $35.99. AMRN $18.55. ANPC $10.12. BIO. ITCI $22.41. CRNC $21.35. ANVS $6.45. NTRP $1.14. FEDU $1.23. $100.08 NBIX. ABBV. SYK. LLY. ABT. HCA. VRTX. EKSO BIONICS $0.36. SONVY $49.99. SPY. EEM $42.11. IWM. FXI $39.50. HYG. IVV. EFA $67.48. TLT. LQD. GDX $29.01. GHC. NWN $73.38. COMM $12.22. GPK $15.63. BKNG $1830.55. CRWD. SPCE $16.91. IQV $155.25. HLT. EQH $24.02. CCK CROWN HOLDINGS $74.03.
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1:37AM EST - 2:27AM EST
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE: DOLLARS IN CAPITAL
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ON THE RIDE HOME A FEW HOURS AGO, I HAD A TERM COME TO ME, "FINANCIAL CONVERSION". THE "FC". TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PLAN. TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PRODUCT, SERVICE, OR INSTRUMENT. THE FINANCIAL CONVERSION WINS THE GAME. I'VE NEVER BEEN INTO BANKS WHEN IT COMES TO MY OWN MONEY. AT THE SAME TIME, SAVING MONEY WAS AN ISSUE FOR ME. I DIDN'T HAVE A REAL PLAN FOR SAVING. WE NEEDED A SAVINGS PLAN. NOW, WE CAN SEE, WHAT WE ARE DOING IS SAVING OUR CURRENCY IN OTHER CURRENCIES. WE ARE CONVERTING CURRENCY TO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. WE THROW OUR CURRENCY IN THE EQUITY MARKETS. THE MONEY MARKETS. WE SAVE OUR CURRENCY IN BONDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS FOR OUR DIAPERS AND STROLLERS. I'VE NEVER PURCHASED A DIAPER IN MY LIFE. WE ARE FINANCIALLY CONVERTING THE DOLLARS INTO INTEREST BEARING VEHICLES. AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, IT IS ALL ABOUT INTEREST. WHAT INTERESTS ME? WHAT AM I INTERESTED IN? I AM INTERESTED IN EARNING INTEREST ON MY MONEY. EARNING INTEREST, INTERESTS ME. I FIND INTEREST ON COLLATERAL, INTERESTING. INTERESTING. AGAIN.
I WANT YOU TO BE AS WEALTHY AS I AM WHEN IT'S ALL OVER. ACQUISITION, DISTRIBUTION. DISTRIBUTE IMMEDIATELY, WHAT WAS JUST ACQUIRED. I HAVE THREE TO FIVE PEOPLE, READY TO BE SENT FUNDS FOR THEIR E-TRADE, ROBINHOOD, AND FREEWALLET ACCOUNTS. WHAT THIS MEANS IS, ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS TO EACH PERSON AT A TIME. EACH PERSON PURCHASES THE SAME STOCKS, IN DIFFERENT ORDERS. IN TOTAL, MY EARNINGS WILL GET HUNDREDS OF SHARES AT A TIME, IN DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS, ALONG WITH MINE. SO WHEN I LOOK AT MY OWN HOLDING ACCOUNTS, I'D HAVE TO REMEMBER I ACTUALLY HOLD WAY MORE. THE MAIN REASON YOU HAVE EVERYTHING DISTRIBUTED, IS TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW YOUR LOVED ONES ARE GOOD FOREVER. YOU PURCHASED HOWEVER MANY SHARES IN TOTAL IN LIFE AS YOU WERE MEANT TO. IT WAS NECESSARY AND SO IT BECAME THE ULTIMATE GAME. I GAVE UP MY PERSONAL LIFE MY ENTIRE TWENTIES. I ISOLATED MYSELF ENOUGH TO UNLOCK MYSELF, TO MYSELF. ANYWAY, I NEED THE MAJORITY OF MY HOLDINGS ATTACHED TO BENEFICIARIES. THE PEOPLE I SEND MONEY TO FOR E-TRADE ARE BENEFICIARIES AS WELL. I WANT IT SET UP LIKE THAT RATHER THAN HAVING A LONG WILL. I WANT TO DROP MY FUNDS IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS AND THAT IS MY WILL GIFT TO THEM WHEN I'M GONE. UNTIL THEN, WE USE THE MONEY FOR JOINT BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY.
NOW I CAN SEE THE SAVING OF MONEY AS VERY TRULY FUN. I AM OF ZEITGEIST ADDENDUM. AT 18. FRACTIONAL RESERVE SYSTEM ISN'T A NEW TERM TO ME AT ALL. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN THE STOCK MARKET. I AM SAVING MONEY IN DIGITAL CURRENCY. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN SAVINGS BONDS. BEARER BONDS. MUTUAL BONDS FUNDS. MUNICIPAL BONDS. CORPORATE BONDS. ZERO-COUPON BOND. SAVINGS. I WAS PERSONALLY WONDERING, WHO THE WINTER SOLSTICE WOULD BE. I WONDERED IF THE WINTER SOLSTICE WAS BIGGER THAN THE SUMMER'S. 2018 SUMMER SOLSTICE WAS A BIG GUY, BUT NEW. I WAS WONDERING WHY THEY DID THAT TO HIM AT THE VERY BEGINNING"? SINCE HE DIED RIPPLE NEVER CAME BACK UP. I SAY THAT TO SAY I STILL DIDN'T SEE THE WINTER SOLSTICE MARK OFF COMING. R.I.P. KOBE BRYANT. KOBE BRYANT DIED ONE MONTH AFTER THE 2019 WINTER SOLSTICE. AT THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE SECOND CAREER HE WAS PURSUING. IN THE MIDDLE OF A LEGAL DISPUTE WITH A PHARMA COMPANY OVER THE COPYRIGHT NAME OWNERSHIP OF "THE BLACK MAMBA".
AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO MY STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, I MEET MY GOAL. AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO OTHER'S STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, WE MEET OUR GOALS. I MEET ANOTHER ONE OF MY GOALS AS WELL. IT IS MY GOAL TO BE THAT GUY. I WAS THAT GUY. WHO WAS THAT GUY? THAT GUY WAS CHAD. THE WATCHLIST GROWS LONGER. YOU HAVE THE WATCHLIST HERE. I WILL UPDATE THE PRICES ON NEW PAPER IN HERE, RIGHT BEFORE IT'S DONE, EVERY VOLUME. THUS A TIME TABLE OF THE WATCHLIST. VOLUME TWO IS FOUR SESSIONS AWAY. FOUR WRITING SESSION HOURS AWAY. SOON WE WILL START AN AUDIO VERSION IMPROMPTU. FOR EVERY COMPANY ON THE WATCHLIST, WE NEED THE COMPETING COMPANY NAMES. FOR EVERY INDUSTRY, WE NEED RELATED INDUSTRIES. MANY OF OUR INDUSTRIES ON THE LIST ARE RELATED, WEIRDLY. NOW THERE'S THIS ENTHUSIASM TOWARDS SAVING. I VALUED SPENDING OVER SAVING, WHEN I WAS COMPLETELY FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. NOW I AM CLOSER TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AT LEAST AND I AM DISGUSTED WITH THE THOUGHT OF AVID CONSUMPTION OF ANYTHING BUT STOCKS. FORGIVE ME. THROWING IN THREE HUNDRED UNITS OF CURRENCY INTO INVESTMENTS WEEKLY. TEN THOUSAND YEARLY INVESTED. SAVED IN DIFFERENT FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. PREP REDUCES RISK SO ANY WHO FEARS THE RISK ALSO FEARS THE PREPARATION. I AM PREPARED YET STILL PREPARING TO BE INVOLVED IN MORE PREPARATION.
THIS AFTERNOON, RIGHT BEFORE THE RIDE PICKED ME UP FOR WORK, I PLACED A BUY LIMIT FOR RVBR ON E-TRADE. THAT MEANS AFTER SETTING THE LIMIT TO UNDER WHAT THE PRICE WAS, I REALIZED THE ORDER WOULDN'T TRIGGER. THE AMOUNT OF SHARES IN RVBR I WOULD GET FOR $90 IS 9,000. FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS IN RVBR RIGHT NOW IS RIGHT UNDER 50,000 SHARES. EEL. DISGUSTING. I'M GOING TO DO THAT. SPLIT THE FIRST $500 BETWEEN ANYONE ELSE INVOLVED. IT'S NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE. A FEW PEOPLE, ARE COMING WITH ME TO AN EARLY RETIREMENT AND A BILLION DOLLAR NEST EGG. INHERITANCES THROWN AROUND. THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT WILL HAVE THEIR PORTFOLIOS, HOW I HAVE MINE. I WILL BE DUPLICATING THE PORTFOLIO. FUNDING THE DUPLICATION OF THE PORTFOLIO. CREATING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN CAPITAL FOR ALL INVOLVED.
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TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY TWO: WELL I GUESS I JUST CAN'T CALL IT THEN
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I AM BACK IN THE GROOVE WITH MY WRITING. I AM BACK TO PRODUCING ONE PUBLICATION VOLUME PER MONTH. I AM WRITING NEW MATERIAL. I AM WRITING IN A NEW GENRE. THE NON FICTION GENRE. SOMEHOW I AM ADDING ENOUGH CREATIVITY TO THIS, PROJECT AS THE UNDERTAKING. I AM UNDERTAKING THIS PROJECT. I AM PLANNING TO INCLUDE AS MUCH CREATIVITY AND VERSATILITY AS POSSIBLE, INTO THIS PIECE OF ART WORK. THIS IS A CREATIVE WORK OF ART. I AM A CREATIVE. I AM AN ARTIST. I REPRESENT THE ARTIST. MY CREATIVE PORTFOLIO WAS CREATED SOLELY TO PROVE MY ARTISTRY TO MYSELF. I HAVE PROVED MY ARTISTRY TO MYSELF YEARS AGO. I AM DAVID CRICHTON CERTIFIED. NOW WE ARE VANESSA STALLONE CERTIFIED. VANESSA STALLONE AND DAVID CRICHTON ARE TWO DIFFERENT PORTFOLIOS. DAVID CRICHTON WAS CREATED BY 25 YEAR OLD CHAD XZAVIERFILMS. VANESSA STALLONE IS FOR VANESSA HONEY MALONE. I INTRODUCED THE PEN NAME IN 2017 AT 27. AT 30, IN 2020, VANESSA STALLONE IS THE PEN NAME. DAVID CRICHTON WON'T BE ON THE COVER AS AUTHOR, ONLY SUBJECT. VANESSA STALLONE WILL WRITE BOOKS ABOUT DAVID CRICHTON'S PORTFOLIO. VANESSA STALLONE REPRESENTS THE MIND OF THIRTY YEAR OLD CHAD. HERE IS THE CHADFILMS TIMELINE.
12 YEARS OLD IN MIAMI FLORIDA, FIRST SHORT FILM. 6 OR 12 MINS. TOOK TWELVE HOURS TO FILM. ONE DECADE LATER. VALENTINE'S DAY 2012. ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF KEVITV AND SEEXZAVIERFILMS YOUTUBE. 2012 OCTOBER 23RD, VANESSA MALONE WAS MURDERED AT AGE 18. I REACHED MY YOUTUBE GOAL OF 50 VIDEOS. TOOK SIX MONTHS. SIX MONTHS BEFORE THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL AND CAMERA, I WAS WRITING SCRIPTS FOR THE FIRST TIME. "IN YOUR DREAMS" IS THE MAIN ONE I REMEMBER AND STILL HAVE. I PUBLISHED A FEW BOOKS, TWO MAYBE THREE BETWEEN 18-20. WHEN I FIRST REALIZED THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO PURSUE AS A CAREER, MY PASSION. THREE YEARS LATER, 2015, DAVID CRICHTON PORTFOLIO IS STARTED. "THE PHONE GIRL" "CFK" AND "CLEVERLAND AND CLEVER FIELD" WERE WRITTEN. "CLEVERLAND" IS THE FIRST 2016 PUBLICATION. "THE PRINCE WHO KNEW TOO MUCH" BOTH PARTS, WERE THE LAST PUBLISHED PROJECTS IN 2016. YOU PUBLISHED EVERYTHING WRITTEN FROM 2015 AND PUBLISHED YOUR FIRST NOVEL NOT RHYMING. THE PREVIOUS STATED NOVELS WERE VERSE NOVELS. 600 PAGES OF RHYME. TWICE. VOLUME THREE OF THE ULTIMATE CRICHTON COLLECTION CONTAINS THE FIRST PROSE. I DID FIND WRITING FROM 2010-2015 AND I ADDED IT IN THE VOLUMES OF TWO AND THREE.
THAT'S A QUICK, ONE PARAGRAPH RUN DOWN OF MY CREATIVE ENDEAVORS IN MY TWENTIES. NOW SINCE I HAVE EXPLORED ALL OF THE DIFFERENT PASSIONS I'VE DISCOVERED FROM WITHIN, DURING MY TWENTIES, I CAN NOW REALIZE I HAVE TO FUND THOSE ENDEAVORS MYSELF. THIS IS WHY I AM DELVING INTO THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, SO HEAD FIRST. I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO GOD. I WANT TO GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY. I USED THE LONELINESS TO SPARK AN ECONOMICAL REVOLUTION OF MY VERY OWN, POSSIBLY. SINCE I KNOW I MUST LEAVE THE ACQUIRED BILLIONS DISTRIBUTED. HOW MANY FUTURE BILLIONAIRES CAN THE PLAN BE DISTRIBUTED TO? WITH THE PUBLICATION ALONE, FOR PEOPLE I MAY NEVER MEET AND THUS BE ABLE TO HELP THEM IN PERSON ON PURPOSE. SO NOW, ON PURPOSE, I AM HERE FOR YOU. IF I WASN'T A NOBODY THEY MIGHT TRY TO KILL ME SO I AM VERY GLAD TO STILL BE A NOBODY. I'M ACTUALLY SOMEBODY VERY SPECIAL. R.I.P. TO FLIGHT KOBE.
WITH THE ROBINHOOD WATCHLIST INCREASED IN SIZE, THE E-TRADE WATCHLIST MUST BE INCREASED WITH THE SAME SYMBOLS AS WELL AS SYMBOLS NOT FOUND ON ROBINHOOD. WITH THE WATCHLIST BEING AIMED TO CONTAIN ONE HUNDRED COMPANIES, YOU AIM TO THROW IN $100 INTO EACH COMPANY, EACH TIME AROUND, IN EACH ACCOUNT, FOR EACH PERSON YOU ARE WORKING ALONGSIDE WITH. THIS MEANS YOU WILL NOT ONLY HAVE STOCK IN NANO TECHNOLOGY, YOU WILL HAVE VARIOUS COMPANY STOCK FROM WITHIN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR AS A WHOLE. WE DIDN'T INVEST IN ONE NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY FOR SOME RANDOM REASON. THE ONLY REASON THE COMPANY IS ON OUR WATCHLIST, IS DUE TO THE FACT IT IS IN FACT, A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. IT IS THE ENTIRE SECTOR WE ARE LOOKING AT. BY LOOKING AT THE ENTIRE SECTOR AS A WHOLE, YOU ARE NOW IN OBSERVATION OF THE RANGE OF THE PRICES IN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR OF THE STOCK MARKET. SO YOU CAN SAY, "HEY THE LOWEST NANO COMPANY IS THREE PENNIES AND THE HIGHEST $300". NOW YOU KNOW THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR IS NOW AT THREE PENNIES TO THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS.
I AM LAUNCHING A SCIENCE EXPERIMENT. THIS PUBLICATION IS MY DOCUMENTATION OF THE SCIENCE PROJECT. THIS SCIENCE PROJECT IS PERTAINING TO CHAD SCIENCE AND CHAD MATH. THIS IS THE PRODUCTION DIARY OF THE SCIENCE PROJECT. THE VARIABLES, THE CONTROLS, THE HYPOTHESIS, THE STATEMENT, THE EXPERIMENT. MAKE AN OBSERVATION. ASK A QUESTION. FORM A HYPOTHESIS, OR TESTABLE EXPLANATION. MAKE A PREDICTION BASED ON THE HYPOTHESIS. TEST THE PREDICTION. USE THE RESULTS IN MAKING NEW HYPOTHESES OR PREDICTIONS. THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD. THANK YOU GOOGLE. ONE HUNDRED YEARS AGO, $110 WAS WORTH $1500 PLUS. ONE HUNDRED YEARS FROM FIFTH TEEN YEARS FROM NOW, 2035, 1935 WOULD HAVE SEEN $110 AS REALLY $2000. THAT'S CALLED INFLATION HOME BOY. THE FEDERAL RESERVE ACT WAS SIGNED DURING CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY, WHEN THE SENATE WAS ON LEAVE. THE GOLD STANDARD HAS BEEN GONE FOR 100 YEARS, SINCE 2013. THE 100 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF WHAT PRESIDENT WILSON DID TO FIAT CURRENCY, POSSIBLY CREATING FIAT CURRENCY. I MAY DEDICATE A VOLUME OF THIS SERIES TO THE HISTORY OF ALL CURRENCY AND AMERICAN FIAT CURRENCY, TO BETTER GRIP THE REALITY OF WHY I AM SAYING WHAT I AM SAYING.
CERTAIN THINGS I DON'T WANT TO SAY RIGHT NOW, I WILL PUT THEM IN THEIR OWN CHAPTER OR VOLUME GOD WILLING. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY, THE UN INVESTED AMERICAN DOLLAR WILL ALWAYS BE THE BIGGEST LAUGH YOU HAVE TO GIVE. OR TO SHARE. I'M STARTING TO THINK MORE AND MORE NOW ABOUT THE STOCK WATCHLIST FOR IT IS GROWING SO LONG. IN THESE EMERGING MARKETS IS WHERE THE WATCHLIST ORIGINATES FROM. THE WATCHLIST FULL OF EMERGING MARKETS. WE ARE WATCHING THE UNFOLDING OF TECH HISTORY. AT THIS POINT, THE DIRECT HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT FOR THE STOCK HOLDING, IS TO FIND MORE COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. INVEST $100 IN EACH COMPANY, IN YOUR PORTFOLIO AND FOR YOUR LOVED ONES AND BUSINESS PARTNERS. REALLY CAPITALIZE ON YOUR INSIGHT. YOU MIGHT JUST MAKE ALL OF THE BILLIONS YOU WERE WANTING TO INVEST IN THE U.C.A. THE UNITED CITIZENS OF AMERICA. VARSITY SAYS I CAN'T CALL IT THAT.
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3:37AM EST - 4:38AM EST
FEBRUARY 5TH, 2020
2.5.2020
CANADIAN MOLSON TIMES TWO.
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CHAPTER TWENTY THREE: TON TRAY
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THIS PROJECT IS TWO CHAPTERS FROM COMPLETION. VOLUME ONE, "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS." A PERSON OF NUMBERS. HOPEFULLY ONE DAY YOU WILL BE THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. IT IS ALL UP TO YOU HOWEVER. I DID MY PART. DID YOU SEE IT? DO YOU SEE IT? ARE YOU SEEING IT? AND ARE YOU SEEING IT FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH? IF YOU ARE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE WEALTHY. FILTHY STINKING WEALTHY, YOU ARE GOING TO SEE YOURSELF AS. I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND. WHEN THEY ASK YOU, WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND, CHAD XZAVIER BUFFETT FILMS. BUFFET FILMS. I MAY NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH OF AN IMPACT I MADE. THAT DOESN'T MATTER. I SMOKED BEFORE ALMOST EVERY PAGE, AND GOT IT DONE. I LIVED A BORING ROUTINE BY OTHER'S STANDARDS. THE LIFE I AM CREATING FOR MYSELF, IS STAGGERING. STAGGERING AMOUNTS OF CURRENCY. I AM THE SPIRIT, ON THE MISSION. I FIGHT ON GOD'S ARMY. IF I DIE ON BATTLEFIELD SPIRIT WARFARE, THEN I WILL GO HOME. I FELT OUT OF PLACE HERE. I FELT MEANT TO BE HERE. I WAS OUT OF PLACE. I WAS NOT HOWEVER, OUT OF SYNC.
I HAVE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS. TWO HUNDRED CAN GO INTO INVESTING IN STOCKS AND CRYPTO. MEDICAL HEALTH COMPANIES. IS INFORMATION LIKE THIS, NOT SO COMPILED? VOLUME ONE IS ALMOST OVER. I LOOK FORWARD TO STARTING VOLUME TWO. I AM GRATEFUL I AM UNKNOWN. I AM GRATEFUL, I AM A NOBODY IN THE MEDIA. FAME IS ONLY USEFUL AFTER LIFE. DURING LIFE, PRIVACY. SECRECY. SERENITY. PEACE. BLISS. ANONYMITY. LIVE YOUR LIFE DOING SOMETHING WORTHWHILE AS QUIETLY AS POSSIBLE. DOCUMENT IT ALL. I WANTED TO MAKE FILMS RIGHT? I HAVE 4000 GBS OF RAW FOOTAGE. I CAN MAKE MY FIRST FILMS WITH THIS. I MUST DO THIS. I AM THIRTY. I STARTED AT 20. 21 I HAD A CAMERA. I APPRECIATE GOD FOR EVERY MOMENT. I DIDN'T SPEND MY LIFE PURSUING SEX. I PRAY GOD WILL BLESS ME WITH WHAT I AM AFTER. MY MOTIVATIONS ARE PAINFUL. I'M ACTUALLY MOTIVATED BY A DEEP AND UNRELENTING SENSE OF JUST NOT FEEL APPRECIATED. THUS I STRIVE FOR ENOUGH TO WARRANT APPRECIATION. I HEAR GREAT THINGS. I FEEL GREAT PAIN. HATE TO MENTION IT. IT IS SAFE TO SAY.
THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS MUST GET INVESTED INTO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD CALLS FOR OBSERVATION. I OBSERVE EMERGING MARKET TRENDS IN THE NASDAQ. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THE NASDAQ? I ONLY KNOW THREE THINGS ABOUT THE NASDAQ. THE PRICES GO UP. THE PRICES GO DOWN. IF YOU WENT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, YOU GET PAID. THAT'S ONLY INCLUDING TRADING. HOLDING IS EASIER MONEY AND LONGER MONEY LONGER TERM. TRADING IS LONG TERM MONEY IN MONTHS. WHEN MASTERED. HAVEN'T MASTERED IT YET, WON'T SPEAK TOO MUCH OF IT. FOR YOU, YOUR FORT MUST BE BUILT IN YOUR HOLDINGS. YOU MUST HOLD YOUR WAY TO A MILLION DOLLARS. I DO NOT HAVE A MILLION DOLLARS. LISTEN. THE MILLION IS THE STEPPING STONE. THE STEPPING STONE TO TEN BILLION DOLLARS. I AM INSANE. I DO NOT HAVE REMORSE ON MY INVESTMENTS. I INVEST WITH NO SHAME. I INVEST FOR MY OWN SAKE. I INVEST FOR MY OWN PEACE OF MIND. PEACE OF MIND IS SACRED TO ME. PERIOD. THREE PERIODS. ONE SEASON. NAH. I WAS SENT HERE ON A MISSION. THIS IS WHAT DROVE ME. IN RETROSPECT.
THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS. TWO HUNDRED INVESTED. SENDING IT TO EITHER MY ACCOUNTS, OR OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. BOTH ACTUALLY. REALLY DETERMINING THE OTHER PERSON'S OR PEOPLE'S ACCOUNTS WHOM WILL GET THE FUNDS THIS ROUND. BY INVESTING HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS PER WEEK INTO THE STOCK MARKET, IN EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE POTENTIAL OF EARNING MILLIONS IN A DECADE IS TOO REACHABLE ACTUALLY. HERE'S A SCARY QUESTION FOR A SQUARE TO ASK. WHEN I SAY SQUARE, I MEAN UNIT. DOES INVESTING IN TEN OR MORE FUTURE ONE HUNDRED AND TEN BILLION DOLLAR INDUSTRIES, CLASSIFY ME AS THE NEW ELITE? IF I EVER BRING THE PAPARAZZI MY WAY, I AM PLAYING STUPID. EVEN IF THEY HAD THIS PUBLICATION, AT THAT MOMENT. PLAIN STUPID. LAUGHS. I WRITE SCRIPTS. I JUST WANTED TO MAKE MOVIES. SYRACUSE HAS A FILM FESTIVAL IN OCTOBER. ENOUGH TIME, MORE THAN, TO GET A ONE HOUR DOCUMENTARY READY. THIRTY YEAR OLD CHAD FILMS MUST GO BACK ON YOUTUBE. EDITING UNRELEASED FOOTAGE. FILMING NEW FOOTAGE AND EDITING INVESTING VIDEOS.
I KEEP ATTEMPTING TO EXPLAIN THE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS SITUATION. I HAVE TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS. THE DOLLARS ARE READY TO BE INVESTED. I AM GOING TO EXPLOIT MY OWN INSIGHT. MY BROTHER JUSTIN TOLD ME I NEEDED TO EXPLOIT MYSELF. NOW I WILL EXPLOIT MY OWN INSIGHT, INTO THE WORLD OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. I WILL LEAVE MYSELF, STRANDED, IN THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IT WILL BE UP TO MERIT IF I MAKE IT OUT ALIVE. I THINK ABOUT BUYING BONDS FOR QQ, QUAN AND MALIAH. ATIYANNA. I'VE ONLY SEEN YOU ONCE. YOU'LL NEVER REMEMBER THAT. I COULD SEE FROM YOUR FACE, YOU RECOGNIZED I LOOKED LIKE YOUR DAD. I COULD SEE I LOOKED FAMILIAR YET YOU HAVE NEVER SAW ME BEFORE THEN. I'M JUST GRATEFUL I WAS BORN AND SURVIVED BIRTH. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED CHILDHOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED YOUNG ADULTHOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED ADULT HOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I LIVED TO BE 80 PLUS YEARS OLD. JUST WISHING THOUGHTS HERE PEOPLE. THIS IS NOT A FIVE PARAGRAPH ESSAY. THIS IS FIVE PARAGRAPHS HOWEVER. FIVE PARAGRAPHS, OF ME, TELLING YOU, FINANCIAL LITERACY IS HOW YOU GET PAID. IF YOU ARE PAID, THEN YOU ARE LAID. UNDER THE SHADE. DOUBLE IN TON TAY. AYE.
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2.6.2020
2:45AM EST - 2:36AM EST
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 6TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR: RED CAT WINE
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THREE MORE SESSIONS LEFT AS OF NOW. STILL WONDERING WHAT TO TITLE THE SAGA. THIS VOLUME IS VOLUME ONE. VOLUME ONE IS THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. MAYBE EVERY VOLUME WILL HAVE A VERSE NOVEL SUCCEEDING IT. "WHILE AMERICA SLEPT", MAY BE THE SAGA TITLE. "WHY AMERICA SLEPT", MAY BE THE SAGA TITLE. WE ARE NOT YET SURE WHAT VOLUME TWO WILL COME OUT AS. VOLUME ONE IS NOT YET COMPLETE. ALMOST. HOW WAS IT? HOW IS VOLUME ONE OF WHY OR WHILE AMERICA SLEPT? ALLOW ME TO DISSERTATE WHY, I HAVE THOSE TWO OPTIONS MENTALLY HIGHLIGHTED. "WHY ENGLAND SLEPT", IS A PUBLICATION PUBLISHED BY JOHN F. KENNEDY SR. IN 1940. "WHY ENGLAND SLEPT" IS A REFERENCE TO WINSTON CHURCHILL'S PUBLICATION. "WHILE ENGLAND SLEPT" WAS PUBLISHED IN 1938. IF I TITLE THE SAGA "WHILE ENGLAND SLEPT", IT IS THE SECOND REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL. "WHY AMERICA SLEPT", WOULD BE THE FIRST REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL.
INDENTATION. NEXT VOLUME I MAY RHYME. EVERY OTHER VOLUME MAY BE A VERSE NOVEL. BOTH TITLES WILL BE REFERENCED THRU OUT THIS SAGA. BOTH TITLES WILL HAVE THEIR OWN VOLUME REFERENCED. WE AIM TO SHOW THE CREATIVE VERSATILITY IN THIS SAGA. THIS SAGA WILL SHOW TWO CONCEPTS. I WRITE. I CAN WRITE ECONOMIC STRATEGY. HOLY BUSINESS. MAYBE BUSINESS IS PERSONAL. DO NOT PERSONS ENGAGE IN BUSINESS? OR IS BUSINESS JUST WARFARE? IF BUSINESS IS JUST WARFARE, CONDUCT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING PRIVATELY AND AVOID ALL CASUALTIES. GET PAID. THEN GET LAID IN THE SHADE. AS IN LAYING DOWN IN THE SHADE. LITERALLY. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS WAS NOT EASY. IT WAS FUN FOR IT WASN'T AN EASY TASK. YET I AM THE MAD MAN. WHAT REALLY MAKES IT FUN, IS MAKING IT EASIER FOR YOU. I MADE BILLIONS. FOR I EARNED IT. I PUT IN MY WHOLE LIFE. I RISKED EVERYTHING. NOW I LAUGH SO HARD, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. IT'S HILARIOUS. HYSTERICAL. A HOOT. ALONG WITH THE RIOT. ZEY CALL IT, PROPERTY TAX. I AM WRITING A BOOK RIGHT NOW. ALMOST DONE. WITH VOLUME ONE. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS". I AM ANTICIPATING ORDERING COPIES. I TOLD MRS. MARGE, YESTERDAY AT WORK, I WILL SIGN HER A COPY OF THIS, I GIVE TO HER AS A SAMPLE. I HAVE NO LIFE. I ONLY HAVE THE LIFE OF MY DREAMS. NOW MAKE LIFE DREAMY, FOR AS MANY OTHERS, AS MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE.
INDENTATION. CONDUCT THE HELPING HAND CHALLENGE, WITH YOUR STOCK PICKS AND PORTFOLIOS. CREATE INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS, JUST FOR THE HELPING HAND TRAVEL DOCUMENTARIES. YOU TRAVEL THE WORLD, HELPING OTHER'S FINANCIALLY, DOCUMENTING IT ALL ON VIDEO AND AUDIO. STASH THE FOOTAGE AWAY. PLAY AS SMART AS YOU CAN. FOR YOU MUST SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH TO IMPACT REALITY'S FABRIC. OR IMPACT THE FABRICATION, WITH TRUTH. IF YOU GIVE UP YOUR AMBITIONS FOR PLEASURE, FOR YOUR FANTASY WORLD ACQUISITION, YOU LOSE NOTHING. SO GO GAIN EVERYTHING. EVERY-THING? EVERY-THING!
INDENTATION\. PARDON ME, PRESIDENT FORD. DEAR MR. GERALD, WE MADE A CAVE FULL OF BOOTY WITH THE MARKET IN CONJUNCTION. OH YEA. KOOL-AID NEVER TASTED BETTER. RAMEN NOODLES NEVER FELT SO RIGHT. WE COULD EAT LOBSTER. BUT MAYBE LOBSTER IS JUST THE SEA ROACH. OOPS. OOPSEY DAISY. IF I LIGHT THE FIRE TO THE ECONOMICAL REVOLUTION, KEEP THE FIRE LIT. THE FIRE RISES. I GAVE MY LIFE TO RISE THE FIRE. I CAN LIVE WITH THAT. LIVED FOR IT. IZZY. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD. I GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY. I AM A SOLDIER IN GOD'S ARMY. MAY BE FUTURE GENERAL. FOR NOW I GIVE MY LIFE TO SPECIFIC DESTINY. I MAY NEVER SEE IT. I STILL SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AND DAY. I CHERISHED MY LIFE. CHERISH YOURS MORE. MORE. MUCH MORE. USE YOUR GIFTS TO ENHANCE THE SPECTRUM OF INTENTIONAL ACTION WITHIN THE REALM. I AM GOING TO PRICE THIS BOOK AT $100. NO ONE WHO READS IT, WILL COMPLAIN THEN. ANYONE WHO READS IT FOR FREE, WILL FEEL OBLIGED. THEY SHOULDN'T. THEY WOULD ACTUALLY KIND OF BE ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS DOWN, IN THE PERFECT WORLD.
2.6.2020
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 6TH, 2020
4:33AM EST - 5:15 AM EST
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CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE:
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INDENTATION.
I LOOK FORWARD TO VOLUME TWO.
I WRITE ONE LINE AT A TIME.
I ENJOY LIFE.
I PRAY TO GOD I MAKE HIM PROUD.
I MADE SURE MY FAMILY WAS BETTER THAN BETTER THAN GOOD.
GENERATIONALLY.
I WAS THE RICH UNCLE.
THE FILTHY WEALTHY UNCLE.
THE UNCLE THEY NEVER CALLED UNCLE.
I WAS ALWAYS JUST CHAD.
JUSS CHIZZI.
THIS CHAPTER IS WRITTEN AS A POEM WOULD BE. NOW I WRITE POEMS AS PROSE PARAGRAPHS ARE. YOU WOULDN'T KNOW IT WAS RHYMING, UNTIL YOU REALIZED IT WAS RHYMING. THIS IS THE NON FICTION GENRE. ONE GENRE.
BUY THE STOCK.
DISTRIBUTE IT.
BUY OTHER STOCKS.
DISTRIBUTE THEM.
STOCKS IN CERTAIN INDUSTRIES. COMPETING STOCKS IN THE SAME INDUSTRY.
LOVE THYSELF.
PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY.
FROM NOW ON, WE CALL IT P.T. OK? OK. COOL. GOT IT. WE HAVE EQUAL STANDING.
WE EQUALLY STAND.
XMEN THREE.
WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF P.T., I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT REALLY WAS. STILL DON'T FULLY. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE, OF WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE. THE FUTURE IS.
THE FUTURE IS UNFORESEEN BY MOST.
WHOEVER SEES THE FUTURE COMING, ENJOYS REWARDS.
"STEVE JOBS", THE FILM IS ON NETFLIX. "STEVE JOBS". I LOVE IT. I WILL WATCH IT TONIGHT GOD WILLING I REMEMBER.
I AM CHADFILMS.
I AM CHAD HARRIS.
CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS.
CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS, FILMS.
CHAD XZAVIER, FILMS.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME I WAS BORN.
IF IT IS CLOSE TO 12:29 PM OR AM, I WOULD LOVE THAT.
GOODNIGHTS.
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2:29 AM EST - 3:17AM EST
2.7.2020
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 7TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY SIX: AND HERE WE GO
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THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER OF THE VOLUME. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS" IS VOLUME ONE OF "WHY AMERICA SLEPT". VOLUME TWO, I'M NOT SURE OF THE TITLE YET. IT WILL BE A VERSE COLLECTION. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS VERSED". THE RHYMING VERSION. GO FROM THERE. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF THIS PUBLISHED WORK OF NON FICTION. CAN THIS VOLUME BE CONSIDERED AT LEAST THE INTRODUCTION TO AN ECONOMIC MANIFEST? IF SO, WE GO INTO VOLUME TWO, IN GOOD STANDING. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD I MADE IT THIS FAR IN LIFE AND IN THE BOOK.
INDENTATION. I JUST SENT $100 TO ISAIAH. I SENT $100 TO JASON. I ASKED THEM TO PURCHASE RIPPLE XRP ON COINBASE. I ASKED THEM TO ENGAGE AN E-TRADE TRANSFER FOR $100 AND I WILL SEND THE MONEY TO THEM BY THE TIME IT CLEARS. THIS WAY, WE CAN HOLD THE CRYPTO INSTANTLY, WHILE THE FUNDS GROW AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE. THESE STOCKS, IN THESE INDUSTRIES, MUST BE PURCHASED IN HEAVY AMOUNTS TOTAL. THIS WILL BRING IN CRYPTO MONEY. THE CRYPTO CURRENCY, MUST BE PURCHASED IN HEAVY AMOUNTS AS WELL. CRYPTO CURRENCY MARKET CAP FOR TRADING IS OVER $3 TRILLION PER DAY. EQUAL TO THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING. NNVC. NANO VERICIDES. $9 LAST TIME WE CHECKED, IT WAS THERE IN PRICE. NAOV. NANO VIBRONIX. $2.80. LAST TIME A NANO TECH COMPANY ON OUR WATCHLIST WAS $2, IT WAS NNVC. NNVC IS NOW RANGING FROM $8 TO $18. WOW. DAM. HOOVER. MY BROTHER JUSTIN IS SIGNING UP FOR AN E-TRADE. FINALLY. WAY TO GO BRO. THANK YOU. NAMASTE. NOW I CAN SEND YOU MONEY TO PURCHASE COMPANY STOCK PUBLICLY, IN THE EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES OF THE NEXT TWO CENTURIES.
INDENTATION. EVERY GENERATION WILL GET THIS CHANCE. UP TO THREE TIMES NATURALLY. WITH GUIDANCE, MAYBE FIVE TO SIX TIMES. USE THIS PUBLICATION AS A TOOL FOR THE YOUNG LOVED ONES IN YOUR LIFE, TO BOOST THEIR ECONOMIC ACQUIT AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. THEN THEY CAN DO THIS BEFORE THE AGE OF EIGHTEEN. IF NOT, BETWEEN 20-25 YEARS OLD. GET THEM STARTED AT SEVEN AND IT'S OVER. WE NEED TO TEACH OUR CHILDREN HOW TO PAY OUR BILLS. THEN THEY CAN PAY THEIR OWN. I WILL WRITE VOLUMES IN THIS SERIES AIMED AT THE YOUTH. THIS IS ONLY VOLUME ONE. WE WILL SAY COMPLEX SAYINGS. WE WILL SAY KINDERGARTEN TALK. THE OFFICIAL 2020 "VANESSA STALLONE" DEBUT IS DONE. YOURLISTEN SEARCH ENGINE. THE WHITE RABBIT MANIFESTO. THE ONLY BOOK WRITTEN IN NEW YORK, THE FIRST FOUR MONTHS BEFORE GOING BACK TO GEORGIA FOR SIX MONTHS. ON FRIDAY AUGUST 10TH, 2018, THE NIGHT I MOVED BACK TO NEW YORK FROM GEORGIA, I GAVE KEVI THE HAND WRITTEN NOTEBOOK. TOMORROW IS KEVI'S 19TH BIRTHDAY. MY OLDEST NIECE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVI. I LOVE YOU. I GAVE THE NOTEBOOK TO KEVI TV. KEVI. I NEVER TYPED THE NOTEBOOK. FIRST THING I DID IN GEORGIA, AFTER RETURNING FROM NEW YORK ON VALENTINE'S DAY WAS TO RECORD THE NOTEBOOK. I WOULD HAVE TO TRANSCRIBE THE AUDIO.
INDENTATION. I AM REALLY EXCITED. I GET TO SHOOT FOR ANOTHER VARIETY OF WRITING IN THIS COLLECTION. THERE WILL BE FICTIONAL VOLUMES IN THIS SERIES. ACTUALLY, THE NON FICTION ASPECT, IS IN ITSELF ANOTHER GENRE WE EXPLORED. WE DID NOT WANT TO EXPLORE NON FICTION. WHEN ECONOMICS, POLITICS, AND/ OR HUMANITARIANISM GREW IMPERATIVE TO US AT 25. FULLY IMPERATIVE. IN FIVE YEARS I HAVE SELF PUBLISHED 600 PAGE VOLUMES. THREE TIMES. FORGIVE ME FOR THE NUMEROLOGY BEHIND THE STATS. IN HINDSIGHT I WOULD HAVE FARED WELL GOING FOR THE 777. I JUST WANT TO REFLECT A MOMENT THAT MY 1800 PAGES INCIDENTALLY REFERENCES SOME REAL BULLSH. I'M HURT BY THIS. I NEED 700 PAGES. WHAT IS THAT IN THE "HARRY POTTER UNIVERSE"? "GOBLET OF FIRE". WRITING ECONOMIC PROSE THE SIZE OF "THE GOBLET OF FIRE". I AM JUST GRATEFUL AND EXCITED ABOUT COMPLETING THIS 700 PAGE PROJECT. THREE PAGES PER DAY IS 1000 PAGES ANNUALLY. I RECORD THREE HOURS IN AUDIO PER DAY, MOST DAYS.
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR READING VOLUME ONE. VOLUME TWO, THE INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER, IS THE NEXT SESSION.

1:34PM EST - 2:03PM EST - 2:55PM EST - 7:10PM EST - 8:11PM EST
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX
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I JUST REMEMBERED, E-TRADE HAS AN OPTION TO IMPORT OTHER E-TRADE ACCOUNTS. I WILL FIND OUT. I WILL THEN BE ABLE TO, PURCHASE SHARES AND SEND THE PORTFOLIO TO A LOVED ONE. THEREFORE I CAN BUILD PORTFOLIOS AS QUICKLY AS I NEED TO. EACH ACCOUNT WILL HAVE A BENEFICIARY. YET AND STILL, WE YEARN FOR NOTHING BUT SUCCESS, IN OUR ENDEAVORS. IF I GIVE UP THE PERSONAL LIFE, FOR ANOTHER DECADE, WHAT HAPPENS? MAYBE FIVE YEARS. I DON'T KNOW THE FULL SPECS OF MY OWN FATE. SO, THIS JUST DOES NOTHING MORE THAN INSPIRE ME TO GO WAY HARDER THEN. I DO NOT KNOW WHEN THIS IS ALL GOING TO END, SO LET'S JUST BEGIN TO GO AS HARD AS WE CAN WHEN WE GO, UNTIL THE END.
MY ENTIRE JOURNEY UP TO NEW YORK, I WAS SURROUNDED BY FAMILY. BEING BLESSED TO BE HERE AND STILL PURSUING THE DREAMS, I MUST MAKE SURE MY FAMILY IS FINANCIALLY SECURE FOR THE BLOODLINE'S LIFETIME. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS BY YOURSELF IS EXHILARATING. ACTUALLY. I HAVE TO GO HARD IN THIS ENDEAVOR, DUE TO ONE SIMPLE FACT. NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE START UP. ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE THOUGH AND SO I WILL MAKE IT WORK. THIS HAS TO BE SO WEIRD FOR SOME, SOME MAY GET IT QUICKLY. SOME WILL GET IT INSTANTLY.
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PLEASE ALLOW ME, TO FURTHER PLACE YOU INTO THE STUDY DEN. THE DEN OF STUDY IS MAGNIFICENT. FOR EXAMPLE. URGENT ISSUE. THERE IS A LIST OF INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN, UTILIZING THE STOCK MARKET. WE HAVE A FEW COMPANIES TOTAL, ON THE WATCHLIST. THEY ARE COMPRISED OF DIFFERENT INDUSTRIES AMONG COMPETING DUOS. WORKING TOGETHER TO PROFIT OUR PORTFOLIOS. NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. SMME AND NXT-ID ARE BIOMETRICS COMPANIES. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT, WHAT INDUSTRY RVBR IS IN. TOMORROW, THE THIRD OF FEBRUARY, WE WILL HAVE THE FUNDS ON E-TRADE TO PURCHASE RVBR SHARES. $90 WORTH IN COMPANY STOCK. JASON'S $100 WILL BE USED FOR DOGECOIN AND SMME. $0.002 AND $0.012, RESPECTIVELY. 20,500 DOGECOIN IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. DO THAT THREE TIMES AND MATCH THE MAX AMOUNT OF DOGECOIN I HAD IN 2018, BEFORE TRADING CURRENCY. I HAVE TO GET THOSE DOGECOINS BACK. THEN MORE DOGECOIN. I HAD 500 RIPPLE XRP IN THE COINBASE. I HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR ALL OF MY 2018 ACCOUNTS.
ON ROBINHOOD, I WAS ABLE TO TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRIES. ROBINHOOD THEN SHOWED ME COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. IF ROBINHOOD ONLY SHOWED ME THE COMPANIES WITH THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRY IN IT SOMEHOW, THEN DANG. BRA, WE HAVE TO LOCATE STOCKS RELATED TO AUTONOMOUS CARS. THE SELF DRIVING REVOLUTION. WE MUST BE A PART OF IT. I ALWAYS WANTED MY OWN DRIVER. EVERYONE KNOWS IT. I WOULD PAY THE DRIVER $100,000 YEARLY. THEIR RETIREMENT PORTFOLIO WOULD BE AMAZING. MY DRIVER WOULD'VE BEEN A BILLIONAIRE AT THE END OF IT ALL. THE CAREER. ON E-TRADE, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THE ROBINHOOD STOCKS LOCATED. I WILL SEE IF THE E-TRADE SEARCH ENGINE IS LIKE OR BETTER THAN ROBINHOOD. ON GOOGLE, IT IS DIFFERENT TO FIND COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRIES. PENNY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES. 5$. EVEN $20 IS WHATEVER. IT IS SUCH A RACE. THE RACE AGAINST THE PROJECTION TIME OF THESE INDUSTRIES.
AUTONOMOUS CARS, I NEED STOCKS IN FIVE G. 5G STOCKS MUST BE MINE. IT'S AN EASY KILL. GET IT? TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE DANGEROUS. DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE USED AGAINST YOU ONE DAY. IMAGINE IF YOU INVESTED HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS INTO POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY? POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS AS IN IF IT IS IN THE WRONG HANDS. ALWAYS REMEMBER, UNDERGROUND BUNKERS COST MONEY. THESE ARE TWO NEW INDUSTRIES, I HAD PUT ON THE LIST MENTALLY. THIS MAY BE THE FIRST TIME I AM MENTIONING THEM BOTH. I MAY HAVE MENTIONED FIVE G IN THIS VOLUME. I MAY HAVE ALREADY TOUCHED ON THE NOTE OF TECHNOLOGY POSSIBLY GROWING DANGEROUS. IT WOULD HAPPEN EVEN WITHOUT YOUR MONEY. GOOD REASON TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE UNDERGROUND BUNKER. GOOD REASON TO HAVE FUNDS FOR THE FOREIGN TRIPS ABROAD. GOOD THING TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE NEW HOUSES ABROAD. AFTER THIS CHAPTER, THE PROJECT IS TO RECORD US RESEARCHING FOR COMPANIES IN ALL OF THE INDUSTRIES. THIS WAY, WE ARE MORE PRIVY TO THE ACTUAL PRICES OF THE COMPANIES OFFERED ON THE PLATFORMS, IN THESE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES.
IT IS A FULL ON RACE OF RESEARCH AND APPLICATION. ONLY CONSTANT APPLICATION OF CONSTANT RESEARCH, WILL GET THIS DONE. THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO HAVE A LIST OF COMPANIES IN EACH INDUSTRY, AVAILABLE ON THE PLATFORMS WE ARE USING TO HOLD THE COMPANY STOCKS. THIS IS MY LINGO. I FEEL FINANCIAL LITERACY, OOZING THRU THE VEINS. I'M ONLY BEGINNING. THANK GOD AND GOD WILLING. I WANTED TO DO A RECORDING, ABOUT IZZY. I WILL, WHILE RESEARCHING THE INDIVIDUAL COMPANIES, WITHIN EACH INDUSTRY. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THEIR COMPETITORS. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THE RELATED INDUSTRIES AS WELL. THIS IS ON MY MIND HEAVY. THIS IS THE ENTIRE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT. THE LESSON PLANS FOR CREATIVE FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, WOULD BE PRISTINE. THEY WOULD BE CLEAN. IN ALL OF THE STORIES I HAVE DONE, I FEEL REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE. VOLUME ONE OF TWENTY FIVE.
I ONLY WANTED TO EXPLORE MY OWN MIND. I WANTED THE CONFIDENCE IN MY OWN CREATIVE FACULTIES, TO ATTAIN DESTINY. WHAT I AM WORKING ON, IS TOO VALUABLE, FOR A RECKLESSLY GUIDED SOCIAL LIFE TO STEER IT OFF COURSE. I WILL BE LONELY, IF I AM STAYING ON COURSE. IF I STAY ON COURSE LONG ENOUGH, I WON'T BE SO LONELY FOREVER. IF I STILL AM, THEN I WAS FOREVER ON COURSE. I PUT MY PERSONAL YEARNINGS ASIDE FOR YEILDINGS. FEELINGS AND YEILDINGS. YEARNINGS AND EARNINGS. THE LEARNINGS AND THE BURNINGS. BUILDING THE DREAM LIFE FOR MYSELF, HAS LEFT ME WITH NO PERSONAL LIFE. I AM CRAFTING MY TIME. BACK TO AUTONOMOUS CARS NOW. WE NEED TO KNOW WHAT COMPANIES ARE IN EACH INDUSTRY. WE CAN THEN CALCULATE MANY DOLLARS WE NEED FOR ONE HUNDRED TO ONE THOUSAND SHARES IN COMPANY STOCK. I JUST HAD TO ASK MYSELF, WHAT FONT IS THIS? THIS FONT IS EPIC. EPIC FONTS.
THE MORE STOCKS YOU FIND, IN THE INDUSTRY YOU ARE LOOKING IN, THE MORE STOCKS YOU CAN BUY, OF MORE COMPANIES, WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. OBSTACLES WILL COME OUR WAY. IT IS JUST THE UNIVERSE TESTING US. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO WORK ON, AFTER THIS CHAPTER, AFTER EATING FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. WE MIGHT WORK ON CHAPTER TWENTY ONE INSTEAD THOUGH. COME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WE ARE ALMOST DONE. WE STILL HAVE TO SPEND AN HOUR TRIMMING THE AUDIO FILES FOR THE WEEK. THEN SPEND ANOTHER HOUR UPLOADING ONE WEEK'S WORTH OF AUDIO FILES FROM CHADZO. "FROM CHADZO" MEANING THE AMOUNT OF WORK I PUT IN. INPUT OUTPUT. INPUT OUTPUT. IN PUT OUT PUT. PUT OUT PUT IN. PUTIN. RASPUTIN. RASPBERRY FREEZE 50X.
nstg nano string NSTG NANO STRING.
KLAC KLA. TLRY TILRAY. INFY INFOSYS. CY CYPRESS SEMICONDUCTOR. NH NANT HEALTH. NVEC NVE. CTST CANNTRUST. 180 DEGREE CAPITAL. NAOV NANOVIBRONIX. BRKR BRUKER. ARWR ARROWHEAD PHARMACEUTICALS. CYBR CYBERARK. HACK. ETFMG PRIME CYBER SECURITY ETF. NOC NORTHROP GRUMMAN. RTN RATHEON. CIBR FIRST TRUST NASDAQ CYBERSECURITY ETF. AON AON. FTNT FORTINET. PFPT PROOFPOINT. BAH BOOZ ALLEN HAMILTON. FEYE. CACI CACI. RPD RAPID7. QLYS QUALYS. BOTZ GLOBAL X ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. NIO NIO $3.75. QD QUDIAN $2.83. ASGN ASGN INCORPORATED. IRBO iSHARES ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE $26.97. UBOT DIREXION DAILY ROBOTICS, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOT FIRST TRUST EXCHANGE TRADED FUND VI $34.89 KFRC KFORCE $37.00.
KRTX. GNUS $0.29. MU. NSIT. EPD $25.75. PEG. XBI . BIIB. IBB. ZBH. BMRN. ADPT $29.00. LABU $46.42. BLUE. BHVN $48.49. GILD $65.37. TMO. HON. A AGILENT. BDSI $5.25. GLW $26.81. PEAK $35.99. AMRN $18.55. ANPC $10.12. BIO. ITCI $22.41. CRNC $21.35. ANVS $6.45. NTRP $1.14. FEDU $1.23. $100.08 NBIX. ABBV. SYK. LLY. ABT. HCA. VRTX. EKSO BIONICS $0.36. SONVY $49.99. SPY. EEM $42.11. IWM. FXI $39.50. HYG. IVV. EFA $67.48. TLT. LQD. GDX $29.01. GHC. NWN $73.38. COMM $12.22. GPK $15.63. BKNG $1830.55. CRWD. SPCE $16.91. IQV $155.25. HLT. EQH $24.02. CCK CROWN HOLDINGS $74.03.
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1:37AM EST - 2:27AM EST
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE: DOLLARS IN CAPITAL
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ON THE RIDE HOME A FEW HOURS AGO, I HAD A TERM COME TO ME, "FINANCIAL CONVERSION". THE "FC". TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PLAN. TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PRODUCT, SERVICE, OR INSTRUMENT. THE FINANCIAL CONVERSION WINS THE GAME. I'VE NEVER BEEN INTO BANKS WHEN IT COMES TO MY OWN MONEY. AT THE SAME TIME, SAVING MONEY WAS AN ISSUE FOR ME. I DIDN'T HAVE A REAL PLAN FOR SAVING. WE NEEDED A SAVINGS PLAN. NOW, WE CAN SEE, WHAT WE ARE DOING IS SAVING OUR CURRENCY IN OTHER CURRENCIES. WE ARE CONVERTING CURRENCY TO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. WE THROW OUR CURRENCY IN THE EQUITY MARKETS. THE MONEY MARKETS. WE SAVE OUR CURRENCY IN BONDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS FOR OUR DIAPERS AND STROLLERS. I'VE NEVER PURCHASED A DIAPER IN MY LIFE. WE ARE FINANCIALLY CONVERTING THE DOLLARS INTO INTEREST BEARING VEHICLES. AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, IT IS ALL ABOUT INTEREST. WHAT INTERESTS ME? WHAT AM I INTERESTED IN? I AM INTERESTED IN EARNING INTEREST ON MY MONEY. EARNING INTEREST, INTERESTS ME. I FIND INTEREST ON COLLATERAL, INTERESTING. INTERESTING. AGAIN.
I WANT YOU TO BE AS WEALTHY AS I AM WHEN IT'S ALL OVER. ACQUISITION, DISTRIBUTION. DISTRIBUTE IMMEDIATELY, WHAT WAS JUST ACQUIRED. I HAVE THREE TO FIVE PEOPLE, READY TO BE SENT FUNDS FOR THEIR E-TRADE, ROBINHOOD, AND FREEWALLET ACCOUNTS. WHAT THIS MEANS IS, ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS TO EACH PERSON AT A TIME. EACH PERSON PURCHASES THE SAME STOCKS, IN DIFFERENT ORDERS. IN TOTAL, MY EARNINGS WILL GET HUNDREDS OF SHARES AT A TIME, IN DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS, ALONG WITH MINE. SO WHEN I LOOK AT MY OWN HOLDING ACCOUNTS, I'D HAVE TO REMEMBER I ACTUALLY HOLD WAY MORE. THE MAIN REASON YOU HAVE EVERYTHING DISTRIBUTED, IS TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW YOUR LOVED ONES ARE GOOD FOREVER. YOU PURCHASED HOWEVER MANY SHARES IN TOTAL IN LIFE AS YOU WERE MEANT TO. IT WAS NECESSARY AND SO IT BECAME THE ULTIMATE GAME. I GAVE UP MY PERSONAL LIFE MY ENTIRE TWENTIES. I ISOLATED MYSELF ENOUGH TO UNLOCK MYSELF, TO MYSELF. ANYWAY, I NEED THE MAJORITY OF MY HOLDINGS ATTACHED TO BENEFICIARIES. THE PEOPLE I SEND MONEY TO FOR E-TRADE ARE BENEFICIARIES AS WELL. I WANT IT SET UP LIKE THAT RATHER THAN HAVING A LONG WILL. I WANT TO DROP MY FUNDS IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS AND THAT IS MY WILL GIFT TO THEM WHEN I'M GONE. UNTIL THEN, WE USE THE MONEY FOR JOINT BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY.
NOW I CAN SEE THE SAVING OF MONEY AS VERY TRULY FUN. I AM OF ZEITGEIST ADDENDUM. AT 18. FRACTIONAL RESERVE SYSTEM ISN'T A NEW TERM TO ME AT ALL. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN THE STOCK MARKET. I AM SAVING MONEY IN DIGITAL CURRENCY. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN SAVINGS BONDS. BEARER BONDS. MUTUAL BONDS FUNDS. MUNICIPAL BONDS. CORPORATE BONDS. ZERO-COUPON BOND. SAVINGS. I WAS PERSONALLY WONDERING, WHO THE WINTER SOLSTICE WOULD BE. I WONDERED IF THE WINTER SOLSTICE WAS BIGGER THAN THE SUMMER'S. 2018 SUMMER SOLSTICE WAS A BIG GUY, BUT NEW. I WAS WONDERING WHY THEY DID THAT TO HIM AT THE VERY BEGINNING"? SINCE HE DIED RIPPLE NEVER CAME BACK UP. I SAY THAT TO SAY I STILL DIDN'T SEE THE WINTER SOLSTICE MARK OFF COMING. R.I.P. KOBE BRYANT. KOBE BRYANT DIED ONE MONTH AFTER THE 2019 WINTER SOLSTICE. AT THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE SECOND CAREER HE WAS PURSUING. IN THE MIDDLE OF A LEGAL DISPUTE WITH A PHARMA COMPANY OVER THE COPYRIGHT NAME OWNERSHIP OF "THE BLACK MAMBA".
AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO MY STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, I MEET MY GOAL. AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO OTHER'S STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, WE MEET OUR GOALS. I MEET ANOTHER ONE OF MY GOALS AS WELL. IT IS MY GOAL TO BE THAT GUY. I WAS THAT GUY. WHO WAS THAT GUY? THAT GUY WAS CHAD. THE WATCHLIST GROWS LONGER. YOU HAVE THE WATCHLIST HERE. I WILL UPDATE THE PRICES ON NEW PAPER IN HERE, RIGHT BEFORE IT'S DONE, EVERY VOLUME. THUS A TIME TABLE OF THE WATCHLIST. VOLUME TWO IS FOUR SESSIONS AWAY. FOUR WRITING SESSION HOURS AWAY. SOON WE WILL START AN AUDIO VERSION IMPROMPTU. FOR EVERY COMPANY ON THE WATCHLIST, WE NEED THE COMPETING COMPANY NAMES. FOR EVERY INDUSTRY, WE NEED RELATED INDUSTRIES. MANY OF OUR INDUSTRIES ON THE LIST ARE RELATED, WEIRDLY. NOW THERE'S THIS ENTHUSIASM TOWARDS SAVING. I VALUED SPENDING OVER SAVING, WHEN I WAS COMPLETELY FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. NOW I AM CLOSER TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AT LEAST AND I AM DISGUSTED WITH THE THOUGHT OF AVID CONSUMPTION OF ANYTHING BUT STOCKS. FORGIVE ME. THROWING IN THREE HUNDRED UNITS OF CURRENCY INTO INVESTMENTS WEEKLY. TEN THOUSAND YEARLY INVESTED. SAVED IN DIFFERENT FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. PREP REDUCES RISK SO ANY WHO FEARS THE RISK ALSO FEARS THE PREPARATION. I AM PREPARED YET STILL PREPARING TO BE INVOLVED IN MORE PREPARATION.
THIS AFTERNOON, RIGHT BEFORE THE RIDE PICKED ME UP FOR WORK, I PLACED A BUY LIMIT FOR RVBR ON E-TRADE. THAT MEANS AFTER SETTING THE LIMIT TO UNDER WHAT THE PRICE WAS, I REALIZED THE ORDER WOULDN'T TRIGGER. THE AMOUNT OF SHARES IN RVBR I WOULD GET FOR $90 IS 9,000. FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS IN RVBR RIGHT NOW IS RIGHT UNDER 50,000 SHARES. EEL. DISGUSTING. I'M GOING TO DO THAT. SPLIT THE FIRST $500 BETWEEN ANYONE ELSE INVOLVED. IT'S NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE. A FEW PEOPLE, ARE COMING WITH ME TO AN EARLY RETIREMENT AND A BILLION DOLLAR NEST EGG. INHERITANCES THROWN AROUND. THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT WILL HAVE THEIR PORTFOLIOS, HOW I HAVE MINE. I WILL BE DUPLICATING THE PORTFOLIO. FUNDING THE DUPLICATION OF THE PORTFOLIO. CREATING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN CAPITAL FOR ALL INVOLVED.
#3:27AM EST - #4:25AM EST
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY TWO: WELL I GUESS I JUST CAN'T CALL IT THEN
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I AM BACK IN THE GROOVE WITH MY WRITING. I AM BACK TO PRODUCING ONE PUBLICATION VOLUME PER MONTH. I AM WRITING NEW MATERIAL. I AM WRITING IN A NEW GENRE. THE NON FICTION GENRE. SOMEHOW I AM ADDING ENOUGH CREATIVITY TO THIS, PROJECT AS THE UNDERTAKING. I AM UNDERTAKING THIS PROJECT. I AM PLANNING TO INCLUDE AS MUCH CREATIVITY AND VERSATILITY AS POSSIBLE, INTO THIS PIECE OF ART WORK. THIS IS A CREATIVE WORK OF ART. I AM A CREATIVE. I AM AN ARTIST. I REPRESENT THE ARTIST. MY CREATIVE PORTFOLIO WAS CREATED SOLELY TO PROVE MY ARTISTRY TO MYSELF. I HAVE PROVED MY ARTISTRY TO MYSELF YEARS AGO. I AM DAVID CRICHTON CERTIFIED. NOW WE ARE VANESSA STALLONE CERTIFIED. VANESSA STALLONE AND DAVID CRICHTON ARE TWO DIFFERENT PORTFOLIOS. DAVID CRICHTON WAS CREATED BY 25 YEAR OLD CHAD XZAVIERFILMS. VANESSA STALLONE IS FOR VANESSA HONEY MALONE. I INTRODUCED THE PEN NAME IN 2017 AT 27. AT 30, IN 2020, VANESSA STALLONE IS THE PEN NAME. DAVID CRICHTON WON'T BE ON THE COVER AS AUTHOR, ONLY SUBJECT. VANESSA STALLONE WILL WRITE BOOKS ABOUT DAVID CRICHTON'S PORTFOLIO. VANESSA STALLONE REPRESENTS THE MIND OF THIRTY YEAR OLD CHAD. HERE IS THE CHADFILMS TIMELINE.
12 YEARS OLD IN MIAMI FLORIDA, FIRST SHORT FILM. 6 OR 12 MINS. TOOK TWELVE HOURS TO FILM. ONE DECADE LATER. VALENTINE'S DAY 2012. ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF KEVITV AND SEEXZAVIERFILMS YOUTUBE. 2012 OCTOBER 23RD, VANESSA MALONE WAS MURDERED AT AGE 18. I REACHED MY YOUTUBE GOAL OF 50 VIDEOS. TOOK SIX MONTHS. SIX MONTHS BEFORE THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL AND CAMERA, I WAS WRITING SCRIPTS FOR THE FIRST TIME. "IN YOUR DREAMS" IS THE MAIN ONE I REMEMBER AND STILL HAVE. I PUBLISHED A FEW BOOKS, TWO MAYBE THREE BETWEEN 18-20. WHEN I FIRST REALIZED THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO PURSUE AS A CAREER, MY PASSION. THREE YEARS LATER, 2015, DAVID CRICHTON PORTFOLIO IS STARTED. "THE PHONE GIRL" "CFK" AND "CLEVERLAND AND CLEVER FIELD" WERE WRITTEN. "CLEVERLAND" IS THE FIRST 2016 PUBLICATION. "THE PRINCE WHO KNEW TOO MUCH" BOTH PARTS, WERE THE LAST PUBLISHED PROJECTS IN 2016. YOU PUBLISHED EVERYTHING WRITTEN FROM 2015 AND PUBLISHED YOUR FIRST NOVEL NOT RHYMING. THE PREVIOUS STATED NOVELS WERE VERSE NOVELS. 600 PAGES OF RHYME. TWICE. VOLUME THREE OF THE ULTIMATE CRICHTON COLLECTION CONTAINS THE FIRST PROSE. I DID FIND WRITING FROM 2010-2015 AND I ADDED IT IN THE VOLUMES OF TWO AND THREE.
THAT'S A QUICK, ONE PARAGRAPH RUN DOWN OF MY CREATIVE ENDEAVORS IN MY TWENTIES. NOW SINCE I HAVE EXPLORED ALL OF THE DIFFERENT PASSIONS I'VE DISCOVERED FROM WITHIN, DURING MY TWENTIES, I CAN NOW REALIZE I HAVE TO FUND THOSE ENDEAVORS MYSELF. THIS IS WHY I AM DELVING INTO THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, SO HEAD FIRST. I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO GOD. I WANT TO GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY. I USED THE LONELINESS TO SPARK AN ECONOMICAL REVOLUTION OF MY VERY OWN, POSSIBLY. SINCE I KNOW I MUST LEAVE THE ACQUIRED BILLIONS DISTRIBUTED. HOW MANY FUTURE BILLIONAIRES CAN THE PLAN BE DISTRIBUTED TO? WITH THE PUBLICATION ALONE, FOR PEOPLE I MAY NEVER MEET AND THUS BE ABLE TO HELP THEM IN PERSON ON PURPOSE. SO NOW, ON PURPOSE, I AM HERE FOR YOU. IF I WASN'T A NOBODY THEY MIGHT TRY TO KILL ME SO I AM VERY GLAD TO STILL BE A NOBODY. I'M ACTUALLY SOMEBODY VERY SPECIAL. R.I.P. TO FLIGHT KOBE.
WITH THE ROBINHOOD WATCHLIST INCREASED IN SIZE, THE E-TRADE WATCHLIST MUST BE INCREASED WITH THE SAME SYMBOLS AS WELL AS SYMBOLS NOT FOUND ON ROBINHOOD. WITH THE WATCHLIST BEING AIMED TO CONTAIN ONE HUNDRED COMPANIES, YOU AIM TO THROW IN $100 INTO EACH COMPANY, EACH TIME AROUND, IN EACH ACCOUNT, FOR EACH PERSON YOU ARE WORKING ALONGSIDE WITH. THIS MEANS YOU WILL NOT ONLY HAVE STOCK IN NANO TECHNOLOGY, YOU WILL HAVE VARIOUS COMPANY STOCK FROM WITHIN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR AS A WHOLE. WE DIDN'T INVEST IN ONE NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY FOR SOME RANDOM REASON. THE ONLY REASON THE COMPANY IS ON OUR WATCHLIST, IS DUE TO THE FACT IT IS IN FACT, A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. IT IS THE ENTIRE SECTOR WE ARE LOOKING AT. BY LOOKING AT THE ENTIRE SECTOR AS A WHOLE, YOU ARE NOW IN OBSERVATION OF THE RANGE OF THE PRICES IN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR OF THE STOCK MARKET. SO YOU CAN SAY, "HEY THE LOWEST NANO COMPANY IS THREE PENNIES AND THE HIGHEST $300". NOW YOU KNOW THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR IS NOW AT THREE PENNIES TO THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS.
I AM LAUNCHING A SCIENCE EXPERIMENT. THIS PUBLICATION IS MY DOCUMENTATION OF THE SCIENCE PROJECT. THIS SCIENCE PROJECT IS PERTAINING TO CHAD SCIENCE AND CHAD MATH. THIS IS THE PRODUCTION DIARY OF THE SCIENCE PROJECT. THE VARIABLES, THE CONTROLS, THE HYPOTHESIS, THE STATEMENT, THE EXPERIMENT. MAKE AN OBSERVATION. ASK A QUESTION. FORM A HYPOTHESIS, OR TESTABLE EXPLANATION. MAKE A PREDICTION BASED ON THE HYPOTHESIS. TEST THE PREDICTION. USE THE RESULTS IN MAKING NEW HYPOTHESES OR PREDICTIONS. THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD. THANK YOU GOOGLE. ONE HUNDRED YEARS AGO, $110 WAS WORTH $1500 PLUS. ONE HUNDRED YEARS FROM FIFTH TEEN YEARS FROM NOW, 2035, 1935 WOULD HAVE SEEN $110 AS REALLY $2000. THAT'S CALLED INFLATION HOME BOY. THE FEDERAL RESERVE ACT WAS SIGNED DURING CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY, WHEN THE SENATE WAS ON LEAVE. THE GOLD STANDARD HAS BEEN GONE FOR 100 YEARS, SINCE 2013. THE 100 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF WHAT PRESIDENT WILSON DID TO FIAT CURRENCY, POSSIBLY CREATING FIAT CURRENCY. I MAY DEDICATE A VOLUME OF THIS SERIES TO THE HISTORY OF ALL CURRENCY AND AMERICAN FIAT CURRENCY, TO BETTER GRIP THE REALITY OF WHY I AM SAYING WHAT I AM SAYING.
CERTAIN THINGS I DON'T WANT TO SAY RIGHT NOW, I WILL PUT THEM IN THEIR OWN CHAPTER OR VOLUME GOD WILLING. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY, THE UN INVESTED AMERICAN DOLLAR WILL ALWAYS BE THE BIGGEST LAUGH YOU HAVE TO GIVE. OR TO SHARE. I'M STARTING TO THINK MORE AND MORE NOW ABOUT THE STOCK WATCHLIST FOR IT IS GROWING SO LONG. IN THESE EMERGING MARKETS IS WHERE THE WATCHLIST ORIGINATES FROM. THE WATCHLIST FULL OF EMERGING MARKETS. WE ARE WATCHING THE UNFOLDING OF TECH HISTORY. AT THIS POINT, THE DIRECT HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT FOR THE STOCK HOLDING, IS TO FIND MORE COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. INVEST $100 IN EACH COMPANY, IN YOUR PORTFOLIO AND FOR YOUR LOVED ONES AND BUSINESS PARTNERS. REALLY CAPITALIZE ON YOUR INSIGHT. YOU MIGHT JUST MAKE ALL OF THE BILLIONS YOU WERE WANTING TO INVEST IN THE U.C.A. THE UNITED CITIZENS OF AMERICA. VARSITY SAYS I CAN'T CALL IT THAT.
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3:37AM EST - 4:38AM EST
FEBRUARY 5TH, 2020
2.5.2020
CANADIAN MOLSON TIMES TWO.
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CHAPTER TWENTY THREE: TON TRAY
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THIS PROJECT IS TWO CHAPTERS FROM COMPLETION. VOLUME ONE, "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS." A PERSON OF NUMBERS. HOPEFULLY ONE DAY YOU WILL BE THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. IT IS ALL UP TO YOU HOWEVER. I DID MY PART. DID YOU SEE IT? DO YOU SEE IT? ARE YOU SEEING IT? AND ARE YOU SEEING IT FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH? IF YOU ARE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE WEALTHY. FILTHY STINKING WEALTHY, YOU ARE GOING TO SEE YOURSELF AS. I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND. WHEN THEY ASK YOU, WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND, CHAD XZAVIER BUFFETT FILMS. BUFFET FILMS. I MAY NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH OF AN IMPACT I MADE. THAT DOESN'T MATTER. I SMOKED BEFORE ALMOST EVERY PAGE, AND GOT IT DONE. I LIVED A BORING ROUTINE BY OTHER'S STANDARDS. THE LIFE I AM CREATING FOR MYSELF, IS STAGGERING. STAGGERING AMOUNTS OF CURRENCY. I AM THE SPIRIT, ON THE MISSION. I FIGHT ON GOD'S ARMY. IF I DIE ON BATTLEFIELD SPIRIT WARFARE, THEN I WILL GO HOME. I FELT OUT OF PLACE HERE. I FELT MEANT TO BE HERE. I WAS OUT OF PLACE. I WAS NOT HOWEVER, OUT OF SYNC.
I HAVE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS. TWO HUNDRED CAN GO INTO INVESTING IN STOCKS AND CRYPTO. MEDICAL HEALTH COMPANIES. IS INFORMATION LIKE THIS, NOT SO COMPILED? VOLUME ONE IS ALMOST OVER. I LOOK FORWARD TO STARTING VOLUME TWO. I AM GRATEFUL I AM UNKNOWN. I AM GRATEFUL, I AM A NOBODY IN THE MEDIA. FAME IS ONLY USEFUL AFTER LIFE. DURING LIFE, PRIVACY. SECRECY. SERENITY. PEACE. BLISS. ANONYMITY. LIVE YOUR LIFE DOING SOMETHING WORTHWHILE AS QUIETLY AS POSSIBLE. DOCUMENT IT ALL. I WANTED TO MAKE FILMS RIGHT? I HAVE 4000 GBS OF RAW FOOTAGE. I CAN MAKE MY FIRST FILMS WITH THIS. I MUST DO THIS. I AM THIRTY. I STARTED AT 20. 21 I HAD A CAMERA. I APPRECIATE GOD FOR EVERY MOMENT. I DIDN'T SPEND MY LIFE PURSUING SEX. I PRAY GOD WILL BLESS ME WITH WHAT I AM AFTER. MY MOTIVATIONS ARE PAINFUL. I'M ACTUALLY MOTIVATED BY A DEEP AND UNRELENTING SENSE OF JUST NOT FEEL APPRECIATED. THUS I STRIVE FOR ENOUGH TO WARRANT APPRECIATION. I HEAR GREAT THINGS. I FEEL GREAT PAIN. HATE TO MENTION IT. IT IS SAFE TO SAY.
THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS MUST GET INVESTED INTO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD CALLS FOR OBSERVATION. I OBSERVE EMERGING MARKET TRENDS IN THE NASDAQ. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THE NASDAQ? I ONLY KNOW THREE THINGS ABOUT THE NASDAQ. THE PRICES GO UP. THE PRICES GO DOWN. IF YOU WENT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, YOU GET PAID. THAT'S ONLY INCLUDING TRADING. HOLDING IS EASIER MONEY AND LONGER MONEY LONGER TERM. TRADING IS LONG TERM MONEY IN MONTHS. WHEN MASTERED. HAVEN'T MASTERED IT YET, WON'T SPEAK TOO MUCH OF IT. FOR YOU, YOUR FORT MUST BE BUILT IN YOUR HOLDINGS. YOU MUST HOLD YOUR WAY TO A MILLION DOLLARS. I DO NOT HAVE A MILLION DOLLARS. LISTEN. THE MILLION IS THE STEPPING STONE. THE STEPPING STONE TO TEN BILLION DOLLARS. I AM INSANE. I DO NOT HAVE REMORSE ON MY INVESTMENTS. I INVEST WITH NO SHAME. I INVEST FOR MY OWN SAKE. I INVEST FOR MY OWN PEACE OF MIND. PEACE OF MIND IS SACRED TO ME. PERIOD. THREE PERIODS. ONE SEASON. NAH. I WAS SENT HERE ON A MISSION. THIS IS WHAT DROVE ME. IN RETROSPECT.
THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS. TWO HUNDRED INVESTED. SENDING IT TO EITHER MY ACCOUNTS, OR OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. BOTH ACTUALLY. REALLY DETERMINING THE OTHER PERSON'S OR PEOPLE'S ACCOUNTS WHOM WILL GET THE FUNDS THIS ROUND. BY INVESTING HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS PER WEEK INTO THE STOCK MARKET, IN EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE POTENTIAL OF EARNING MILLIONS IN A DECADE IS TOO REACHABLE ACTUALLY. HERE'S A SCARY QUESTION FOR A SQUARE TO ASK. WHEN I SAY SQUARE, I MEAN UNIT. DOES INVESTING IN TEN OR MORE FUTURE ONE HUNDRED AND TEN BILLION DOLLAR INDUSTRIES, CLASSIFY ME AS THE NEW ELITE? IF I EVER BRING THE PAPARAZZI MY WAY, I AM PLAYING STUPID. EVEN IF THEY HAD THIS PUBLICATION, AT THAT MOMENT. PLAIN STUPID. LAUGHS. I WRITE SCRIPTS. I JUST WANTED TO MAKE MOVIES. SYRACUSE HAS A FILM FESTIVAL IN OCTOBER. ENOUGH TIME, MORE THAN, TO GET A ONE HOUR DOCUMENTARY READY. THIRTY YEAR OLD CHAD FILMS MUST GO BACK ON YOUTUBE. EDITING UNRELEASED FOOTAGE. FILMING NEW FOOTAGE AND EDITING INVESTING VIDEOS.
I KEEP ATTEMPTING TO EXPLAIN THE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS SITUATION. I HAVE TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS. THE DOLLARS ARE READY TO BE INVESTED. I AM GOING TO EXPLOIT MY OWN INSIGHT. MY BROTHER JUSTIN TOLD ME I NEEDED TO EXPLOIT MYSELF. NOW I WILL EXPLOIT MY OWN INSIGHT, INTO THE WORLD OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. I WILL LEAVE MYSELF, STRANDED, IN THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IT WILL BE UP TO MERIT IF I MAKE IT OUT ALIVE. I THINK ABOUT BUYING BONDS FOR QQ, QUAN AND MALIAH. ATIYANNA. I'VE ONLY SEEN YOU ONCE. YOU'LL NEVER REMEMBER THAT. I COULD SEE FROM YOUR FACE, YOU RECOGNIZED I LOOKED LIKE YOUR DAD. I COULD SEE I LOOKED FAMILIAR YET YOU HAVE NEVER SAW ME BEFORE THEN. I'M JUST GRATEFUL I WAS BORN AND SURVIVED BIRTH. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED CHILDHOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED YOUNG ADULTHOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED ADULT HOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I LIVED TO BE 80 PLUS YEARS OLD. JUST WISHING THOUGHTS HERE PEOPLE. THIS IS NOT A FIVE PARAGRAPH ESSAY. THIS IS FIVE PARAGRAPHS HOWEVER. FIVE PARAGRAPHS, OF ME, TELLING YOU, FINANCIAL LITERACY IS HOW YOU GET PAID. IF YOU ARE PAID, THEN YOU ARE LAID. UNDER THE SHADE. DOUBLE IN TON TAY. AYE.
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2.6.2020
2:45AM EST - 2:36AM EST
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 6TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR: RED CAT WINE
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THREE MORE SESSIONS LEFT AS OF NOW. STILL WONDERING WHAT TO TITLE THE SAGA. THIS VOLUME IS VOLUME ONE. VOLUME ONE IS THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. MAYBE EVERY VOLUME WILL HAVE A VERSE NOVEL SUCCEEDING IT. "WHILE AMERICA SLEPT", MAY BE THE SAGA TITLE. "WHY AMERICA SLEPT", MAY BE THE SAGA TITLE. WE ARE NOT YET SURE WHAT VOLUME TWO WILL COME OUT AS. VOLUME ONE IS NOT YET COMPLETE. ALMOST. HOW WAS IT? HOW IS VOLUME ONE OF WHY OR WHILE AMERICA SLEPT? ALLOW ME TO DISSERTATE WHY, I HAVE THOSE TWO OPTIONS MENTALLY HIGHLIGHTED. "WHY ENGLAND SLEPT", IS A PUBLICATION PUBLISHED BY JOHN F. KENNEDY SR. IN 1940. "WHY ENGLAND SLEPT" IS A REFERENCE TO WINSTON CHURCHILL'S PUBLICATION. "WHILE ENGLAND SLEPT" WAS PUBLISHED IN 1938. IF I TITLE THE SAGA "WHILE ENGLAND SLEPT", IT IS THE SECOND REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL. "WHY AMERICA SLEPT", WOULD BE THE FIRST REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL.
INDENTATION. NEXT VOLUME I MAY RHYME. EVERY OTHER VOLUME MAY BE A VERSE NOVEL. BOTH TITLES WILL BE REFERENCED THRU OUT THIS SAGA. BOTH TITLES WILL HAVE THEIR OWN VOLUME REFERENCED. WE AIM TO SHOW THE CREATIVE VERSATILITY IN THIS SAGA. THIS SAGA WILL SHOW TWO CONCEPTS. I WRITE. I CAN WRITE ECONOMIC STRATEGY. HOLY BUSINESS. MAYBE BUSINESS IS PERSONAL. DO NOT PERSONS ENGAGE IN BUSINESS? OR IS BUSINESS JUST WARFARE? IF BUSINESS IS JUST WARFARE, CONDUCT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING PRIVATELY AND AVOID ALL CASUALTIES. GET PAID. THEN GET LAID IN THE SHADE. AS IN LAYING DOWN IN THE SHADE. LITERALLY. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS WAS NOT EASY. IT WAS FUN FOR IT WASN'T AN EASY TASK. YET I AM THE MAD MAN. WHAT REALLY MAKES IT FUN, IS MAKING IT EASIER FOR YOU. I MADE BILLIONS. FOR I EARNED IT. I PUT IN MY WHOLE LIFE. I RISKED EVERYTHING. NOW I LAUGH SO HARD, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. IT'S HILARIOUS. HYSTERICAL. A HOOT. ALONG WITH THE RIOT. ZEY CALL IT, PROPERTY TAX. I AM WRITING A BOOK RIGHT NOW. ALMOST DONE. WITH VOLUME ONE. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS". I AM ANTICIPATING ORDERING COPIES. I TOLD MRS. MARGE, YESTERDAY AT WORK, I WILL SIGN HER A COPY OF THIS, I GIVE TO HER AS A SAMPLE. I HAVE NO LIFE. I ONLY HAVE THE LIFE OF MY DREAMS. NOW MAKE LIFE DREAMY, FOR AS MANY OTHERS, AS MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE.
INDENTATION. CONDUCT THE HELPING HAND CHALLENGE, WITH YOUR STOCK PICKS AND PORTFOLIOS. CREATE INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS, JUST FOR THE HELPING HAND TRAVEL DOCUMENTARIES. YOU TRAVEL THE WORLD, HELPING OTHER'S FINANCIALLY, DOCUMENTING IT ALL ON VIDEO AND AUDIO. STASH THE FOOTAGE AWAY. PLAY AS SMART AS YOU CAN. FOR YOU MUST SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH TO IMPACT REALITY'S FABRIC. OR IMPACT THE FABRICATION, WITH TRUTH. IF YOU GIVE UP YOUR AMBITIONS FOR PLEASURE, FOR YOUR FANTASY WORLD ACQUISITION, YOU LOSE NOTHING. SO GO GAIN EVERYTHING. EVERY-THING? EVERY-THING!
INDENTATION\. PARDON ME, PRESIDENT FORD. DEAR MR. GERALD, WE MADE A CAVE FULL OF BOOTY WITH THE MARKET IN CONJUNCTION. OH YEA. KOOL-AID NEVER TASTED BETTER. RAMEN NOODLES NEVER FELT SO RIGHT. WE COULD EAT LOBSTER. BUT MAYBE LOBSTER IS JUST THE SEA ROACH. OOPS. OOPSEY DAISY. IF I LIGHT THE FIRE TO THE ECONOMICAL REVOLUTION, KEEP THE FIRE LIT. THE FIRE RISES. I GAVE MY LIFE TO RISE THE FIRE. I CAN LIVE WITH THAT. LIVED FOR IT. IZZY. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD. I GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY. I AM A SOLDIER IN GOD'S ARMY. MAY BE FUTURE GENERAL. FOR NOW I GIVE MY LIFE TO SPECIFIC DESTINY. I MAY NEVER SEE IT. I STILL SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AND DAY. I CHERISHED MY LIFE. CHERISH YOURS MORE. MORE. MUCH MORE. USE YOUR GIFTS TO ENHANCE THE SPECTRUM OF INTENTIONAL ACTION WITHIN THE REALM. I AM GOING TO PRICE THIS BOOK AT $100. NO ONE WHO READS IT, WILL COMPLAIN THEN. ANYONE WHO READS IT FOR FREE, WILL FEEL OBLIGED. THEY SHOULDN'T. THEY WOULD ACTUALLY KIND OF BE ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS DOWN, IN THE PERFECT WORLD.
2.6.2020
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 6TH, 2020
4:33AM EST - 5:15 AM EST
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CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE:
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INDENTATION.
I LOOK FORWARD TO VOLUME TWO.
I WRITE ONE LINE AT A TIME.
I ENJOY LIFE.
I PRAY TO GOD I MAKE HIM PROUD.
I MADE SURE MY FAMILY WAS BETTER THAN BETTER THAN GOOD.
GENERATIONALLY.
I WAS THE RICH UNCLE.
THE FILTHY WEALTHY UNCLE.
THE UNCLE THEY NEVER CALLED UNCLE.
I WAS ALWAYS JUST CHAD.
JUSS CHIZZI.
THIS CHAPTER IS WRITTEN AS A POEM WOULD BE. NOW I WRITE POEMS AS PROSE PARAGRAPHS ARE. YOU WOULDN'T KNOW IT WAS RHYMING, UNTIL YOU REALIZED IT WAS RHYMING. THIS IS THE NON FICTION GENRE. ONE GENRE.
BUY THE STOCK.
DISTRIBUTE IT.
BUY OTHER STOCKS.
DISTRIBUTE THEM.
STOCKS IN CERTAIN INDUSTRIES. COMPETING STOCKS IN THE SAME INDUSTRY.
LOVE THYSELF.
PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY.
FROM NOW ON, WE CALL IT P.T. OK? OK. COOL. GOT IT. WE HAVE EQUAL STANDING.
WE EQUALLY STAND.
XMEN THREE.
WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF P.T., I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT REALLY WAS. STILL DON'T FULLY. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE, OF WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE. THE FUTURE IS.
THE FUTURE IS UNFORESEEN BY MOST.
WHOEVER SEES THE FUTURE COMING, ENJOYS REWARDS.
"STEVE JOBS", THE FILM IS ON NETFLIX. "STEVE JOBS". I LOVE IT. I WILL WATCH IT TONIGHT GOD WILLING I REMEMBER.
I AM CHADFILMS.
I AM CHAD HARRIS.
CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS.
CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS, FILMS.
CHAD XZAVIER, FILMS.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME I WAS BORN.
IF IT IS CLOSE TO 12:29 PM OR AM, I WOULD LOVE THAT.
GOODNIGHTS.
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2:29 AM EST - 3:17AM EST
2.7.2020
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 7TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY SIX: AND HERE WE GO
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THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER OF THE VOLUME. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS" IS VOLUME ONE OF "WHY AMERICA SLEPT". VOLUME TWO, I'M NOT SURE OF THE TITLE YET. IT WILL BE A VERSE COLLECTION. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS VERSED". THE RHYMING VERSION. GO FROM THERE. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF THIS PUBLISHED WORK OF NON FICTION. CAN THIS VOLUME BE CONSIDERED AT LEAST THE INTRODUCTION TO AN ECONOMIC MANIFEST? IF SO, WE GO INTO VOLUME TWO, IN GOOD STANDING. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD I MADE IT THIS FAR IN LIFE AND IN THE BOOK.
INDENTATION. I JUST SENT $100 TO ISAIAH. I SENT $100 TO JASON. I ASKED THEM TO PURCHASE RIPPLE XRP ON COINBASE. I ASKED THEM TO ENGAGE AN E-TRADE TRANSFER FOR $100 AND I WILL SEND THE MONEY TO THEM BY THE TIME IT CLEARS. THIS WAY, WE CAN HOLD THE CRYPTO INSTANTLY, WHILE THE FUNDS GROW AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE. THESE STOCKS, IN THESE INDUSTRIES, MUST BE PURCHASED IN HEAVY AMOUNTS TOTAL. THIS WILL BRING IN CRYPTO MONEY. THE CRYPTO CURRENCY, MUST BE PURCHASED IN HEAVY AMOUNTS AS WELL. CRYPTO CURRENCY MARKET CAP FOR TRADING IS OVER $3 TRILLION PER DAY. EQUAL TO THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING. NNVC. NANO VERICIDES. $9 LAST TIME WE CHECKED, IT WAS THERE IN PRICE. NAOV. NANO VIBRONIX. $2.80. LAST TIME A NANO TECH COMPANY ON OUR WATCHLIST WAS $2, IT WAS NNVC. NNVC IS NOW RANGING FROM $8 TO $18. WOW. DAM. HOOVER. MY BROTHER JUSTIN IS SIGNING UP FOR AN E-TRADE. FINALLY. WAY TO GO BRO. THANK YOU. NAMASTE. NOW I CAN SEND YOU MONEY TO PURCHASE COMPANY STOCK PUBLICLY, IN THE EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES OF THE NEXT TWO CENTURIES.
INDENTATION. EVERY GENERATION WILL GET THIS CHANCE. UP TO THREE TIMES NATURALLY. WITH GUIDANCE, MAYBE FIVE TO SIX TIMES. USE THIS PUBLICATION AS A TOOL FOR THE YOUNG LOVED ONES IN YOUR LIFE, TO BOOST THEIR ECONOMIC ACQUIT AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. THEN THEY CAN DO THIS BEFORE THE AGE OF EIGHTEEN. IF NOT, BETWEEN 20-25 YEARS OLD. GET THEM STARTED AT SEVEN AND IT'S OVER. WE NEED TO TEACH OUR CHILDREN HOW TO PAY OUR BILLS. THEN THEY CAN PAY THEIR OWN. I WILL WRITE VOLUMES IN THIS SERIES AIMED AT THE YOUTH. THIS IS ONLY VOLUME ONE. WE WILL SAY COMPLEX SAYINGS. WE WILL SAY KINDERGARTEN TALK. THE OFFICIAL 2020 "VANESSA STALLONE" DEBUT IS DONE. YOURLISTEN SEARCH ENGINE. THE WHITE RABBIT MANIFESTO. THE ONLY BOOK WRITTEN IN NEW YORK, THE FIRST FOUR MONTHS BEFORE GOING BACK TO GEORGIA FOR SIX MONTHS. ON FRIDAY AUGUST 10TH, 2018, THE NIGHT I MOVED BACK TO NEW YORK FROM GEORGIA, I GAVE KEVI THE HAND WRITTEN NOTEBOOK. TOMORROW IS KEVI'S 19TH BIRTHDAY. MY OLDEST NIECE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVI. I LOVE YOU. I GAVE THE NOTEBOOK TO KEVI TV. KEVI. I NEVER TYPED THE NOTEBOOK. FIRST THING I DID IN GEORGIA, AFTER RETURNING FROM NEW YORK ON VALENTINE'S DAY WAS TO RECORD THE NOTEBOOK. I WOULD HAVE TO TRANSCRIBE THE AUDIO.
INDENTATION. I AM REALLY EXCITED. I GET TO SHOOT FOR ANOTHER VARIETY OF WRITING IN THIS COLLECTION. THERE WILL BE FICTIONAL VOLUMES IN THIS SERIES. ACTUALLY, THE NON FICTION ASPECT, IS IN ITSELF ANOTHER GENRE WE EXPLORED. WE DID NOT WANT TO EXPLORE NON FICTION. WHEN ECONOMICS, POLITICS, AND/ OR HUMANITARIANISM GREW IMPERATIVE TO US AT 25. FULLY IMPERATIVE. IN FIVE YEARS I HAVE SELF PUBLISHED 600 PAGE VOLUMES. THREE TIMES. FORGIVE ME FOR THE NUMEROLOGY BEHIND THE STATS. IN HINDSIGHT I WOULD HAVE FARED WELL GOING FOR THE 777. I JUST WANT TO REFLECT A MOMENT THAT MY 1800 PAGES INCIDENTALLY REFERENCES SOME REAL BULLSH. I'M HURT BY THIS. I NEED 700 PAGES. WHAT IS THAT IN THE "HARRY POTTER UNIVERSE"? "GOBLET OF FIRE". WRITING ECONOMIC PROSE THE SIZE OF "THE GOBLET OF FIRE". I AM JUST GRATEFUL AND EXCITED ABOUT COMPLETING THIS 700 PAGE PROJECT. THREE PAGES PER DAY IS 1000 PAGES ANNUALLY. I RECORD THREE HOURS IN AUDIO PER DAY, MOST DAYS.
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR READING VOLUME ONE. VOLUME TWO, THE INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER, IS THE NEXT SESSION.
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2.9.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2020
9:12PM EST - 9:50 PM EST
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DEDICATION: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KEVI FROM KEVITV
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THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. MY 19 YEAR OLD NIECE. SHE TURNS 19 TOMORROW. I WANT TO PUBLISH THIS BOOK, ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN PROOFREAD. THE PROOFREADING WAS AUDIO RECORDED. HELPS. I AM WRITING THIS PROJECT AND IT WILL HELP MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU KEVI. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF THEM. IT WOULD BE IRONIC IF YOUR UNCLE WROTE A PLAN, HELPING MILLIONS, AND YOU DIDN'T PARTICIPATE. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I LOVE YOU. I THINK OF YOU WHEN I INVEST IN ASSETS. I HAD THE PRILIVEGE OF WATCHING YOU GROW UP. IF THEY ASKED ME WHAT I DID ALL DAY INSIDE OF MY MIND? THE ANSWER IS KARAOKE. SOMETIMES AT WORK I GET CAUGHT. ENGAGING IN KARAOKE. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FROM FIVE YEARS AGO. I MAKE MYSELF LAUGH INSIDE OF MY HEAD ALL DAY NOW. IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ARENA.
THIS BOOK IS AWESOME KEVI. I JUST FINISHED IT, TWO DAYS AGO. KEVI I LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I FINISHED THE BOOK, TWO DAYS OR THREE DAYS BEFORE YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. SO I JUST SAID I HAD ENOUGH TIME TO EDIT IT BY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PUBLISH IT WITHIN THE HOUR. I LOVE YOU. I WISH I HAD ECONOMIC GOGGLES TO SEND YOU, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SEE. IF YOU NEVER READ THIS OR APPLY IT AFTER READING, I APPLY IT FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF LITERACY I KNOW OF. READING WORDS. READING PERCENTAGES. READING THE LETTER. READING THE DOLLAR. IT'S NOT ABOUT SALARY. IT'S EARNING POWER. YOU WON'T GET IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. FINANCIAL LITERACY. AT THE SAME TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE, I BACKED OFF. I LET YOU DO YOU. IT IS WHAT IT IS. I LOVE YOU KEVI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. I WROTE A BOOK. RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. HERE'S PART OF YOUR GIFT. I WILL STASH AWAY CRYPTO AND STOCKS FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. 46
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CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 25TH, 2019
12.25.2019
PERSON OF NUMBERS
CANDARA FONT
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THE INTRODUCTION: HORRIBLE MINDSET
WHAT IS A PERSON OF NUMBERS? A PERSON OF LETTERS, IS THE TERM INSPIRING THE TITLE FOR THIS ONE. A MAN OF LETTERS IS ONE WHOM WRITES BOOKS POSSIBLY. SO, CONVERSELY, A MAN OF NUMBERS, THE PERSON OF NUMBERS, IS ONE WHOM POSSIBLY SPONSORS INVESTMENTS. LIFE IS ALL ABOUT INVESTMENTS. YES, WE TOOK IT THERE. HOW MANY GREAT INVESTMENTS CAN YOU MAKE FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S SAKE? YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN BE PAID. THEY SHOULD BE PAID. THEY ALSO NEED TO LEARN HOW TO GET IT ON THEIR OWN. THEY NEED TO PAY THEMSELVES. HOW DOES ONE WIN THE RAT RACE??? HOW DO YOU ESCAPE THE RAT RACE MATRIX? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE SAM COMES SLAMMING FOR YOU? WE HAVE TO HAVE GREAT INVESTMENTS FOR OUR FUTURES, FOR OUR FUTURES TO BE LESS CONCERNING OF AN ISSUE TO US. THERE IS A MINDSET OF INVESTO-PHOBIA. HORRIBLE MINDSET, FOR THE RECORD. WHY BE AFRAID OF RETIREMENT? BREAKING THIS DOWN IN AN EQUATION, RETIREMENT IS SOMETHING HAPPENING YEARS FROM NOW. SO INVESTING IN TECHNOLOGY STOCKS WHILE YOUNG ALLOWS A PREFERRED RETIREMENT FUND TO LIVE ON AND FURTHER GROW. IF RETIREMENT IS LATER, THEN INVESTING IN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES, WHICH WOULDN'T POP OFF FULLY UNTIL RETIREMENT AGE. WHAT WE WOULD HAVE WISHED IN OUR TWENTIES, SOMEONE TO SAY THESE THINGS TO US THEN? THE LEAST FRIGHTENING WAY OF LOOKING AT THE STOCKS ARE INDUSTRY BUCKETS.
THROW YOUR MONEY INTO THE RIGHT BUCKET, BUCKET PROFITS DOUBLE AND SPLIT. THIS ENTIRE PROJECT WILL DELVE INTO CONSORTED ECONOMIC STRATEGIES. MY WAY OF TELLING YOU I WOULD SWITCH THE CONCEPTS OFTEN SO YOU DON'T SQUIRM AS MUCH. I WILL GET NO BENEFIT IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR LYING TO YOU NOW MY FRIEND, I FEAR. I INTEND TO LEAVE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS IN DOLLARS INVESTED IN THE STOCK MARKET, TO BE LEFT TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE. THESE PUBLICATIONS ARE MERE DIARIES OF WHAT WENT ON WHEN. WHEN IT IS ALL OBVIOUS, THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL BE GIVEN OUT AS CONVERSATION ENDERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO DISPLAYING THE CONCEPTS FROM OUR MIND ON ECONOMIC BLISS. WE ALL WANT ECONOMIC BLISS. IF I COULD WRITE A LETTER TO MYSELF TEN YEARS AGO, ONE LONG LETTER TO 18YR OLD CHAD. HOWEVER I CAN NOT, I CAN ONLY WRITE LETTERS TO THE CHAD TEN YEARS FROM NOW AND I CAN WRITE LETTERS TO YOU. SO, THESE ARE MY LETTERS TO YOU, MY FRIEND.
LETTERS BUT NOTES. NOTES ON ECONOMIC STRATEGIZING. WHATEVER INVESTMENT ARENA I AM INVESTING IN MYSELF, I WILL INCLUDE NOTES ON THE EXPERIENCES. THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL INCLUDE TRADE ACCOUNT PICTURES. I WILL IMMEDIATELY RESTART YOUTUBING AGAIN, BUT AS A FOREX TRADER'S CHANNEL. I DEFINITELY HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO GOD FOR MY LIFE IN WHICH I LOVE SO DEARLY. I WANT THE PUBLICATIONS I WRITE IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE 2020'S, TO REFLECT A CERTAIN GROWTH. A CERTAIN ECONOMIC GROWTH THE WRITING PHASES SHOW. ON THE CREATIVE SIDE, I WILL BE DELVING INTO COSMIC HORROR TO HONOR THE NEED TO VENT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS PUBLICATION YOUR ATTENTION AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ENTERTAINING YOU WITH THE INFORMATION I WAS PRIVY TO.

After a long and drooling three weeks of modding up Skyrim SSE for Xbox X/S, I finally nailed it down to where you can have 150 mods with the old Bruma Expansion, and experience no CTD's or bugs.
I went back and forth using "Beyond Skyrim: Bruma v 1.3.3," and modding without it. But if you really like that mod as I do, you can have it ,and still add to the game with some really cool mods.
Unfortunately, you can't use the newer Bruma Expansion it has to be the older one, but even so, I managed to have a ton of creatures and just about every conversation mod there is, land, water and tree overhauls as well, and the game runs smooth. Been playing with this load order for almost two weeks and have had no crashes or bugs so far.
Make sure you install them in the order they're listed, and of course remember, when you do the NPC overhauls, do a hard reset for each. With all these I still have about 234.6MB left over, so you won't be overloading your game.
If any of these mods are not for you, feel free to add, or play around with the ones you prefer more, but at least load this list for you base, and then play around with the mods you want. If you nay questions, feel free to message me:
2023 XBOX ONE X Skyrim MOD List
(With Beyond Skyrim – Bruma)
1) Skyrim USSEP Patch
2) Beyond Skyrim: Bruma Part 1 (v1.3.3)
3) Beyond Skyrim: Bruma Part 2
4) Beyond Skyrim: Bruma Part 3
5) Campfire: Complete Camping System
6) Beyond Skyrim: Bruma Part 4
7) Skyrim Vanilla Plus v. 5.1.1
8) Cutting Room Floor
9) Oculus Main Menu & Loading Screen
10) Ugh Mods Manager Cap
11) Deadly Civil War Skyrim
12) Return to Helgen (v4.3)
13) Mystical Scholarship: The Magical College Bundle
14) JaySerpa’s Quest Expansion Bundle
15) Darker Brotherhood V2
16) The Notice Board
17) The Notice Board – Better Solstheim Quests
18) The Paarthurnax Dilemma
19) Moonpath To Elsweyr SSE
20) Bloodmoon – Call of The Werebeasts
21) Resurgence of The Morag Tong
22) Cheat Room
23) Audio SFX Overhaul
24) Skyrim Musical Overhaul [XBOX]
25) War Drums Combat Music
26) Enhanced Lights and FX
27) ELFX Fixes AIO
28) Magical College of Winterhold ELFX Patch
29) Vivid Weathers: Definitive Edition
30) Vivid Weathers: Definitive Edition Bruma Patch
31) Skyrim is Windy
32) Double Beds Are For Two People
33) The Great Cities, Towns, And Villages Bundle
34) The Great City of Solitude
35) The Great City of Solitude USSEP Patch
36) The Great Cities, Towns, and Villages EFLX Patch
37) Greater Markarth Expansion
38) Spaghetti’s Cities: Windhelm
39) Granite Hill
40) Greymoor
41) Humble Riches: A Whiterun Overhaul
42) Dragonborn Village Expanded East
43) JK’s Riverwood
44) Medeval Forts
45) [XB1] Skaal Village Overhaul
46) Solstheim Reborn
47) Eastern Dwemer Towers
48) Anna’s Riverwood Cabin XB1
49) Waterview – Beyond Skyrim Cyrodiil Home
50) Lanterns of Skyrim – Special Edition All In One
51) Bruma Lanterns XB1
52) Bruma Lanterns – Lanterns of Skyrim Patch
53) Lanterns in small Towns {XBOX1}
54) Road Signs Overhaul
55) Lit Road Signs
56) Carriage Stops of Skyrim XB1
57) Dooty – Outhouses of Skyrim
58) Pauly’s Lush Grasslands of Skyrim
59) Pauly’s Lush Forests of Skyrim
60) (XBOX) Dragonborn – Solstheim Boat Travel
61) Noble Skyrim – Ships and Boats of Skyrim
62) [XBOX] Birds and Flocks
63) [XB1] Birds of Skyrim
64) [XB1] skyBirds – Airborne Perch
65) Farm Animals Xbox Edition
66) Sea of Spirits – Xbox Edition
67) 4thUnknown’s AiO
68) Frost Giants
69) Yetis and Sasquatchs
70) Dragur Cavalry
71) Land Dreugh
72) Classic Ghosts
73) Zombies
74) XIVALI
75) Daedra Spider
76) Grievous Twilight
77) Silt Striders
78) Cliff Racers
79) Bantam Guars
80) Alit
81) More people
82) World Encounters Overhaul
83) Extended Encounters
84) Immersive Citizens – AI Overhaul
85) More Tavern Idles
86) Stronger Courier
87) AI Overhaul 1.8.3
88) UNP Body and face Renewal (Wet Skin) (Reizo’s Mod)
89) [XB1] Chris57 and Sundracon Male Body Replacer
90) Male Face Textures by Den987
91) Natural Eyes
92) Riften Docks Overhaul & Riften Expansion AIO
93) The Great Cities, Towns, and Villages AI Overhaul Patch
94) NPC Armor & Clothing Overhaul
95) Authentic Legion Replacer (v.1)
96) Rebel’s Ranger Gear
97) Ancient Shrouded Armor Replacer
98) Kynreeve Armor – A Daedric Set
99) Beyond Skyrim Bruma – Cyrodilic Armor
100) Face Masks of Skyrim
101) RS Children Optimized
102) RS Children – Old BS Bruma v.1.3.3 Patch
103) RS Children - Cutting Room Floor Patch
104) RS Children – AI Overhaul Patch
105) iNeed Food, Water, and Sleep
106) iNeed – Extended
107) [XB1] Super Simple Bathing
108) Longer Days: Realistic Timescale
109) Crime Overhaul [XB1]
110) Easy Lockpicking
111) Rewarding Reading (Xbox)
112) Ring of God Mode
113) Dovah Ring of Crafting - Alchemy
114) Craft Anything and Upgrade (Xbox)
115) Use Those Blankets
116) Run For Your Lives
117) BIG: Ultimate Kills
118) Immersive Projectiles Throwing Weapons & Items
119) Bloodthirst – Vampire NPC’s Can Feed
120) Enhanced Blood Textures
121) Dovahkiin Can, Sit, Kneel, and Lay Down
122) Large Stagger Animation
123) The Ultimate Sit Animation: Males
124) Female Sitting Animation Replacer
125) Immersive Lap Sitting
126) Kissing – Immersive Lovers Complete
127) Marriage All Xbox1
128) Odin – Skyrim Magic Overhaul
129) Mysticism – A Magic Overhaul (v.6)
130) Forgotten Spells
131) Balanced New Spells
132) Phenderix Magic Evolved
133) Radiant Dialogue SE
134) More Dialogue Options
135) More Dialogue Options – Immersive Citizens Patch
136) Misc Dialogue Edits & More Dialogue
137) Misc Dialogue Edits & More Dialogue – Immersive Citizens Patch
138) More To Say 9.0.2
139) Relationship Dialogue Overhaul
140) RDO - CRF + USSEP Patch
141) Young Lovers – Expanded Voices
142) Better Intimidation
143) Realistic Conversations (XB1)
144) Realistic Water Two SE (v.2)
145) Realistic Water Two – BS Bruma Patch
146) X32 Maximum Skeleton Special Edition
147) At Your Pace AIO (USSEP Version)
148) Alternate Start – Live Another Life
149) DAR NPC & Player Animations
150) Color Patches Remover [XB1/SE]
Revised: March 23, 2023

I feel so accomplished 🙏🏽

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So, I have some new items for sale. Fresh in from the depths of my airsoft gear closet.
(Items that include shipping are CONUS only. International shipping is paid by the buyer. Prices are firm. All sales are final.)
With that said...
Buy some stuff!!
EDIT: Updated Timestamp Here
Guns

Item	Info	Pics	Price
Cybergun/WE Desert Eagle Green Gas Variant	Bone Stock, One magazine	https://imgur.com/ULzL8uu https://imgur.com/I6hir1y https://imgur.com/nPCPBD9 https://imgur.com/NzXJBcv	$150 Shipped
Cybergun/VFC FNX Package	FDE Replica Trijicon RMR	https://imgur.com/qh4fETT https://imgur.com/rw16MUE https://imgur.com/CBykzp6 https://imgur.com/0TxjDCu https://imgur.com/DiztPK4	$365 $310 SOLD
Boneyard WE Luger PO8	Cycles, but BBs roll out the barrel. A common problem, even in brand new ones. Never fielded, was carried in a map case as a prop "war trophy"	https://imgur.com/8SegMou https://imgur.com/5EcHpDU https://imgur.com/0h5FRGh	$80 $65 Shipped
Classic Army Nemesis MK18	Painted in a "Lone Survivor"-esque look. Bone stock otherwise.	https://imgur.com/BhomUlm https://imgur.com/xZnFjmO https://imgur.com/Yhq29GK	$275 $250 SOLD

And the Gear

Item	Info	Pics	Price
Midwest Industries Drop In Quad Rail	Brand New Real Steel. Rifle Length. Was a stand-in for the KAC M5 on my M16A4 Clone	https://imgur.com/mupoQ3z https://imgur.com/IvRBAOy https://imgur.com/i0E8oDb	$170 $150 Shipped
CRUSHUNT Replica ACOG	Brand New Fiber Optic, No Tritium, Red Chevron, 4x Magnification	https://imgur.com/Vk6KJDo https://imgur.com/8IRO5Ud https://imgur.com/baYK4vp https://imgur.com/baN5HLf https://imgur.com/tdAedxq https://imgur.com/Z5akFwb	$90 $70 SOLD
Element Bravo Replica ACOG	Replica RMR, Crosshair Reticle, No Illumination	https://imgur.com/Vk6KJDo https://imgur.com/UpMnbYu https://imgur.com/yIZ79eV https://imgur.com/H4rfKF1	$60 $50 Shipped
Vortex Optics StrikeFire II	Mounted on my real AR before I bought an ACOG, Red/Green Dot Version, Real Steel Optic	https://imgur.com/2CG75kf https://imgur.com/w7ZImzE https://imgur.com/1DFxjkh https://imgur.com/SKGFVjf https://imgur.com/7b3zJ9d	$180 $150 Shipped
Replica Silencerco Osprey .45	FDE, 16mm positive threading	https://imgur.com/ZXWrnSs https://imgur.com/7ek32fN https://imgur.com/XUXGL66 https://imgur.com/YL4SmLu	$75 $50 Shipped
Cybergun/VFC FNX Magazine, FDE	Stock, no leaks. I have two.	https://imgur.com/qh4fETT	$35 $30ea Shipped
40mm MOLLE Pouches	Each holds two 40mm rounds. I have two.	https://imgur.com/Uj9DI6i	$20 $15ea Shipped
90rnd Shower Grenades 40mm	Each holds 90 bbs. I have six.	https://imgur.com/Uj9DI6i	$25 $20ea Shipped

Assets and Debt

Retirement Balance: $36,428 in a Roth IRA, $4,571 in an individual brokerage account, and $19,960 in a 401k. Right now I contribute 6% because my company’s match policy maxes out at 3%. I’ve always contributed this much regardless of my salary progression to max out my company’s policy. I’ve been at the same company for the entirety of my salaried career so this is all of it too!
I go to my Dad for pretty much everything money-related. I’m very lucky to have a father who opened up a Roth IRA for me at 22 and practically forced me to open up my own brokerage account a little before I turned 26. Right now I contribute $250 a month to my Roth and $250 to the S&P 500 at the end of every month. This is an automatic payment out of my bank account so I always leave enough in my checking account for this to avoid a late fee. My dad is huge on maxing out a Roth IRA so my parents match the other $3,000 each year. I would have significantly less in my Roth IRA without this and I’m extremely grateful. Apart from this and my phone bill I’m financially independent and would love to make a little more money soon so I can max out my Roth IRA on my own. (It’d really be ideal if I stayed on my parents' family plan for my phone though haha.)
As mentioned before, I really didn’t want to open up a brokerage account at first because I was (and still am) extremely intimidated by the whole process. Eventually I gave in and we settled on an automatic payment to the S&P 500 so I really don’t have to think about things. As usual, my dad was right and I’m really proud of that $4,571 since opening it up. I contribute the same amount regardless of how well the market is doing too to make it easier. I also do not touch this money ever because my spending habits can be all over the place (I’m working on it!)
Savings Account Balance: $1,580 in emergency savings
At the height of the pandemic this was up to $10k. I paid NYC rent while living with my parents until my lease ended and then kept living between my house or my BF’s to save as much as possible. Living at home really messed with my relationship with my parents (and my independence honestly) so I scrambled back to NYC in June of 2021 and furnished this apartment with the majority of my emergency savings. My boyfriend lives with me now but he didn’t then, so this felt AWESOME knowing I did it by myself. I’d ideally love for this number to be much higher so I’m working on it. It’s admittedly been hard because of my spending habits.
Checking Account Balance: $551.63
As mentioned above, I contribute $500 at the end of every month so I like to keep that amount in my checking account. I put all expenses on my credit cards and only pay rent and utilities directly from this account at the end of the month when I get paid.
Credit Card Debt: $0

Income

Income Progression: I started as a “mommy’s helper” when I was 12 years old for some families on my street and quickly became the resident babysitter on the block as I got older. This was great money in high school in addition to my jobs! Through high school and college I worked as a cashier at a bakery, a receptionist at a hair salon, a day-camp counselor, an associate at Skechers (this was easily my favorite because 3 of my best friends worked there at the same time), a wedding videographer, and the front desk of a camera equipment facility at my college.
I’ve been working in social media (with a focus on video production/editing) for 6 years, two years of which were internships. I’ve been at my current job for just shy of 4 years now at an advertising agency in NYC. I graduated college in 2018 with a 6-month fellowship at a pretty big news website as a video producer making $22/hour. I was one of about 50 interns (15 of which were also part of my graduating class). The job description was identical to that of an Associate Video Producer and the only difference was the pay. I remember being devastated when I wasn’t offered a salary of $50,000 like some of the people in my intern class.
For the next 6 months I was living the unemployed life. This was a super dark time in my life and I remember feeling so worthless. The amount of unanswered applications really got to me and I really wanted someone to just give me a chance. During this time I made due by walking and watching more dogs than I can count (S.O. Rover and Wag!) and wrote a ton of freelance articles. Fun fact, I only heard back from companies during my employment that I had connections at. (I was ghosted or immediately rejected from every other company I applied to. Connections. Are. Everything.)
Finally, I was hired as a Video Editor working on a TV network account. My starting salary was $60,000 which I was super happy about at the time so I didn’t even bother negotiating (huge mistake!) I only made this salary for about 9 months before the pandemic hit and I was partially furloughed. My salary was cut by 20% for the next 6 months. Making $48,000 obviously wasn’t fun but I was living at home at the time and my only real expense was the rent I was still paying in NYC so I was still able to save a good amount at this time. I also got Fridays off because of this and it was a DREAM!!! I’ve never been more productive honestly so I’m a hugeeee fan of the four-day work week trend going around right now. Right around my 2-year anniversary I got Wa 15% raise to $69,000. 11 months after that I was promoted to Social Media Producer and my current salary of $80,040.
Monthly Take Home: $4,413.40

Expenses

Rent: $1100 (my boyfriend and I currently share a lofted studio for $2200/month)
I’ve been in my current apartment for just shy of 2 years now which is a big deal considering I left every apartment prior to this after my 1 year lease ended! Our current lease is up in September and we’re DYING for more space.. I’m really nervous considering the housing market in New York so TBD on how that’s gonna go.
Electric: $35ish in the winter (my share). My share of the bill can go up to $115 or so over the summer which is brutal.
Subscriptions:
Gym: $92
Apple Music: $10.99
Pet insurance (my share): $24.40
Wifi: $54.99 (I cover Wifi in full and my boyfriend covers Youtube TV for us)
Debt Payments: I’m very lucky that I have $0 debt after school.
Parental Help: Phone plan, Streaming services (Amazon Prime, Netflix, HBOMax, etc. and their Roth IRA match for me every year).

Diary

Day 1:
9:15am: I roll out of bed (I’ve been working on going to bed and waking up earlier and am failing). Since it’s Friday I order pick up from the Starbucks down the street and pick up H and my usual orders. I’ve been known to get into funks where I order Starbucks every day for H and I. Right now I only allow myself Friday Starbucks to combat this. I pre-load my card in $25 increments so technically this order was free.
9:30am: I’m back and ready to start my work day. I anticipate a pretty quiet work day today and since it’s my birthday this weekend I really want a haircut. I found an amazing place in Chinatown months ago that I want to go back to because I’m not trying to spend a ton of money. I call and make an appointment for 5pm
4:30pm: I leave my apartment and get ready to catch the Subway to Chinatown. $2.75
5:40pm: I chopped a few inches off and my hair hasn’t been this short since I graduated college. I’m especially obsessed with my hair because of the price. $51.60 with tip!
5:45pm: I make it to the subway and get ready to go home. $2.75
6:15pm: I make it home and greet my dog and get him dinner. As I’m going through my closet and trying to figure out what to wear for my birthday celebration tomorrow, I get a FaceTime from one of my friends from home. She made it to the city (she’s staying at a mutual friend's place) and is wondering if I want to grab dinner and drinks with them. I accept and start to get ready.
H has been out all day watching March Madness games with his friends so I make sure to give our puppy some extra treats and love while I’m home. After a long shower I throw on my coat and get ready to meet my friends for dinner.
7:15pm: I make it down to the Q with 1 minute to spare before the next downtown train. Always a win! $2.75
7:45pm: I greet my two friends L and P and we immediately start discussing what we’re craving for dinner. We eventually settled on a Mexican place just a short walk away. We get large specialty margaritas, an order of guac and chips, and three orders of enchiladas. It honestly was not the best dinner considering we didn’t get our drink orders until we were halfway through our entrees. Upon getting the bill, we noticed that the restaurant charged a 20% tip with our orders so we split the bill evenly three ways! $76
After dinner we make our way back to P’s apartment. After a couple more hours of catching up I decided to call an Uber home. $22.91
Daily total: $135.85
Day 2:
9:30am: I wake up and am already so excited for the night ahead. (That’s my excuse because I decided to break my Starbucks rule right after I wake up). This time I do have to reload my card. $25.00
9:45am: I make a quick trip to the grocery store for some breakfast supplies for H and I. I’m cooking today! $15.78
Our dinner reservation isn’t until 8pm and I have no plans before then so I lounged for most of the day. At one point H and I decided to take our dog to the dog park for an hour before starting to get ready for the night ahead.
H picks up the car to the restaurant. We went to a pizza place that makes pizzas up to 10 feet long and it was such a fun night. One of my best girlfriends and I share a birthday three days apart so we decided to celebrate together this year. The final bill is $1402.20 and I am happy to put my Amex down for the 4x credit card points. (Fun fact: I have not paid for a flight out of pocket in two years since having this card. I love it!) People will be paying me back though, so my share is only $78.
We spent the rest of the night bar hopping and ringing in my birthday at midnight. It was honestly such a great night. When we were finally done dancing and ready to turn in, H and I caught a cab with one of my best friends and her boyfriend since we live close. H picked up the tab as well as my drinks throughout the course of the night so it was technically free!
2:20am: We arrive home and start getting ready for bed. I start chugging water hoping I’m not hungover on my birthday. (I swear my hangovers get worse every year).
Daily total: $118.78
Day 3:
10:30am: My steady water intake from the night before definitely helped because I woke up not hungover! I spent the morning cuddling up to H and my puppy on the couch while I answered several “Happy Birthday” phone calls from my family members. I seriously have the best family in the world and I’m so grateful for my parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins that still take the time to this day to make the day feel special!
12:00pm: Five of my friends from home show up at my apartment because we’re planning to all go to a birthday brunch together before they catch their trains home. We settle on a fun diner and H joins us! Since it’s my birthday, my friends and H all split my meal for me so it was free.
2:00pm: My friends grab their bags from my apartment and we start to say our goodbyes. I’m so happy they were all able to come in for the weekend to celebrate!
4:00pm: Since I’m not as full from lunch anymore I decide it’s time for my birthday Starbucks. I always try to order something expensive since it’s free!
7:00pm: After a nap and some lounging on the couch, H asks me what I want for dinner. I settle on sushi and H ordered UberEats for us.
The rest of my birthday consisted of watching Netflix, taking a 30 minute shower and doing a face mask before crawling into bed. It was truly such a nice and relaxing birthday after the night before. 10/10.
Daily Total: $0
Day 4:
8:30am: It’s Monday and it feels very much like it because it’s pouring outside. I spent much of the day working from my couch instead of my desk because it felt right.
12:30pm: H stays home on Mondays too and neither of us feel like making lunch. I venture out and buy us some Sweetgreen for lunch. $28.69
2:00pm: Today is an extremely slow day at work so I decided to subway to my friend's apartment to pick up some of the leftover pizza from Saturday night earlier than planned to avoid rush hour. I want this pizza to be our dinner tonight so I can avoid cooking again. $2.75
3:00pm: After some catching up with my friend I returned to the subway with pizza in tow! $2.75
3:30pm: On my way home I stop by the local smoke shop and see my friend Mary Jane. Since she’s legal now in New York I’m seeing her more often. $135.20
4:30pm: I’m going to a friend’s Bachelorette next month and one of her bridesmaids just sent the itinerary for the weekend ahead. She asked us to Venmo her for a couple of the activities ahead of time. This is going to be my first Bachelorette I’m attending so I don’t have much to compare to, but this entire process has been so organized in my opinion and the bridesmaids have done a great job at keeping it as affordable as possible. $70.62
7:30pm: I finish out the rest of my workday and heat up some of the leftover pizza from Saturday in the airfryer for H and I. I love enjoying my Monday nights watching the Bachelor with a glass of wine in hand, so I pick up a bottle of wine from a shop right off the subway. $16.32
After a couple glasses of wine and “the most dramatic episode ever of the Bachelor” H and I start getting ready for bed.
Daily total: $256.33
Day 5:
8:30am: I roll out of bed and start getting ready for my workday. I had to shoot a couple pieces of content this day so I didn’t spend much of the day sitting down which was really nice. I currently work on a couple food brands’ social media content doing anything from food styling, food photography, video content, etc. It’s a lot of fun and definitely allows me to tap into my creative side.
12:30pm: Since I worked through my lunch while eating more leftover pizza, I decided to get a gel manicure during my lunch break. This is a habit I picked up after my last promotion and I don’t regret it. I’m really trying to prioritize self care the more I get older. $46.59 with tip
5:30pm: I finish out the rest of my work day and start to get ready for some dinner plans with a friend who couldn’t make it Saturday night.
7:00pm: I say goodbye to H and my puppy and catch the train downtown to dinner. $2.75
10:30pm: My friend and I spent hours at this restaurant gossiping and ended up being the last two people there! Oops! It was a cute little Indian restaurant and reasonably priced considering the amount of food we ordered. We split the bill down the middle. $69.44
11:00pm: I arrive home after getting myself a cab home instead of taking the subway. I had a bad experience not too long ago and I like to avoid going late at night if possible. I know it’s not the best financial habit but tonight I feel anxious. $22.20
Daily total: $140.98
Day 6:
9:30am: I totally stayed up way too late scrolling on TikTok last night after dinner so I sleep in super late this morning. Thankfully today is just a meeting day for me so I settle in at my desk and try to imagine my Keurig coffee is Starbucks instead.
12:30pm: H had to stay home today from work because of an arrest warrant that went wrong on the street of his office building (scary!) I have a buy-one get one free deal at Chipotle that’s going to expire soon so I offer to buy us lunch. $17.42
Tonight H and I have dinner plans with one of his best friends and his girlfriend P. P and I also have birthdays just a couple days apart so the four of us decided to celebrate together.
5:30pm: I stop working and start getting ready for our 8pm reservation. We’re going to Il Mulino which is one of our favorites but definitely more of a special occasion restaurant due to the prices.
7:30pm: H wants to take a taxi to dinner so he offers to pay. We get to Il Mulino just in time for our reservation and had such a great night. After a few hours we notice that we’re the last table at the restaurant and H makes a joke that I did this the night before too. (I promise this is not a typical thing for me haha). H splits the tab with P’s boyfriend.
10:45pm: I order H and I an Uber home and we call it a night pretty much immediately. $17.16
Daily total: $34.58
Day 7:
8:30am: Another day of meetings for me. I have a couple of client meetings where I have to present some of the content I’ve made in the last couple of weeks that all went well.
12:30pm: H stayed home again today because we’re planning to visit his family this weekend and we need to pack. I’m really jealous because H has leftovers from our dinner but I don’t so I have to go out and buy lunch. I buy myself some chili and a piece of bread from a place near our apartment. $10.89
6:00pm: I polish off the rest of the day by brainstorming a couple more concepts for the month ahead with my Social Media Manager. Around 6:30pm H’s dad picks us up (he drives to Manhattan every day) and we start driving home to H’s family’s house. Although we always run into traffic, H and I like doing this because it’s easy with our puppy and we avoid paying for a train.
8:00pm: H’s dad picked up a pizza on the way home for all of us to enjoy and we’re starving by the time we get back to the house. After dinner we caught up with H’s brother and watched some Netflix before going to bed.
Daily Total: $10.89
Weekly Total: $697.41
Reflections: This was definitely an expensive week for me but I do identify as a messy spender for a reason. I don’t typically go out to eat as much as I did this week but it was my birthday and I definitely celebrated! (If this were my weekly total every week I wouldn’t be able to keep my credit card debt at $0 so do keep that in mind). I’ve been working on saying no more to things if I don’t think they’re worth the money and my friends and I tend to cook in our apartments together more than going out anyways but it certainly is interesting seeing how much money I can waste by cutting corners like subways and cooking lunch/dinner. As I mentioned in the Assets and Debt section I don’t touch any of my investments for a reason because the amount of money I spend month to month can be drastically different. Here’s to a much more frugal next week of spending!

BANGGOOD Deals Compilation (24.3.2023)!
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-1- Wooden Beads Wind Chimes with Wool Balls
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-6- AWMN S04 3.2cm 125cm Nylon Belt
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-7- Janolia Ultrasonic Pest Repellent [EU]
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-8- 100PSI Folding Bike Pump [EU]
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-9- BUDI 30 Slots Memory Card Case
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-10- JOYXEON 360 Rotating 3 Arm Lawn Sprinkler
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-12- Bluetooth V5.0 Earphones Sunglasses
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-13- INFITARY 12V H4 H7 H11 COB LED Car Headlight Bulbs
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-14- 2.4G 1/16 Gesture Sensor Stunt Car [EU]
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✌️ Coupon: BG21da97
-15- BlitzWolf BW-DS04 433Mhz Soil Moisture Sensor
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-16- BlitzWolf BW-DS04 433Mhz Soil Moisture Sensor [EU]
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💣 Price: $11.19 / Lowest: $14.99
👌 Coupon: BGb137d7
-17- BlitzWolf BW-SHP15 Zigbee 3.0 16A 3680W Smart Plug
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💣 Price: $11.99 / Lowest: $11.99
⏳ Coupon: BG36a90b
-18- 40x60 Monocular Telescope
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💰 Price: $11.99 / Lowest: $11.99
🎯 Coupon: BG4c3ab9
-19- Eachine E017 Mini Drone RTF
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👌 Price: $11.99 / Lowest: $12.99
🔑 Coupon: BG31f541
-20- BlitzWolf BW-SHP6 Pro 15A Metering WIFI Smart Socket
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🏆 Coupon: BG552f7f
-21- Head Wearing Magnifying Glass
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⏳ Coupon: BGM1TOOLS88
-22- BlitzWolf BW-SL6 Clip Selfie Ring Light with Phone Holder [EU]
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⭕️ Price: $12.99 / Lowest: $10.92
🔖 Coupon: BG428876
-23- ELEGIANT EGL-03P 10 inch LED Ring Light [EU]
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🚨 Price: $12.99 / Lowest: $14.99
🔑 Coupon: BGe1fe89
-24- Gracosy 275x275cm Camping Tarp 420D [EU]
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🚨 Price: $13.99 / Lowest: $14.99
✂️ Coupon: BG49b832
-25- BlitzWolf BW-SL3 LED Phone Holder Selfie Stick [EU]
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👉 Price: $14.99 / Lowest: $12.59
👌 Coupon: BGf53334
-26- A13 1080P 2MP WiFi IP Camera
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🥇 Price: $14.99 / Lowest: $15.99
🔑 Coupon: BG83f4a4
-27- Convoy S2+ LH351D Ra90 Flashlight
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⭕️ Price: $14.99 / Lowest: $18.99
-28- TESSAN TS-325-DE 2300W Wall USB Socket
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👉 Price: $15.99 / Lowest: $18.99
-29- Garden Irrigation System 18m 138pcs
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🎯 Coupon: BG992aa9
-30- Eachine E017 Mini Drone RTF with 2 Batteries
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🚨 Price: $16.99 / Lowest: $17.99
📍 Coupon: BG31f541
-31- Bside A40 Digital Multimeter Pen
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🚨 Price: $16.99 / Lowest: $18.99
-32- BlitzWolf BW-SL5 RGB LED Ring Light [EU]
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💲 Price: $17.99 / Lowest: $12.99
⏳ Coupon: BGee768c
-33- 10-300X40 Monocular Telescope
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🚨 Price: $17.99 / Lowest: $17.99
🔑 Coupon: BGa41d4c
-34- Machifit 2pcs 25x50x75mm Blocks 23 Holes Parallel Clamping Block
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💣 Price: $17.99 / Lowest: $23.99
✂️ Coupon: BG49bff3
-35- 1/16 2.4G 360 Spin RC Stunt Car [EU]
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⭕️ Price: $18.40 / Lowest: $-1
💵 Coupon: BG1fa453
-36- GOKOO D13 Smart Watch [EU]
✌️ https://bit.ly/3OsZGI2
💣 Price: $18.99 / Lowest: $19.99
❤️ Coupon: BGa6c3aa
-37- BlitzWolf BW-SL4 Dimmable Ring Light [EU]
🌀 https://bit.ly/316bf3I
💲 Price: $18.99 / Lowest: $15.99
✏️ Coupon: BGda6588
-38- Baban 22PCS Cocktail Shaker Set 550ml [EU]
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🎯 Coupon: BGd75968
-39- VEIKO 200mm Aluminum Carpenter Square Triangle Ruler
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-40- GOKOO SN88 Smart Watch [EU]
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-41- BlitzMax BT05 Audio Transmitter Receiver BT5.2
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👌 Coupon: BGc36a4e
-42- UALANS Water Flosser Oral Irrigator 300ml [EU]
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-43- LSRC GT2PRO Drone RTF with 2 Batteries
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〽️ Price: $19.99 / Lowest: $-1
-44- BlitzWolf BW-PC2 2500W Power Strip USB Charger [EU]
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💣 Price: $19.99 / Lowest: $23.99
-45- BUDI 9-in-1 SD Card Reader USB 3.0 Type-C Adapter OTG
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-47- Fonson Aluminum Alloy Mini Track Saw Square Guide Rail
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-48- UALANS Sonic Electric Toothbrush With 8 Brush Heads [EU]
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-49- PTS100 T12 PD 5-20V 65W Soldering Iron
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-50- AUG-8638 LCD Clock Digital Wireless Weather Station [EU]
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-51- BlitzWolf BW-CML2 Pro RGB Gaming Monitor Light Bar
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-52- BlitzWolf BW-CML2 Pro RGB Gaming Monitor Light Bar
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-54- LYZRC E100 WIFI FPV Drone with 2 Batteries
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📉 Price: $24.99 / Lowest: $-1
-55- Andeman 2Pcs 6.5inch 100W Car Audio Speaker [EU]
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-56- GANWEI Woodworking Circle Cutting Jig
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-57- Mibro Watch A1 Smart Watch
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🔓 Coupon: BG5b3f9a
-58- Xiaovv V380 Pro HD 2MP IP Camera [EU]
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-59- Hiseeu HB612 1080P IP Camera
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-62- AirAux AS-22 Mini Bluetooth Audio Amplifier 45W
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🥇 Price: $34.99 / Lowest: $54.99
-63- Drillpro 18V 800W 125mm Brushless Angle Grinder For Makita [EU]
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⭕️ Price: $34.99 / Lowest: $34.71
-64- 90x Magnification Astronomical Telescope
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-65- Router Lift for 65mm Motor Woodworking Router Table Insert Plate
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-66- Blitzwill BW-CLT1 LED Smart Ceiling Light [EU]
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-67- Tuya Smart Door Bluetooth Lock
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-68- 16 Lines 4D Laser Level with 2 Batteries [EU]
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-69- SDR Transceiver Receiver Switch Antenna Sharer TR
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-70- 110V-240V 2500mAh Electric Tile Tiling Machine with 2 Batteries [EU]
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-72- Hoffree Ergonomic Desk [EU]
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-73- Andeman AS-1100.AB 450W Car Subwoofer 2-8 Ohms Audio Amplifier [EU]
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💥 Price: $45.99 / Lowest: $56.99
-74- Andeman AS-8080 145W Car Amplifier 2-8 Ohms [EU]
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🥇 Price: $45.99 / Lowest: $57.99
-75- FNIRSI DSO-TC3 Digital Oscilloscope
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✌️ Price: $46.99 / Lowest: $-1
-76- Upgrade XK-2 Pocket Hole Jig Wood Toggle Clamps [EU]
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-77- Night Vision Binoculars Zoom Hunting Telescope
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-80- Drillpro 125mm Brushless Angle Grinder with 2 Batteries [EU]
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-81- ENJOYWOOD XK4 Pocket Hole Jig Kit [EU]
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-82- GANWEI Z-Axis Manual Lift Platform 55mm-122mm
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-84- Andeman AS-2200.D 2000W Car Amplifier 2-8 Ohms Class D [EU]
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💣 Price: $64.99 / Lowest: $74.99
-85- ENJOYWOOD M1 PRO Telescope Miter Gauge [EU]
🌀 https://bit.ly/3lL5O4h
👉 Price: $65.99 / Lowest: $69.99
🔓 Coupon: BG614937
-86- Blitzhome Cold Press Juicer [EU]
🌐 https://bit.ly/3LIgfQS
✌️ Price: $69.99 / Lowest: $75.99
🔑 Coupon: BGBHJC01666
-87- Andeman K-1011APR 10inch 900W Car Subwoofer 12V [EU]
📌 https://bit.ly/40wxgSi
💰 Price: $69.99 / Lowest: $89.99
-88- Mensela PW-W1 Car Pressure Washer 2100W [EU]
📌 https://bit.ly/3JJ6dMx
💲 Price: $75.99 / Lowest: $-1
-89- Tuya Smart WiFi Video Doorbell
🌐 https://bit.ly/3FQjVfC
💣 Price: $75.99 / Lowest: $80.83
-90- BlitzHome BH-CM1503 Espresso Machine [EU]
❗️ https://bit.ly/3B3ZBFJ
🚨 Price: $79.99 / Lowest: $85.99
🎯 Coupon: BGCM1503666
-91- ENJOYWOOD XK4 PRO MAX Pocket Hole Jig [EU]
✌️ https://bit.ly/40eJBL9
💰 Price: $85.99 / Lowest: $89.99
📌 Coupon: BG99d694
-92- EXCELLWAY 200W 12V/18V Solar Panel [EU]
🌍 https://bit.ly/3S8X3er
💲 Price: $85.99 / Lowest: $88.99
🔖 Coupon: BG80bc43
-93- CHUWI Hi9 Plus MT6797X X27 4/64GB 4G Tablet [EU]
👌 https://bit.ly/3TDwmRx
🚨 Price: $89.99 / Lowest: $89.99
🎯 Coupon: BG5aaa8f
-94- Atomstack Upgraded R3 Pro Rotary Roller
🌀 https://bit.ly/3eu89MV
🔹 Price: $89.99 / Lowest: $99.99
✌️ Coupon: BGd0b43e
-95- Bakeey BK-K4 Laser Engraver
✌️ https://bit.ly/3FPemOy
💣 Price: $89.99 / Lowest: $129.99
🔑 Coupon: BGb331d3
-96- ZLL Yan 3 SG108 MAX Obstacle Avoidance Drone with 2 Batteries
❗️ https://bit.ly/3FOqVK3
👉 Price: $89.99 / Lowest: $-1
-97- Smart Tuya WiFi Security Alarm System Kit
👌 https://bit.ly/40cBluV
💥 Price: $94.99 / Lowest: $94.99
❤️ Coupon: BGXIFD357
-98- HBX 16889A Pro RC Car RTR
🛒 https://bit.ly/3nhq7aa
〽️ Price: $95.99 / Lowest: $100.99
-99- HBX 16889A Pro RC Car with 2 Batteries
✳️ https://bit.ly/3K5KsrM
⭕️ Price: $102.99 / Lowest: $-1
-100- HCalory 5-8kW 12V Parking Diesel Air Heater [EU]
🌀 https://bit.ly/3JG1uv4
👌 Price: $119.99 / Lowest: $88.99
✂️ Coupon: BGefdd33
-101- 7 inch 1080P Tuya WiFi Video Intercom Doorbell
🌀 https://bit.ly/3K3ADL0
🚨 Price: $124.99 / Lowest: $130.65
-102- TCMMRC Grotesque25 4S Drone F411 30A
❗️ https://bit.ly/3FQ6uwi
💰 Price: $127.50 / Lowest: $123.99
🔓 Coupon: BG649aea
-103- Hiseeu 4Pcs 1080P CCTV IP Camera System [EU]
👉 https://bit.ly/42Eh8zK
✌️ Price: $159.99 / Lowest: $149.99
🖍 Coupon: BGcf33de
-104- Blitzwolf BW-V4 1080P Projector
❗️ https://bit.ly/3LReUXV
👌 Price: $175.99 / Lowest: $179.99
🔓 Coupon: BG773de3
-105- BlitzWolf BW-PCM2L 13.3 Inch 1080P Type-C Portable Monitor [EU]
👌 https://bit.ly/40vRTOk
🔹 Price: $189.99 / Lowest: $189.99
-106- JJRC X12 Drone RTF with 2 Batteries
📌 https://bit.ly/3K3VuOl
💲 Price: $203.99 / Lowest: $209.99
🖍 Coupon: BG3c1d29
-107- Artillery Genius V2 Pro 3D Printer [EU]
👉 https://bit.ly/40ps0Qb
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▪️ Coupon: BGa1313d
-108- Artillery Sidewinder X2 3D Printer [EU]
📌 https://bit.ly/3Pz7jfe
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⏳ Coupon: BG2bf8e3
-109- Ulefone Power Armor 19 108MP 12/256GB G99
🔗 https://bit.ly/3n9B5OI
⭕️ Price: $369.99 / Lowest: $-1
-110- ATOMSTACK A10 PRO 10W Laser Engraving Machine [EU]
🌀 https://bit.ly/3z20xsa
⭕️ Price: $399.99 / Lowest: $449.99
-111- ENGWE T14 10Ah 48V 350W 14inch Electric Bike [EU]
🛒 https://bit.ly/40cCWkl
💣 Price: $459.99 / Lowest: $-1
-112- Ortur Laser Master 3 Laser Engraver 10W
🌍 https://bit.ly/3TVtCiR
✌️ Price: $509.99 / Lowest: $636.99
💎 Coupon: BG6f4848
-113- 5000W Pure Sine Wave Photovoltaic RV Inverter
🔗 https://bit.ly/3S6El8I
👉 Price: $649.99 / Lowest: $649.99
-114- Xiaomi MI Projector 2S DLP 1080P 2/16GB
❗️ https://bit.ly/3JEAXyh
💥 Price: $689.99 / Lowest: $709.99
👌 Coupon: BGMPS22
-115- ATOMSTACK A20 Pro Quad-Laser Engraving Cutting Machine
👌 https://bit.ly/3uK4LCY
🔹 Price: $849.00 / Lowest: $899.99
⏳ Coupon: BGa677cf
-116- ATOMSTACK A20 Pro Quad-Laser Engraving Cutting Machine [EU]
✅ https://bit.ly/3LNLbze
〽️ Price: $849.00 / Lowest: $-1
📍 Coupon: BGa677cf
Products compilation image: https://i.imgur.com/C1pT8SR.jpeg or https://i.ibb.co/9yyQ0Lg/d533d6facc6b.jpg

Build Help/Ready:

Have you read the sidebar and rules? (Please do)
Yes
What is your intended use for this build? The more details the better.
Primarily and predominantly for gaming
If gaming, what kind of performance are you looking for? (Screen resolution, framerate, game settings)
Wanting to run games, that are able to, at 144 refresh, and on high / ultra if possible
What is your budget (ballpark is okay)? $2,000
In what country are you purchasing your parts? United States
Post a draft of your potential build here (specific parts please). Consider formatting your parts list. Don't ask to be spoonfed a build (read the rules!).
PCPartPicker Part List

Type	Item	Price
CPU	Intel Core i7-12700K 3.6 GHz 12-Core Processor	$258.99 @ Newegg
CPU Cooler	Deepcool AK620 68.99 CFM CPU Cooler	$64.98 @ Amazon
Motherboard	Asus TUF GAMING Z690-PLUS WIFI D4 ATX LGA1700 Motherboard	$226.00 @ Amazon
Memory	G.Skill Trident Z RGB 32 GB (2 x 16 GB) DDR4-3600 CL16 Memory	$114.99 @ Newegg
Storage	Samsung 980 Pro 1 TB M.2-2280 PCIe 4.0 X4 NVME Solid State Drive	$79.98 @ Amazon
Video Card	Gigabyte GAMING OC GeForce RTX 4070 Ti 12 GB Video Card	$849.99 @ Amazon
Case	Phanteks Eclipse G360A ATX Mid Tower Case	$99.99 @ Newegg
Power Supply	Super Flower Leadex III Gold 850 W 80+ Gold Certified Fully Modular ATX Power Supply	$114.99 @ Newegg Sellers
Case Fan	Phanteks PH-F120SK 50 CFM 120 mm Fan	$16.98 @ Amazon
	Prices include shipping, taxes, rebates, and discounts
	Total	$1826.89
	Generated by PCPartPicker 2023-03-24 18:01 EDT-0400

Provide any additional details you wish below.
I'm avoiding water cooling and one of my biggest concerns is proper air flow
NOTE: You do not have to follow this format, but please be sure to answer these questions. Please do not ask to simply be given a build. You are welcome to delete this section.

Notes:

• I am EXTREMELY busy, but I check my messages and DMs at least ONCE per day. Please be patient and wait at least 24 hours for my response if I don't get back to you immediately.
  
• I buy only in Unrevealed Key Link Format or Plain Steam Keys. No gift links.
  
• For PayPal, I am in the US region and I only send via G&S. Please note there will be PayPal fees (including international/conversion and purchasing fees) to consider.
  
• All games that you sell to me should ideally be REGION-FREE. Please ensure the games are not region-locked/bound to a specific country.
  
• You must be willing to fill a spreadsheet with steam keys.
  

 
I pay with the following:
TF2 & PayPal
 

I BUY HB Games	with TF2	with PayPal	Currently Active Humble Bundle?
- Ratz Instagib -	0.8 TF2	$1.7 PP	-
20XX	0.4 TF2	$0.88 PP	-
5D Chess With Multiverse Time Travel	2.4 TF2	$5.14 PP	-
60 Parsecs!	0.7 TF2	$1.55 PP	-
7 Billion Humans	1.4 TF2	$2.9 PP	-
7 Days to Die	1.0 TF2	$2.1 PP	-
A Game of Thrones: The Board Game - Digital Edition	1.6 TF2	$3.42 PP	-
A Juggler's Tale	0.5 TF2	$1.06 PP	-
AMID EVIL	0.6 TF2	$1.17 PP	-
AO Tennis 2	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
Absolver	0.8 TF2	$1.71 PP	-
Age of Empires Definitive Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.97 PP	-
Age of Empires III: Definitive Edition	1.7 TF2	$3.53 PP	-
Age of Wonders III Collection	0.9 TF2	$1.84 PP	-
Age of Wonders: Planetfall - Deluxe Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Age of Wonders: Planetfall	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
Airport CEO	1.0 TF2	$2.13 PP	-
Alan Wake Collector's Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.65 PP	-
Alien: Isolation	1.7 TF2	$3.45 PP	-
Aliens: Colonial Marines Collection	1.2 TF2	$2.55 PP	-
Among Us	1.4 TF2	$3.02 PP	-
Among the Sleep - Enhanced Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.85 PP	-
Ancestors: The Humankind Odyssey	2.0 TF2	$4.21 PP	-
Aragami	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Arizona Sunshine	2.0 TF2	$4.21 PP	-
Arma 3 Apex Edition	1.6 TF2	$3.3 PP	-
Arma 3 Contact Edition	2.3 TF2	$4.89 PP	-
Arma 3 Jets	0.9 TF2	$1.9 PP	-
Arma 3 Marksmen	0.8 TF2	$1.66 PP	-
Arma 3	1.7 TF2	$3.6 PP	-
Assetto Corsa	0.9 TF2	$1.8 PP	-
Automobilista 2	3.3 TF2	$6.89 PP	-
Autonauts	0.4 TF2	$0.83 PP	-
BATTLETECH - Mercenary Collection	1.4 TF2	$2.88 PP	-
BIGFOOT	3.6 TF2	$7.52 PP	-
BIOMUTANT	1.7 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$3.48 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Choice (Mar 2023)
BPM: BULLETS PER MINUTE	0.6 TF2	$1.22 PP	-
BROFORCE	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Baba Is You	1.6 TF2	$3.3 PP	-
Back 4 Blood	4.4 TF2	$9.34 PP	-
Bad North: Jotunn Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Baldur's Gate II: Enhanced Edition	0.3 TF2	$0.72 PP	-
Baldur's Gate: Enhanced Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.84 PP	-
Bang-On Balls: Chronicles	2.9 TF2	$6.12 PP	-
Banished	2.1 TF2	$4.4 PP	-
Barotrauma	4.8 TF2	$10.15 PP	-
Batman - The Telltale Series	0.9 TF2	$1.9 PP	-
Batman Arkham Collection	1.2 TF2	$2.44 PP	-
Batman: Arkham Knight	0.5 TF2	$1.12 PP	-
Batman: The Enemy Within - The Telltale Series	1.0 TF2	$2.0 PP	-
Batman™: Arkham Knight Premium Edition	1.8 TF2	$3.74 PP	-
Batman™: Arkham Origins	0.6 TF2	$1.35 PP	-
Batman™: Arkham VR	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
Battlefleet Gothic: Armada II	1.6 TF2	$3.22 PP	-
Battlefleet Gothic: Armada	0.8 TF2	$1.74 PP	-
Battlestar Galactica Deadlock	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
Battlezone Gold Edition	2.0 TF2	$4.26 PP	-
Besiege	1.6 TF2	$3.23 PP	-
Beyond Blue	1.9 TF2	$3.99 PP	-
Beyond The Wire	0.4 TF2	$0.8 PP	-
Beyond Two Souls	1.7 TF2	$3.58 PP	-
BioShock Collection	1.1 TF2	$2.23 PP	-
BioShock Infinite	0.9 TF2	$1.79 PP	-
Bioshock Infinite: Season Pass	0.7 TF2	$1.52 PP	-
Blacksad - Under the Skin	0.5 TF2	$0.95 PP	-
Blair Witch	1.1 TF2	$2.26 PP	-
Blasphemous	1.0 TF2	$2.0 PP	-
Blood Bowl 2 - Legendary Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.61 PP	-
Blood Bowl 2	0.4 TF2	$0.84 PP	-
Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night	1.2 TF2	$2.51 PP	-
Boomerang Fu	0.6 TF2	$1.27 PP	-
Borderlands 2 VR	5.8 TF2	$12.21 PP	-
Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe Edition	2.9 TF2	$6.05 PP	-
Borderlands 3	1.4 TF2	$3.01 PP	-
Borderlands 3: Director's Cut	1.4 TF2	$2.84 PP	-
Borderlands: The Handsome Collection	2.9 TF2	$5.99 PP	-
Borderlands: The Pre-Sequel	0.6 TF2	$1.16 PP	-
Brutal Legend	0.6 TF2	$1.22 PP	-
Bully: Scholarship Edition	3.0 TF2	$6.12 PP	-
Bus Simulator 18	1.7 TF2	$3.56 PP	-
CHUCHEL Cherry Edition	0.5 TF2	$0.97 PP	-
Call of Cthulhu	0.8 TF2	$1.56 PP	-
Call of Cthulhu	0.8 TF2	$1.56 PP	-
Call of Duty: WWII	11.4 TF2	$23.51 PP	-
Call of Juarez: Gunslinger	0.5 TF2	$1.04 PP	-
Call to Arms - Basic Edition	2.4 TF2	$4.89 PP	-
Call to Arms - Gates of Hell: Ostfront	5.3 TF2	$11.21 PP	-
Car Mechanic Simulator 2018	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
Carcassonne - Tiles & Tactics	0.6 TF2	$1.21 PP	-
Celeste	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Chess Ultra	0.7 TF2	$1.46 PP	-
Children of Morta	0.7 TF2	$1.55 PP	-
Chivalry 2	3.3 TF2	$6.88 PP	-
Chivalry: Medieval Warfare	0.5 TF2	$1.05 PP	-
Chronicon	1.6 TF2	$3.25 PP	-
Cities: Skylines Deluxe Edition	1.4 TF2	$2.98 PP	-
Cities: Skylines	1.1 TF2	$2.35 PP	-
Clone Drone in the Danger Zone	3.1 TF2	$6.43 PP	-
Code Vein	1.6 TF2	$3.28 PP	-
Coffee Talk	2.0 TF2	$4.21 PP	-
Company of Heroes 2 - Ardennes Assault	2.1 TF2	$4.36 PP	-
Company of Heroes 2 - The Western Front Armies	0.8 TF2	$1.7 PP	-
Company of Heroes 2	0.5 TF2	$0.99 PP	-
Company of Heroes 2: Master Collection	6.1 TF2	$12.54 PP	-
Company of Heroes Complete Pack	5.5 TF2	$11.3 PP	-
Company of Heroes	1.6 TF2	$3.35 PP	-
Company of Heroes: Opposing Fronts	0.8 TF2	$1.61 PP	-
Conan Exiles	1.6 TF2	$3.27 PP	-
Construction Simulator 2015	1.2 TF2	$2.47 PP	-
Contagion	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Control Ultimate Edition	1.3 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$2.63 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Heroines: Warriors, Dreamers, and God Slayers
Crash Bandicoot™ N. Sane Trilogy	7.3 TF2	$15.2 PP	-
Creaks	0.4 TF2	$0.74 PP	-
Creed: Rise to Glory™	2.2 TF2	$4.53 PP	-
Crusader Kings II: Royal Collection	2.7 TF2	$5.55 PP	-
Crusader Kings III	3.9 TF2	$8.1 PP	-
Crysis® 2 Maximum Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Cultist Simulator Anthology Edition	2.4 TF2	$4.89 PP	-
Cultist Simulator	0.7 TF2	$1.41 PP	-
DEATHLOOP	1.9 TF2	$3.88 PP	-
DIRT 5	3.9 TF2	$8.06 PP	-
DMC - Devil May Cry	0.6 TF2	$1.16 PP	-
DRAGON BALL FIGHTERZ - Ultimate Edition	3.7 TF2	$7.76 PP	-
DRAGON BALL XENOVERSE 2	1.6 TF2	$3.42 PP	-
DRAGONBALL XENOVERSE Bundle Edition	1.1 TF2	$2.32 PP	-
DRIFT21	0.5 TF2	$1.03 PP	-
Dark Deity	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Dark Souls II: Scholar of the First Sin	8.2 TF2	$17.12 PP	-
Dark Souls III	11.4 TF2	$23.63 PP	-
Darkest Dungeon	0.6 TF2	$1.3 PP	-
Darksiders Genesis	0.8 TF2	$1.77 PP	-
Darksiders II Deathinitive Edition	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
Darksiders III	0.8 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Day of the Tentacle Remastered	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Dead Island - Definitive Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.78 PP	-
Dead Island Definitive Collection	1.6 TF2	$3.27 PP	-
Dead Island Riptide - Definitive Edition	0.7 TF2	$1.55 PP	-
Dead Rising 2: Off the Record	1.0 TF2	$2.16 PP	-
Dead Rising 3 Apocalypse Edition	2.0 TF2	$4.09 PP	-
Dead Rising 4	0.8 TF2	$1.71 PP	-
Dead Rising	1.0 TF2	$2.0 PP	-
Dead Rising® 2	1.0 TF2	$2.1 PP	-
Death Road to Canada	0.6 TF2	$1.21 PP	-
Death's Gambit	0.7 TF2	$1.44 PP	-
Deep Rock Galactic	3.8 TF2	$8.02 PP	-
Descenders	0.4 TF2	$0.9 PP	-
Desperados III	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Destroy All Humans	0.7 TF2	$1.41 PP	-
Deus Ex: Human Revolution - Director's Cut	0.6 TF2	$1.25 PP	-
Deus Ex: Mankind Divided	1.1 TF2	$2.23 PP	-
Devil May Cry HD Collection	1.4 TF2	$2.9 PP	-
Dinosaur Fossil Hunter	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Distance	0.7 TF2	$1.53 PP	-
Distant Worlds: Universe	0.6 TF2	$1.3 PP	-
Doom Eternal	2.0 TF2	$4.19 PP	-
Door Kickers	1.1 TF2	$2.2 PP	-
Dorfromantik	1.9 TF2	$4.04 PP	-
Dragons Dogma - Dark Arisen	0.8 TF2	$1.67 PP	-
Drake Hollow	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Drone Swarm	0.5 TF2	$0.98 PP	-
Duck Game	2.3 TF2	$4.7 PP	-
Dungeon Defenders: Awakened	3.4 TF2	$7.08 PP	-
Dungreed	0.9 TF2	$1.83 PP	-
Duskers	0.5 TF2	$0.99 PP	-
EARTH DEFENSE FORCE 4.1 The Shadow of New Despair	2.2 TF2	$4.63 PP	-
ELEX	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
EVERSPACE™	0.8 TF2	$1.6 PP	-
Elite: Dangerous	1.1 TF2	$2.25 PP	-
Endzone - A World Apart	0.6 TF2	$1.34 PP	-
Exanima	2.3 TF2	$4.82 PP	-
FTL: Faster Than Light	1.2 TF2	$2.51 PP	-
Fable Anniversary	2.7 TF2	$5.56 PP	-
Fallout 76	1.6 TF2	$3.36 PP	-
Fantasy General II	0.5 TF2	$0.97 PP	-
Farming Simulator 17	0.5 TF2	$1.11 PP	-
Firefighting Simulator - The Squad	4.0 TF2	$8.26 PP	-
First Class Trouble	0.4 TF2	$0.85 PP	-
For The King	0.9 TF2	$1.81 PP	-
Forager	1.4 TF2	$2.84 PP	-
Forts	2.7 TF2	$5.54 PP	-
Friday the 13th: The Game	2.3 TF2	$4.89 PP	-
Frostpunk	1.2 TF2	$2.48 PP	-
Full Metal Furies	0.6 TF2	$1.15 PP	-
Furi	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
GOD EATER 2 Rage Burst	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
GRID - Ultimate	1.0 TF2	$2.04 PP	-
Gamedec	0.4 TF2	$0.77 PP	-
Gang Beasts	2.9 TF2	$6.15 PP	-
Garden Paws	0.8 TF2	$1.77 PP	-
Gas Station Simulator	1.5 TF2	$3.05 PP	-
Gears 5	4.5 TF2	$9.54 PP	-
Gears Tactics	4.2 TF2	$8.86 PP	-
Generation Zero®	1.1 TF2	$2.37 PP	-
Genital Jousting	0.5 TF2	$1.09 PP	-
Goat Simulator	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Godlike Burger	1.4 TF2	$2.89 PP	-
Golf With Your Friends	1.1 TF2	$2.38 PP	-
Gordian Quest	1.7 TF2	$3.51 PP	-
Gotham Knights	5.0 TF2	$10.54 PP	-
GreedFall	0.6 TF2	$1.34 PP	-
Grim Dawn	2.2 TF2	$4.61 PP	-
Guacamelee! 2	0.6 TF2	$1.27 PP	-
HITMAN™2 Gold Edition	2.8 TF2	$5.83 PP	-
HIVESWAP: Act 2	2.0 TF2	$4.16 PP	-
HOT WHEELS UNLEASHED™	1.5 TF2	$3.16 PP	-
Hacknet	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Haiku, the Robot	1.5 TF2	$3.14 PP	-
Hard Bullet	0.9 TF2	$1.97 PP	-
Hearts of Iron III Collection	0.5 TF2	$1.04 PP	-
Hearts of Iron IV: Battle for the Bosporus	1.5 TF2	$3.08 PP	-
Hearts of Iron IV: Cadet Edition	1.6 TF2	$3.36 PP	-
Hearts of Iron IV: Death or Dishonor	0.8 TF2	$1.72 PP	-
Hearts of Iron IV: Waking the Tiger	1.4 TF2	$2.99 PP	-
Heave Ho	0.6 TF2	$1.15 PP	-
Heavy Rain	1.7 TF2	$3.62 PP	-
Hell Let Loose	7.7 TF2	$16.18 PP	-
Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice	0.8 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$1.72 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Heroines: Warriors, Dreamers, and God Slayers
Hello, Neighbor!	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Hero's Hour	1.0 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$2.19 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Choice (Mar 2023)
Heroes of Hammerwatch	0.5 TF2	$1.13 PP	-
Hitman Absolution	0.8 TF2	$1.6 PP	-
Hitman Blood Money	0.6 TF2	$1.35 PP	-
Hitman Game of the Year Edition	1.2 TF2	$2.53 PP	-
Hollow Knight	2.3 TF2	$4.89 PP	-
Homefront	0.5 TF2	$0.98 PP	-
Homefront: The Revolution	0.9 TF2	$1.78 PP	-
Homeworld: Deserts of Kharak	0.4 TF2	$0.78 PP	-
Hotline Miami 2: Wrong Number Digital Special Edition	0.5 TF2	$1.09 PP	-
Hotline Miami 2: Wrong Number	0.5 TF2	$1.0 PP	-
Hotline Miami	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
House Flipper VR	0.9 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
House Flipper	2.5 TF2	$5.23 PP	-
Human: Fall Flat	0.7 TF2	$1.51 PP	-
HuniePop	0.4 TF2	$0.9 PP	-
Huntdown	1.2 TF2	$2.55 PP	-
Hurtworld	2.0 TF2	$4.09 PP	-
Hyper Light Drifter	0.9 TF2	$1.84 PP	-
Hypnospace Outlaw	0.8 TF2	$1.58 PP	-
I Am Fish	0.4 TF2	$0.83 PP	-
I Expect You To Die	1.3 TF2	$2.7 PP	-
I-NFECTED	5.9 TF2	$12.38 PP	-
IL-2 Sturmovik™: 1946	0.9 TF2	$1.77 PP	-
INSURGENCY	1.6 TF2	$3.26 PP	-
Imperator: Rome Deluxe Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.58 PP	-
Imperator: Rome	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
Injustice 2 Legendary Edition	1.2 TF2	$2.44 PP	-
Injustice 2	0.7 TF2	$1.51 PP	-
Injustice: Gods Among Us - Ultimate Edition	0.6 TF2	$1.24 PP	-
Into the Radius VR	5.1 TF2	$10.76 PP	-
Ion Fury	1.5 TF2	$3.09 PP	-
Iron Harvest	0.9 TF2	$1.83 PP	-
Jalopy	0.5 TF2	$1.06 PP	-
Job Simulator	8.7 TF2	$18.19 PP	-
Jurassic World Evolution 2	1.9 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$3.87 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Choice (Mar 2023)
Jurassic World Evolution	0.4 TF2	$0.93 PP	-
Just Cause 2	0.5 TF2	$1.04 PP	-
Just Cause 3 XXL Edition	1.0 TF2	$2.13 PP	-
Just Cause 4: Complete Edition	1.0 TF2	$2.09 PP	-
KartKraft	3.0 TF2	$6.22 PP	-
Katamari Damacy REROLL	1.1 TF2	$2.23 PP	-
Katana ZERO	1.0 TF2	$2.11 PP	-
Keep Talking and Nobody Explodes	2.5 TF2	$5.29 PP	-
Kerbal Space Program	0.9 TF2	$1.88 PP	-
Killer Instinct	5.8 TF2	$12.21 PP	-
Killing Floor 2 Digital Deluxe Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.87 PP	-
Killing Floor 2	0.6 TF2	$1.2 PP	-
Killing Floor	0.6 TF2	$1.17 PP	-
Kingdom Come: Deliverance	1.4 TF2	$3.0 PP	-
Kingdom: Two Crowns	0.8 TF2	$1.58 PP	-
Kingdoms of Amalur: Re-Reckoning	0.9 TF2	$1.88 PP	-
King’s Bounty : Ultimate Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.73 PP	-
LEGO Batman 3: Beyond Gotham Premium Edition	0.5 TF2	$1.07 PP	-
LEGO Batman 3: Beyond Gotham	0.4 TF2	$0.82 PP	-
LEGO Batman Trilogy	1.4 TF2	$2.93 PP	-
LEGO Harry Potter: Years 1-4	0.5 TF2	$1.03 PP	-
LEGO Harry Potter: Years 5-7	0.7 TF2	$1.48 PP	-
LEGO Lord of the Rings	0.5 TF2	$0.95 PP	-
LEGO Star Wars III: The Clone Wars	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
LEGO Star Wars: The Complete Saga	0.5 TF2	$1.04 PP	-
LEGO® City Undercover	0.7 TF2	$1.53 PP	-
LEGO® DC Super-Villains Deluxe Edition	1.9 TF2	$3.9 PP	-
LEGO® DC Super-Villains	0.4 TF2	$0.83 PP	-
LEGO® MARVEL's Avengers	0.4 TF2	$0.76 PP	-
LEGO® Marvel Super Heroes 2 Deluxe Edition	1.1 TF2	$2.34 PP	-
LEGO® Marvel Super Heroes 2	0.4 TF2	$0.9 PP	-
LEGO® Ninjago® Movie Video Game	0.3 TF2	$0.71 PP	-
LEGO® Star Wars™: The Force Awakens	0.6 TF2	$1.18 PP	-
LEGO® Worlds	1.7 TF2	$3.6 PP	-
Labyrinth City: Pierre the Maze Detective	0.7 TF2	$1.46 PP	-
Last Oasis	0.5 TF2	$1.12 PP	-
Late Shift	0.5 TF2	$0.97 PP	-
Layers of Fear 2	3.4 TF2	$7.1 PP	-
Layers of Fear	0.5 TF2	$1.11 PP	-
Legion TD 2	0.9 TF2	$1.97 PP	-
Len's Island	3.0 TF2	$6.23 PP	-
Lethal League Blaze	0.9 TF2	$1.91 PP	-
Lethal League	0.7 TF2	$1.54 PP	-
Library Of Ruina	3.0 TF2	$6.36 PP	-
Life is Feudal: Your Own	0.4 TF2	$0.83 PP	-
Little Misfortune	3.3 TF2	$6.89 PP	-
Little Nightmares Complete Edition	1.6 TF2	$3.26 PP	-
Little Nightmares	0.8 TF2	$1.64 PP	-
Lobotomy Corporation Monster Management Simulation	4.9 TF2	$10.21 PP	-
Lords of the Fallen Game of the Year Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.7 PP	-
Lost Ember	1.3 TF2	$2.73 PP	-
Lost Planet™: Extreme Condition	0.9 TF2	$1.81 PP	-
Luck be a Landlord	2.6 TF2	$5.45 PP	-
METAL GEAR SOLID V: THE PHANTOM PAIN	0.7 TF2	$1.55 PP	-
METAL GEAR SOLID V: The Definitive Experience	1.2 TF2	$2.55 PP	-
MORTAL KOMBAT 11	1.6 TF2	$3.44 PP	-
MX vs ATV Reflex	0.4 TF2	$0.8 PP	-
MX vs. ATV Unleashed	0.4 TF2	$0.73 PP	-
Mad Max	1.2 TF2	$2.58 PP	-
Mafia II: Definitive Edition	1.3 TF2	$2.62 PP	-
Mafia III: Definitive Edition	2.0 TF2	$4.09 PP	-
Mafia: Definitive Edition	2.2 TF2	$4.54 PP	-
Maneater	0.5 TF2	$1.08 PP	-
Manhunt	1.2 TF2	$2.52 PP	-
Mars Horizon	1.0 TF2	$2.04 PP	-
Marvel vs. Capcom: Infinite - Deluxe Edition	2.8 TF2	$5.79 PP	-
Mass Effect™ Legendary Edition	6.4 TF2	$13.54 PP	-
Max Payne 2: The Fall of Max Payne	0.6 TF2	$1.2 PP	-
Max Payne	0.9 TF2	$1.85 PP	-
MechWarrior 5: Mercenaries	2.3 TF2	$4.84 PP	-
Medal of Honor	2.0 TF2	$4.14 PP	-
Mega Man Legacy Collection	0.6 TF2	$1.25 PP	-
Men of War: Assault Squad 2 - Deluxe Edition	1.1 TF2	$2.21 PP	-
Men of War: Assault Squad 2 War Chest Edition	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Men of War: Assault Squad 2	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Messenger	0.4 TF2	$0.9 PP	-
Metro 2033 Redux	0.6 TF2	$1.31 PP	-
Metro Exodus	1.5 TF2	$3.04 PP	-
Metro Redux Bundle	1.1 TF2	$2.3 PP	-
Metro: Last Light Redux	1.1 TF2	$2.23 PP	-
Middle-earth: Shadow of Mordor Game of the Year Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.65 PP	-
Middle-earth™: Shadow of War™	0.7 TF2	$1.44 PP	-
Middleearth Shadow of War Definitive Edition	1.2 TF2	$2.48 PP	-
Mini Ninjas	0.5 TF2	$0.94 PP	-
Mirror's Edge	2.3 TF2	$4.85 PP	-
Miscreated	1.4 TF2	$2.88 PP	-
Monster Hunter: World	3.3 TF2	$6.96 PP	-
Monster Sanctuary	0.5 TF2	$0.96 PP	-
Monster Train	0.4 TF2	$0.77 PP	-
Moonlighter	0.4 TF2	$0.93 PP	-
Moons of Madness	1.8 TF2	$3.74 PP	-
Mordhau	1.6 TF2	$3.41 PP	-
Mortal Kombat X	0.7 TF2	$1.55 PP	-
Mortal Kombat XL	0.9 TF2	$1.88 PP	-
Mortal Shell	1.5 TF2	$3.18 PP	-
Motorcycle Mechanic Simulator 2021	0.8 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Motorsport Manager	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Move or Die	1.0 TF2	$2.0 PP	-
Moving Out	0.7 TF2	$1.49 PP	-
Mutant Year Zero: Road to Eden - Deluxe Edition	1.4 TF2	$3.04 PP	-
Mutant Year Zero: Road to Eden	0.9 TF2	$1.93 PP	-
My Friend Pedro	0.6 TF2	$1.27 PP	-
My Time At Portia	0.5 TF2	$0.96 PP	-
NARUTO SHIPPUDEN: Ultimate Ninja STORM 4 Road to Boruto	2.3 TF2	$4.72 PP	-
NASCAR Heat 5 - Ultimate Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Naruto Shippuden: Ultimate Ninja Storm 4	1.7 TF2	$3.59 PP	-
Naruto to Boruto Shinobi Striker - Deluxe Edition	1.3 TF2	$2.63 PP	-
Naruto to Boruto Shinobi Striker	0.4 TF2	$0.82 PP	-
Necromunda: Hired Gun	0.7 TF2	$1.56 PP	-
Neon Abyss	0.5 TF2	$0.97 PP	-
Ni no Kuni™ II: Revenant Kingdom - The Prince's Edition	2.6 TF2	$5.33 PP	-
Nine Parchments	1.4 TF2	$3.0 PP	-
No Time to Relax	1.7 TF2	$3.57 PP	-
Northgard	4.1 TF2	$8.55 PP	-
Not For Broadcast	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
ONE PIECE BURNING BLOOD	0.8 TF2	$1.69 PP	-
ONE PIECE PIRATE WARRIORS 3 Gold Edition	1.0 TF2	$2.13 PP	-
Offworld Trading Company™	0.7 TF2	$1.44 PP	-
One Step From Eden	0.5 TF2	$0.97 PP	-
Opus Magnum	1.2 TF2	$2.56 PP	-
Orcs Must Die! 3	1.6 TF2	$3.42 PP	-
Outlast 2	0.4 TF2	$0.91 PP	-
Outlast	0.5 TF2	$0.95 PP	-
Outward	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
Overcooked	0.7 TF2	$1.49 PP	-
Overcooked! 2	1.5 TF2	$3.1 PP	-
Overgrowth	0.5 TF2	$1.08 PP	-
Overlord II	0.4 TF2	$0.84 PP	-
PC Building Simulator	0.8 TF2	$1.74 PP	-
Paint the Town Red	2.0 TF2	$4.23 PP	-
Parkitect	4.5 TF2	$9.55 PP	-
Pathfinder: Kingmaker - Enhanced Plus Edition	1.0 TF2	$2.11 PP	-
Pathfinder: Wrath of the Righteous	0.9 TF2	$1.89 PP	-
Pathologic 2	0.7 TF2	$1.46 PP	-
Per Aspera	0.7 TF2	$1.52 PP	-
Phantom Doctrine	0.4 TF2	$0.73 PP	-
Pillars of Eternity Definitive Edition	0.7 TF2	$1.55 PP	-
Pistol Whip	5.8 TF2	$12.21 PP	-
Plague Inc: Evolved	1.6 TF2	$3.27 PP	-
Planescape: Torment: Enhanced Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.79 PP	-
Planet Coaster	1.7 TF2	$3.48 PP	-
Planetary Annihilation: TITANS	4.6 TF2	$9.55 PP	-
Portal Knights	0.8 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Power Rangers: Battle for the Grid	3.4 TF2	$7.15 PP	-
PowerBeatsVR	0.9 TF2	$1.97 PP	-
PowerSlave Exhumed	1.7 TF2	$3.51 PP	-
Praey for the Gods	0.6 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$1.32 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Heroines: Warriors, Dreamers, and God Slayers
Prehistoric Kingdom	1.4 TF2	$2.9 PP	-
Pro Cycling Manager 2019	1.2 TF2	$2.58 PP	-
Project Cars 3	10.7 TF2	$22.11 PP	-
Project Hospital	2.3 TF2	$4.83 PP	-
Project Wingman	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
Project Winter	0.9 TF2	$1.97 PP	-
Pumpkin Jack	0.4 TF2	$0.9 PP	-
Quantum Break	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
RESIDENT EVIL 3	2.1 TF2	$4.41 PP	-
RUGBY 20	1.2 TF2	$2.55 PP	-
RUINER	0.4 TF2	$0.84 PP	-
RWBY: Grimm Eclipse	3.1 TF2	$6.56 PP	-
Ragnaröck	3.2 TF2	$6.8 PP	-
Rain World	1.2 TF2	$2.57 PP	-
Raw Data	1.0 TF2	$2.13 PP	-
Re:Legend	1.0 TF2	$2.12 PP	-
Red Faction Guerrilla Re-Mars-tered	0.5 TF2	$0.95 PP	-
Red Matter	4.2 TF2	$8.83 PP	-
Resident Evil / biohazard HD REMASTER	0.9 TF2	$1.86 PP	-
Resident Evil 0 / biohazard 0 HD Remaster	0.6 TF2	$1.3 PP	-
Resident Evil 5 GOLD Edition	1.4 TF2	$2.83 PP	-
Resident Evil 5	0.9 TF2	$1.92 PP	-
Resident Evil 6	1.3 TF2	$2.82 PP	-
Resident Evil: Revelations 2 Deluxe Edition	2.0 TF2	$4.23 PP	-
Resident Evil: Revelations	0.5 TF2	$1.02 PP	-
Retro Machina	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
Risen 2 Dark Waters	0.4 TF2	$0.88 PP	-
Rising Storm 2: Vietnam	0.5 TF2	$1.04 PP	-
River City Girls	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
Rogue Heroes: Ruins of Tasos	0.5 TF2	$1.1 PP	-
RollerCoaster Tycoon Deluxe	1.0 TF2	$2.1 PP	-
Rollercoaster Tycoon 2: Triple Thrill Pack	1.2 TF2	$2.51 PP	-
Rubber Bandits	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
Running with Rifles	1.9 TF2	$3.86 PP	-
Ryse: Son of Rome	1.7 TF2	$3.49 PP	-
SCUM	2.7 TF2	$5.72 PP	-
SHENZHEN I/O	0.5 TF2	$0.97 PP	-
SOMA	2.0 TF2	$4.19 PP	-
SONG OF HORROR Complete Edition	0.5 TF2	$0.98 PP	-
STAR WARS® THE FORCE UNLEASHED II	0.8 TF2	$1.7 PP	-
STAR WARS™: Squadrons	2.0 TF2	$4.17 PP	-
SUPERHOT VR	2.1 TF2	$4.49 PP	-
SUPERHOT	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
SUPERHOT: MIND CONTROL DELETE	0.4 TF2	$0.87 PP	-
Sable	0.5 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$1.04 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Heroines: Warriors, Dreamers, and God Slayers
Saint's Row The Third Remastered	2.2 TF2	$4.48 PP	-
Saints Row 2	0.6 TF2	$1.23 PP	-
Saints Row IV	0.9 TF2	$1.82 PP	-
Saints Row: The Third	0.6 TF2	$1.29 PP	-
Sanctum 2	0.5 TF2	$1.08 PP	-
Satisfactory	6.1 TF2	$12.71 PP	-
Scarlet Nexus	2.8 TF2	$5.84 PP	-
Secret Neighbor	0.5 TF2	$1.14 PP	-
Serious Sam 2	0.7 TF2	$1.53 PP	-
Serious Sam 4	2.6 TF2	$5.47 PP	-
Serious Sam: Siberian Mayhem	2.2 TF2	$4.5 PP	-
Severed Steel	1.2 TF2	$2.58 PP	-
Shadow Man Remastered	0.9 TF2	$1.98 PP	-
Shadow Warrior 2	0.8 TF2	$1.73 PP	-
Shadow of the Tomb Raider	3.3 TF2	$6.78 PP	-
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse	0.6 TF2	$1.18 PP	-
Shenmue 3	0.7 TF2	$1.43 PP	-
Shenmue I & II	0.7 TF2	$1.43 PP	-
Shining Resonance Refrain	0.5 TF2	$0.94 PP	-
Sid Meier's Civilization VI : Platinum Edition	2.8 TF2	$5.87 PP	-
Sid Meier's Civilization VI	0.9 TF2	$1.84 PP	-
Sid Meier's Civilization® V: The Complete Edition	2.0 TF2	$4.15 PP	-
Sid Meiers Civilization IV: The Complete Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.74 PP	-
Siege of Centauri	0.5 TF2	$1.15 PP	-
SimCasino	0.6 TF2	$1.35 PP	-
Skullgirls 2nd Encore	0.9 TF2	$1.97 PP	-
Slap City	1.1 TF2	$2.25 PP	-
Slay the Spire	2.7 TF2	$5.56 PP	-
Sleeping Dogs: Definitive Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
Slime Rancher	1.6 TF2	$3.3 PP	-
Sniper Elite 3	0.5 TF2	$1.14 PP	-
Sniper Elite 4	1.3 TF2	$2.67 PP	-
Sniper Elite V2 Remastered	0.8 TF2	$1.72 PP	-
Sniper Elite V2	0.5 TF2	$0.94 PP	-
Sniper Ghost Warrior 3	0.7 TF2	$1.37 PP	-
Sniper Ghost Warrior Contracts	0.5 TF2	$1.11 PP	-
Sonic Adventure DX	0.5 TF2	$1.04 PP	-
Sonic Adventure™ 2	0.6 TF2	$1.16 PP	-
Sonic Lost World	1.7 TF2	$3.44 PP	-
Sonic Mania	0.8 TF2	$1.58 PP	-
Sorcery! Parts 1 & 2	0.6 TF2	$1.27 PP	-
Source of Madness	0.5 TF2	$1.13 PP	-
Space Engineers	2.2 TF2	$4.56 PP	-
Space Haven	0.6 TF2	$1.33 PP	-
Spec Ops: The Line	0.8 TF2	$1.65 PP	-
SpeedRunners	0.7 TF2	$1.38 PP	-
Spelunky	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
Spirit Of The Island	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
Splendor	0.6 TF2	$1.34 PP	-
SpongeBob SquarePants: Battle for Bikini Bottom - Rehydrated	1.2 TF2	$2.6 PP	-
Spyro™ Reignited Trilogy	3.6 TF2	$7.48 PP	-
Star Renegades	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
Star Trek: Bridge Crew	3.6 TF2	$7.49 PP	-
Star Wars Republic Commando™	0.4 TF2	$0.75 PP	-
Star Wars® Empire at War™: Gold Pack	1.0 TF2	$2.07 PP	-
Starbound	0.8 TF2	$1.58 PP	-
Starpoint Gemini Warlords	1.6 TF2	$3.44 PP	-
State of Decay 2: Juggernaut Edition	2.9 TF2	$6.08 PP	-
Staxel	0.6 TF2	$1.18 PP	-
SteamWorld Quest: Hand of Gilgamech	0.9 TF2	$1.88 PP	-
Steel Division: Normandy 44	0.7 TF2	$1.38 PP	-
Stellaris Galaxy Edition	1.2 TF2	$2.58 PP	-
Stellaris: Lithoids Species Pack	0.9 TF2	$1.88 PP	-
Stick Fight: The Game	0.4 TF2	$0.75 PP	-
Strategic Command WWII: World at War	2.0 TF2	$4.21 PP	-
Street Fighter 30th Anniversary Collection	2.3 TF2	$4.82 PP	-
Street Fighter V	0.7 TF2	$1.44 PP	-
Streets of Rogue	1.2 TF2	$2.44 PP	-
Stronghold 2: Steam Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.95 PP	-
Stronghold Crusader 2	0.7 TF2	$1.43 PP	-
Styx: Shards Of Darkness	0.6 TF2	$1.29 PP	-
Subnautica	4.1 TF2	$8.55 PP	-
Summer in Mara	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Sunless Skies	0.6 TF2	$1.36 PP	-
Sunset Overdrive	1.3 TF2	$2.67 PP	-
Super Meat Boy	0.3 TF2	$0.72 PP	-
Superliminal	2.0 TF2	$4.11 PP	-
Supraland Six Inches Under	1.6 TF2	$3.34 PP	-
Supreme Commander 2	0.9 TF2	$1.93 PP	-
Surgeon Simulator: Experience Reality	0.9 TF2	$1.82 PP	-
Survive the Nights	0.8 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Surviving the Aftermath	0.5 TF2	$0.95 PP	-
Sword Art Online Fatal Bullet - Complete Edition	5.2 TF2	$10.86 PP	-
Sword Art Online Hollow Realization Deluxe Edition	1.0 TF2	$2.13 PP	-
Syberia: The World Before	0.9 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$1.84 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Humble Heroines: Warriors, Dreamers, and God Slayers
Synth Riders	3.3 TF2	$6.89 PP	-
TEKKEN 7	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
TT Isle of Man Ride on the Edge 2	1.7 TF2	$3.56 PP	-
Tales of Berseria	0.8 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Tales of Berseria	0.8 TF2	$1.76 PP	-
Tales of Symphonia	1.6 TF2	$3.25 PP	-
Tales of Zestiria	0.6 TF2	$1.24 PP	-
Talisman: Digital Edition	0.5 TF2	$0.98 PP	-
Tank Mechanic Simulator	1.0 TF2	$2.13 PP	-
Team Sonic Racing™	1.9 TF2	$3.9 PP	-
Telltale Batman Shadows Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.9 PP	-
Terraforming Mars	0.9 TF2	$1.88 PP	-
Terraria	1.8 TF2	$3.71 PP	-
The Ascent	1.0 TF2	$2.09 PP	-
The Battle of Polytopia	0.4 TF2	$0.9 PP	-
The Beast Inside	0.4 TF2	$0.79 PP	-
The Blackout Club	5.8 TF2	$12.21 PP	-
The Dark Pictures Anthology: Little Hope	1.4 TF2	$2.88 PP	-
The Dark Pictures Anthology: Man of Medan	1.7 TF2	$3.46 PP	-
The Darkness II	0.5 TF2	$1.0 PP	-
The Dungeon Of Naheulbeuk: The Amulet Of Chaos	0.5 TF2	$1.08 PP	-
The Escapists 2	0.9 TF2	$1.83 PP	-
The Escapists	0.6 TF2	$1.34 PP	-
The Henry Stickmin Collection	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
The Intruder	1.1 TF2	$2.38 PP	-
The Jackbox Party Pack 2	1.2 TF2	$2.58 PP	-
The Jackbox Party Pack 3	3.3 TF2	$6.87 PP	-
The Jackbox Party Pack 4	2.0 TF2	$4.21 PP	-
The Jackbox Party Pack 5	3.3 TF2	$6.8 PP	-
The Jackbox Party Pack 6	2.6 TF2	$5.53 PP	-
The Jackbox Party Pack	1.1 TF2	$2.33 PP	-
The LEGO Movie 2 Videogame	0.4 TF2	$0.75 PP	-
The Legend of Heroes: Trails in the Sky	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
The Long Dark	2.0 TF2	$4.17 PP	-
The Long Dark: Survival Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.78 PP	-
The Ship: Murder Party	0.4 TF2	$0.83 PP	-
The Stanley Parable	2.3 TF2	$4.69 PP	-
The Surge 2	0.7 TF2	$1.46 PP	-
The Survivalists	1.0 TF2	$1.99 PP	-
The Talos Principle	0.7 TF2	$1.41 PP	-
The Walking Dead: A New Frontier	0.3 TF2	$0.71 PP	-
The Walking Dead: The Final Season	0.3 TF2	$0.71 PP	-
The Walking Dead: The Telltale Definitive Series	2.0 TF2	$4.17 PP	-
The Witness	4.6 TF2	$9.48 PP	-
The Wolf Among Us	1.1 TF2	$2.34 PP	-
This War of Mine: Complete Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.56 PP	-
Titan Quest Anniversary Edition	0.7 TF2	$1.36 PP	-
Tomb Raider	1.4 TF2	$3.02 PP	-
Torchlight II	0.7 TF2	$1.44 PP	-
Total Tank Simulator	0.4 TF2	$0.79 PP	-
Total War SHOGUN 2	1.6 TF2	$3.23 PP	-
Total War Shogun 2 Collection	1.6 TF2	$3.44 PP	-
Total War: ATTILA	1.9 TF2	$3.93 PP	-
Total War: Empire - Definitive Edition	1.5 TF2	$3.07 PP	-
Total War: Napoleon - Definitive Edition	1.4 TF2	$3.0 PP	-
Total War: Rome II - Emperor Edition	2.5 TF2	$5.17 PP	-
Total War™: WARHAMMER®	2.9 TF2	$6.17 PP	-
Totally Accurate Battle Simulator	3.3 TF2	$6.8 PP	-
Tour de France 2020	0.6 TF2	$1.33 PP	-
Tower Unite	3.6 TF2	$7.55 PP	-
Townscaper	0.6 TF2	$1.17 PP	-
Trailmakers Deluxe Edition	0.9 TF2	$1.91 PP	-
Trailmakers	0.9 TF2	$1.91 PP	-
Train Simulator Classic	0.7 TF2 Refer To My Other Thread	$1.44 PP Refer To My Other Thread	Train Simulator Classic: On the Fast Track Bundle
Train Station Renovation	0.4 TF2	$0.93 PP	-
Tribes of Midgard	0.7 TF2	$1.52 PP	-
Tricky Towers	1.7 TF2	$3.57 PP	-
Trine 2: Complete Story	1.1 TF2	$2.3 PP	-
Trine 4: The Nightmare Prince	0.6 TF2	$1.25 PP	-
Tropico 5	0.4 TF2	$0.74 PP	-
Tropico 5 – Complete Collection	0.8 TF2	$1.65 PP	-
Tropico 6 El-Prez Edition	2.5 TF2	$5.24 PP	-
Tropico 6	2.2 TF2	$4.61 PP	-
Turmoil	0.4 TF2	$0.75 PP	-
Turok 2: Seeds of Evil	0.4 TF2	$0.75 PP	-
Turok	0.4 TF2	$0.92 PP	-
Two Point Hospital	2.2 TF2	$4.65 PP	-
Tyranny - Gold Edition	0.7 TF2	$1.39 PP	-
Ultimate Chicken Horse	1.5 TF2	$3.24 PP	-
Ultimate Marvel vs. Capcom 3	1.6 TF2	$3.37 PP	-
Ultra Street Fighter IV	0.5 TF2	$0.98 PP	-
Undertale	2.0 TF2	$4.19 PP	-
Universe Sandbox	3.4 TF2	$7.15 PP	-
Until You Fall	0.7 TF2	$1.39 PP	-
VTOL VR	4.9 TF2	$10.16 PP	-
Vacation Simulator	4.9 TF2	$10.21 PP	-
Vagante	0.4 TF2	$0.79 PP	-
Valkyria Chronicles 4 Complete Edition	1.1 TF2	$2.37 PP	-
Valkyria Chronicles™	1.0 TF2	$1.98 PP	-
Vampyr	1.5 TF2	$3.04 PP	-
Visage	5.9 TF2	$12.24 PP	-
Viscera Cleanup Detail	2.0 TF2	$4.09 PP	-
Void Bastards	0.4 TF2	$0.83 PP	-
Volcanoids	0.9 TF2	$1.91 PP	-
Vox Machinae	3.2 TF2	$6.74 PP	-
WRATH: Aeon of Ruin	0.4 TF2	$0.82 PP	-
WRC 8 FIA World Rally Championship	1.1 TF2	$2.23 PP	-
Wargame: Red Dragon	6.4 TF2	$13.18 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War - Master Collection	1.3 TF2	$2.77 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War II - Grand Master Collection	1.7 TF2	$3.62 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War II: Retribution	0.6 TF2	$1.18 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Relics of War	0.6 TF2	$1.23 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Tyranids	2.8 TF2	$5.78 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Space Marine Collection	1.6 TF2	$3.3 PP	-
Warhammer 40,000: Space Marine	1.6 TF2	$3.27 PP	-
Warhammer: Chaosbane - Slayer Edition	1.0 TF2	$2.11 PP	-
Warhammer: End Times - Vermintide Collector's Edition	0.6 TF2	$1.33 PP	-
Warhammer: Vermintide 2 - Collector's Edition	1.2 TF2	$2.51 PP	-
Warhammer: Vermintide 2	1.2 TF2	$2.41 PP	-
Warhammer® 40,000™: Dawn of War® II	0.7 TF2	$1.39 PP	-
Warhammer® 40,000™: Dawn of War® III	1.6 TF2	$3.42 PP	-
Warpips	0.7 TF2	$1.54 PP	-
Wasteland 3	1.2 TF2	$2.48 PP	-
We Happy Few	0.7 TF2	$1.54 PP	-
We Need to Go Deeper	1.4 TF2	$2.91 PP	-
We Were Here Too	1.6 TF2	$3.23 PP	-
White Day : a labyrinth named school	0.5 TF2	$1.01 PP	-
Who's Your Daddy	2.0 TF2	$4.23 PP	-
Wingspan	1.0 TF2	$2.02 PP	-
Winkeltje: The Little Shop	1.0 TF2	$2.09 PP	-
Witch It	1.9 TF2	$3.93 PP	-
Wizard of Legend	0.9 TF2	$1.91 PP	-
World War Z: Aftermath	3.9 TF2	$8.2 PP	-
Worms Ultimate Mayhem - Deluxe Edition	0.4 TF2	$0.74 PP	-
Worms W.M.D	1.0 TF2	$2.17 PP	-
Worms World Party Remastered	0.4 TF2	$0.88 PP	-
Wrench	3.0 TF2	$6.23 PP	-
Wurm Unlimited	0.7 TF2	$1.5 PP	-
X4: Foundations	5.5 TF2	$11.34 PP	-
X4: Split Vendetta	1.8 TF2	$3.83 PP	-
XCOM 2 Collection	1.1 TF2	$2.24 PP	-
XCOM: Enemy Unknown Complete Pack	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
XCOM: Ultimate Collection	0.9 TF2	$1.86 PP	-
XCOM®: Chimera Squad	0.3 TF2	$0.71 PP	-
Yakuza 0	1.3 TF2	$2.74 PP	-
Yakuza 3 Remastered	1.2 TF2	$2.53 PP	-
Yakuza Kiwami 2	1.7 TF2	$3.57 PP	-
Yakuza Kiwami	1.6 TF2	$3.44 PP	-
Yonder: The Cloud Catcher Chronicles	2.0 TF2	$4.17 PP	-
YouTubers Life	0.8 TF2	$1.57 PP	-
Yuppie Psycho	0.3 TF2	$0.71 PP	-
ZERO Sievert	3.6 TF2	$7.56 PP	-
Zeno Clash 2	0.3 TF2	$0.71 PP	-
Zombie Army Trilogy	0.8 TF2	$1.67 PP	-
biped	0.9 TF2	$1.86 PP	-
rFactor 2	1.2 TF2	$2.44 PP	-
while True: learn() Chief Technology Officer Edition	0.8 TF2	$1.6 PP	-

 
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